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I said to Brian, you and Samantha were never meant to be. Brian smiled as he hugged me. I kissed Brian. JC came out and Brian said you don't have to move out, JC. JC said that's good but I would like to move back with Justin and Lance. I gave JC the puppy dog eyes and said It's your choice, honey. JC was weakened by my puppy dog eyes. I looked at Brian and he laughed but didn't show it. Brian said look what you did! JC asked what did I do? Brian whispered make yourself cry, honey. I winked and began to cry. JC said Ajah, don't cry. I sobbed I don't want you to move out. JC said but what about *NSYNC? I sobbed yeah, what about it? JC said the guys will miss me. I sobbed please don't move out, JC babe. JC said I have to, Ajah honey. You have Brian now. I sobbed But, JC... JC asked what do I do? Brian said If you move out she'll keep crying. JC said yeah? Brian said If you don't move out, I think she might stop crying. JC said but I.... as Brian cut him off. Brian said go ahead and move out. JC said but what will happen with Ajah? Brian said you'll only break her heart, that's all. JC asked really, Brian? Brian asked you don't think she'll be heartbroken, if you move out? JC asked but Brian? Brian said go ahead and break your best friends heart. I shook my head in agreement like I didn't care. JC said Ajah, I can't move out if your heartbroken. I smiled as I ran over to hug, JC. JC said you really like having me for a best friend, don't you? I said yes, I do. JC kissed me. I smiled. Brian saw that I was crying still. Brian said come here, honey. I ran over to Brian. Brian said don't cry, honey. I looked up at Brian and said I love you, my husband. Brian smiled and said I love you more, my wife. I smiled as Brian wiped my tears. Brian said I'll make breakfast for us. I smiled as Brian said I'll bring you over to the couch so you can relax. I hugged Brian. Then, I kissed Brian on the lips. Brian said aww, honey. Brian sat down with me so he could help me relax. I hugged Brian as hard as I could. Brian knew that I was happy. Brian kissed me on the lips. I said honey, you are such a good kisser. Brian blushed. I said well, you are. Brian smiled as he kissed me. I said honey, I'm hungry. Brian said I'll go make breakfast. I said honey? Brian and JC replied yes, Ajah? I said I was referring to Brian. JC said oh, I'm sorry. I said don't be, JC. JC smiled. Brian asked yes, darlin? I said honey, I really love you. Brian said I really love you too. I smiled. Brian asked do you want coffee with your breakfast, JC and Ajah? We said yes, Brian. Brian said ok, I'll make some coffee. Brian asked what flavor? JC and I said in unison, surprise us. Brian said ok. I was watching tv with JC and we were cuddling. Brian said how cute, you two are cuddling. JC said we have always cuddled, we are like brother and sister. Brian smiled. JC asked can we watch Star Wars? I said yeah, what the heck. JC said cool as he smiled. I hugged JC as he went to get up. I said don't leave me. JC said but I have to put the tape in. I said hurry up, my best friend. JC smiled. JC put the tape in and said I'm here, my best girl friend. I smiled. Brian smiled at me because he knew I was happy. I blew Brian a kiss. Brian smiled and blew me a kiss back. JC said oh, I love this movie. I said you tell me this every time we watch this movie. JC said oh, yeah. Brian said breakfast is ready. I ran over to Brian. Brian said hi, honey. I smiled as I kissed Brian. Brian blushed. I said oh, honey. Brian pulled out my chair as I sat down and Brian pushed me in. I smiled and said thank you, Bri. Bri said your welcome, Ajah honey. JC came over and sat next to me. I took a bite of the bacon and said this is great bacon, honey. Brian said I make great bacon, don't I? I said yes, you do. Brian smiled. JC took a bite of his scrambled eggs and said these are great, Brian. Brian said thank you, JC. JC said anytime, Brian. I smiled at Brian and blew him a kiss. Brian smiled back at me and blew me back a kiss. JC saw that we were happy. I smiled. Brian smiled back at me. All JC saw was Brian and I gazing into each other's eyes across the table. JC said oh, you two. I asked what, JC? JC said you two should be sitting next to each other. Brian said honey, come sit next to me. I said ok, honey as I picked up my plate and put it down next to Brian's plate. I grabbed my coffee cup and my utensils. Then, I sat down next to Brian. Brian smiled. I said honey? Brian said yeah, honey? I said I really love you. Brian said aww, honey. Brian kissed me. I blushed as JC giggled. I asked what's so funny, Josh? JC said nothing, Ajah. I said ok, JC. Brian said he probably giggled because he heard you say how much you love me. I said ok, Bri babe. Brian said eat up, honey. I said ok, honey. I began to eat my scrambled eggs as I said honey, my stomach hurts. Brian said maybe you are just hungry. I said maybe, Bri darlin. I continued to eat my scrambled eggs as my stomach churned. Brian asked are you ok, honey? I said my stomach is churning violently. Brian said come on, I'll bring you over to the couch so you can relax. I smiled through my pain. Brian held my hand as we walked over to the couch. Brian kissed me as I sat down. Brian said honey, just relax. I laid down as Brian checked the date on the carton of eggs. Brian said uh oh, these eggs went bad yesterday. I moaned oh, my stomach. Brian said honey, please relax. Brian called the doctor as JC came over to talk to me. JC said honey, don't cry. I sobbed my stomach hurts really bad. JC kissed me as he wiped my tears. I tried to smile but I couldn't. JC frowned. I said JC honey, do you feel sick? JC said no, I'm fine. I said those eggs went bad yesterday. JC said yeah, honey. I said I heard your stomach growl. JC sat down as his stomach churned. JC said oh, my stomach hurts so badly. Brian said to the doctor, JC is sick now too. I asked Brian, how does your stomach feel? Brian said my stomach doesn't hurt, Ajah honey. I said ok, honey. Brian hung up the phone as he came over and sat next to me in the chair next to the couch. Brian held my hand as my face went pale. Brian looked at JC and his face was pale too. Brian said honey, do you feel like you are going to vomit? I said I don't think so, honey. Brian asked JC the exact same thing. JC said yes, Brian. Brian ran to the bathroom with JC. I heard JC vomiting. I said oh, I hope he's ok. My stomach was still churning. I felt so terrible. Brian came out with JC and laid him on the roll-up bed. Brian said honey, how are you feeling? I said I'm feeling sick to my stomach. Brian began to rub my stomach. I smiled. Brian asked how do you feel now, honey? I said I think I'm going to vomit. Brian helped me up and we ran to the bathroom. I began to vomit. Brian rubbed my back as he said honey, you are vomiting blood. I kept vomiting. Brian asked are you done, honey? I shook my head yes. Brian wiped my mouth and he laid me back down on the couch. Brian said honey, let me give you some ginger ale to relax your stomach. I smiled. Brian came back with two cups of ginger ale. I said honey, I love you. Brian smiled as he held the cup of ginger ale up to my mouth. I took a few sips. Brian put my cup down on the coffee table in front of the couch. I smiled as Brian said relax, honey. I said ok, honey. JC said Brian, I feel terrible. Brian said I know you do and I hope this ginger ale will calm your stomach down. Brian held the cup of ginger ale up to JC's mouth. JC took a few sips. Brian put JC's cup on the coffee table next to my cup. I knew Brian was tired. I said honey, relax. Brian said yeah, I need to. I asked how is your stomach feeling, honey? Brian said my stomach doesn't hurt, honey. I said ok, honey as I winced in pain. Brian said honey, lay back down. I laid back down as Brian asked you feel so helpless, don't you? I said yes, I do. Brian kissed me and said honey, don't try to get up. JC said yeah, Ajah. I said why, JC? JC said you'll just upset your stomach. I said ok, JC. JC smiled. I laid myself back down again. Brian said you two need to relax because you two are so very sick. Then, AJ came in. AJ said Hi, Ajah and Brian. We said Hi, AJ. AJ said Hi, JC. JC said Hi, AJ. AJ asked what happened to them? Brian said the eggs I used to make breakfast went bad yesterday. Then, JC and Ajah became violently sick. AJ looked over at us and we said yeah. AJ said they look so very sick. JC and I said we are, AJ. AJ came over and kissed me on the forehead. AJ went over to JC and asked him, how are you feeling? JC said I'm feeling very sick. I said I am too, AJ. AJ frowned. I said Brian, I think I'm going to vomit again. Brian ran over to me and we ran to the bathroom. Brian rubbed my back. I just stood there. Brian said honey, you're ok. I smiled. Brian continued to rub my back. Then, I began to vomit again. Brian kept rubbing my back as I continued to vomit. Brian asked are you done, honey? I said yeah, honey. Brian wiped my mouth and laid me back down. Brian held my cup of ginger ale up to my mouth. I took a few more sips. Brian laid me back down. I asked can I have a hug, honey? Brian said sure, my ailing wife. I smiled as Brian hugged me. AJ knew that I was very ill. AJ hugged me. Brian asked AJ, why don't you go over and comfort JC? JC looked at me and I said Josh? JC said yeah? I said I love you. JC blushed as he said I love you too. AJ went over to JC and said it's ok. JC smiled as AJ was comforting him. Brian kissed me. I smiled. Brian knew that I was happy because he was comforting me. Brian hugged me again. I smiled. Brian said honey, are you feeling a little better? I said I'm feeling a little better, honey. Brian smiled. I kissed Brian. Brian laid me back down. I said honey? Brian said yeah, babe? I blushed as I asked will you hold my hand? Brian said sure, I will. I smiled as Brian took my hand. Brian said darlin, you look tired. I yawned as I said I'm not tired, sweetie. Brian said honey, will you please take a nap? I yawned as I said sweetie, I give in. Brian tucked me in as he kissed me. I said I love you, Bri baby. Brian smiled and said I love you too, Ajah honey. I said honey, I'll miss you. Brian smiled as he came over to hug me. Brian said have some ginger ale before you go to sleep, honey. I said ok, sweetie. Brian blushed. Brian held my cup of ginger ale up to my mouth as I took a few more sips. I smiled. Brian wiped my mouth clean. I smiled and kissed Brian. Brian said sweet dreams, honey. I said I'll miss you. Brian said I'll miss you more. I blushed as Brian kissed me again. I fell asleep after Brian kissed me. I heard JC fall asleep. AJ said Ajah and JC look so peaceful while they sleep. Brian took my hand and kissed it. AJ said aww, how cute. I smiled in my sleep. Brian held my hand as I slept. I had never felt safer in a man's arms than I did in Brian's. I cuddled up to Brian in my sleep. AJ said I have to take a picture. Brian said no, you'll wake her up and she is real tired. AJ said ok, B-Rok. AJ said Ajah looks so peaceful when she is sleeping. Brian said yes, she does. I felt Brian kiss my hand. I smiled in my sleep. I heard JC wake up crying. I wondered what was wrong. I couldn't sleep with JC crying. I felt so bad for JC. I began to toss and turn. Brian said honey, relax. I stopped tossing and turning. I tried to sleep but I couldn't. I woke up and Brian asked did you have a nice nap, honey? I said yeah, I did. Brian asked what's wrong, darlin? I asked what's wrong with JC? Brian said he just had a bad dream. I said I was worried when I heard him crying. Brian said he's ok, darlin. I smiled. I asked JC, are you ok? JC said I'm ok, honey. I smiled as AJ wiped JC's tears. I blew JC a kiss. JC smiled and blew me a kiss back. I smiled and said aww, JC. JC smiled and said love you, babe. I smiled as I said I love you too, honey. JC blushed. Brian asked are you hungry, darlin? I said yes, babe. Brian smiled. Brian said I'm going to make you some chicken soup. I said ok, honey. Brian said your stomach can't handle solid foods yet. I said darlin, I love you. Brian smiled and said I love you more, babe. I blushed. Brian asked JC, are you hungry? JC said yes, Brian. Brian took out the chicken soup and heated it up for us. JC said to AJ, I'm feeling sick to my stomach. AJ helped JC up and they ran to the bathroom. I heard JC vomiting again. JC said my stomach hurts a lot. Then, I heard JC continue to vomit. I felt so bad for JC. I heard AJ say let me wipe your mouth and I'll lay you back down. AJ came out with JC and laid him back down. Brian came over with our chicken soup. Brian asked AJ, will you feed JC? AJ said sure Brian. Brian began to feed me my chicken soup. I said honey? Brian said yeah, babe? I said I love you with all my heart. Brian smiled and kissed my hand. Brian said you're almost done with your soup. I smiled. Brian continued to feed me my soup. Brian said all done. I smiled as Brian wiped my mouth. Brian kissed me. Then, he laid me back down. I asked JC, are you ok? JC said I'm fine now, Ajah honey. I smiled. AJ asked JC, did you have enough soup? JC shook his head yes. AJ laid JC back down. JC blew me a kiss. I smiled. JC said Ajah? I said yes, JC honey? JC said I love you, my best girl friend. I blushed. I said I love you too, my best boy friend. JC blushed. I said Brian honey, come over here. Brian came running. I said I need you, honey. Brian smiled as he kissed me on the lips. I smiled. Brian hugged me. I said honey, I'm tired. Brian said you can take another nap, honey. I smiled as I yawned. Brian hugged and kissed me. I hugged Brian. Brian smiled and said I love you, my ailing wife. I smiled as I said I love you too, my husband with a heart of gold. Brian blushed. I asked Brian, could you hold my hand? Brian held my hand as I fell asleep. I slept so peacefully. I heard Brian saying that he wanted me to get better soon because he hated seeing me so sick. I smiled as I felt Brian kiss my hand. Brian said my ailing wife looks so peaceful as she sleeps. I heard AJ and JC say you're right, Brian. I smiled as I felt Brian kiss my hand again. I slept for about an hour. I woke up and said Hi, Bri-Bri. Brian smiled as he kissed me on my cheek. I kissed Brian on his cheek. Brian smiled. Bri asked how do you feel, honey? I said I'm feeling ok, Bri baby. Brian smiled. I laughed because Brian was making a funny face. Brian said there is that smile I know. I blushed. I looked at JC and he looked like he was going to faint any second. I asked are you ok, Josh honey? JC said I'm feeling a little light-headed. I said honey, don't cry. JC blew me a kiss and said I'll try not to. I blew JC back a kiss and smiled. I said AJ, I think JC is going to faint. AJ asked why, Ajah? I said JC told me that he is feeling a little light-headed. JC shook his head as he fainted. I began to cry. Brian said it's ok, Ajah. I sobbed no, it isn't. Brian looked over at JC and saw that he fainted. I sobbed will he be all right, Bri honey? Brian said he'll be ok, honey. I sat up and Brian held me in his arms. I cried while Brian was holding me. Brian was stroking my back and telling me that JC would be ok. I just kept crying. Brian said honey, don't cry. I sobbed how can I not? Brian said umm, well. I sobbed, my best friend just fainted and I'm scared. Brian hugged me and said JC will be ok. I sobbed Joshua, can you hear me? JC moved his right arm. I sobbed honey, I love you. JC moved his right arm again. Then, Kevin, Howie and Nick walked in. AJ said be quiet, you guys. Kevin asked why, AJ? AJ said JC fainted and Ajah is crying. Brian said they are both so sick and she's upset now. Kevin asked can I hold her in my arms, Brian? Brian said no, because she is only used to me holding her. Kevin said ok, Brian. I looked over at JC and he was still passed out. I cried even harder. Brian was holding me in his arms and I was crying my eyes out. Kevin, Howie and Nick kept telling me that JC would be ok. I sobbed I miss my best friend! Brian held me closer. I smiled as I cried. Brian sung me one of our favorite songs. Brian sang Back At One by Brian McKnight to me. I looked up at Brian. Brian wiped my tears and kissed me on the lips. I smiled. Brian said that's better, honey. I hugged Brian so tightly. Brian said aww, honey. I smiled. I looked over at JC and he was still passed out. I began to cry again. Brian hugged me and said let it out, my ailing wife. I cried for about ten minutes straight. Brian looked at me and wiped my tears. I hugged Brian tightly and wouldn't let go. Nick said oh, come on. Brian said Nick, shut up. Nick said But, Brian? Brian said Nick, you'll upset her even more if you don't stop being like that. Nick said get real, Brian. Brian said Nick, if you don't stop. Nick asked what are you going to do to me? Brian said I'll ask you to leave. Nick was being sarcastic and asked really? Brian said Nick, stop it. Kevin said to Nick, you are annoying Brian. Nick said ok, I'll stop. Brian asked do you even care that JC and Ajah are so sick? Nick said not really because I don't like JC, he is from *NSYNC. I cried even harder. Brian said JC is my wife's best friend! Nick asked so what? Brian said so what, you just made my ailing wife cry harder. Nick said I'm sorry. Brian said yeah, you better be! Nick said I'm so scared. Brian said come here, Nick. Nick came over and said yeah? Brian said look at my wife. Nick asked yeah, what about her? Brian said look at her face. Nick asked yeah? Brian asked see those tears coming down her face? Nick asked yeah, what about them? Brian said you caused them. Nick asked so what? Brian said I want you to apologize to her right now! Nick said I'm sorry, Ajah. I couldn't even say anything because I was so upset. I just shook my head. I looked over at JC and watched his eyes open. Brian wiped my tears and said honey, your best friend is alive. I smiled. I asked could you bring me over to my best friend? Brian said only for a few minutes because I don't want your stomach to get upset from not laying down. Brian helped me stand up as he brought me over to JC's roll-up bed. Brian sat down on the floor with me. I hugged JC and wouldn't let go. Kevin and AJ said how cute! Brian said you two stop it! Kevin and AJ said sorry, Brian. JC was happy that I was hugging him. I was happy that JC survived. I kissed JC on the lips. JC blushed. I said aww, honey. JC kissed me on the lips. I blushed. JC said honey, I love you. I said I love you too, babe. JC smiled. JC hugged me and wouldn't let go. Brian ran to get his camera. Brian said smile as he took a picture of JC and I hugging. I said Brian honey? Brian said yeah, Ajah darlin? I asked could you bring me back to the couch? Brian said anything for my ailing wife. I smiled. Brian stood up and helped me stand up. Brian saw that I could barely walk on my own so Brian took my hand. I smiled. Brian said honey, sit down. I sat down as Brian lifted my legs on to the couch. Brian tucked me in. Kevin said Brian, you are so sweet. Brian blushed. I said honey, it's ok. Brian kissed me. Brian yawned. I asked are you tired, babe? Brian yawned again as he said yeah, I am. I said honey, why don't you take a nap? Brian said but... as I cut him off. I said honey, I don't want you getting sick like JC and I are. Brian said ok, honey. I asked Kevin, will you tuck Brian in for me? Kevin said sure, Ajah. I said Bri? Brian said yeah, honey? I said let me give you a hug and kiss. Brian came over to me and I hugged him. Brian began to doze off. I whispered honey, wake up. Brian woke up and asked where's my kiss? I said here's your kiss. I kissed Brian on the lips. I said I love you, my husband. Brian smiled and said I love you too, my wife. I smiled and said dream about us, Brian Thomas. Brian blushed and said I will. I smiled. Kevin shut our bedroom door and said Brian wants me to tell you... I asked tell me what, Kevin? Kevin said he wants me to tell you that he loves you. I smiled because I knew Brian was sleeping peacefully. Nick asked me, what are you so happy about? I said I'm happy that Brian is finally taking a nap and sleeping peacefully. Nick said oh great! AJ asked what's wrong, Nick? Nick said they both lost it. AJ said what? Nick said Brian and Ajah both lost it. AJ said Nick, just because you don't have a girlfriend doesn't mean you have to pick on Brian's wife like that. I said yeah, Nick. AJ said leave her alone. Nick asked why? AJ said she's sick remember? Nick said oh yeah. I really missed Brian. I just was glad he was getting the sleep he needed. I just really missed him not being out here with me. I began to cry. Howie asked what's wrong, Ajah? I sobbed I really miss Brian. Howie said don't cry, Ajah. I said I'll