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As I recline to
think
On this sombre
night
What I've given
you,
Nothing I've done seems
right.
What I've given is
terrible
I've given you so much
pain.
When I should've given you
happiness
Is this the way it should've
happened?
I only gave you
embarassment,
Never you deserved such
plight,
Pushed you to darkness,
always,
When I should've taken you
to light.
I've lost all
right
To call myself your
friend.
For I've disgusted
myself
By deeds, never
expected from a friend.
I've given bad
memories
That only made you
repent,
Knowign the consequences;
still,
Continued till the
end.
Yet you were, so,
dear,
You gave me
all,
Love, acre and everything
you had,
You're the best thing, on
me, to befall.
But see, what I
did,
Just duped you always with
my deed.
Took away all, from
you,
ever, to your words, I paid
any heed.
You were right when yuou
said today,
Maybe, you should have never
come.
To give me, all that you
have,
And to make you only sad and
glum.
I treated you in a
manner,
I should never
had.
It makes me repent on my
deeds,
And regret all such
act.
I ask you to pardon
me,
Though I know you can't
forgive.
My acts have been truly
shameless,
This repentance'll be there
till I live.
I will liv ewith this
sorrow,
For I've given you sadness,
such.
For when I should've tried
to make you happy,
Repentance is what I gave
you much.
If possible, my
dear,
Forget my misdemeanor
as abad dream,
But remember me as a good
friend,
Who wanted to fill you with
happiness, to the brim.
Yet, could never give
you,
Deserve, what you truly
did.
Gave you only tears and
regrets,
Always through my words and
deed.
All through I made you
cry,
For all I've doen with
you.
Anger, disgust and hatred is
all I deserve,
From a pure and golden soul
like you.
Necxt time you make a
friend,
I wish, its none like
me.
Wish he'd keep you happy
forever,
And not fill you you with
sadness, like me.
Wish you get the very
best,
In all that you
do.
May you be happy
forever,
For such a wonderful person
are you. |