Aimless
thoughts bothering me
Unknown
apprehensions giving me pain
Strifing
comments from near ones
And an
undying wish to attain.
To achieve
something beyond my reach
Something
so near yet so far.
Something
that's slipping off my hands,
In my mind
there's a war.
A tussle
between my mind and heart
My heart
tells me to do something,
My mind
thinks otherwise
And my
mind is the king.
My mind
says, there's no use
In saying
out aloud.
My heart
asks me to open up
And come
out of this cloud.
But my mind
always wins the game,
And my
heart's always a loser,
I wonder
shy this shame
Why can't
I get the pleasure?
The fun
of being with someone
The joy
of baring my heart,
Where everyday
my heart wins
Without
tearing my mind apart.
I am losing
her in any case
What's
there to lose more
But my
mind tell me so many things
Leaving
me hurt and sore.
I did a
mistake
By never
letting my heart speak
Always
let my mind decide
With my
heart & mind in tweak.
My mind's
always a winner
It never
loses a game.
But its
me who always loses
And I have
myself to blame.
For never
listening to my heart
Always
followed what the mind said,
That's
why I have to part
Leaving
me sore and dead.
When will
I change?
And do
what my heart says,
My mind's
always overpowering
Yet, never
shows me the way.
I have become
a repository
Of sorrows
old and new
My wishes
become history
And myself
badly bruised.
But this
would was too bad
It hurt
me so deep.
I lost
both heart and mind
And it
left me so weak.
I regret
never having
Sone what
my heart said.
I lost
all I had
I am in
so much pain.
So listen
to me my friend
Always
listen to your heart
Let your
mind mbe a loser
But you'd
never be hurt.
Whatever
be the result
Whoever
wins the game
You'd have
nothing to lose
You'd have
nothing to blame.
It'd be
you who wins
You surely
would 'lways be in joy.
If you
do what your heart says
And your
surely find the way.