try not to. I looked at JC and he blew me a kiss. I was still crying. AJ knew how badly I missed Brian. So did JC. JC said Ajah honey, I love you. I smiled. I said I love you too, JC honey. I asked Is it me or is it hot in here? Nick said I think it's you. Kevin felt my forehead and he said let me take your temperature. Kevin went to the bathroom to get the thermometer. Kevin came back and put the thermometer in my mouth. Kevin took the thermometer out of my mouth and said you have a temperature. I asked how high is it? Kevin said it's 102 degrees. I said I'm cold. Kevin tucked me in. Kevin asked do you feel better? I said yeah, thanks Kevin. Kevin smiled. I was sweating. Kevin said let me get a cold cloth to put on your forehead so you can stop sweating. Kevin came back and put the cold cloth on my forehead. Kevin said relax, Ajah honey. I smiled. I felt a little bit delirious. Kevin asked why don't you take a nap, Ajah? I said what, where's Brian? Kevin said Brian is sleeping. I said but I miss him. JC saw that I was a little bit delirious because my temperature was so high. Kevin said just relax, honey. I began to cry because I missed Brian so much. Kevin held me in his arms as I cried. Kevin said it's ok, Ajah honey. I smiled and kissed Kevin. Kevin laid me back down and said let me put the cold cloth back on your forehead. Kevin put the cold cloth back on my forehead as I began to doze off. I heard JC say I love you, honey. I smiled as I said in my sleep, I love you too, darlin. I slept for an hour. I woke up to Brian holding my hand. I said Brian babe, I missed you so much. Brian kissed me. I smiled. Brian asked how are you feeling, honey? I said I'm really hot but I'm ok, Bri. Brian kissed me again. I blushed. Nick asked Brian, you really love your wife, don't you? Brian said yes, I do. I smiled. I kept trying to move around. Brian said honey, relax. I said I'll try, honey. Brian smiled. I kept trying to move around. Brian said honey, please. I said I'm just so.... as Brian cut me off. Brian hugged me and said I love you, my ailing wife. I was speechless. Brian said honey? I said yeah, darlin? Brian said I can't wait until you are all better. I said me too, darlin. JC was sleeping. I said JC looks so angelic when he is sleeping. JC blushed in his sleep. I smiled. Brian said It's time for dinner. I said good, I'm hungry. Brian smiled. I was getting my appetite back. Brian hugged me. I smiled as I kissed Brian. Brian took the cold cloth off my forehead. I said honey? Brian said yeah, honey? I said I love you. Brian blushed as he said I love you too. I smiled. Brian felt my forehead. Brian asked Kevin, can I see that thermometer? Kevin said sure, Brian. Brian put the thermometer in my mouth. I tried to say honey? But Brian said be quiet, baby. I smiled. Brian took the thermometer out of my mouth. Brian said your temperature is gone. I smiled as I sat up and kissed Brian. Brian smiled because he knew I was happy. I hugged Brian and wouldn't let go. Kevin smiled. I asked what's so funny, Nick? Nick said nothing. I asked then, why are you laughing? Nick said no reason. I asked Brian, do you think he's jealous? Brian said he shouldn't be. I smiled. Brian said honey, I love you. I smiled as I said I love you too, honey. Nick rolled his eyes. I asked Nick, what is your problem as my stomach was churning. Nick said I'm only.... I asked what as I was trying to keep myself from vomiting. Nick said I'm just embarrassed. I asked what are you embarrassed about? Nick said you two have lost your minds. Brian looked at me and asked are you ok, honey? I said no, I'm not. Brian felt my forehead to see if I had a temperature. Brian said you don't have a temperature. I said I think I'm going to get sick to my stomach. Brian helped me up and we ran to the bathroom. Brian leaned me down over the toilet. Brian rubbed my back until I vomited. Brian asked you feel better now, honey? I said yes, honey. Brian wiped my mouth again and kissed me. Brian and I walked back out to the living room and laid me back down. Nick said aww, how cute. Brian said Nick, shut up. I knew Brian was mad at Nick. I whispered, Brian honey? Brian said yeah, honey? I said I know you are mad at Nick, just don't lose your temper. Brian smiled and said ok, honey. Nick said how cute! Brian was about to yell at Nick when I said honey, remember? Brian smiled and said Nick, shut up. Nick asked what are you going to do about it, Brian? Brian said I'm going to punch you in the mouth, if you don't be quiet. I grabbed Brian's arm and said honey? Brian said yeah, honey? I said you are losing your temper. Brian said oh, I forgot. I kissed Brian. Nick said oh how cute, your wife is telling you what to do! Brian said she is not! Nick said she is too! That's when Brian lost it. I said Brian honey, please! Brian said I can't take it anymore, honey. I watched Brian punch Nick in the mouth. Nick said come on, old man. I said Nick, you leave my husband alone! Nick said No, I won't because you are helpless. I said oh, I wish Nick hadn't started trouble. Nick said well I did and there is nothing you can do about it! I said oh, please don't hurt my husband Brian. Nick said too late! I said oh great, my husband is in pain and Nick doesn't even care. I said Howie and Kevin do something! Howie tried intervening but Nick punched Howie in the face. I asked Howie, are you ok? Howie said I'm ok but my face hurts a little. Kevin tried intervening but Nick gave Kevin a black eye. I asked Kevin, are you ok? Kevin said my face hurts but I'm ok. Kevin headed to the bathroom to see what Nick had done to him. AJ was watching JC while he slept. I knew that AJ didn't want to intervene. I felt so helpless. Kevin said It's ok, Ajah. I began to cry. Nick kept punching Brian in the face. I knew Brian was in such pain. I heard Brian crying. That tore me up inside to hear him crying so hard. I said Howie, take Kevin to the kitchen to get an ice pack. Howie said ok, Ajah. Brian kept pleading with Nick to stop but Nick said No, I won't! I said oh god, please help. Howie came back with Kevin. Kevin had an ice pack over his black eye. I asked why don't you go and lay down, Kevin? Kevin said that's what I'm going to do, Ajah. Kevin laid down in myself and Brian's bed. I saw Nick beating up my husband mercilessly. I couldn't do anything. I felt so horrible watching my husband getting beaten up by his best friend. I looked at Brian and his face was bleeding very badly. I said honey, he'll stop soon. Brian just cried harder. Then, Nick said where is Brian's weak spot? Nick said I remember now, it's his heart. I said Nick, don't! Nick said why shouldn't I? I said you'll end up killing my husband. Nick said you can marry someone else. I was pleading with Nick to stop. Nick wouldn't let up. Nick punched Brian in his heart. I began to cry so hard. Nick said I'm done! I saw Brian gasping for air. I got off the couch and said honey, breathe. Brian said I'm trying. Then, Brian passed out. I sobbed Nick, look what you've done! Nick said I don't care if he dies or not! I said I do! Nick said oh well. I began to perform mouth-to-mouth resuscitation on Brian. I said honey, don't die on me now. I kept giving Brian mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. Brian wasn't responding. I said Nick, you jerk. Nick said why am I a jerk? I said you killed my husband! I laid over Brian's dead body and cried. Kevin came running out and asked what's wrong? I sobbed Nick killed my husband. Kevin went over to Nick and smacked him upside the head. Kevin said Ajah, let me try. I sobbed ok, Kevin. I was totally inconsolable. I began to ask god, why did Nick kill my husband? I was crying my eyes out. JC woke up and asked what happened? I sobbed Nick killed my husband. JC said Nick, how could you? Nick said it was easy. JC said Nick, I hope you get life in prison for this! Nick said I won't. I cried even harder. Kevin said he still isn't responding. I got off the couch and called 911. The operator said this is 911, what is the problem? I said my husband is dying! The operator said give me your address and I send over two medics. I said while trying not to cry, 8175 West Palm Drive. She said stay on the line with me until the medics come. I began to cry uncontrollably. The operator said it's ok, don't cry. I sobbed no, it isn't. Nick punched my husband in his heart. The operator said yeah. I sobbed my husband has a hole in his heart. The operator said just relax. I sobbed I can't, my husband is dying! The operator said the medics should be arriving at your house any minute. I sobbed do you think they can save my husband? The operator said they should be able to. The medics came running into our house. I said they're here. I hung up the phone. I sobbed could you please save my husband? The medic said I'll do my best. The other medic laid Brian on the couch. Then, the medic ran to the truck. The other medic said just relax, Mrs... The other medic asked what is your last name? I sobbed Littrell. The other medic said just calm down, Mrs. Littrell. I began to stop crying as the first medic came in with a machine. The first medic put a mask on Brian's face. The first medic turned on the machine. The machine worked for 15 minutes. I watched Brian open his eyes and began to cough. I kissed the other medic and ran over to Brian. I hugged Brian so tightly. Brian smiled weakly. I kissed Brian. Brian smiled weakly again. I got some of Brian's blood on my face when I kissed him but I didn't care. I was just happy that Brian was alive. The first medic said let me clean up Brian's face and wrap Brian's bruises in gauze. I stepped back from Brian. Kevin hugged me. I smiled. Kevin said Nick, you better leave before I report you. Nick said bye, everyone. I was angry when I said I hope you get life in prison for attempting to kill my husband. Nick waited at the front door. I ran over to JC and he hugged me. I smiled. JC wiped my tears. I kissed JC. JC smiled. JC was holding me in his arms. I began to cry again. JC said don't cry, honey. I sobbed I'm so happy that Brian survived and yet angry that Nick hurt him so badly. The medic said make sure he doesn't move around that much ok? I said ok. The first medic said if he has trouble breathing just put the oxygen mask on him. I said ok. Then, the medics were about to leave when I said wait! The medics said yeah? I said I don't know how I can thank you for saving my husband. The first medic said I'm just glad we saved your husband for you. I smiled as I hugged both medics. I ran over to Brian and asked how do you feel, honey? Brian said in lots of pain, honey. I said oh, honey. Brian said I am so... as he yawned. I asked what, honey? Brian said I am so mad at Nick right now. I said I know you are, honey. I said Nick broke your nose and hurt your left eye really badly. Brian's left eye was swelled shut. I said honey, just relax. Brian smiled weakly. I said baby, don't cry. Brian was about to say something when I put my finger on his lips and said be quiet, honey. Nick asked I hurt him that badly? I said you almost killed him, you big mean jerk. I grabbed Nick's hand and said come see what you've done to my badly injured husband. Nick and I walked over to Brian and asked I did that? I said yes, you did! Brian said Baby, don't cry. I smiled. I knew Nick didn't care that my husband was in such immense pain. Brian was about to say something and I put my finger on his lips. I said honey, I don't want you to strain yourself. Brian smiled weakly. I kissed Brian. Brian kissed me back. I said aww, honey. Brian yawned. I said I'll deal with you in a minute while I attend to my husband, Brian. Nick said I can't wait. I asked Kevin, can I punch him for that? Kevin had the ice pack over his eye and said no, Ajah. I said oh, man! I said Brian honey, do you want to go to sleep? Brian yawned again and said yes I do, honey. I said I'll help you up and bring you to bed. I took Brian's hand and helped him stand up. Brian said honey, will you lay down with me? I said I'll do anything for you, honey. Brian smiled weakly. I said come on, honey. Brian and I walked to our room. I said honey, sit down and I'll put your pajama pants on. Brian sat down on our bed. I unbuttoned Brian's jeans. Then, I unzipped his jeans. Brian said honey, will Nick hurt me like that again? I said No, he won't. Brian asked how will you make sure that he won't hurt me? I said I'll report Nick to the police or Kevin will. I took Brian's right leg out his jeans. Brian said I'm cold, honey. I said I know you are, honey. I took Brian's left leg out of his jeans. Brian's teeth began to chatter. I said honey, it's ok. I went over to our dresser and got out Brian's pajama pants. I said I'm coming, honey. I said I'm here, honey. Brian smiled weakly. I put Brian's right leg into his pajama pants. Brian said I am so cold as his teeth were chattering. I said I'm almost done, babe. I put Brian's left leg into his pajama pants. I took Brian's hands as I stood him up. I pulled Brian's pajama pants over his butt. I asked are you still cold, honey? Brian said yeah, a little bit. I said let me lay you down in bed. I laid Brian in bed. Then, I tucked him in. I said watch this tape of us that Kevin taped while I deal with Nick. Brian said ok, honey. I said I'll try and hurry up so I can lay down with you. Brian smiled weakly. I blew Brian a kiss. Brian blew me a kiss back. I smiled as I left our room. I yelled, Nickolas Gene! Nick said you sound like my mother. I said good, you deserve it! Nick said I am so sorry that I tried to kill your husband, Brian. I said sorry, your sorry? Nick said I am so sorry, Ajah. I said sorry, won't do it this time pal! Nick said but... as I cut him off. I said I thought you had killed my husband! Nick said I know. I asked you know, is that all you can say? Nick said but, Ajah... I said but, nothing! Nick said I was.... I said you almost killed my husband, you big mean jerk. Nick didn't even show one bit of remorse for what he had done. I asked don't you even feel the least bit of remorse for what you have done? Nick said well, I... I said you should feel remorse for what you did to your best friend. Nick said I'm really sorry, Ajah. I said I am so mad at you, I don't know what I could do. Nick said I'm scared now! I said you will be when I call the police. Nick said you won't. I said just try me. Nick said you won't do it. I asked I won't do it? Nick said no. I went over to phone and began to dial the police's phone number. The officer said hello, this is the Orlando police department. I said yeah, I'd like to report someone. The officer asked what is his or her name? I said his name is Nick Carter. The officer asked of the Backstreet Boys? I said yeah. The officer asked what was his crime? I said he tried to kill my husband, Brian Littrell. The officer said oh my god! I said I had a few choice words with him. The officer asked what is your address? I said 8175 West Palm Drive. The officer said I'll send two officers up to your house as soon as possible. I said ok, thanks. The officer asked could you take some pictures of your husband for me as evidence? I said sure as I hung up the phone. I went into our room to grab the camera. I said Baby, I just reported Nick to the police. Brian smiled weakly. I said the police officer asked me to take a couple pictures of you for evidence. Brian said ok, honey. I said sit up, honey. Brian sat up and said I love you, honey. I said I love you too, honey. I took a couple pictures of Brian's head. I asked honey, could you turn your head? Brian said sure, honey. I took a few pictures of the side of Brian's head. I said I'm all done, honey. I laid Brian back down. I said I have to wait until the police come in and then, I'll lay down with you. Brian said ok, honey. I went out to the living room and asked Kevin, how are you feeling? Kevin said my face is so sore. I kissed Kevin. Kevin smiled. I asked Kevin, can I take some pictures of you for the police? Kevin said sure, you can. I ran to our room to get the camera. Brian asked what's going on, honey? I said I'm taking pictures of Kevin's face for the police. Brian said ok, honey. I blew Brian a kiss. Brian smiled weakly. I said Kev, I have the camera. Kevin said ok, Ajah. I asked could you take the ice pack off your face for a minute? Kevin said yeah, sure. I looked at Kevin's left eye and it was all red. I said if your eyes are sensitive to this light, tell me. Kevin said ok. I took a picture of Kevin's face. Kevin rubbed his right eye. I asked is your eye bothering you? Kevin said yeah, it is. I said I won't take any more pictures. Kevin said ok, as he put the ice pack back on his face. I asked Howie, how does your face feel? Howie said my face hurts a lot. I said oh, Howie. I said let me take a picture of your face. Howie said ok, Ajah. I took a picture of Howie's face. I sat down at the dining room table and put the names of the guys on their pictures. The police came in and asked where is he? I said he's right here. I knew Nick was scared. Nick began to cry. The officer put handcuffs on Nick and I said come over here, officer. I said here is the evidence. I said this is my husband, Brian. The officer said his entire head is wrapped in gauze. I said yes, it is as I wiped a tear coming down my face. The officer asked can I see your husband? I said sure. I said Bri honey, it's only me and an officer. Brian said come in, honey. I smiled. I laid down next to Brian. Brian began to cry. I said oh, honey. Brian said I'm in so much pain. I hugged Brian and said I know you are. Brian smiled weakly. I kissed Brian. Brian kissed me back. I smiled. I said Nick did this to my husband. The officer said I am so sorry. I said honey, don't cry. Brian smiled weakly. I said I'll be right back, honey. I said to the officer, here is what Nick did to the other guys. The officer said ok. I said this is Kevin. Kevin said hi. I took the ice pack off of Kevin's face and the officer said oh my god. I said that's what Nick did to Kevin. I said here's your ice pack, honey. I said this is Howie. Howie said hi. I said this is what Nick did to Howie. The officer said enough is enough. I said here take these pictures. The officer took the pictures and brought Nick out to the police car. Brian said Ajah honey! I said I'm coming, Bri babe. I ran into our room and asked what's wrong, honey? Brian said I need you. I said ok, babe. I laid in bed with Brian. Brian and I were cuddling. Then, I watched Brian yawn. I asked are you tired, honey? Brian said I'm kind of tired. I said honey, you can take a nap. Brian smiled weakly. I kissed Brian gently. Brian kissed me back. I said dream about us, honey. Brian said I will. I began to stroke Brian's injured face very gently. Brian smiled weakly. I kissed Brian. Brian cuddled up to me. I hugged Brian while he slept. Brian slept for about an hour. Brian woke up and said hi, honey. I smiled and said hi, darlin. Brian said honey? I said yeah, darlin? Brian said I had a good and bad dream. I smiled. Brian said it was about you and me. I said tell me about it, darlin. Brian said well, you and me were here at our house. I said yeah, honey. Brian said we were scheduled for a photo shoot and a release party for our new album. I said go on, honey. Brian smiled weakly. Brian said you weren't sure if we could go because I was still hurt. I said yeah as Brian's right eye began to water. I said come here, honey. Brian cried his heart out on my shoulder. I looked at Brian and asked do you feel better now, honey? Brian tried to sniffle and said I do now, honey. I wiped Brian's tears and kissed him. Brian smiled weakly. I said there's that Brian smile I know. Brian said aww, honey. I said honey, I love you. Brian said I love you more, honey. I smiled. Brian said my nose was still broken but my left eye was healed. I said honey, don't cry. Brian said I'll try not to, honey. I said that's my brave husband. Brian said oh, honey. I said honey, I truly care for you as your wife. Brian smiled weakly. Brian said that's when, Kevin, Howie and AJ walked in. AJ asked us, are you two ready to go? I was a little nervous. You said yeah, we're ready. We walked out to our car with the guys and drove away. When we got to the photo shoot, the photographer saw me and was shocked. You said baby, it's ok. I smiled. The photographer asked what happened to you, Brian? I said Nick broke my nose and hurt my left eye really badly. I said my left eye was swelled shut. Then, I began to cry. You said come here, honey. I ran to you and cried my eyes out. You said it's ok, Bri honey. You wiped my tears and said don't cry anymore. I smiled. That's when Nick walked in. I said honey, keep him away from me. You