I am going through a phase
When I am losing someone so near
I am in so much pain
Really she was so dear.

I am trying to distance myself
In preparation of days to come
What awaits me when she isn’t around
What’d happen when she’s gone.

So I’m trying to pull myself
Take myself away from her
But its becoming so difficult
My heart, its tearing apart.

I try not to think of her
Try not to talk
Prepare for the days of solitude
But I just can’t stop.

Can’t stop loving her
Just can’t stop thinking of her, too.
The more I try, the more I feel her ’round me
I don’t know what to do.

Why did she come to my life?
Why did we get so close?
When she had so little time
And so soon she had to go.

I can’t express myself to her
Can’t till her what’s going in my mind
‘Cause I know she’d feel bad
Seeing me in darkness of night.

So I write it on paper
Write my thoughts with pen
It’d tay here forever
Just like a true friend.

But I feel so hurt
And bruised with pain in the heart.
I can’t stay without her
Haw’d I live when we finally part.

I have lost my hunger
And also lost my sleep
With such a pain in my heart
And a wound so deep.

A few days are left
Before she goes on her way.
I am terrified by the thoughts 
How’d I live when she goes away.

A void would engulf me
I would have no friend
In this world all alone
I’d be in so much pain.

Do you feel the pain too?
Of losing your best friend
Do you think of me the way I do?
Do you feel any pain?

Why did it happen to me?
Why I had to lose you?
Why I got so much pain
For having loved you.

Can anyone answer this?
Can anyone tell why it was so
Why you came to my life 
When so soon you had to go.

So take my advice my friend
To anyone, never be so close
That it becomes so difficult to part
So much pain when away she goes.
 

Always be your own friend
Depend only on urself,
‘Cause departing from a dear one is so toughh
However hard you try, it doesn’t help.