When celebration loses its glory
Last evening I got a promotion,
A promotion, eagerly awaited.
But with it came much sorrow,
And pain to my heart, never expected.

I wanted to take you  to dinner. 
I wanted to take you out,
I wanted to share my happiness,
I ne'er knew I'd have a rout.

You seemed happy on my achievement,
Your congratulated me, too.
But when I asked you out for dinner,
You simply said, "No No No....."

Those few words were so very hurtful,
You said them with much disdain.
Never caring 'bout my feelings
You caused me so much pain.

You're the first person I shared the news with,
'Cause I felt you're near to my heart.
I ne'er knew you'd leave me bereft
And all alone to play my part.

I never knew you'd hurt me this time,
Tho' you've hurt me before.
(To me) my achievement was so special,
Your actions hurt me all the more.

Happiness shared is doubled,
Sorrow shared is halved, they say.
When it comes to sharing happiness,
I can never have my way.

I had made much plans,
To dine with you tonight.
Chat and dine to my heart's content
(In) a cosy corner, in the candlelight.

All my plans were in disarray.
Throughout the day, I felt so bad.
I tried much, but the thoughts don't go away,
Thoughts of you, only, made me sad.

I smoked so many sticks today,
I know you'd feel bad.
But when you don't care when I'm happy,
Why care when I am sad?

I am retiring now
Retiring with a heavy heart.
Alone in this sultry room,
With my heart torn apart.

I had never asked for anything,
Nothing that'd embarass you.
But for once, please come with me
To share an eve, just me and you.

I want you to be my friend,
Be my friend for life.
And please never hurt me again,
And leave me in this plight.

04/05-03-2001 -- 23-15-0015

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