said I will. Nick walked over towards us and said hi, you two. I was hiding behind you and shaking. I said Nick, what do you want? Nick said I want to talk to my best friend. You said I don't think so, Nick. Nick asked why not? I said I'm scared to death of you now. Nick said I'm sorry. You said Brian is scared to even talk to you. Nick said If you hate me Brian, I'll understand. I said I am scared to even talk you. You knew that Nick was hurting badly. The photographer said are we ready? We all said yes. Kevin stood next to Howie. Howie stood next to Nick. AJ stood next to me and you stood next me. The photographer began to take pictures of us. Then, Nick came over to me. I said honey, keep him away. You stood in front of me and said Nick, don't even dare go near my husband. Nick pushed you out of the way and took my hand. Then, Nick ran away with me. Nick had his hand over my mouth. I couldn't breathe. Then, Kevin asked where is Nick going? You said I don't know but he has my husband. Kevin asked can he breathe? You said he can't breathe. I heard you saying, I'm coming, honey. You ran outside and heard me yelling, stop it Nick! You found me outside in the woods with Nick. You took Nick's hand off my mouth and asked are you feeling better now that you can breathe? I said yeah, honey. You picked me up and asked Nick, have you lost your mind? Nick said I want to work things out with Brian. You asked remember the court order that was put on you to stay away from Brian? Nick said yeah, what about it? I said this is the first time you have tried to kill my husband again by smothering him. Nick said I'm sorry. You said I should call the cops on you again, Nick. Nick said no, please. You asked then, what will make you stay away from my husband? Nick said if we make up with each other. You said I don't think that Brian will forgive you for trying to kill him twice, Nick. I said No, I won't. You said oh well, Nick. You and I walked back in the building together. Kevin asked you, is Brian ok? You said he's a little short-winded but he's ok. Kevin asked you, are you guys going to go to the release party for our new album? You said Brian is having trouble breathing so I think we'll pass. Kevin said ok, Ajah. We all walked to the car and Kevin drove off. Kevin stopped at our house to drop us off. Then, you brought me into our room and put the breathing mask on my face. Then, I fell asleep. I said oh, honey. Brian began to cry again. I said honey, don't cry. Brian tried his best but he couldn't help but cry. I said oh, honey. Then, I put Brian's head on my shoulder so gently. Brian cried for a good ten minutes. I asked honey, do you feel better? Brian tried to sniffle again and said I do now because of you. I smiled. Brian said I'm tired, honey. I said I'm tired too, honey. I laid Brian down. Then, I laid myself down. I asked is there anything you want to watch on tv, honey? Brian asked can we see what is on MTV? I said sure, we can. Brian had the remote in his left hand. I asked are you feeling weak, honey? Brian said yeah, a little bit. I took the remote from Brian and said I don't want you to strain yourself. Brian smiled weakly. I turned on the tv and put on MTV. I said must be MTV News 1515. Brian said yeah, I think it is. I said look, it's John Norris. Brian said he's a nice guy. I said that he is, honey. John Norris said Brian Littrell almost killed by a fellow Backstreet Boy. Then, it went to commercial. I asked Brian, how did they find out? Brian yawned and said I don't know, honey. I held Brian in my arms. Brian said honey, can I hold you? I said yes, you can. Brian held me in his arms. I said to Brian, do you think that one of the *NSYNC members found out and they told? Brian said that sounds like a good possibility. I said JC couldn't have told because he was here with us when it happened. Brian asked then which one told? I said I bet you it was Joey or Chris. Brian asked why do you say that? I said I noticed how they have been around our house in the last few days. Brian said ok, honey as he yawned again. I said you're really tired, aren't you? Brian said I'm so very tired. I said I know you are, honey. MTV was back from commercial. The person said Hi, I'm John Norris and this is MTV News 1515. The top story in our headlines today is Brian Littrell almost killed by a fellow Backstreet Boy. John Norris said here is Serena Altschul with more. Serena said I'm in Orlando right now at the site of a vicious almost murder case. Serena said I'm in front of Brian and Ajah Littrell's home in Orlando. The violence started when Brian was yelling at Nick for bothering his sick wife, Ajah Littrell. Brian told Nick to shut up. Nick to that advice to heart and began to beat Brian up mercilessly. Brian's wife Ajah was helpless because she had a stomach virus and she couldn't do anything about it. JC Chasez of *NSYNC lives with them. JC and Ajah are apparently best friends. JC couldn't do anything either because he was also sick with a stomach virus. AJ McLean was watching over JC when this started. Ajah said to Kevin and Howie, do something. Howie tried to stop him but Nick punched Howie in the face. Then, Kevin tried to stop him but Nick gave Kevin a black eye. Nick kept beating up Brian mercilessly in front of Kevin, Howie, AJ, JC and Brian's wife, Ajah. Brian's wife was crying uncontrollably because she couldn't do anything. Finally, Nick stopped beating up Brian because he thought he was dead. Brian's wife, Ajah didn't care that she was sick and began to give Brian mouth-to mouth resuscitation. Brian wasn't responding. Kevin tried also. Still Brian didn't respond. Brian's wife, Ajah laid herself on her dead husband and cried. Then, She ran over to the phone and dialed 911. The operator sent two medics over to Brian and Ajah's house. The medics took out a special machine and it saved Brian's life. Nick broke Brian's nose and Brian's left eye is swelled shut. Here is a picture of Ajah's husband Brian, he is very injured as you will see. Nick is in Orange County jail right now waiting to be served with a prison term. If you would like to send Brian get well cards, send them to 8175 West Palm Drive, Orlando, FL 32819. All of us here at MTV wish Brian and his wife Ajah, our best get well wishes. Serena said back to you, John. I said I guess the people at MTV really care for us. Brian yawned again and said I guess they do, honey. I asked you want to watch a movie, honey? Brian said yeah, honey. I asked what movie? Brian asked how about the one with those two guys from Saturday Night Live? I asked Wayne's World or Wayne's World 2? Brian said Wayne's World 2. I said ok, honey. I got up to put the tape in the VCR and Brian said honey, don't leave me. I said I'll only be a minute, honey. Brian said ok, honey as he frowned. I said honey, please. Brian asked what am I doing, honey? I said you are making me feel guilty for leaving you to put the tape in the VCR. Brian said well, I'm very sad without you. I began to cry. I sobbed honey, I'm sorry. Brian said don't cry, honey. I sobbed I can't help it. I put the tape in the VCR and sobbed I'm coming, honey. Brian said come to me, honey. I laid in bed and cuddled up to Brian. Brian wiped my tears and kissed me. Brian and I cuddled as we watched the movie. Then, Brian fell asleep. I began to stroke Brian's injured face very gently. Brian smiled weakly in his sleep. I went out into the kitchen and put Brian's medicine in a needle. I went back to our room quietly and gave it to Brian. Brian said ouch that hurts, honey. I said I'm sorry, darlin. I put a Band-Aid on Brian's arm where I administered the needle. I threw the needle away and laid back in bed with Brian. Brian saw that I was getting sleepy so he laid me in his arms. Then, we fell asleep. Two weeks later, Brian and I were having breakfast at the kitchen table. We received a call during breakfast. I said honey, I'll get it. I picked up the phone and said hi, it's Mrs. Littrell here. The person said it's Dr. Myers. Dr. Myers said I'd like to see if Brian's left eye is healing and his nose also. I said ok, we'll be there in a few minutes. I said honey, Dr. Myers wants to see if your bruises are healing. Brian smiled weakly. I asked did you get a good night's sleep, honey? Brian said yeah, but I am still sleepy. I said it must have been the medicine the EMT's told me to give you while you sleep. Brian yawned. I kissed Brian. Brian smiled weakly. I said you can take a nap on the way to the hospital, honey. Brian said ok, honey. I said come on, honey. Brian said hold my hand. Brian and I held hands as JC woke up. I said good morning, sleepyhead. JC said oh, honey. I asked are you feeling, better? JC said yes, I am. I said that's good. JC asked me, where are you two going? I said Dr. Myers called and said he wanted to see if Brian's left eye and nose are healing. JC asked can I come? I asked Brian and he said I just want to be with my wife. I said not this time, JC. JC said ok, Ajah. I looked at Brian and he was so tired. I said come on, I have to get you dressed. Brian and I reached our room. Brian sat down on our bed. I took out a pair of Brian's underwear, boxers, jeans and a t-shirt. I said honey, here is your underwear. Brian put on his underwear. I brought over Brian's boxers. I put Brian's right leg into his boxers. I did the same with Brian's left leg. I stood Brian up and pulled his boxers over his butt. I asked Brian, could you sit down? Brian said sure, honey. I smiled. I said this is the hard part. Brian said honey, don't worry about it. I said honey, tell me if I hurt you. Brian said ok, darlin. I blushed. I rolled up Brian's right pant leg and put his leg through. Brian said honey? I said yeah, darlin? Brian said I love you. I smiled as I said I love you too, sweetie. Brian said oh, honey. I rolled up Brian's left pant leg and put his left leg through. I stood Brian up and pulled his jeans over his butt. I zippered and buttoned Brian's jeans. I asked honey, do you think you could take off your night-shirt? Brian said I'll try, honey. Brian took off his night-shirt. I said honey, you're very sexy! Brian said aww, honey. I heard JC say ooh, Ajah thinks her husband is sexy. I said JC, shut up. JC said I'm sorry. I said it's ok, Josh honey. JC said you're making me blush, Ajah. I said ooh, let me see. I ran over to our bedroom door and said oh, how cute. I ran to get our camera. I said JC, smile. I took a picture of JC blushing. I put our camera back. Then, I finished getting Brian dressed. I put Brian's t-shirt on him. I asked Brian, do you want your sneakers or sandals? Brian said sneakers. I asked will you sit down, honey? Brian said ok, darlin. I took out a pair of Brian's socks. I went over to Brian and put his socks on his feet. I said Brian honey, you have cute feet. Brian said honey, I'm flattered. I kissed Brian. Brian kissed me back. I took Brian's sneakers out of our closet. I said honey, give me your foot. Brian gave me his right foot. I put Brian's right sneaker on. Brian gave me his left foot. I put Brian's left sneaker on. I said we are ready to go. I said JC, tell the guys that Brian and I went to the doctors and we'll be back soon. JC said ok, honey. I got into the our jeep. Brian asked could you help me, honey? I asked what's wrong, honey? Brian said my foot is stuck. I got out of the car and helped Brian get his foot free. I grabbed Brian's right foot and pulled it free. Brian said thanks, honey. I said anytime, darlin. I got back into the jeep and started up the engine. Brian yawned and kissed me. I kissed Brian back and drove off. Brian fell asleep on the way to the hospital. We arrived at the hospital and I shook Brian gently to wake him up. Brian said hi, honey. I said hi, darlin. We got out of the jeep and walked into the hospital. The receptionist asked who are you two here to see? I said we are here to see Dr. Myers. The receptionist said he's waiting for you two. Brian and I walked to Dr. Myers' office holding hands. Dr. Myers said Hi, I've been waiting for you two. I said honey, are you ready? Brian shook his head. Dr. Myers said I'd like to take an X-Ray of Brian's nose. I said ok. Dr. Myers took Brian to the X-Ray room. I said honey, I'll be right out here. Brian smiled as I kissed his right hand. Dr. Myers took Brian's X-Ray. I asked are you ok, honey? Brian said yeah, I'm ok. Dr. Myers said I just have to wait for the X-Ray to develop. I said ok, Dr. Myers. Brian and I held hands. Brian hugged me. I smiled. Dr. Myers said Brian's nose and left eye look like they both healed. I said that's great. Brian smiled. Dr. Myers said I'd like to take Brian's bandages off. I said ok, Dr. Myers. I brought Brian over to a chair so he could sit down. Dr. Myers came over to Brian with a pair of scissors. Dr. Myers began to cut the gauze off of Brian's face. I asked are you ok, honey? Brian said I'm ok, honey. Dr. Myers had taken off Brian's bandages. I said honey, you're all healed. Brian smiled. I asked can we go home, now? Dr. Myers said yeah, you two can leave. I took Brian's hand as we walked to the elevator. I asked how does it feel to be all healed, honey? Brian said it feels great, honey. I smiled. Brian and I walked onto the elevator holding hands. Brian asked honey, can we just cuddle when we get home? I said sure, honey. Brian and I got out to our jeep and drove home. Brian asked what will the guys think, honey? I said they will be happy because you are all better. Brian smiled and kissed me. I said aww, honey. Brian said come on, let's go show everybody. I said ok, honey. Brian and I got out of our jeep and walked into our house. JC was the first to notice. JC said Brian, you are all better, that's great! Brian blushed. JC called out Kevin, Howie and AJ. Brian and I sat down on the couch. Kevin, Howie and AJ asked Brian and Ajah? We said yeah? Kevin said Brian, you are all healed. Brian said yeah. Howie and AJ said Brian, we're so happy that you are all better. Brian blushed. I said honey, it's ok. Brian buried his head in my shoulders. I asked what's wrong, honey? Brian said I'm just really sad. I asked sad about what, honey? Brian said I'm just sad that Nick might come back after me again. Then, Brian began to cry. I put Brian's head on my shoulder and said let it out, honey. Brian cried for 10 minutes straight. Brian looked up at me and said Nick won't come back for me, right? I said I promise you he won't. Brian smiled as I wiped his tears. I asked do you feel better now, honey? Brian sniffled and said I do now, honey. I held Brian in my arms. Kevin, Howie, AJ and JC said how cute! I said you guys cut it out. Brian smiled because he was happy that I was cuddling with him. Brian began to doze off in my arms. I said you guys, be quiet. AJ asked why? I said Brian just fell asleep. AJ said ok, Ajah. Brian woke up a half an hour later. I said hi, honey. Brian said hi, darlin. I blushed. Brian smiled and held me in his arms. JC said how cute! Brian said JC, stop it. JC said ok, Brian. Kevin, Howie, JC, AJ, Myself and Brian talked for about an hour. All the while, Brian and I were cuddling. Then, we heard a knock on the door. Kevin said I'll get it. Kevin opened the door and it was Nick. I said honey, he won't hurt you. Brian held me tighter. I smiled. Nick came over towards us. Brian began to shake. I said honey, he won't hurt you again. Brian smiled. Nick sat down next to me. Brian couldn't look at Nick. I knew why Brian couldn't look at Nick. Nick said Brian? Brian said honey, tell him to leave me alone. I said Nick, Brian is scared of you now. Nick said why? I said you almost killed him, that's why! Nick said oh yeah, I remember. Brian said don't talk to my wife, Nick. I smiled. Nick said Brian, I should punch you in the face. I said you won't even touch him, Nick! Nick said when you aren't looking, I will. I said you won't or I'll have you in jail again. Nick said I'm so scared. I said you better be! Nick said whatever. I said Brian, tell Nick to leave me alone. Brian said Nick, leave my wife alone! Nick said ooh, I'm scared now. Brian said Nick, leave her alone! Nick said I'm really scared, now! Brian said Nick, stop it! Nick said no, I won't Brian. Brian asked what are you going to do about it, Nick? Nick said I'll punch you in the face, old man! I said Nick, don't even start trouble again. Nick said Brian started it. I said Nick, you started this one actually. Nick said oh, I'm scared of old man's wife! I said Brian is not an old man! Nick said yes, he is! I said no, he isn't! Nick said he's older than I am. I asked your point is? Nick said my point is that I think he is a baby and runs to you whenever he has a problem that he can't deal with. I said Nick, shut up. Nick said no, I won't. I asked what are you going to do about it? Nick said I'll beat you up. I said you won't. Nick asked I won't? Nick pulled me out of Brian's arms and began to punch me in the face. I said Brian, help me! Brian said I'm coming, honey. Brian blocked Nick's punch and picked me up. I said thanks, honey. Brian said anytime, darlin. I smiled as Brian kissed me. Brian put me down on the couch as he sat down. Brian and I were cuddling. Nick said how cute! Brian said Nick, you are very jealous. Nick said yeah, what if I am? Brian said you need to find a girl of your own so you can leave my wife and I alone. Nick said sarcastically, ooh, I am scared of the old man now! I looked at Brian and his eyes were watering. I said honey, don't cry. Brian smiled as I wiped his tears. I said honey, he is just being mean. Brian said that's right, honey. I kissed Brian's right hand as he said to Nick, you are being so mean to us. Nick said that I am. I asked why, Nick as my face started to bleed. Nick said I can because you two are babies. I began to cry as my face kept bleeding. Brian said Nick, look what you have done to my wife! Nick said I punched her so hard that her face is bleeding, big deal. I knew Brian was going to lose it. I said honey, I'm in pain. Brian said let's go take care of your face, honey. I smiled. Brian and I walked to the bathroom holding hands. Brian shut the door. Brian cleaned my face with disinfectant. I yelled ouch, that hurts! Brian said I'm sorry, honey. I smiled even though I was in such pain. Brian asked where does it hurt the most, honey? I said my left eye and left cheek. Brian said ok, honey. Brian and I walked back out to the living room holding hands. Brian laid me down on the couch. Brian went to get two ice packs. Brian came back and put them on my face. I smiled. Brian hugged me. Nick said aww, Brian is attending to his injured wife. Brian asked your point is? Nick said my point is you treat her like a princess and me like garbage. Brian said she is my princess. I smiled. Nick said but you have known me longer. Brian said yeah, that's true. Nick said still you treat her like gold and me like junk. Brian said she is my wife, Nick and I'm sorry you feel that way. Nick said maybe we shouldn't be friends at all. Brian began to cry. I said baby, don't cry. Brian tried his best but couldn't help crying. I said oh, sweetie. Brian looked at me with tears coming down his face. I said honey, I'm sorry that I started all this arguing between you two. Brian stroked my right cheek and said you didn't start all this. I asked really? Brian said yes, it was Nick's jealousy that started all of this arguing. I asked are you sure, honey? Brian said I'm sure, honey. I smiled as Brian kissed me on my right cheek. Nick said oh, how cute! Brian said Nick, be quiet. Nick said ooh, I'm scared now. Brian said Nick, please. Nick said go attend to your princess, Brian. I smiled. Brian said she is my princess, Nick and I don't care what you say! Nick said we are in the presence of Prince and Princess Littrell. I knew Brian was mad as Howie giggled. Brian said Howie, this is not something to laugh at. Howie said I'm sorry, Brian. Brian smiled at me. I asked Prince Littrell? Brian said yes, Princess Littrell? Nick was bowing down to us. I said I love you, my Prince Littrell. Brian blushed as he said I love you more, my Princess Littrell. I blushed. Nick said aww, Princess Littrell is blushing. Nick said Princess Ajah Littrell, I wish you were my princess. I said I know you do but I fell for my Prince Brian Littrell. Brian blushed. I said aww, my prince is blushing. Brian kissed me. I said oh, honey. Brian asked my Princess Littrell? I said yes, my Prince Littrell. Brian said you have been my Princess since the very first day I met you. I said aww, my Prince Littrell. Brian said I made my princess blush. I smiled as I blushed. Brian hugged me. I said aww, my Prince. Brian said that's me. I blushed again. Brian said you are my Princess. I smiled. Nick was disgusted. Kevin, Howie and AJ thought that this was adorable. I asked Nick, why are you disgusted? Nick said I have plenty of reasons, Brian's Princess Littrell. Brian said don't mind him, my Princess. I smiled as my Prince Brian kissed me. Brian asked Nick, what is your problem? Nick said My problem is with you, Ajah's Prince Littrell. Brian looked at me and I said I don't know, my Prince Littrell. Brian smiled. Nick said hey Ajah's Prince Littrell. Brian said yes, Nick? Nick said you have to stop being like you two are royalty. Brian said we aren't you started this whole thing. Nick said whatever, Ajah's Prince Brian. Brian said I need to hug my Princess Ajah Littrell. I said aww, my Prince Brian Littrell. Brian hugged me. I smiled. Brian said my Princess Ajah, can I check and see if your face is bruised? I said sure, my Prince Brian. Brian smiled. Brian took the ice packs off of my face. Brian ran his fingers across my left cheek. Brian asked does that hurt, my Princess Ajah? I said it doesn't hurt, my Prince Brian. Brian ran his fingers across and under my left eye. Brian asked does this hurt, my Princess Ajah? I said it's a little bit tender, my Prince Brian. Brian put the ice pack back over my left eye and said my Princess Ajah, I want you to relax. I said ok, my Prince Brian. Brian kissed me. I smiled. Brian said Nick, you have to get over this whole jealousy thing, like now. Nick said I should but I don't think I will just to annoy you, Ajah's Prince Brian. I asked Nick, will you please? Nick said I don't know, Brian's Princess Ajah. I asked please, Nick? Nick said ok, Brian's Princess Ajah. Brian smiled and hugged me. I said oh, my Prince Brian. Brian said yes, my Princess Ajah? I said you are such a sweetheart. Brian blushed. I said come here, darlin. Brian came over to me. I said I need a kiss from my Prince Brian. Brian said you know that I'll give you one, my Princess Ajah. I smiled. Brian kissed me. JC fell asleep. I said be quiet you guys. Nick asked why should I, Brian's Princess Ajah? I said my best friend JC fell asleep. Nick said oh ok, Brian's Princess Ajah. I smiled. Brian saw that I was getting sleepy. Brian said honey, why don't you go to sleep? I yawned and said only if you come with me. Brian said ok, honey. I noticed that Brian was getting sleepy also. Brian said to Kevin, we are going to bed. Kevin said I'll see Nick out. Brian said ok, as he yawned again. I was almost asleep on the couch in Brian's arms. Brian smiled and took the ice pack off of my left eye. I woke up and said honey, I'm really tired. Brian said I know you are, honey. Kevin showed Nick to the door. As soon as Nick left, Kevin locked our front door. Brian said come on, honey. I said I'm coming, darlin. Brian took my hand as I went into our room. I said honey, you are such a sweetie. Brian smiled. We changed into our pajamas and laid in bed. I asked do you want to cuddle? Brian said you know I want to cuddle. Brian and I cuddled while we watched tv. I began to doze off. Brian said honey? I woke up and said yeah, darlin? Brian said
