I just write for my own self
Not expecting any honor
Neither do I expect appreciations
In this lonely hour.

I write what I feel
I just give words to my thought.
Never bothered about how others take it
These words are all I've got.

I write about my feelings
And send them to you.
Just to let you know about them
To know how I feel, I really do.

But then when you think
I write just to get appreciated
You don't know how mistaken you are
I'm afraid, you are wrong, my friend.

When I ask you, 'Why you read,
such boring stuff that I write?'
I just wanted to know whether you understand my feelings
But you found them, too light.

You felt that I write
Just for the sake of it.
Only if you knew the strings attached
And how true these are, with no deceit.

So when you said those words today.
Did you really say from your heart?
It broke my mind to bits
And tore my heart apart.

It made me feel so bad
Thinking about the way you feel
How you blew away all my thoughts?
How my feelings you did kill?

I don't have any control
On your thoughts
Neither do I want to stop you
Nor can I deny the facts.

You just said what you felt,
You said what was in our mind.
At least, you openly came out with it.
And not laugh behind.

But I must tell you, my friend,
You badly misunderstood me
You were not correct in your judgement
Though my best friend is thee.

Its true I write with you in mind
All my thoughts 'bout you, I put on paper.
'Tis not because of any honor I expect,
Its just beca', you truly care.

But I never knew you'd misunderstand me
And think the way you did.
I really have nothing to say,
But it hurt me a lot; it really did.

'Cause I found you one
Who truly understood me
I never knew, I'd hear this from you,
My feelings, I felt, you could always feel.
 

One thing, please accept
I never expect any honor for this
I just want you to know how I feel
And the way, you've filled me with bliss.

My feelings and my thoughts
Only if you knew.
Only if you could see the pain
Nowadays, I am going through.

My love and affection
And my thoughts about you.
You don't know how precious,
To me are you.

So try to understand
That I write here
This is not a good poem
But, they show my feelings and the way I care.

And they come from my mind.
And from deep down my heart.
They are just the way I feel
With such words, please, never you hurt.

I don't expect any praises
Trust me, I never do.
I just want you to know how I feel,
And understand my thoughts about you.