Closed all doors
Today I removed something from my Web Site
Removing it was so hard for me,
But I wanted to see you happy
As happy as you can be.

I ne'ver knew you'd be sad,
To see the contents that ne'er were bad
They made you so uncomfortable,
But, hiding my feelings I'm unable.

I just wanted to do something for you
Show my affection and my love, too
My intentions were never to hurt you,
I just wrote what I wanted to.

I wanted to tell the world
What I beautiful friend I've got
Who likes me nonetheless
And fills my heart with happiness.

Who'd given a new meaning
A new meaning to my life
Made me happy in days of sorrow
Thru' the darkness showed me light.

I don't know where I was wrong
I just wanted a sing a song
A song in praise of you
I ne'ver knew I'd hurt you.

I felt so much pained
I almost felt like crying
When you told me you feel uncomfortable,
Hiding my feelings I'm unable.

I said I'd remove, with a smile.
All such things that you objected to.
But it was so very hard for me
All those pages, I finally bid adieu.

But you taught me many a thing,
You taught me 'bout my feeling
How they are priceless to me
To others its not worth a schilling

Even after I removed tha pages
You were not so happy
I don't know what was wrong?
What else you want from me??

I have made a decision
Of closing the doors of my heart
Keeping my self behind the doors
And never let them apart

Let no one enter my heart
Let none see my feeling too,
Let none share my happiness
Let everyone have a different view

I view that'll be a mask
And never my real self
I never wanted this to happen
But, alas, I couldn't help.

Sharing happiness makes it double,
Sharing sorrow is halved, they say.
But either way, I had much trouble
So I had to change my way.

I am no longer the same person
Who'd share how he's feeling
I have now closed all doors
With my heart, hurt beyond healing

Its all come to an end
An end I could never see
I have wrapped all my feelings
I could never be the one, I wanted to be
I could never be the one, I wanted to be .........


 
13-03-2001 22:30-2330
 
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