No Peace
Aimless thoughts bothering me
Unknown apprehensions giving me pain
Strifing comments from near ones
And an undying wish to attain.

To achieve something beyond my reach
Something so near yet so far.
Something that's slipping off my hands,
In my mind there's a war.

A tussle between my mind and heart
My heart tells me to do something,
My mind thinks otherwise
And my mind is the king.

My mind says, there's no use
In saying out aloud.
My heart asks me to open up
And come out of this cloud.

But my mind always wins the game,
And my heart's always a loser,
I wonder shy this shame
Why can't I get the pleasure?

The fun of being with someone
The joy of baring my heart,
Where everyday my heart wins
Without tearing my mind apart.

I am losing her in any case
What's there to lose more
But my mind tell me so many things
Leaving me hurt and sore.

I did a mistake
By never letting my heart speak
Always let my mind decide
With my heart & mind in tweak.

My mind's always a winner
It never loses a game.
But its me who always loses
And I have myself to blame.

For never listening to my heart
Always followed what the mind said,
That's why I have to part
Leaving me sore and dead.

When will I change?
And do what my heart says,
My mind's always overpowering
Yet, never shows me the way.

I have become a repository
Of sorrows old and new
My wishes become history
And myself badly bruised.

But this would was too bad
It hurt me so deep.
I lost both heart and mind
And it left me so weak.

I regret never having
Sone what my heart said.
I lost all I had
I am in so much pain.

So listen to me my friend
Always listen to your heart
Let your mind mbe a loser 
But you'd never be hurt.

Whatever be the result
Whoever wins the game
You'd have nothing to lose
You'd have nothing to blame.

It'd be you who wins
You surely would 'lways be in joy.
If you do what your heart says
And your surely find the way.


 

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