honey, you were dozing off in my arms. I yawned. Brian asked how about we go to sleep? I yawned again as I said good idea, honey. Brian kissed me. I kissed Brian back. Brian and I hugged each other. We fell asleep hugging. We woke up to birds chirping outside our window. I said good morning, baby. Brian said good morning, darlin. I smiled. Brian and I walked out to JC having breakfast by himself. I said honey, aren't you lonely all by yourself? JC said yeah, I am. I said we'll join you for breakfast. JC smiled. Brian made me french toast and scrambled eggs. I said honey, you don't have to. Brian said I know but I want to, honey. I smiled as JC kissed me. I kissed JC back. JC blushed. Brian asked do you want coffee with your breakfast, honey? I said yes, please. Brian smiled. I said honey, did you have a good night's sleep? JC said yes, I did. I smiled. JC asked me the exact same thing. I said yes, because Brian was holding me as we slept. JC said I've never known two people who were more in love than you two. I blushed. I looked at Brian and he was blushing. Brian said honey, breakfast is ready. I smiled as I said come sit next to me, darlin. Brian put scrambled eggs and french toast on my plate. Brian handed me my coffee cup. I said thanks, honey. Brian smiled as he kissed my hand. I said honey, these eggs are great. Brian smiled. Brian said I make great scrambled eggs. I said yes, you do. Brian blushed. Brian pushed away his plate. I asked what's wrong, honey? Brian said I'm full, honey. I said ok, honey. I said I'm full, too. Brian threw our paper plates away. I asked JC, are you ok? JC said I'm fine but I'm so full. I rubbed JC's stomach and said you have such a cute stomach. JC blushed. Brian giggled. I said oh, Brian. Brian said I'm sorry, honey. I said don't be. Brian smiled as he kissed me. I smiled as I kissed Brian on the lips. Brian blushed. The phone rang and Brian said I'll get it. Brian picked up the phone and said hello? The person said Is JC there? Brian said he's here, hold on. Brian gave JC the phone. JC said hello? The person said hi, it's Johnny. JC said hi! JC talked with Johnny for a few minutes and hung up. I asked what did he want, JC? JC said he just booked us on a 25 city tour. I said oh, as my eyes began to water. JC said I have to go and practice with the guys. And, I won't be home for a while. I began to cry as I said Brian, hold me. Brian said it's ok, honey. I cried for at least five minutes. Brian kissed me on the lips and wiped my tears. I hugged Brian. Brian hugged me back. JC said I'm sorry, Ajah. I said just go and leave me here without you. I began to cry again. I sobbed Brian, does JC like me anymore? Brian said I don't know, honey. Brian hugged me and wiped my tears. I couldn't even look at JC without crying. Brian asked JC, do you even care that your best friend is hurting? JC said I do but I can't do anything about it. Brian said honey, I don't think he likes you anymore. I began to cry uncontrollably. JC said Ajah honey, I'm... as Brian cut him off. Brian said your best friend is crying uncontrollably and you can't do anything about it? JC said I could do something as he looked at me crying uncontrollably. JC began to break down into tears. Brian said great, both of them are crying. JC came over to me and said honey? I sobbed yeah? JC said I love you. I smiled but didn't stop crying. JC asked what else can I do, Brian? Brian said you can help your best friend through this tragedy by telling her that you won't go on tour. JC said that's where my hands are tied, Brian. Brian asked how are your hands tied? JC said when Johnny books us on tour, he expects all five of us to be there. Brian said Johnny is a jerk that's why we got rid of him and are managed by The Firm now. JC said we just switched record labels and have to do what Johnny tells us. Brian said Johnny did that to us and we changed our management company. JC said but we are happy with Johnny's management, Brian. Brian said oh ok, JC. JC began to cry again when he looked at me crying uncontrollably. JC said Brian, I don't know what else I can do? Brian said go ahead and go on tour. JC knew Brian was angry. Brian said go ahead and break your best friend's heart. JC said but Brian? Brian said I'll be here to pick up the pieces. I sobbed my best friend hates me as I continued to cry. Brian said it's ok, honey. I sobbed no, it isn't. Brian said I still love you, my wife. I smiled but still didn't stop crying. Brian kissed me and wiped my tears. I just kept on crying. JC said I don't hate you, Ajah. I sobbed yes, you do. Brian held me closer. I smiled as I continued crying. I sobbed my best friend hates me, Brian. Brian kissed me. I smiled. Brian said he's going to break your heart and I'll be here to pick up the pieces. I sobbed Brian, I love you. Brian smiled as he kissed me. Brian said I love you more, my wife. I stopped crying as hard. Brian hugged me and wouldn't let go. JC came over to hug me and I pushed him away. I sobbed I'll understand if you hate me, JC. JC said I don't hate you, Ajah. I sobbed yes, you do. JC began to cry as he ran over to the couch. I sobbed did I do that, Bri honey? Bri said yeah, I think you did. I cried even harder. Brian kept kissing me and telling me that everything was ok. I didn't believe Brian. I sobbed my best friend hates me and I made him cry. Brian said honey, don't cry. I sobbed I made my best friend cry and he hates me. Brian said honey, please. I sobbed Brian, JC hates me. Brian said honey, you cried so hard that your face is pale. I sobbed I don't care. Brian knew that I had hit rock bottom. I kept crying. Brian said baby, don't cry. I sobbed but my best friend hates me and I made him cry. Brian said honey, he doesn't hate you. I sobbed yes, he does. Brian kissed me and wiped my tears. I smiled. Brian said I want you two to talk this out. JC was crying and I began to cry again. JC and I were crying in each other's arms. I sobbed JC, do you hate me? JC sobbed no, I don't hate you. I smiled as I hugged JC. JC smiled as he stopped crying. JC said honey, look at me. I looked at JC. JC hugged me and wiped my tears. I smiled. I asked JC, are you going to go on tour and break my heart? JC said If I break your heart, then I just won't be able to concentrate on performing. I smiled as I hugged JC. JC knew that his choice made me happy. I said honey, what will Justin and the guys think? JC said I don't know, honey. That's when we heard a knock on the door. Brian said I'll get it. I said hurry back, honey. Brian smiled. Brian said JC, it's Justin. I said honey, don't go. JC said I won't, honey. Justin said JC, Johnny is getting mad that we aren't all there. JC said I can't go, Justin. Justin said you have to, JC. JC said I can't as he hugged me. Justin asked JC, why can't you? JC said I'll break my best friend's heart, if I do. Justin said she'll get over it. I was mad when I said Justin, no I won't. Justin said you will. I said JC isn't going! Justin said yes, he is. JC said no, I'm not. Justin said you have to, JC. Then, Justin came over to us and pulled JC by the arm. I pulled JC by his other arm. JC said Justin, let me go. Justin said no, I won't. I was so mad that I screamed. Justin said I guess she is mad. JC said yes, she is. Justin said Ajah, he has to go with us. I yelled Joshua is not going and that's all there is to it! That's when I pulled JC by his left arm so he would fall down on the couch. Justin said come on JC, we have to go. I said Justin, leave my best friend alone! I saw that JC was getting angry with Justin. JC yelled at Justin, I am not going anywhere because I care about my best friend! Justin asked what about *NSYNC? JC said my best friend is more important than *NSYNC right now. Justin had a look of disgust on his face. Justin said remember that we have to put our performing before anyone, JC. JC said yeah, so? Justin said you have to put your best friend behind. My eyes began to water. JC said honey, don't cry. I said I'll try not to, honey. Justin asked are you coming or not? JC said no, I'm not. Justin said fine as he walked out. JC hugged me. I smiled. JC said I don't care about performing if my best friend is hurting. I gave JC the biggest hug. JC smiled. Brian asked honey, are you ok? I said I'm fine now, honey. Brian smiled. Brian, myself and JC cuddled while we watched tv. AJ woke up and said how cute! Brian said what because we are cuddling? AJ said yeah. Brian said we always cuddle, don't we? JC and I said yes, we do. AJ said that's so adorable. I said AJ, you have to start? AJ said yes, I do. Brian said AJ, stop it. AJ said ok, Brian. The phone rang and AJ said I'll get it. AJ said hello? We heard AJ on the speakerphone. The person said this is Nick. AJ said hey, Nick. Nick said I just got a call and found out that we are a booked on a 20 city tour. AJ asked when do we have to start practicing? Nick said at around noon. AJ said ok, Nick. AJ turned off the speakerphone. AJ said Brian and Ajah? We said yeah, AJ? AJ said we are booked on a 20 city tour. Brian said yeah, and your point is? I hugged JC and Brian. AJ said we have to practice for our concert. Brian and JC saw my eyes start to water. Brian and JC hugged me. Brian asked, can JC come with us? AJ said we can't have an *NSYNCer with us or the fans will get angry. I sobbed do you even care that this "NSYNCer" is my best friend? AJ said I do but the fans will... as I cut him off. I sobbed I don't care what the fans think. AJ said yes, you will. I sobbed no, I won't! Brian said AJ, you are making my wife angry. AJ said I'm sorry, Brian. Brian wiped my tears and kissed me. JC kissed me and said I'll come with you guys. I sobbed you will, Joshie? JC blushed as he said I will, honey. I smiled. AJ said I hope the fans won't be too upset that an *NSYNCer is with us on our tour. I said they'll get over it. AJ said I hope you're right. I said trust me on this one, AJ. JC said when the fans see me performing with you guys, it will be a surprise. Brian said yeah, we'll have JC come out as our surprise guest. JC said yeah, good idea. I smiled. Howie and Kevin woke up and walked out to the kitchen. I said morning, you sleepyheads. Howie and Kevin blushed. I said AJ, tell them the news. AJ said Howie and Kevin? Howie and Kevin said yeah, AJ? AJ said we are booked on a 20 city tour. Howie asked when do we have to start practicing? AJ said Nick said at around noon. Howie asked me, what time is it? I said Brian? Brian said it's about 11:30. Howie said we have just enough time to get ready. Brian said honey, we should get ready. I smiled as Brian helped me up from the couch. Brian, myself and JC went into our room to get dressed. AJ, Howie and Kevin went into their rooms to get dressed. Brian said let's wear our matching Adidas pants, honey. I said ok, Bri babe. Brian smiled. JC said I'm just going to watch you guys. I said ok, as I kept getting dressed. By the time all of us were ready, it was time to go. Nick was waiting for us at the front door. We all walked out and said we're ready. Nick said finally, you six took forever to get ready. Brian said we're sorry but we had to look our best. Nick said come on, let's go. Kevin, Howie, AJ, JC and myself went outside as Brian locked our front door. We got in Brian's jeep and that is a tight fit. Seven people in one jeep, very tight fit. Brian sat next to me and I hugged him. Kevin was driving and AJ was in the passenger seat. In the backseat, it was Brian, myself, JC, Howie and Nick. Nick was complaining because he was squished by the four of us. I said Nick, don't you think that us four are squished? Nick said yeah, but this is very uncomfortable. I said we feel the same way, Nick. Nick said I hope we get to practice soon. Brian said yeah, me too. I said honey, don't you start complaining too. Brian said I'm not, honey. I kissed Brian and said we'll be there soon, I hope. Brian said the keywords are I hope. I said yeah and I hope Kevin knows where he is taking us. Brian said Kevin should know where he is going. I smiled. Kevin said I'm not lost. I said oh great, we're lost. Kevin shouted we aren't lost. I said my god Kevin, don't throw a fit. Kevin said I'm just lost in traffic. I said with help from AJ McLean. AJ said I thought I knew where I was going. I said you thought you knew. Now we're lost because of you, AJ. AJ said I have a bad sense of direction. I said I noticed that. AJ said oh shut up. I said you were the one who got us lost. AJ said I'm sorry. I said It's ok, AJ. Nick said great, AJ and Ajah are fighting and Kevin got us lost. I said Nick, you aren't helping the situation. Nick said I'm sorry but I'm just uncomfortable. I said so are we, Nick. We heard Kevin talking to himself. Brian asked is Kevin all right, honey? I said I don't think he is because he is talking to himself. Nick said We have reached the insane portion of our ride to practice. I said I agree with you on that one, Nick. Brian, AJ, JC and Howie all shook their heads in agreement. I felt bad for AJ because he was sitting in front with Kevin. AJ said I think Kevin is slowly driving himself crazy. I said if we had room, you can sit back here with us. Brian said but we are a people sandwich. AJ said yeah, there is Brian, Ajah, JC, Howie and Nick. We said we feel like a sandwich. AJ giggled. Kevin said not funny, AJ. AJ said sorry, insane Kev. Kevin said I am not going crazy, AJ. AJ asked then why are you talking to yourself? Kevin said everybody does. Brian vouched for all of us when he said we don't. Kevin said Brian, don't give me that line of crap. I said hey, you stop picking on my husband. Kevin said ooh, your wife is fighting your battles for you, Brian. Brian was speechless and didn't know what to say. I said Brian is well just thinking about something. Brian shook his head in agreement. Kevin said yeah, sure he is. I said oh, leave him alone. Kevin said how can I get out of this traffic? AJ said well, I would... I said no help from the peanut gallery, AJ. AJ said well I was just trying to help. I said Kevin got us into this and he should be able to get us out of this. Kevin said I'll just change lanes and... Brian and I giggled. Kevin asked what's so funny? We said you are still talking to yourself. Kevin asked do you guys want to get to practice or not? Brian and I said we're sorry, Kev. Kev said it's ok, you two. Brian said I'm tired, honey. I asked why don't you take a nap, honey? Brian said that's a good idea, honey. I kissed Brian and Brian kissed me back. Brian fell asleep. I said be quiet, you guys. AJ asked why, Ajah? I said Brian just fell asleep. AJ said ok, we will. Brian slept until we finally got to where we had to practice. I kissed Brian and he woke up. I said honey, we're here. Brian said finally. I said exactly. Brian opened the door and Kevin said come on, you guys. Howie said we're trying, Kevin. Kevin said I forgot that you guys were squished together. Nick and Howie got out of the car stuck together. I giggled and said It's a Carter-Dorough sandwich. Nick said shut up, Ajah. I said sorry, Nick. Brian, myself, and JC got out of the car stuck together. Nick said It's a Littrell-Chasez sandwich. JC said Nick, shut up. Nick said well, I'm stuck to Howie. JC said I'm stuck to Ajah and Brian. Kevin said come on, you two sandwiches. We said shut up, Kevin. Kevin and AJ walked in and said we're here. Fatima asked where's Brian, Ajah, Nick and Howie? AJ laughed and said you'll see. Nick and Howie walked in stuck to each other. Brian, myself and JC walked in stuck to each other. Fatima asked what happened to them? We had to get everyone in Brian's jeep and well they all had to sit next to each other. Fatima said they must have been squished. AJ said they were squished and now they are stuck to each other. Fatima said we can't start practice until we get them unstuck. AJ said Kevin and I will try to pull apart Nick and Howie. Kevin and AJ had a tough time trying to pull apart Nick and Howie. Brian said Ajah and JC, let's sit down. Brian, myself and JC sat down on a bench. AJ said and they are unstuck. Nick said thanks, AJ. AJ said no problem. I said we're next. Brian said oh sounds like fun, not! I smiled. We stood up as AJ took Brian's arm and Kevin took JC's arm. I said please don't hurt my husband. AJ said I'll try not to. JC said don't hurt me. I said Kevin won't hurt you, Joshie. JC blushed. AJ said one, two, three, pull. Brian, myself and JC were yelling ouch, ouch, ouch! Nick was laughing. Fatima said Nick, stop it. AJ said one final pull and they should be unstuck. AJ and Kevin pulled their hardest. Brian and JC yelled as I screamed. Kevin said they are unstuck as we fell to the floor on top of each other. Fatima said now we can start practice. Brian helped me get up. JC got up on his own and sat down. We practiced for like two hours straight. Nick began to start whining. Nick said are we done yet? Fatima said yeah, we're done. I said an end to Nick's incessant whining. Brian giggled. Brian said honey, let's go as he took my hand. We all got in our jeep and this time AJ was in the backseat in our people sandwich. This time, it was AJ, Howie, JC, myself and Brian. Nick looked back at us and laughed. I said no need to laugh, Nicky. Nick was mad because I called him, Nicky. Brian hugged me. I kissed Brian. JC said I'm tired from just watching you guys. I smiled and blew JC a kiss. JC smiled and blew me back a kiss. Brian said honey, why don't you take a nap? I yawned as I said good idea, honey. Brian kissed me. I kissed Brian. I laid my head on Brian's shoulder and fell asleep. I heard Brian say, be quiet you guys. Nick asked why, Brian? Brian said my princess Ajah just