Dependence
When I was losing
direction
I depended on
you.
For you became my best
friend
The moment I first saw
you.
You showed much love and
affection
We shared a relation so
pure
In those days when I was in
trouble,
You taught me to
endure.
You showed me the
way
When I just couldn't
start
Consoled me when I was
sad
When I was down with a
broken heart
There have been times when
I felt empty.
I think it happens with
you, too.
It was never easy to come
out of it,
But you took me out of the
blue.
Life is full of
blessing
Any many curses,
too.
(For me), the blessing was
your friendship
Curse being departing from
you.
Departing from the dearest
is very painful
It aches where it hurts the
most
When you're there, life's
so wonda'ful
Now I feel, like I'm
lost.
Lost in a sea of unknown
people
With strangers all
around
I would be searching for
you in vain
I know you're never to be
found.
I remember, I was very
imposing
Many rude words I've
said
So many times I've hurt
you,
In so many ways, my
friend.
Do I need to say these
words,
Must I prove to
you?
How good we were
together
I can't let go of
you.
But the world's closin' in
Happiness, now, I can't
pretend.
I'm feeling a void engulf
me
I don't know what to do,
friend.
I had my crazy
ways
Your always said, 'Are you
crazy?'
Yes, I was crazy with your
friendship,
That's why I feel so
uneasy.
I don't want to be back
where I started
And I don't want to get
grim.
What'd happen to me when we
are parted?
(I'd be) sick and lonely in
this noisy din.
All those words that I've
said to you,
Unknowingly, I've hurt
you many a time.
Now they are coming back to
me,
Filling me with remorse all
the time.
All those days, I've spent
alone
Uninspired, tired and
wasted
Lots of times I called
you
But I couldn't find the
words, I should've said.
To say how much I care for
you
And how much I love you
too.
I always made you
uncomfortable
In showing my affection to
you.
Something was surely wrong
with me
In anything I
did.
But truly I loved you the
most
This friendship was so
splendid
Wherever you go my
friend,
May you be always
happy
I would miss you
forever
There can but be another
Ganjoo for me.
23-03-2001-00:15-0111