Worries
 

Why I am so worried? 
Why do I feel so tense? 
Is ti just work pressure? 
Or is it something else? 
With my mind full of spaghetti thoughts 
No clear directions ahead of me 
I know not how to sort 
And nothing to make me happy. 
Sleepless nights have become so common 
I don't remember when I last slept. 
Unknown reasons what've made me morose 
Thoughout the nights they kept me awake. 
Thoughts 'bout my future 
Thoughts 'bout my family, too. 
My care for some special people, 
One ofo them is you. 
I achieved something last week 
Yet I felt so sad, 
My happiness I could never share 
Made me feel so sad. 
I want to talk to someone 
Someone who is close to my heart 
Someone who'dn't laugh at me 
This silence tears me apart. 
I want to open my heart to someone 
To someone when I am sad 
I see no one around 
Whoever 'round would think I'm mad. 
  
So I open my heart to this paper, 
Write those words with this pen 
Its never like talking to someone, 
But it sure reduces the pain. 
  
I feel worried 'bout my parents
They are so far away
I can do nothing for then
Nothing to make them happy and gay.

I know they'd never complain
They know how myuch I love 'em;
But I being so far away
How can I care for them?

My career is my other worry
I know not what'd happen 
In six months from now
Whether all prospects would end?

I want to switch my job
And join some new place
Where I'd be satisfied with the work
And away from this ratrace.

Last but not the least are the thoughts of you
That make me walk through the night
The way you hurt me always
I wonder, why this plight?

I know I expected too much
From the people around
Expectations that caused much pain
And disappointments abound.

Do you know I care for you
And how much I love you too?
For once, care for my feelings.
And do something, I want you to.

You tend to misunderstand me
And say words that make me guilty and sad.
All this and more give sleepless nights
Thought haunt me at night and make me feel mad.

09-03-2001-22:58-23:48
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