fell asleep. Nick said ok, Brian. I felt Brian holding me in his arms. I cuddled up closer to Brian in my sleep. I heard the car turn off and I knew that we were home. Brian picked me up and we went into our house. Brian carried me into our room and laid me into our bed. I began to toss and turn. I said in my sleep, Brian honey, I need you. Brian said I'm coming, honey. I felt Brian lay down next to me. I hugged Brian while I slept. I woke up an hour later in Brian's arms. I said hi, babe. Brian smiled and kissed me. Brian asked did you have a nice nap, honey? I said yeah, honey. Brian said that's good, honey. I smiled as I hugged Brian. Brian asked honey, are you hungry? I said yeah, honey. Brian said I'll go out and make dinner for us. Brian took my hand as we walked out to the living room. Kevin, JC, AJ, Howie and Nick were watching tv. I said I'll be over here sitting between Kevin and JC, honey. Brian said ok, darlin. I smiled as I sat in between Kevin and JC. Kevin and JC kissed me. I said aww, Kev and JC. Kevin yelled over to Brian, I made your wife blush. Brian looked at me and I was blushing. Brian said honey, they were just being loving. I smiled as I hugged JC. JC smiled. I kissed JC. JC blushed. I still felt tired. JC held me in his arms. I gazed into JC's intense blue eyes and said I love you, Joshie. JC said I love you more, Ajah honey. I smiled as I yawned. JC asked you are still tired aren't you, honey? I said yeah, honey. JC laid me in his arms and sang me to sleep. JC kissed me. I smiled. I slept so peacefully in JC's arms. JC gently shook me to wake me up. I felt so much better that I had slept for another hour. JC said hi, honey. I rubbed my eyes and said hi, darlin. JC asked do you feel better, honey? I said now I do, honey. JC smiled as he kissed me tenderly on the lips. I said aww, honey. JC smiled. I kissed JC tenderly on the lips. JC smiled again. Brian said dinner's ready. AJ said good, because I'm hungry. I smiled. JC helped me up but I fell back down on the couch. JC said oh honey. I smiled. I asked Brian, could you come over here? Brian said I'm coming, honey. JC was standing next to the couch waiting for me. Brian helped me up and took my left hand. JC took my right hand as we walked to the dinner table. Kevin smiled and said how cute. Brian, myself and JC walked to the kitchen table together. We all sat down and Brian said honey, I love you. I said Bri darlin, I love you more. I asked Brian, what's for dinner? Brian said I made pasta. I said it looks good, honey. Brian smiled as he blew me a kiss. I blushed as I blew Brian back a kiss. We had began to eat dinner as AJ was making funny faces at all of us. AJ looked at me and I couldn't help but laugh. AJ looked at Brian, Kevin, Howie, Nick and JC. They all laughed. I said AJ, you are a good comedian. AJ smiled and said thanks, Ajah. I said you're welcome, AJ. We had finished eating dinner in about a half an hour. AJ asked Howie, do you want to go clubbing? Howie said yeah, sure. JC was tired. I could see it in his eyes. Kevin said I'm going to go clubbing with AJ and Howie. Brian said ok, Kevin. Brian asked what do you two want to do? I said I don't know, honey. But I do know that JC is tired. JC yawned and said she's right. I said to Brian, I knew he was tired because I could see it in his eyes. Brian said oh ok. I said Joshie, why don't you go to sleep or at least take a nap. JC blushed and said I think I will, Ajah honey. I smiled as JC yawned. JC kissed me and I said sweet dreams, my best boy friend. JC smiled and said thanks, my best girl friend. I smiled as JC shut the bedroom door. Brian asked what do you want to do, Mrs. Littrell? I said I don't know, Mr. Littrell. Brian smiled as he asked what do you want to do, honey? I said whatever you want to do is fine with me, Bri darlin. Brian asked why don't we go out to see a movie? I said honey, but then JC will be all by himself. Brian said he's 23 yrs. old, and he should be able to take care of himself. I said but what if.... as Brian cut me off. Brian said just leave your cell phone number and he should be fine, honey. I said I hope you are right, Brian. Brian said trust me as he kissed me on the lips tenderly. I smiled as I hugged Brian. I wrote my cell phone number on a piece of paper and said call if there is any problems. I brought the piece of paper into our room and placed it on our night table. I kissed JC on the cheek and left. Brian and I were debating on what movie to see on the way to the theater. Brian asked how about we go see Scream 3? I said I don't like scary movies all that much, honey. Brian said I'll be right next to you and you can cuddle up next to me. I said honey, I really don't like scary movies. Brian said ok, honey. I smiled as I kissed Brian tenderly on the lips. I asked how about we go see the Truman show with Jim Carrey? Brian said It's sounds like a good movie. I asked do you want to, honey? Brian said sure, honey. I smiled as Brian kissed my right hand. Brian got out of the jeep and opened up my door for me. I smiled and said thank you, honey. Brian said anytime, my wife. I blushed as Brian took my hand. Brian shut the door as I got out. Brian and I walked into the theater holding hands. Brian paid for our tickets as we went to the theater that was showing The Truman Show. I said honey, I hope none of our fans know that we are here. Brian said me either, my wife. I smiled as I said I hope you are right, my husband. Brian kissed me on the lips very tenderly. I blushed. I kissed Brian back on the lips very tenderly. Brian said aww, honey. I smiled. We walked into the theater and took our seats. During the middle of the movie, Brian said I could have sworn that you dropped your candy bar. I questioned I did as I bent over to look on the floor. Brian began to throw popcorn at me. I said you are in deep trouble, Brian Thomas. Brian said ooh, what are you going to do? I said I'm going to throw popcorn at you, that is what I'm doing. Brian said so you want to start a popcorn fight? I said yeah, I do. Brian and I were throwing popcorn at each other as the people in the row behind us told us to stop. Brian asked do you know who we are? I put my hand over Brian's mouth and said don't mind him. The man asked why? I said he has a cold and when he is sick, he acts a little crazy. The man said ok. I still had my hand over Brian's mouth when I said come on, troublemaker Littrell. Brian was fussing the whole way out of the theater. I heard someone say Brian Littrell and his wife, Ajah are here. As soon as we got outside of the theater, I said do you want people to know who we are? Brian said no, but he well... I said well nothing, I lied to that man and told him you were sick. Brian said but I'm not. I said then, I told the man that you act a little crazy when you are sick. Brian said yeah you have a point but... I said but nothing, Brian. Brian said but, honey... I said but what? Brian said let me explain. I said ok, start explaining. Brian said honey, that man didn't know that we were part of the biggest band in pop music. I said yeah, and? Brian said he gave me the dirtiest look. I said honey, we get them whenever we see *NSYNC fans that don't like us. Brian said if looks could kill, I'd be a dead man. I said I know how you feel, honey. Brian frowned and asked would you do anything to that man, if he tried? I said I'd go after him, honey. Brian was still frowning when he asked do any of our fans know that we are here? I said I heard a girl say, Brian Littrell and his wife, Ajah are here. Brian kept frowning as he asked, what do you think she'll do? I said hopefully, she won't bother us. I knew Brian was almost in tears when I saw that girl come out. The girl said to Brian very nicely, I am your biggest fan and I love you so much. That's when Brian began to cry. The girl was upset when she asked, did I make him cry? I said no, you didn't. The girl was confused and upset. I kept stroking Brian's back and telling him that everything would be ok. Brian looked up at me and said honey, I love you. I wiped Brian's tears and said honey, I think you made this girl upset. Brian asked how did I do that, honey? I said when she saw you cry, she thought it was her fault. Brian questioned I did that? I said I think you did, honey. I heard the little girl crying. I asked the little girl, where are your guardians sitting? The little girl said the 10th row on the end. I said ok, thanks. I ran into the theater and found her guardians. I asked can I have your camera, sir? The man asked me, who are you? I said I'm Brian Littrell of the Backstreet Boys' wife and your daughter wants to take a picture of Brian and I. The man said ok, as he gave me his camera. I ran out to find the little girl still crying and Brian was about to cry again. I said honey, don't cry. Brian came to me and put his head on my shoulder. I said it's alright, honey. Brian smiled. I said I think you have someone to console as I gave him the camera. Brian went over to the little girl and said don't cry. The little girl smiled as Brian wiped her tears. I smiled. Brian blew me a kiss. I blushed. The little girl smiled because I was blushing. Brian hugged the little girl and asked what's your name? The little girl said my name is Krystie. Brian said hi, Krystie. Krystie blushed. I asked Krystie, how old are you? Krystie said I'm 10 yrs. old. Brian asked you know what I think, Krystie? Krystie asked what, Brian? Brian said I think you're cute. Krystie said oh, Brian! Brian said what, Krystie? Krystie said you made me blush. Brian said I'm sorry. I said honey, don't be. Brian smiled at me. Krystie said hey, Brian? Brian said yeah, Krystie? Krystie said I think that your wife is very pretty. I ran over to Brian and he held me as I blushed. I said thank you, Krystie. Krystie said you are very welcome, Brian's wife. Brian said my wife's name is Ajah. I said hi! Krystie said hi! Brian said I want to thank you for telling me that you loved me, Krystie. Krystie said anytime, you handsome man. I said Brian, I think that she has a crush on you. Brian said oh, that is so sweet. Krystie asked can I have your autograph, Brian and Ajah? We said sure. Krystie was wearing a mini backpack and she pulled out her Millennium CD. Brian asked you were listening to us? Krystie said I love you, Backstreet Boys. Brian and I blushed as we said thank you. Krystie gave Brian her pen. Brian signed her Millennium CD and asked me, do you think we should give her our phone number? I said Krystie, come with us, ok? Krystie said ok, Ajah. We went up to the bathroom and Krystie said I'll be right out. I said ok, Krystie. I said Brian, doesn't that girl look at bit run down? Brian asked what do you mean? I said She looks like she hasn't been fed in days and her hair is all dirty. Brian asked do you think that we should adopt her? I said I'll check for bruises and if she has them, then yes. Krystie came back out and I said let me check you for bruises. I lifted up Krystie's tattered shirt. I saw bruises up and down her sides. I asked Krystie in a very serious tone, do your guardians abuse you? Krystie began to cry as she said yes. I said Brian, help me console her. Brian and I were consoling Krystie as a big, tall, black man came walking up to where we were. He said Krystie, as he grabbed her hand. Krystie was still crying. The black man smacked Krystie across the face. I said Brian, will you do something? Brian picked up Krystie and said I'm going to call the cops. The black man looked scared. Brian walked over to the phone holding Krystie. Krystie dialed as Brian held the phone up to his ear. Brian said Hi, I'd like to report someone of child abuse. I asked Krystie, what is that black man's name? Krystie said Montell McKnight. I asked Brian, did you hear her? Brian said I heard her. Brian told the operator what the man's name was. I asked what about your other guardian, Krystie? Krystie said she does too while trying to hold back tears. I asked what is her name? Krystie said Aaliyah McKnight. Brian hung up the phone as the black man walked away. Brian, myself and Krystie walked back to the theater. Krystie asked me, could you sign my Millennium CD? I said sure, I will. I signed Krystie's CD. Krystie said thank you. I said your welcome. I said to Brian, come here. Brian came over and asked what, honey? I asked when do you want to give her the surprise of her life? Brian asked how about now, honey? I said ok, honey! I said Krystie, we have to tell you something. Krystie asked what? Brian kneeled down and took her hand. I kneeled down next to Brian and said we are adopting you. Krystie was in total shock. I said you are going to live with us now. Krystie hugged Brian her hardest. I smiled. Krystie hugged me her hardest. Krystie said I thought that nobody would ever get me away from them. I smiled and said we did. Brian, myself and Krystie walked to out to our jeep. I said as soon as we get home, you are taking a shower. Krystie said ok, Brian's wife. I smiled. Brian asked honey, are you hungry? I said a little bit, honey. Brian said before we go home, we should get her some clothes. I said yeah, we should. We went to Target to get Krystie the bare essentials. Then, we went to Abercrombie & Fitch to get her some clothes. We also got Krystie a pair of sneakers at Abercrombie. I said now, we can go home. I asked Brian, what do you think the guys will think? Brian said I don't know, honey. We pulled into our driveway. Brian helped Krystie out of the jeep. I took the bags with Krystie's sneakers and bare essentials in it. Brian took the bags with her clothes in them. Krystie opened our front door. Brian and I walked in to JC, Howie, Kevin, AJ and Nick in total shock. Brian and I put Krystie's bags on the dining room table. I said Krystie, I'll bring you to the shower. I said I'll come in when you are in the shower to get rid of these clothes. Krystie said ok, Brian's wife. I said call me, mom. Krystie said ok, mom. I smiled. I said dad? Brian said yes, mom? I asked should we explain? Brian said yeah, we should. AJ said you two went to the movies and came back with a little girl. I said yeah, but we can explain. Brian said I could have sworn that you dropped your candy bar. I said really as I looked on the floor and that's when Brian started to throw popcorn at me. I said you are in deep trouble, Brian Thomas. Brian asked me, ooh what are you going to do? I said I'm going to throw popcorn at you, that's what I'm doing. Brian asked do you want to start a popcorn fight? I said yeah, I do. We were throwing popcorn at each other when the people in the row behind us told us to stop. I said that's when Brian asked do you know who we are? That is when I put my hand over his mouth and said don't mind him. The man in the row behind us asked why? I said he has a cold and when he's sick, he acts a little crazy. I still had my hand over Brian's mouth when I said come on, troublemaker Littrell. AJ said what does this have to do with that little girl in our shower? Brian said hold on, we're getting there. AJ said ok, Brian. I said Brian was fussing the whole way out of the theater. Then, I took my hand off of Brian's mouth when we got in the hallway. I yelled at Brian and then, a little girl came out. The little girl said to Brian very nicely, I am your biggest fan and I love you. Then, Brian began to cry. The little girl cried because she thought that she had made him cry. I wiped Brian's tears and Brian consoled her. Brian began to sign her CD and asked should we give her our phone number? That is when Brian and I went to the bathroom. We took the little girl with us. When she came out, I checked her for bruises. She had bruises all over her sides. Then, a black man came and smacked her across the face. I said to Brian, do something. Brian picked her up and called the cops. Then, we walked back to the theater and told her that were adopting her. Then, we went out to our jeep. We got Krystie some bare essentials at Target. Then, we bought her some clothes at Abercrombie & Fitch. AJ said so, she lives with us now? Brian and I said yes, AJ. I asked AJ, are you ok with all of this? AJ said I'm fine with it. I said she'll have to stay in our guest room where Nick stays. I said sorry, Nick. Nick said It's all good. Nick didn't really have anything in our guest room. I heard Krystie yell, mom! I said I'm coming, Krys. I went into the bathroom and shut the door. I said you called? Krystie said yeah. I asked what do you want? Krystie said I need to get dressed and need some clothes. I said I'll be right back. I went to the dining room and took out a pair of jeans, t-shirt, underwear and socks. I said here you go, Krys. Krystie said thanks, mom. I said no problem, daughter. Krystie smiled. As I shut the bathroom door, I said just call myself or dad, if you need us. Krystie smiled again. I went back out and sat next to Brian. Brian said I love you, my wife. I smiled as I said I love you more, my husband. Brian kissed me on the lips. I smiled again as I blushed. I kissed Brian on the lips. Brian smiled. Krystie came out of the bathroom and sat on myself and Brian's laps. AJ said how cute! Howie asked what is your little girl's name? Brian said her name is Krystie. Krystie said hi, Howie! Howie said hi, Krystie. Krystie said Hi, Kevin, AJ and Nick. Kevin, Nick and AJ said hi, Krystie. Krystie said I'm hungry, mom and dad. We asked what do you want to eat? Krystie asked can I have macaroni and cheese? We said sure, Krystie. Brian and I got up to make Krystie some macaroni and cheese. Krystie was talking with Kev, Howie, Nick. I asked Kev, where's JC? Kev said he is still sleeping. Krystie asked Kev, who's JC? I said he is my best friend from *NSYNC. Krystie said oh ok, mom. I said I'll wake him up so he can meet you. We made Krystie her macaroni and cheese. I said Bri, I'm going to wake up JC, ok? Bri said ok, honey. I smiled. I walked into our room to find JC sleeping very peacefully. I walked over to JC and laid next to him. I kissed JC on his neck. JC started to move around. I hugged JC. JC smiled. I said honey, wake up. JC woke up and kissed me. I smiled. I said honey, Brian and I have adopted a daughter. JC said really? I said yeah, do you want to meet her? JC said yeah, I do. JC got up and helped me out of bed. JC and I walked out to the kitchen holding hands. AJ and Brian said aww, how cute! I blushed. JC hugged me. I said JC, this is Krystie. JC hugged Krystie. Krystie blushed. I asked Krystie, do you like *NSYNC or something? Krystie asked why do you say that, mom? I said you blushed when JC hugged you. Krystie said mom, come here. I said yeah, daughter. Krystie whispered in my ear, I have a crush on JC. I said aww, Krystie. Krystie said tell him, mom. I said I will, Krys. I said JC, Krystie has a crush on you. JC said how cute! I said Krys, he is a little old for you. Krystie said I know but I have loved him since I first heard of *NSYNC. JC said I'm flattered. I said JC is my best friend and you can't have him. Krystie said alright, mom. I saw that Krystie was getting tired. I said Joshie honey, I'll be right back. JC blushed as he said ok, Ajah darlin. I smiled. Brian and I walked Krystie to her room. Brian and I laid her in bed. Brian and I tucked her in as we sang her to sleep. Brian and I walked out of Krystie's room and sat back down on the couch. JC asked is she sleeping? I said yeah, Josh. JC asked you know what? I asked what? JC said I love you, my best girl friend. I smiled as I kissed JC on the cheek. JC smiled. Brian said honey? I said yeah, honey? Brian said your husband wants to hold you. I smiled as Brian held me. JC said aww, how adorable. I blushed. Brian saw that I was getting tired. I began to doze off in Brian's arms. I was sleeping peacefully in Brian's arms. I felt Brian kiss my neck. I smiled as I hugged Brian in my sleep. I slept for about a half an hour. Brian was whispering how much he loved me in my ear as I woke up. I kissed Brian on the lips. Then, I hugged Brian. I was a little grumpy because I was still tired. Brian asked honey, why are you so grumpy? I rubbed my eyes as I said I'm still tired, honey. Brian whispered to JC, hold her hand. I was still very grumpy as Kevin said Brian's wife is very grumpy. I said in a grouchy tone, leave me alone! Brian said Kevin, she's tired, leave her alone. I smiled as I felt JC hold and kiss my left hand. Brian said now my wife is happy. I smiled again as JC sat closer to me. JC said my best girl friend is very happy. I smiled as JC kissed me on the cheek. Then, JC put his arm around me. I said being held by my two favorite guys, can this get any better? Brian and JC said yes, it can. I asked how? Brian and JC kissed me on the