Scattered thoughts-III
 
Putting words on this paper after an eon,
Words with the same old pen
Wish this would not be morose
And no pain it'd contain.
 
It was such a happy day today
When I called my best friend
One who was equally thrilled to hear me
After days of pain did happiness descend.
 
I couldn't talk to her much
I wonder what was wrong in me.
Is this the distance that mattered,
Is it beca' , her, I couldn't see?
 
No I don't think tis' true
The hearts are still close
Nothing can pull us apart
This friend, I know, I can ne'er lose.
 
I still wonder what it was
I still don't know why it happen'd.
Sometime back our talks would run for hours
And like minutes those hours would end.
 
Maybe I am still in the shock
Of losing her from by my side
Though I know I can't accept it
However hard I try, the pain I cannot hide.
 
Or maybe the recent trauma,
Was too strong for me to bear
I am not yet out of it
The tension put my mind through a shear.
 
I feel sorry now
I wasted the short time we had.
Such chances are truly rare now
The thoughts made me feel so sad.
 
Hope I'd not lose such a chance
Next time we have s tete'-a-tete'
Call me and chat till we drop
I am waiting, don't be late.
 
You wanted to tall me something
I don't know what you wanted to say
But whatever I could make out
It sure didn't make me happy and gay.
 
It seemed you are not very happy
With the curent state you are in
I wonder what is wrong
I wish and pray, I am wrong in thinking the way I did.
 
Wish you have a fruitful association
With everyone around you
Just eb your own self
And you'd succeed in whatever you do.
 
I have my faith in you
And in anything you do.
Tis' not my affection thats speaking
I truly feel this way for you.
 
You'd be happy and gay
Forever in your life.
Your life would be truly fruitful
With never any strife.
 
Because you are a golden soul
In many dark lives, candles you've lit.
No pain you can ever deserve
Happiness'd always kiss your feet.
 
Keep aside your apprehensions
Just have faith in me.
And on the Lord above
For such a person is thee.
 
 
 
10-07-2001-11-07-2001 2329--0005
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