With my latest success,
I was so happy
With it came backstabbing
I wonder what’s wrong in me.

I weas very troubled recently,
I hid it from all.
When I was recovering
I had this bad fall.

Where my reputation is at stake
I don’t know what to do.
I think of a strained relation
What made others to misconstrue?

I feel much pain to know this
I feel so hurt too.
When I find my dear ones
Having a wrong view.
 

I tried to be courteous
I’ve always been polite
I tried my best to satisfy all,
Why’ve I been puched to the darkness of night?

I could tell this to none
Except one very close friend
One who is dear to my heart
I know she’d understand the pain.

She’s the only one
Who could give me solace
By being with me this evening
It enthused me to start afresh.

Start a new day tomorrow
Start building relations yet again
Change my ways, to accomodate
So that I never get such a pain.

Life’s full of struggle
Everday you gotta prove yourself
This pain always comes free
However hard you try, it doesn’t help.

And it still hurts 
Where it hurts the most,
It creates a wound in the heart
And makes me feel I’m lost.