Change

	I often wonder what I was
	Even a few months before
	How I have changed over the days
	Deep upto my heart's core.

	How much my my views have changed
	And so too the way I think
	How much I've transformed myself
	I want to know why, but am unable to link.

	Is it just as time passwd by
	That I've become mature?
	More thoughtful, I have become
	And opened the closed door.

	Is it because of loneliness, my friend?
	Or is it because of this friendship?
	Or is it because of your company
	A treasure, you gave me to keep.

	With you came a feeling
	That so touched my heart
	So deep you can't imagine
	It became so difficult to part.

	I never knew that I am so weak
	So weak in my heart, deep.
	I realized, this with so much pain
	So many times it made me weep.

	I have become more responsible 
	Nowadays, in anything I do.
	I have a new viewpoint now,
	And its all because of you.

	Often I think how you have
	Made a new person of me
	Made me mature and responsible
	And happy as can be.
	
	I attribute my recent successes,
	Its all 'cause of you
	You open'd new dorrs in my life
	Such a precious jewel are you.

	Even though, I called you a kid
	I now know how mature you are
	Your thought are so beautiful
	And you show so much care.

	You have been so beautiful
	And so caring, too.
	I repent not having met you before
	So precious to me are you.

	You are a wonderful person
	Who is so close friend of mine.
	Showed me light in the darkness
	And made my life shine.

	I am so sad, nowadays.
	Why you have to go so soon?
	I cherished every moment of your presence
	Was it a bane or boon?

	I have become so dependent
	On someone so near like you.
	I wonder how I'll manage when you ain't around
	How will I survice without you?

	But I have to accept facts
	Accept the inevitable the way it is.
	So much pain I may get
	This is ending the eternal bliss.

	I'd miss you forever
	'Cause you showed so mych love'n'care.
	You have been so loving person
	Your absence, I cannot bear.

	One thing I'd request you
	Remember what you did promise.
	Remember where you have to go in December,
	Come what may, please don't miss.

	Be there on the occasion
	Be there when I too'd have someone of my own
	Be there to make my day
	Because, no other friend like you I've known.

	What else can I tell you
	Apart from to keep in touch
	Please talk to me often
	Please don't leave me in the lurch.

	And be happy whereever you are
	Because you deserve nothing mut the best
	Be sincere in anything you do,
	Leave on the Lord to do the rest.




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