What should I do?

I feel so worried 
Thinking what I should do.
How should I present myself?
To this person, I don't even know.

How should I talk to her?
Or what all I should avoid?
I know not, these things at all,
On the day I meet her, how should I be poised?

This fear of the unknown
Is giving me a chill
I wonder whether it happens to others too,
Do , they too, get this feel.

You say I should be myself
I wonder what that mean.
Does that mean, I should be the way I am?
With this, can her heart I win?

I want to be an ideal person
Whom she would like to be with.
I want to meet, all expectations
I don't wanna her be in a myth.

I know I'm not ideal person
Nor perfect in any respect I am.
So I want to change myself a bit
I wanna be her ideal man.

I'd like to know
Where I should change myself.
Without changing my basic integrity,
I'm sure you can certainly help.

I ask you my friend
Because you know me inside out.
Tell me how I can change,
So that I can make her proud.

Make her proud about her choice
Make her proud of me
It would go a long way in the future life
And make us happy as can be.

Let me know about my weak points
Let me know where I go wrong.
Tell me how I can improve
In me she shoul dfind nothing wrong.

I ask this to you
Not for you just know me.
But, because, I value your words
And for how, you've been close to me.

You saw me in good or bad times.
Saw me in darkness of night,
Came across my reactions as they were
Whether in darkness or light.

So pick up the phone and let me know,
Tell me how I should change
What all I should keep with me close
What all, I should keep out of range.

I want you to tell me this
To tell me how I should be
Your judgement I value so much
Because my best friend is thee.

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