cheek. Kevin took a picture as I blushed. Brian asked are you still tired, honey? I rubbed my eyes and said I'm still a little tired, Bri honey. Brian said honey, come to me. I sat closer to Brian. Brian made a funny face at me but I couldn't smile because I was still tired. Brian held me in his arms. I felt so safe in my husband Brian's arms. Brian kissed me on the cheek. I smiled as I hugged Brian. Brian asked honey, do you feel safe in my arms? I said I have never felt safer in any man's arms then I have in yours, honey. Brian blushed. I smiled as I kissed Brian on his lips. Brian said honey? I said yeah, babe? Brian smiled as he said I'm glad you're my wife. I smiled as I said I'm glad you're my husband. Kevin and JC said oh, how cute! I was a little uncomfortable with Kevin and JC's comments. So, I cuddled up to Brian. Brian said this is very nice, honey. I smiled. JC said I have never met two people who were such in love than you two. Brian kissed me on my lips. I smiled as Brian held me closer. Brian noticed that I was dozing off in his arms. Brian whispered honey, wake up. I woke up and said I'm awake. Brian said you were dozing off in my arms. I said I'm still tired, honey. I asked what time is it, honey? Brian said it's 6 p.m. I said will you sing me to sleep, Brian? Brian said you know I will, honey. I smiled. Brian sang me to sleep. I fell asleep in Brian's arms. I slept so peacefully in my husband Brian's arms. I woke up an hour later. Brian kissed me as I woke up. I hugged Brian. Then, I kissed him. Brian asked do you feel better that you took a nap, darlin? I said I do now, Bri baby. Brian smiled and hugged me. I blushed as Brian kissed me on the neck. JC said aww, how cute! I said JC, do you have to? JC shook his head yes. I asked can we go cuddle in bed, honey? Brian said sure, we can. Brian and I walked to our room holding hands. We walked into our room and changed into our pajamas. We laid in bed and Brian turned on our tv. I cuddled up to Brian. Brian and I were cuddling as he put on one of our concerts on tv. I said look it's us. Brian said yeah, let's watch. I smiled and asked you put this on purpose, didn't you? Brian said yes, I did. I smiled as Brian said look at me, honey. I looked at Brian and asked yeah? Brian said I hope our next tour goes as well as our first half of our Millennium tour. I said it will be twice as good. Brian said I hope your right. I said trust me on this one, angel of mine. Brian blushed. We were watching us perform at West Palm Beach. I said AJ was so nervous at this show because his mom was in the audience. Brian said yeah, he was. I said I love you, my husband Brian. Brian said I love you more, my wife Ajah. I smiled. We watched our entire concert and it was over at about 8 p.m. Brian said I loved how we're so romantic in our concerts. I said I did that especially to let the fans know that you were mine. Brian said I think it worked too. I smiled. I yawned as I kissed Brian on his lips. Brian said honey, you are very tired. I said yes, I am. Brian kissed me on my lips and we went to sleep cuddling. I woke up in our bed alone. I really wanted my husband and he wasn't in bed with me. I rubbed my eyes and got out of bed. I looked in each room, yelling Brian? Brian wasn't anywhere in our house. JC was sleeping peacefully in Kevin's room. That made me feel a little better but I still wanted my husband. I sat on the couch and cried silently. I must have woken JC up and saw him coming out to me. I sobbed did I wake you up, JC? JC rubbed his eyes and said no. I asked did you hear me crying? JC said yeah, I did and I'm worried about my best girl friend. JC said scoot over and I'll help you. I moved over as JC sat next to me. JC put my head on his shoulder and said you can cry, honey. I cried for about 10 minutes. JC looked at me and my face was all red. JC wiped my tears and said don't cry. JC asked could you smile, for me? I tried but I couldn't. JC said honey, what's wrong? I said I really miss my husband. JC said he probably just went to the store. I said he would have left a note if he did. I asked JC, did he tell you anything? JC said no, he didn't. I was about to start crying again, when I asked did you hear him leave? JC said no, I didn't. I asked JC, where is AJ, Howie and Kevin? JC said I don't know. I hugged JC as hard as I could. JC knew that I was really sad without my husband Brian. I sobbed JC baby, if Brian doesn't make it back? JC asked what do you mean? I said if something goes wrong and Brian well you know. JC said yeah honey, go on. I sobbed will you be my husband? JC hugged me and said of course, I will. I looked over at the door. Kevin, Howie, AJ and Krystie came in. I asked wheres Brian? Kevin said we went to the doctors because Brian said his chest was hurting him. I said yeah, Kev, where is he? Kevin said he is at the hospital. I asked why? Kevin said the doctor found out that the hole in Brians heart has opened up. I said oh no! Kevin asked what? I asked are they operating on Brians heart? Kevin said yes, they are. I said JC, you have to drive me to the hospital. JC knew that I was totally worried and crushed by this news. JC and I got into the car and drove off. We arrived at the hospital in ten minutes. JC took my hand as we got out of the car. We ran into the hospital holding hands. JC said before we do anything, I want to know if you are ok? I said Im not ok because Im upset. JC said well you have to try and calm down before we see Brian. I said Ill try my best but I probably wont be able to. JC said I know you are upset and hurting inside. I said that I am, JC honey. JC sat me down in the lobby. JC said its ok, if you cry. I said thanks as my eyes began to water. I began to cry. JC held me in his arms and assured me that Brian would be ok. I just kept crying because my heart didnt believe JC. I sobbed if Brian doesnt make it, will you be my husband? JC said of course, I will. I sobbed thank you, but it wont be the same. JC said I know it wont but at least youll have me. I hugged JC and said you are my very best friend. JC wiped my tears and said thank you, honey. I smiled. JC and I went up to the receptionists desk and asked what floor is Brian Littrell on? The receptionist said 2nd floor, room 0275. I asked will you hold me up in case I fall? JC said you know that I will, honey. I smiled as JC pressed the elevator button. JC knew that I was a little bit happy. JC and I entered the elevator and held hands until we reached the 2nd floor. We got off the elevator and I said come on, I really miss my husband. JC and I were practically running down the hall looking for my husband. JC said I think I found Brian. I was very scared now and nervously asked where? JC said in here. I ran into the room and saw Brian still under the anesthesia. I said hes alive, honey! JC said Im very happy that he survived. I ran over to JC and gave him the biggest hug. I ran over and sat next to Brians bed. I held Brians left hand and kissed it. I whispered in Brians left ear, its your wife and I love you. Brian opened his eyes. I said honey, Im here. Brian smiled and said I missed you very much. I said so did I, honey. Brian smiled again. I asked how are you feeling, my angel? Brian said I'm ok, my princess. I smiled as I said I love you more, my prince. Brian blushed. I said honey, its ok. Brian said I'm in such pain, my princess. I asked do you want me to call the doctor, my prince? Brian asked please could you? I said sure, I will. I hit the call button and asked could the doctor come in with new medicine for Brian? The nurse said ok, maam. I said she sure is polite. Brian said yeah, I agree. JC smiled as the doctor came in. I said JC, dont look. JC said I wont. The doctor put the needle in Brians right arm. I looked at Brian. The doctor said you should feel better soon, Brian. Brian smiled. I asked honey, are you feeling a little run down? Brian said I am. I laid Brian back down and tucked him in. Brian said thank you, my princess. I blushed as I said anytime, my prince. Brian yawned as he said Im hungry, my princess. I said Ill call the nurse and ask her to bring in your dinner. I kissed Brian as he blushed. I said aww, I made my prince blush. JC giggled. I asked whats so funny, Joshua? JC blushed as he said that's funny, you two are calling each other prince and princess. Brian got a little excited when he yelled she is my princess and I'm her prince, if you like it or not! I said calm down, honey. Brian was still excited when he yelled at me, he made me mad! I said honey, please calm down. Brian yelled at me again, do I have to? I said honey, you are going to put yourself in more pain if you dont calm down. Brian said Im sorry, darlin but its just that Im real hungry. I said dont be, angel of mine. Brian smiled. I hit the call button and asked the nurse if she could bring in Brians dinner. The nurse said no problem, she'll be right in. I said honey, could you hold out for about ten minutes? Brian said Ill try to, my angel. I blushed and said aww, Brian! Brian said oh, Ajah darlin! I smiled. JC yawned. I asked are you tired, JC honey? JC yawned again and said Im really tired. I said honey, why dont you take a nap? JC said good idea, my best girl friend. I said come and lay down in the empty bed next to Brians. JC said Im so sleepy as he walked over to the bed next to Brians. JC got in bed and I tucked him in. I kissed JC on his cheek and he kissed me back. I said sweet dreams, Joshua. JC blushed and said thanks, my best girl friend. I smiled and said anytime, my best boy friend. JC fell asleep. The nurse came in with Brians dinner and put his dinner on his eating tray. Then, the nurse left. Brian said Im so hungry, my angel. I smiled and said I know you are. I asked do you want me to feed you? Brian said I think I can try and feed myself. I said If you can't, Ill feed you. Brian smiled and said honey, you are so sweet. I smiled and said thanks, darlin. Brian said honey? I said yeah, babe? Brian said my chest hurts. I said want me to call the doctor for new medicine? Brian said please, my angel. I smiled and hit the call button. I asked can the doctor come and bring new medicine for Brian? The doctor came in and put a needle in Brians left arm. Brian said ouch, that really hurts. I said its almost over, Bri darlin. The doctor took the needle out of Brian's arm and put a Band-Aid on it. I smiled as I kissed Brian. Brian winced in pain as he began to eat his dinner. I said honey, are you in a lot of pain? Brian said yes, I am. I knew Brian felt very weak. I asked do you want me to feed you, sweetie? Brian said If it isn't too much trouble. I smiled as I began to feed Brian his dinner. Ten minutes later, Brian said I'm full, babe. I said you don't have to eat anymore, sweetie. I noticed that Brian was becoming very fidgety. Brian said honey, I'm really tired. I said I know you are, baby. Brian said I really want to go home. I smiled as I said honey, you have to stay here for a day or so. Brian was fidgeting around. I hugged Brian and said relax, babe. Brian blew me a kiss me and said ok, honey. Brian yawned and winced in pain as he tried to hug me. I asked what's wrong, babe? Brian said I need a hug, sweets. I blushed as I hugged Brian. Brian yawned again. I asked why don't you take a nap, sweetie? Brian said I don't want you to leave me. I said I'm not going anywhere, honey. Brian said but... as I cut him off. I said honey, you need to rest. Brian yawned again as he asked will you hold my hand? I said yes, I will. I held Brian's hand as he shut his eyes. I was thinking to myself, I wonder how long Brian has to stay in the hospital. Then, I heard JC waking up. JC opened his eyes and said Ajah? I whispered yeah, I'm here. JC was still half asleep when he asked Is Brian ok? I said he's in pain but he's ok for now. JC said ok, babe. I asked did you have a nice nap? JC rubbed his eyes and said yeah, I did. I smiled. JC walked over to me and sat next to me. JC said I saw that Brian was tired. I said yeah, he was and now he's resting. JC kissed my hand. I smiled and yawned. JC said honey, are you tired? I yawned again and said yes, I am. JC put my head on his shoulder and said honey, go to sleep. I shut my eyes and fell asleep. I woke up an hour later and Brian was already awake. Brian said hi, sweets. I smiled and said hi, sweetie. Brian asked did you have a nice nap? I said yeah, I did. Bri smiled. I asked are you feeling better since you rested? Brian said yes, sweets. I blushed. Brian said aww, I made my wife blush. JC giggled and said yeah, you did. I was still blushing when JC said you really made your wife blush, Brian. Brian looked at me and said That's what I'm best at doing. Brian asked are the other guys coming to visit, sweets? I said I'm not sure, sweetie. Brian looked rather disappointed as he said I really miss Kevin. I asked do you want me to call our house and ask him to come? Brian said please could you, sweets? I said anything for my ailing husband. I went over to the phone and called our house. The person on the other end of the line said hello? I asked may I please speak with Kevin? The person asked who's this? I said It's Brian's wife, Ajah. I asked who's this? The person said It's AJ. I said hi, AJ. AJ said I'll go get Kevin, hold on. Kevin said Hi, Ajah. I said hi, Kev. Kevin asked what did you want? I said Brian really misses you, Kev. Kev asked really? I asked could you come and visit us? Kev said sure, I'll be there in 10 minutes. I hung up the phone and Brian asked well? I said he'll be here in 10 minutes, Bri babe. Brian smiled. I said honey, can I see your scar? Brian smiled and said sure, sweets. I smiled as I walked over to Brian. Brian held his hospital gown out so I could see his scar. I looked and said it's a manly scar. Brian smiled and kissed me. Brian asked Is Kevin going to be here soon? I said honey, he should be coming in any minute. Brian said Sweets, I really miss Kev. I said I know you do, my prince. As soon as I said that Kevin walked in. I was hugging Brian as I said hi, Kev. Kev said hi, Ajah and Brian. JC said hi, Kev. Kev said hi, JC. I said Kev, I think Bri needs a hug from you. Kev walked over to Bri and hugged him. Bri smiled. Kev asked me, how has Brian been feeling? I said he's in a lot of pain but he's stable. Kev smiled. Bri asked hey sweets? I blushed as I said yeah, my prince? Bri asked can we watch a movie? I said sure, my prince. JC asked which one because I brought a lot of movies. I asked what one's did you bring, Jace? JC said I brought a bunch of movies with Jim Carrey in them. Brian asked did you bring The Truman Show? JC said Yes, I did. Kev said let's watch it. JC said ok, Kev. JC put the tape in and JC, Kevin and I got comfortable. I laid next to Brian in his bed. JC and Kev laid in the bed across from Brian's bed. We were into the middle of the movie when Brian and I were kissing each other. Kev looked over at us and asked what are you two doing? I said we were... Brian said we were kissing each other. Kev said you two weren't even paying attention to the movie. Brian said we missed each other. I said yeah, we did. Kev said whatever makes you two happy. Brian hugged me. I smiled. Brian and I began to watch the movie again. We all laughed because Truman was being silly. Brian looked at me and said sweets, my chest hurts. I said I'll call the doctor for new medicine. I hit the call button and asked could you bring in new medicine for Brian? The doctor said yes, I'll be right in. I said the doctor is coming in soon, sweetie. Brian winced in pain as he said ok, sweets. I blushed as the doctor came in. The doctor put the needle in Brian's arm. I held Brian's hand and said it's almost over, my prince. Brian smiled. The doctor took the needle out of Brian's arm and left. I said honey, you need to relax. Brian hugged me and wouldn't let go. I smiled and said don't let go, my prince. Brian said I won't, sweets. We watched the rest of the movie and Kev said I have some bad news. I asked what is it, Kev? Kev said we still have to go on the tour. I said we can't, Kev. Kev said AJ, Nick, Howie and Myself have to. I said keep in touch with us, when the tour does start. Brian yawned and said yeah, Kev. I said Brian has to get his strength back before we can do anything. Brian said yeah, I do. I asked Kev and JC, are you two going to stay with us tonight? JC said I think that I need to go home and sleep in my bed. I said JC, please stay. JC asked why? I said you have been comforting me like your my older brother that I never had. JC smiled. I asked please? JC said well... Kev said JC, you can go home. JC asked what about Ajah? Kev said I'll comfort her. JC said ok, I'll see you guys later. I asked can I have a hug before you go? JC smiled and came over to hug me. I smiled as JC was hugging me. I said bye, my big brother Jace. JC said bye, my little sister Ajah. I smiled as JC left. Kev said you two look tired. Brian and I yawned. Kev said you two need rest. I asked can't we just relax, Kev? Kev said You two are really sleepy and need rest. Brian and I yawned again. Kev said I'll sing you two to sleep and tuck you two in. Brian and I smiled. Kev came over to us and tucked us in. Kev began to sing us a lullabye and said good night, you two. Brian and I gazed into each other's eyes and fell asleep. I woke up the next morning to Kevin already awake and eating breakfast. I rubbed my eyes and said good morning, Kev. Kev said good morning, Ajah. I put my arms around Brian as he slept. Kev asked are you hungry, Ajah? I said yeah, a little bit. Kev said I'll go down to the cafe to get you something. I asked what do they have? Kev said they have bagels, muffins, cereal, coffee, hot chocolate and more. I said I think I'll take a bagel and a cup of coffee. Kev said ok, I'll be right back. I cuddled up to Brian as he continued sleeping. Brian woke up and said hi, sweets. I smiled and hugged Brian. Brian hugged and kissed me. I kissed Brian. Brian rubbed his eyes. I said are you hungry, sweetie? Brian said yeah and... I asked what, sweetie? Brian said I'm in a lot of pain. I said I'll call the doctor ok, babe? Brian kissed me and said ok, sweets. I hit the call button and asked the doctor, could you bring some new medicine for Brian? The doctor said I'll be right in. I said honey, the doctor is coming. Brian smiled. The doctor came in and put the needle in Brian's arm. I said Bri babe, it's almost over. Bri smiled at me with tears coming down his face. The doctor took the needle out of Brian's arm and left. I said calm down, sweetie. I hugged Brian and wiped his tears. Brian kissed me and said I love you, sweets. I smiled and said I love you more, sweetie. Kev came in with my breakfast. Kev looked a little concerned and asked what's wrong? I said Brian cried when the doctor put the needle in his arm. Brian sniffled and said yeah as he held me in his arms. I said he's ok, now. Kev smiled. Kev put my breakfast on Brian's eating tray and pulled it over us. I asked do you want some of my bagel, sweetie? Brian said If it's ok with you, sweets. I smiled and said of course, it's ok. I opened up my bagel and cut it in half. I said here's your half, sweetie. Brian said open up, sweets. I opened my mouth and Brian fed me part of my bagel. I was chewing my bagel and said you don't have to, sweetie. Brian said I want to, sweets. I asked can I have a sip of my coffee? Brian said sure, sweets as he picked up my cup of coffee and held it up to my mouth. I took a couple of sips of my coffee. Brian took another piece of my bagel and put it in my mouth. I was chewing my bagel and Brian kissed me on the cheek. I smiled. I asked can I have another sip of my coffee, sweetie? Brian held the cup up to my mouth and said sure, sweets. I took a couple more sips of my coffee. I said I'm full, sweetie. Brian said ok, sweets. I said open up, sweetie. Brian opened his mouth and I put a piece of his bagel in his mouth. Brian was chewing his bagel when I hugged him. Kevin said how cute, you two are feeding each other! Bri blushed. I smiled. I put another piece of Bri's bagel in his mouth. I hugged Bri again. Bri smiled as he asked can I have a drink of our coffee, sweets? I said sure, sweetie. I held our cup of coffee up to Bri's mouth as he took a sip of our coffee. I put another piece of Bri's bagel into his mouth. Brian was chewing his bagel when he asked can I have another sip of our coffee, sweets? I held our cup up to Bri's mouth and said sure, sweetie. Brian took a few sips of our coffee. Bri said I'm full, sweets. I said ok, sweetie. Kev took the bagel wrapper and coffee cup off of Brian's eating tray. Kevin pushed the tray off of us. Kev threw out the garbage and tucked us back