I wonder what to write about

So many thoughts come to my mind

In bits and pieces, they give me pain.

As I lie here, to unwind.

Why is it always that

I alone, have to lose?

Someone who is so near to my heart

Someone who is so close.

Why do I have to depart

From someone I love so much?

Circumstances are so overpowering

That I am left in the lurch.

I have to part from you

As time goes by

I have to accept it

But I question ‘Why oh why??’

I shudder to think about it

I wonder how I’d endure

The pain in my heart about to come

Depart from someone, with a hear so pure.

Someone who is full of care

And is so close to me.

Who made me happy by just being there

I am terrified to think, what’d happen to me.

All these thoughts come to my mind

And make me feel so sad.

Ijust can’t think of anything

I am in a state, so bad.

I can’t find words

To express how I fell, too.

I can just sat that

I’m feeling so blue.

I feel so heart broken

And I feel so much pain.

The thoughts are there in my mind always

And I can tell you, they’d never wane.

I just want to thank you

For being where you are.

For being a truly great friend

And, the you you showed, you care.

Thanks for those wonderful times

That we did share.

You know, there weren’t too many.

Chances, where I could show, I care.

Only if I could stop the clock

I’d stop it now.

Just be with my best friend, forever

So that you’d me with me forver and never go.

But alas, it cannot be donw

Time never would stop

As the end comes near

I feel so sad, I can’t come outta this shock.

All I can say you is

Sorry if I’ve ever hurt you.

I regret if I have ever given you pain,

I hope you’d forgive me, won’t you?

Keepign in touch with me

You’ve made yourself clear

I’d have to send you many a mails

Before, from you, I’d here.

But I can always request you

To think ’bout me awhile

To show that you still care,

It’d surely make me smile.

‘Cause your thoughts are so pure

And such a golden heart

I’d miss you forever

From my mind you’d never depart.