Was I wrong

Was I wrong this time
In this occasion I hadn't gone
I was a bit selfish
(Now I realize), maybe I was wrong.
 
I should've gone there
And beside her I should've been
When she's taking a vital step of her life
Left her alone, when she might've needed me.
 
But I had my own reasons
Some of which I can't explain.
I was feeling so forlorn
I was in so much pain.
 
I knew I couldn't bear
To see her go from my side
I knew I'd break down
My feelings I can ne'er hide.
 
I was selfish in my acts
Showed no care in my deed
I just thought of my well-being
To her feelings I didn't pay any heed.
 
But only if you knew
How much I was in pain
How sad I am now
That from my eyes, the tears rain.
 
I always promised selfless love
And to care whenever she'd need
But I didn't show it at all.
Didn't show it with my deed.
 
I know she needed me
By her side the most.
I wanted to show I care
But this chance, too, I lost.
 
All I can say to her is
Forgive me, I'm sorry.
Don't hold any grudge against me
With me, please don't be angry.
 
Because I am just another mortal
Who can't bear so much pain.
Departing from the dearest is so difficult, you know
The pain of solitude, it just doesn't wane.
 
So please try to understand me
And accept me, as I am 
I know you'd surely forgive me
All I can say is ' I'm sorry ma'am'.
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