in. Kev said now, I want you two to relax. Brian and I smiled. Kev looked at Bri and whispered something to him. Bri whispered something back to Kev. I asked what was that about, Bri? Bri said It's about this. Brian french kissed me. I said you taste good. Brian said you taste even better. I smiled. Kev said aww, you two. Bri asked what, Kev? Kev said I thought that was cute when you french kissed your wife. I blushed as Brian held me in his arms. Bri said Kev, you made my wife blush. Kev said I'm sorry, Bri. Bri said it's ok, Kev. Brian and I were cuddling as the doctor came in. The doctor said Mrs. Littrell, may I speak with you? I said yeah, sure. As I went to get up, Brian clung to me. Brian said don't leave me, sweets. I said I won't, sweetie. I asked Kev, will you speak with the doctor for me? Kev said sure, I will. I laid back down with Brian and hugged him. Brian french kissed me again. I said you taste real good, sweetie. Brian said you taste even better, sweets. Kevin came back in and said you can go home today, Bri. Brian smiled and hugged me. I asked Isn't that great, sweetie? Brian said that is great, sweets. I smiled as Bri yawned. I asked Kev, what time is it? Kev said It's about 12:30 p.m. I asked are you hungry, sweetie? Bri said I'm a little bit hungry, sweets. I asked Kev, could you call the nurse to bring in Brian's lunch? Kev called the nurse and he said she'll be here in ten minutes. I looked at Brian and he was tired. I asked are you ok, sweetie? Bri said I'm in pain, sweets. I french kissed Brian. Brian said you taste so good, sweets. I said you taste real good too, sweetie. Bri winced in pain. I said I'll call the doctor, sweetie. Bri said please could you, sweets? I called the doctor and asked could you bring in some new medicine for Brian? The doctor came in and put a needle in Brian's left arm. I said It's ok, sweetie. Bri smiled as he winced in pain. I french kissed Brian again. Brian smiled as he said you taste great, sweets. I said you taste great too, sweetie. The doctor took the needle out of Brian's arm and left. I said you need to relax now, sweetie. Brian said ok, sweets as he yawned again. I said how about we lay down so we can relax? Bri said that sounds good, sweets. Brian and I laid back down as Kev came back in. Kev said you two look tired. I said we are but we have to stay awake so Brian can have his lunch. Kev asked me, are you hungry? I said yeah, a little. Kev asked do you want a sandwich from the cafe? I said yeah, a turkey sandwich and a milk. Kev said I'll be right back. The nurse came in with Brian's lunch and put his lunch on his eating tray. I said can you feed yourself? Brian said I feel strong enough to feed myself, sweets. I smiled and asked are you sure, sweetie? Brian said I'm sure, sweets. Brian began to eat his lunch. Kev came back in with my lunch and put my lunch on Brian's eating tray. I began to eat my lunch. Brian and I were done eating lunch 15 minutes later. Brian and I yawned. Kevin pushed Brian's eating tray off of us. We laid ourselves back down as Kevin tucked us in. Kevin sung us a lullabye and we fell asleep. We woke up three hours later. We were only aware of each other though. I said hi, sweetie and french kissed Brian. Brian said you taste great, sweets. I smiled as I french kissed Brian again. I said you taste good, sweetie. Brian and I were cuddling when Kevin nearly scared us half to death. Kevin asked did you guys have a nice nap? We were a little bit startled but we said yeah, we did. The doctor came in and said that Brian could go home. Brian smiled. I said I'll help you get dressed, sweetie. I helped Brian out of bed and he stood up. Brian said babe, I love you. I smiled. I got a pair of Brian's jeans, underwear, boxers and a t-shirt out. I walked over to Brian and said could you put your underwear on? Brian said yeah, as he took his underwear from me. Brian put on his underwear. I said let me take off your hospital gown. Brian said ok, sweets, as he sat down. I began to untie his hospital gown when Kev came in. I asked Kev, could you go out in the hall while I get Brian dressed please? Kev said sure as he went out into the hall. I began to untie Brian's hospital gown again. I took off Brian's hospital gown and said I forgot how sexy you were without clothes. Brian blushed. I said here's your boxers, sweetie. Brian put his boxers on. I asked could you sit down, honey? Brian said sure, sweets as he sat down on his hospital bed. I walked over to Brian with his jeans. I rolled up Brian's right pants leg and said put your leg in. Brian put his right leg in. I did the same with Brian's left pant leg and he put his left leg in. I said stand up, sweetie. Brian stood up as I pulled his jeans over his butt. I said let me call the doctor so he can unhook you from your IV. Brian said ok, sweets. I hit the call button and asked the doctor, can you unhook Brian from his IV? The doctor said I'll be right in. The doctor came in and unhooked Brian from his IV. Then, the doctor put a Band-Aid on his left arm. I asked are you feeling ok, sweetie? Brian said I'm feeling really weak but I should be ok. I kissed Brian on his cheek and said you'll be just fine. Brian kissed me back and said I'll be just fine because I have you to nurse me back to health. I blushed as Brian hugged me. I said let me grab your shirt. I grabbed Brian's shirt and let me put it over your head. I put Brian's shirt over his head and he put his arms in. I said Kev, you can come back in now. Kev came back in and began to pack Brian's clothes. I said Bri, I want you to lay down until we are ready to leave. Brian said ok. I laid Brian back down in bed. I laid next to Brian. Kev said how cute! I said Brian's feeling really weak. Brian said I am very weak. I said I know, baby. Bri tried to move over next to me but couldn't. I said I'll move closer to you, baby. I moved closer to Brian and french kissed him. Brian said Mmm, you are so good. I said Mmm, baby.
Kev said we are almost ready to go home. I smiled and so did Brian. The doctor came in and asked may I speak with Mrs. Littrell please? I said yeah, sure. Brian grabbed my arm as I went to get up. I said Sweetie, the doctor has to talk to me. Brian frowned as he let go of my arm. I said I'll be right back in, sweetie. Brian tried to smile but couldn't. The doctor said I have to speak with you too, Kevin. Brian knew he was going to be all alone and began to cry. I ran over to Brian and hugged him. Brian sniffled and said I don't want to be all alone, sweets. I said we'll be right back in, sweetie. Brian asked you promise? I said I promise as I wiped his tears. Brian smiled. I said that's my brave husband. Kevin, Myself and the doctor went out into the hallway to talk. The doctor said you have to put Brian on a six week recovery program. I asked what do I have to have him do? The doctor said he has to walk a lot especially on a treadmill. I asked Anything else? The doctor said you have to have him up and walking around. Also, make sure that he is not sitting down all the time. I said ok, I can do that. The doctor said make sure he gets plenty of rest. I asked Was Brian cranky the last time he had to do this, Kev? Kev said He was really cranky but we motivated him so he could get his strength back. I asked Will he be cranky again this time, Kev? Kev said He was really cranky last time because he didn't have a girl to support him. I said I'm his wife and he has me to support him. I hope he won't be as cranky. Kev said he just might because when he is sick, he doesn't care about anything else. I said let's just see what happens with Brian. Kev and I walked back into Brian's room. I ran over to Brian and he was sleeping. I laid next to Brian and put my arms around him. I said be quiet, Kev. Kev said I'll be quiet as he watched Brian sleep. Brian woke up an hour later. I said hi, sweetie as I hugged Bri. Bri smiled and kissed me. I asked are you ready to go home? Bri rubbed his eyes and said yes, I am. I got out of bed and helped Brian stand up. Kev took Brian's suitcase to the car. I took Brian's hand as we walked out to the car. Kev opened up the back door for us. I helped Brian into the car. Then, I got into the car as Kev started up the engine. Kev drove away. Brian yawned. I said sweetie, you need to relax. I laid Brian's head on my shoulder. Brian was so relaxed with his head on my shoulder. I began to stroke my fingers through Brian's hair. Brian smiled. I asked do you like it when I play with your hair? Brian said I really love it when you play with my hair. I kept stroking my fingers through Brian's hair. Brian kept blushing . I said the curls in your hair make you look all the more sexy. Brian blushed deeper. I said you are really flattered, aren't you? Brian said I'm very flattered because my ex-girlfriend never said anything that nice to me. I smiled and said I'm your wife. Brian kissed me on the cheek. I smiled. Kev said we're home. I asked are you tired, sweetie? Bri said I'm a little tired. I said when we get into the house, we'll lay down. Brian smiled. Kev took Brian's suitcase into our room. I took Brian's hand as we walked into the house together. JC, AJ, and Howie said Hi, Bri and Ajah. Brian looked at me and he was really winded. I said Baby, let's lay down. Brian smiled and hugged me. I smiled. JC, AJ and Howie asked me, how is Brian feeling? I said he's really weak but he's ok. Brian shook his head in agreement. I said he's really exhausted and needs to lay down. AJ said We'll talk to you guys later then. Brian said Sweetie? I said Yeah, angel? Brian asked can we lay down now? I said sure, baby. Brian and I went to our room holding hands. AJ said how cute! I looked at AJ and said AJ, please! AJ said I'll stop. I smiled. I sat Brian down on the edge of our bed. I knelt down so I could take off Brian's sneakers. I asked can I have your right foot, baby? Brian said sure, sweets as he gave me his right foot. I untied Brian's right sneaker. I asked can I have your left foot? Brian said ok, baby as he gave me his left foot. I untied Brian's left sneaker. I took off Brian's sneakers and put them by our closet door. I said let me help you up, honey. Brian gave me his right hand. I helped Brian stand up. We walked over to our bed. I laid Brian into our bed. I heard AJ calling. I said I'll be right there, honey. Brian smiled. I walked to our bedroom door and asked you called, AJ? AJ said yeah, could you come here? I said Bri sweetie, I'll be right back in. Bri said ok, sweets. I smiled as I blew Bri a kiss. Bri smiled. I walked out to the living room and sat down between AJ and JC. I hugged JC. JC asked what was that for? I said I missed you, Jace. JC blushed and said I missed you too, Ajah. JC hugged me. I smiled. I asked what did you want, AJ? AJ asked how has Brian been feeling? I said he's been real tired and very weak. JC said I'm sorry, my little sister Ajah. I said It's ok, my big brother Jace. JC smiled. JC asked Is he supposed to feel like that? I said He had the hole in his heart repaired and.... JC asked what, sis? I began to cry as I said I feel so terrible that I can't do anything to have him get better sooner. JC began to cradle me in his arms and said Don't cry, my little sis. I couldn't help but cry. I cried for about 10 minutes. JC asked are you ok, my little sis? I looked up at JC with my face all red. JC said Please don't cry anymore, my little sis as he wiped my tears. I sobbed I can't help it, my big brother Jace. JC cradled me in his arms. JC kept telling me that everything would be ok. I stopped crying as JC kissed me. I smiled. JC said there, my little sis Ajah. I said thank you, my big brother Jace. JC said I want you to calm down before you go back to Brian. I smiled as JC continued to cradle me in his arms. AJ asked you really love her don't you, JC? JC said she's like my little sister and my best friend. AJ said really? JC said I love her a lot. I smiled as JC kept cradling me in his arms. I was really tired as JC saw me open and shut my eyes a few times. JC asked how about you take a little nap, my little sister Ajah? I said that sounds like a good idea, my big brother Jace. JC began to sing me to sleep. I asked what about Brian? JC said what about him? I said he'll be lonely without me. AJ said I'll go in and keep him company while you rest, Ajah. I yawned and said thanks, AJ. AJ said no problem. I smiled as AJ walked to our room. JC was cradling me in his arms as he was singing me to sleep. I opened and shut my eyes a few times. JC was singing (God Must Have Spent) A Little More Time On You to me. I was still awake as JC began to sing his part really passionately to me. JC was singing the song with my name in it to me. I was about to close my eyes as I said I love you, my big brother Jace. JC kissed me and said I love you too, my little sister Ajah. JC continued to sing me to sleep. I finally shut my eyes as JC finished singing (God Must Have Spent) A Little More Time On You to me. JC said sweet dreams, my little sis. I smiled. As I slept, JC was cradling me in his arms. I heard Kev come and say what's going on here? JC said Be quiet, my little sister is sleeping. Kev said I'm sorry, JC. JC said It's ok, Kev. Just don't make too much noise or she'll wake up. Kev said why is your little sister sleeping? JC said She was telling myself and AJ what happened to Brian. Kev said Yeah, and.... JC said And she said she felt so terrible that she couldn't do anything to help him get better sooner. Then, she began to cry. Kev asked why did AJ have to be so god damn curious? JC said I don't know, Kev. Kev said What did you do after she began to cry? I was cradling her in my arms like I am doing now. Kev asked did that calm her down? JC said It did a little bit. Kev said yeah, that's good. JC said I saw that she was tired because she was opening and shutting her eyes. Kev said Yeah... JC said So I asked her to take a nap and I began singing her to sleep. Kev asked what song did you sing her to sleep with? JC said (God Must Have Spent) A Little More Time On You. I personalized it for her and when I finally finished singing the song, she finally shut her eyes. Kev said your little sister looks so innocent when she is sleeping. JC said yeah, she does and you know what? Kev asked what? JC said she calls me her big brother Jace. Kev said in a rather loud tone, aww, how cute! JC said Shut up, Kevin! Kevin asked why should I? JC said She's trying to move around now, so please shut up! Kevin said I'm sorry, JC. JC said It's ok, Kevin. I began to move around saying Jace. JC said I'm here, my little sis Ajah. JC began to cradle me in his arms again so I would stop moving around. I smiled and said thank you, my big brother Jace. JC kissed me and said your welcome, my little sister Ajah. I smiled as I continued sleeping. I heard AJ come out and said Brian cried himself to sleep. JC asked why? Didn't you tell him what happened with his wife? AJ said I did but that made him cry. JC said why did that make him cry himself to sleep? AJ said Brian got mad at me for making his wife cry and he couldn't stop crying . JC said You go in their room right now and tell him that his wife is sleeping peacefully. AJ said Ok, JC. Don't get so pushy! JC said Now, AJ! AJ went into our room and said to Brian, wake up. Brian woke up and yelled what? AJ said JC wants me to tell you that your wife is sleeping peacefully. Brian began to cry again. AJ said Brian, don't cry. Brian sobbed, I'm still mad at you for making my wife cry. AJ said I'm sorry that I made her cry. Brian sobbed I don't care if you are sorry! I'm still mad at you. I heard Brian cry himself to sleep again. AJ ran out of our room and said he's mad at me still. JC asked you told him right? AJ said I did and he began to cry again. JC said Did he cry himself back to sleep again? AJ said Yes, he did. I began to move around again. JC said This is making her move around again. AJ said I'm sorry, JC. JC said Just be quiet while I cradle her in my arms. AJ said ok, JC. JC began to cradle me in his arms. I stopped moving around while JC was cradling me in his arms. I smiled as JC was cradling me in his arms. AJ whispered how cute! JC said I love my little sister. AJ asked you have a sister? JC said yeah, two of them. AJ asked who are they? JC said My sister Heather who lives with my parents in Maryland and Ajah. AJ said aww, how cute. JC said She calls me her big brother Jace. AJ said Ajah has told me that she loves you like a brother. JC said she has? AJ said yeah, she tells me whenever we are out and Brian is in a different store. JC asked Does Brian mind that she loves me and that I'm her big brother? AJ said he doesn't mind at all. JC asked really? AJ said yeah, he's happy that she has someone to confide in other than him. JC asked what do you mean other than him? AJ said If he's sick and is really irritable. He's glad that she has you to confide in when he can't. When he isn't healthy enough to. JC said I'm glad that he's happy with that. AJ said She's trying to move around again, why don't you cradle her in your arms? JC said be quiet, while I cradle her ok? AJ said ok, JC. JC began to cradle me in his arms. I smiled while JC was singing to me again. JC was singing (God Must Have Spent) A Little More Time On You to me again. I fell into a deeper sleep while he was singing to me again. I hugged JC in my sleep. JC sang his part in (God Must Have Spent) A Little More Time On You and I smiled. JC began to stroke my face. I smiled again. Kev and Howie came out and asked what's going on, JC? JC said Be quiet, you two. Howie asked why? JC said My little sister is sleeping. Howie said we'll be quiet. I was having a terrible time sleeping knowing that my husband cried himself to sleep. I began to move around again. JC said my little sis, relax. I couldn't relax. JC began to cradle me in his arms. I stopped moving around and smiled. I woke up an hour later. JC said hi, my little sister and kissed me. I smiled and said hi, my big brother. JC smiled as he cradled me in his arms. I smiled. AJ came out and said Ajah, Brian needs you. I said ok, AJ. I got up and said thank you, my big brother Jace. JC smiled and said anytime, my little sister Ajah. I walked into our room and laid next to Brian. Brian looked over at me and smiled. I said hi, sweetie. Brian said I missed you, sweets. I smiled as I hugged Brian. Brian kissed me. I held Brian's left hand. I asked do you want to cuddle, my prince? Brian smiled and said yes, my princess. I smiled as Brian cradled me in his arms. AJ came in and said how cute! Brian asked what do you want, AJ? AJ said I wanted to... as I cut him off. I said Can't you see that we are spending time together and wouldn't like to be interrupted. AJ said yeah, but... I asked what? AJ said Brian's parents would like to see their son. I said oh ok, show them in. Brian smiled as we were cuddling. Brian's mom, Jackie and his dad Harold walked in. Brian said Hi! I smiled as I kissed Brian. I said Hi! Brian's mom said hi, Brian and Ajah. I smiled as Brian kissed me. Brian's mom walked over to Brian and kissed him on his cheek. I smiled as Brian blushed. I asked why are you blushing, sweetie? Brian said My mom kissed me in front of you. I said Sweetie, it's ok. Brian held me closer to him. I said I love you, my prince Brian Thomas. Brian's dad said hey Bri? Brian said yeah, dad? Brian's dad said your wife really must love you. Brian said yes, she does. I smiled. Brian asked hey, baby? I said yeah, darlin? Brian said My chest hurts. I said Baby, just relax. Brian smiled. I said do you want me to call AJ and ask him to get your painkillers? Brian said please, baby? I yelled for AJ. AJ came running and asked what's wrong? I asked could you go and get Brian's painkillers from the kitchen? AJ said yeah, no problem. I looked at Brian and he began to cry. I said honey, your chest hurts that much? Bri sobbed yes, it does. I hugged Bri and said help is coming, baby. Bri smiled as I watched tears roll down his cheek. I wiped Brian's tears and put his head on my shoulder. I was stroking Bri's back to have him relax. Bri sniffled a few times and said I love you, my baby girl. I smiled and said I love you too, my baby boy. Brian's mom smiled. Brian said Mom, I love you. Brian's mom walked over to us and kissed Bri on his cheek. I smiled. Brian's mom said you have a really nice wife who loves you, Brian. Brian smiled as he shook his head in agreement. AJ came back in with two of Brian's painkillers and a glass of water. AJ said Bri, take these. Brian took his painkillers with a sip of water. I asked AJ, Is there any side effects to his painkillers? AJ said They are going to make him drowsy. I said Thanks, AJ. I said