Today
I removed something from my Web Site
Removing
it was so hard for me,
But I wanted
to see you happy
As happy
as you can be.
I ne'ver
knew you'd be sad,
To see
the contents that ne'er were bad
They made
you so uncomfortable,
But, hiding
my feelings I'm unable.
I just wanted
to do something for you
Show my
affection and my love, too
My intentions
were never to hurt you,
I just
wrote what I wanted to.
I wanted
to tell the world
What I
beautiful friend I've got
Who likes
me nonetheless
And fills
my heart with happiness.
Who'd given
a new meaning
A new meaning
to my life
Made me
happy in days of sorrow
Thru' the
darkness showed me light.
I don't
know where I was wrong
I just
wanted a sing a song
A song
in praise of you
I ne'ver
knew I'd hurt you.
I felt so
much pained
I almost
felt like crying
When you
told me you feel uncomfortable,
Hiding
my feelings I'm unable.
I said I'd
remove, with a smile.
All such
things that you objected to.
But it
was so very hard for me
All those
pages, I finally bid adieu.
But you
taught me many a thing,
You taught
me 'bout my feeling
How they
are priceless to me
To others
its not worth a schilling
Even after
I removed tha pages
You were
not so happy
I don't
know what was wrong?
What else
you want from me??
I have made
a decision
Of closing
the doors of my heart
Keeping
my self behind the doors
And never
let them apart
Let no one
enter my heart
Let none
see my feeling too,
Let none
share my happiness
Let everyone
have a different view
I view that'll
be a mask
And never
my real self
I never
wanted this to happen
But, alas,
I couldn't help.
Sharing
happiness makes it double,
Sharing
sorrow is halved, they say.
But either
way, I had much trouble
So I had
to change my way.
I am no
longer the same person
Who'd share
how he's feeling
I have
now closed all doors
With my
heart, hurt beyond healing
Its all
come to an end
An end
I could never see
I have
wrapped all my feelings
I could
never be the one, I wanted to be
I could
never be the one, I wanted to be .........