honey, your chest pain should calm down soon. Brian smiled as he fluttered his eyes shut. I said sweetness, I love you. Brian opened his eyes and shut them again. I said Brian is getting drowsy. Brian's dad asked how powerful were his painkillers? I said The doctor prescribed him a very powerful dose. Brian's dad said He should be ok. I smiled. Brian opened his eyes again. I said hi, baby. Brian kissed me and said hi, sweets. I smiled. I asked honey, are you feeling a little drowsy? Brian said yeah as he yawned. I said Baby, please relax. Brian was extremely jittery. Brian kept moving around. I said honey, calm down before you wear yourself out. Brian said I'm so tired but I don't want to go to sleep. Brian's mom said Bri, you need to rest. I said honey, your mom is right. Brian said I don't want to go to sleep. I asked why not, baby? Brian said you'll leave me alone in here. I said Baby, I won't go anywhere. Brian looked up at me and said Promise? I said yes, I promise. Brian smiled as he laid himself in my arms. I kissed Brian and said sweet dreams, baby. Brian french kissed me and said Mmm, I love you. I smiled as I said Mmm, baby. Brian smiled as I said I love you too, sweetie. Brian looked into my eyes and fell asleep. I said Be quiet, because Brian needs total quiet when he sleeps. Brian's mom said I think we should leave so Brian can get the sleep he needs. I said ok, thanks for visiting us. Brian's dad smiled and said you're welcome. Brian's mom kissed him on his cheek and said I love you, Brian. Brian said in his sleep, I love you too Mom. Brian's parents left as Kev walked into our room. Kev whispered I need to talk to you, Ajah. I whispered I can't right now. Kev asked why not? I promised Bri, that I would stay with him while he's sleeping. Kev said oh ok. I said you can whisper what you were going to tell me in my ear. Kev said ok, I think I will. Kev walked over to me and sat next to me. Kev whispered we have to start Brian on his recovery program. I whispered I know we do. Kev whispered when he wakes up, we'll start him on his recovery program. I said I don't think that's such a good idea, Kev. Kev asked why? I said Brian's painkillers knocked him out cold. Kev said Wake him up in an hour. I said No, I won't. Kev asked why? I said Brian will be sleeping for a few hours. Kev said we'll just have to see how he feels when he wakes up. I kissed Bri softly on his cheek and said yeah. Bri smiled. I smiled as I hugged Bri. Kev said Aww, how cute. I smiled. I said Bri needs total quiet when he's sleeping or he'll wake up really cranky. Kev said ok, I'll be out in the living room with AJ. I whispered ok, Kev. Kev shut our door on his way out. I saw Brian try to move so I cradled him in my arms and I began to sing to him. I was singing As Long As You Love Me to him. Brian smiled as he continued sleeping. I began to stroke Brian's face very gently. I smiled as I continued to sing to Brian. Brian was smiling happily. I smiled as Brian said my name in his sleep. Brian said Ajah baby? I said I'm here, Bri honey. Bri smiled. I kissed Bri on his cheek. Bri smiled sweetly. Two hours later, Bri woke up. Bri opened his eyes and said hi, honey. I smiled as I kissed Bri on his lips. Brian said Baby, I love you. I said I love you too, honey. I smiled. Bri rubbed his eyes. I asked Do you feel better now that you had a nice, long nap? Bri said Yeah, I do. I asked How is your chest feeling? Bri said It doesn't hurt as much as it did. I hugged Bri and said that's good to hear. Bri asked Baby, are you tired? I said Not really, sweetie. Bri said ok, sweetness as he french kissed me. I said Mmm, you taste good. Brian said You taste good too. I blushed. I asked Baby, I have to start you on your recovery program so you can get your strength back. Brian frowned and said But, sweets.... I said Baby, this is for your own good. Brian frowned again. I said I'm only looking out for what's best for you. Brian smiled and said ok, sweets. I asked do you want to go out and sit with the guys, baby? Brian said Yeah, that would be nice. I got out of bed and walked over to Brian's side of the bed. I pushed back our comforter and took Brian's hand. Brian stood up and hugged me. I smiled. Brian and I walked out of our room holding hands. JC said It's my little sister and her husband. I blushed. JC said Aww, I made my little sis blush. I said that you did, my big brother Jace. Brian and I sat down on the couch. I sat next to my big brother, Jace. JC put his arm around me and I had my left arm around my husband. JC asked how's Brian feeling, my little sis Ajah? I said he's really weak, my big brother Jace. JC kissed me on my cheek and said he'll be ok. I smiled. Brian asked When are we going to start my recovery program? I said We can start now, baby. Brian and I got up and walked over to our treadmill. I said sweetness, get on the treadmill. Brian got on the treadmill and I turned it on. I turned it to the slow mode. Brian was holding onto the bars on the treadmill as he was walking. I smiled as Bri frowned. I asked what's wrong, baby? Bri said I'm already tired, sweets. I said honey, I knew you would be but... Bri asked But what? I said The doctor told me that you would get tired but you have to keep walking. Brian frowned again. I said Baby, the doctor is only looking out for your best interests. Brian frowned and said I know, sweets. I smiled and said Baby, when your done doing this we can relax. Bri smiled. I sat next to our treadmill and talked with Brian. Brian asked Am I supposed to be this tired, baby? I said it's your first day of doing anything, sweetie. Bri said yeah, I know. I said That's probably why you are so tired. Bri said Are you sure, baby? I said Of course, I am. Bri smiled. I looked at the clock and said only five more minutes, Bri sweetie. Bri smiled. I said Baby, are you tired? Bri said I'm so winded, sweets. I smiled and said honey, this is for your own good. Bri frowned. I said Baby, cheer up. Bri said I'm trying to, sweets. I said just relax, baby. Bri said I'm really tired, sweets. I said I know you are, baby. I looked over at the clock and said only a few more minutes. Bri began to breathe heavily. I said Baby, I think that we need to stop. Bri couldn't say anything. I said we have to stop now. I turned off the treadmill. I took Bri's hand as he got off the treadmill. We walked to the couch and Brian fell on top of me. I giggled. Bri said I'm sorry, baby. I just smiled. Bri smiled. I said there is that handsome smile of yours. Bri blushed. Bri was still breathing heavily. I said Baby, just relax. Bri said I'm trying, baby. I smiled. Bri and I sat on the couch and cuddled. I was rubbing Brian's stomach and JC said aww, how cute! Bri gave JC a dirty look. JC said sorry. I said it's ok, Jace. Bri smiled as he continued to breathe heavily. I kept rubbing Brian's stomach so he would stop breathing so heavy. Brian stopped breathing heavily five minutes later. I said There now that you stopped breathing so heavy, we can relax. Bri smiled. I hugged Bri. Brian asked can we stay like this? I said sure, baby. Brian and I were cuddling. Kev, JC, AJ and Howie said Aww, how cute! Bri gave the four of them a dirty look. I smiled as JC, Kev, AJ and Howie apologized. I was really happy in Brian's arms. Brian smiled and kissed me. I blushed. Kev asked So, how's Bri been feeling? Bri said I'm really weak and basically have no strength at all. Kev frowned. I said Bri is trying his best, aren't you, baby? Bri said Yes, I am. I smiled and kissed Bri. I knew that Bri was a little bit upset. I asked Baby, are you ok? Bri frowned and said No, I'm not. I looked at Bri and his face was beet red. I felt Bri's forehead and he was warm. I asked Kev, could you get me the thermometer? Kev said sure as he walked to the bathroom. Kev came back and gave me the thermometer. I said Baby, keep this in your mouth. Bri frowned and shook his head. I kissed Bri and said that everything would be ok. I took the thermometer out of Bri's mouth and said you have a slight temperature. Bri frowned again and ask how high is it? I said It's 101 degrees. Brian's eyes began to water. I said Baby, it's not that high. Brian's eyes were still watering. I hugged Bri and said relax, baby. I wiped Bri's tears and smiled. Bri smiled. I said that's better than crying. Brian nodded his head in agreement. Bri laid his head on my shoulder and shut his eyes. I said sweet dreams, baby. Bri smiled. I said to Kev, JC, Howie and AJ, be quiet! AJ asked Why? I said Bri just fell asleep. AJ said Ok, we will. AJ said you guys, how about we go do something? AJ continued while Brian is sleeping. Kev said good idea, AJ. Howie asked JC, are you coming with us? JC said No, I'm going to stay here. Kev, AJ and Howie left. JC sat next to me and asked Are you ok, my little sis? I frowned and said I'm ok, my big brother Jace. JC frowned and said everything will be ok. I couldn't even smile. JC said This must be really hard on you. I said It is very hard on me, Jace. You have no idea, how hard this is. JC wiped a tear coming down my face. I sniffled and said I think I'm going to take a nap right here. JC said Ok, sweet dreams. I smiled. But It was one of those I'm fine but I'm hurting inside smiles. JC kissed me and said I knew I'd get a smile out of you. I just said Yes, you did. I laid my head on Bri's shoulder and fell asleep. I slept somewhat peacefully on Bri's shoulder. Bri woke up and saw that I laid my head on his shoulder and was sleeping. I felt Bri pull me close to him. I was a little relieved inside but not much. I woke up to Bri kissing my neck. I smiled. Bri asked Did you have a nice nap, baby? I said Yes, babe. Bri smiled. I asked What time is it, baby? Bri said It's about 7 p.m. I said Do you want to take a walk with me? Bri smiled again and said Sure. I got up and said give me your hand, baby. Bri gave me his hand and I helped him stand up. Bri smiled and hugged me. I french kissed Bri and said Damn, you taste good. Brian said You taste better. I blushed. Brian and I walked to our room to get our sneakers. Bri sat on the bed as I grabbed our sneakers. I put Brian's sneakers on him first. Then, I put my sneakers on. Brian and I walked outside and began to walk down the street. Brian and I were holding hands as we were walking. Brian kissed my right hand. I smiled and kissed Bri on his cheek. Bri and I saw a bunch of fans as we were walking down the street. The fans ran up to Bri and began to grab his arms. Bri frowned as he tried to get the fans off of him. I let go of Bri's hand. I walked over to the fans and pulled them off of Brian. Brian smiled. I said Brian just got home from his surgery yesterday and he has no energy at all. Brian shook his head in agreement. I said He isn't strong enough to fight off you fans. The crowd of girls gave me dirty looks. I said Baby, stand behind me. Brian stood behind me. I said My husband has no energy at all and you girls are bothering him. This one girl got up in my face and said we want to see Brian not you. I said Brian has no energy and doesn't want to be bothered. Brian said I'm really sorry, ladies. I said Baby, you don't need to apologize, they do. The same girl that got up in my face said why should we apologize? I said You should apologize for bothering my husband. The girls backed away and said Sorry. I said You better be! Bri said Leave us alone now. The girls ran down the street. I asked Are you ok now, baby? Bri said I'm fine now, sweets. I blushed. Bri took my hand as we continued to walk down the street. We walked to the end of the street. I said It's getting dark and we should go back home. Bri said Yes, I think we should. Bri kissed my hand again. I smiled as we walked back down the street. We walked in our house and JC said Hi, you two. Bri said Hi, JC. I smiled. I said Jace, what time is it? JC said it's about 8 p.m. I said I'm tired. Bri said Let's go relax in bed. I smiled as we walked to our room. Bri sat on our bed and I took off his sneakers. I took off my sneakers and changed into a silk nightgown. Bri asked could you take these, sweets? I said sure as I took Brian's shirt and pants. I put them in back in our dresser. I laid in bed next to Brian. Brian held me in his arms and I fell asleep. Bri kissed me goodnight. I hugged Bri. Eight weeks later.. Brian and I had just awoken from a good night's sleep. Brian and I were cuddling while watching tv. Kev came in and said morning, you sleepyheads. I smiled. Bri smiled at me. Kev asked are you two ready to have breakfast? Bri said yes, we are. I said we'll be out in a few minutes, Kev. Kev said Ok, you two. I looked at Brian and noticed he was a little bit frisky. Bri tickled me and laughed. I said feeling frisky, aren't we? Brian said yes. I giggled as I ticked Bri back. Bri laughed and said yeah, well... Bri french kissed me. I said Mmm, you taste good! Bri smiled and said you taste better, baby. I smiled. Kev came in and asked are you guys ready for breakfast? I said yeah, Kev. Bri took my hand as we skipped out to the kitchen. JC, Kev, AJ and Howie said you two are really happy, aren't you? Brian and I just shook our heads in agreement. I thought to myself "There's my husband Brian, my big brother Jace, AJ, Kev and Howie in boxers. "And I'm the only girl in a silk nightgown. I feel so outnumbered!" "Oh well, I love living with my husband Bri, big brother Jace and company!" JC asked what are you thinking about, my little sister, Ajah? I said Just thinking about how I love living with all you guys! Especially my husband Brian. Brian blushed. I kissed him on his cheek. I said Kev, when are we going to start second half of the tour for Millennium? Kev said We should be starting very soon. I smiled and said now that Brian has his strength back, we can go on tour. Bri kissed my hand. The phone rang just as Brian kissed my hand. AJ said I got it. AJ put the phone on speaker. AJ said hello, who's this? The person said It's Nick. AJ said hey, what'd you call for? Nick said our tour starts today. AJ asked what time does the tour start? Nick said well the show starts at 7:30 p.m. But we have to be there for 5 p.m. AJ said Ok, and hung up. AJ asked what time is it, Bri? Bri said about 11 a.m. AJ said ok, then. AJ said we have to be ready to leave at 4:30 p.m. Bri said Ok, AJ. I asked AJ, what time is it? Bri said It's time for me to kiss you, baby. I smiled as Bri kissed me passionately on the lips. I said Damn, baby... You taste good. Bri smiled. I said Bri baby, do you think that the fans will like me? Bri hugged me and said They'll like you just fine, sweets. I smiled. Bri said What do you guys want to do? I tickled Bri and said I don't know. Bri said feeling a little frisky, aren't you? I said yes, baby. Bri laughed and tickled me back. I giggled and said stop, baby. Bri frowned and said no, I'm having fun. I ran over to the couch with Brian following behind. Brian said What, JC? I looked over at JC and Bri threw me on to the couch. JC, Kev, AJ and Howie were laughing as they were watching us. I said Hey, no fair. Brian said Is too. I said Is not. Brian said It is too fair and tickled me. I laughed and said yeah? Bri said what are you going to do about it? I said This is what I'm going to about it. I began to tickle Bri's stomach until he was laughing hysterically. I looked at Bri and said I got you! Bri asked AJ something. Then, AJ asked me something and I looked over at him. Bri began to tickle me until I was laughing hysterically. Bri said I got you back! I was laughing too hard to say anything. JC said You got my little sister good. Bri said I told her that I'd get her back as he continued to tickle me. I continued to laugh hysterically. I said while I was laughing, stop it! Bri said No, I'm getting you back. I was laughing so hard that my face was beet red. Bri said AJ, do you think that I got her back good enough? AJ said What color is her face? Bri said Her face is beet red. AJ said you got her back good enough. Bri stopped tickling me. I was still laughing anyway. Bri said Baby, I got you but good. I smiled and said that you did, baby. Bri said Now what do you want to do? I was sitting up and before I got the chance to say anything. Bri fell on top of me and we began to make out. AJ said I guess Brian is scoring. Kevin said Yeah, I guess he is. Brian was thrusting his hips in and out of me. All the while I was screaming. Brian said Scream for me some more, baby. I continued to scream. Brian smiled. Brian began to thrust his hips into me as hard as he could. I screamed at the top of my lungs. Brian asked you enjoying this, baby? I said breathlessly, very much so, sweetie. Brian smiled and thrusted his hips into me his hardest until we both blacked out. We heard Kevin walking over and he was poking us. We were out cold. Kevin said they are out cold and they won't be awake for a while. Kevin and AJ were sitting at the kitchen table and talked with JC and Howie. Brian and I began to stir. Brian woke up and was confused. I woke up and said What happened? Brian said I think that we were making out and we passed out. I said Alright, baby as I kissed Brian on his cheek. Kevin said Hi, you two. We smiled. JC asked did you guys have a good nap? Brian and I said Yeah, we did. I yawned and asked what time is it? Brian said It's about 2 p.m. I said Baby, I'm still tired. Brian laid me back on him and sang me to sleep. JC walked over and laid a blanket over us. I smiled in my sleep. Brian was gently whispering how much he loved me in my ear. I was smiling happily. Brian kissed my cheek gently. I slept for about an hour and Brian gently whispered, wake up, baby. I said hi, baby. Brian french kissed me. I said Mmm, you taste good. Brian said You taste even better. I blushed. Brian said You hungry, baby? I said Yeah, a little. Brian smiled and asked Kevin to make us some sandwiches. Kevin smiled and said sure, Bri. I was laying down on Brian when Kev came back with our sandwiches. Kev said Aww, how cute. I smiled and Brian blushed. I kissed Bri and said Baby, it's ok. Brian smiled. I said that's my happy husband. Brian smiled again. I began eating my sandwich when Brian choked on his. I lifted Brian's arms up and said baby, it's alright. The sound of Brian coughing was rough and it was harsh sounding. I said Baby, let it all out. Brian kept coughing harshly and it was taking the life out of him.. Brian continued to cough and hit his head on the edge of the table. Then, he passed out. Brian's head was bleeding severely and I yelled Kevin, help! Kevin ran over to me and saw that Brian's head was bleeding severely. Kevin ran to the bathroom and got a cold cloth. Kevin ran back out to me and gave me the cold cloth. I put the cold cloth on Brian's head and applied pressure. So, his head could stop bleeding. I said Baby, I know you can hear me. Brian smiled. I said Baby, I love you. Brian didn't respond. His head started to bleed more than it already was. I put harder pressure on Brian's head with the cloth. I said Baby, don't give up on me. Brian still had no response. I began to cry. I was crying when I was trying to feel Brian's pulse. I felt a very weak pulse. I was happy that Brian was still alive. Brian's head stopped bleeding as bad as it was. Brian's breathing was slowing and very quiet. I kissed Brian's hand and said don't give in, baby. Brian smiled. I said come on baby, please wake up! Brian began to stir. I smiled and said thank you, lord. I was stroking Brian's face gently while applying pressure to his head with the cloth. Brian's eyes opened and he said what happened? I said Baby, you choked on your sandwich and you hit your head on the table. Brian said Alright, who are you? I said I'm your wife and showed him my wedding ring. Brian smiled. I knew Brian was regaining his memory. Brian said Baby, I love you. I smiled and said I love you too, sweetie. Brian said my head hurts a lot and he noticed that I was applying pressure to his head. I said your head is still bleeding. Brian frowned. I said Baby, don't worry. Brian said I won't because I know that you're taking care of it. I smiled and said It's alright, honey. Brian's head stopped bleeding a few minutes later. I took the cloth off of Brian's head and said your head isn't bleeding anymore. Brian smiled and tried to get up. Brian stood up and fell back on me. I smiled and said You're going to feel a little dizzy for a while. Brian said Alright, baby. Brian laid himself next to me and we cuddled. Kevin came over and was talking with us. Kevin asked Brian, how are you feeling? Brian said I'm in pain but I'm alright. Brian looked at me and I asked him, Is the room spinning? Brian said Yeah. I asked Kevin, Could you go get some aspirin for Brian? Kevin said Sure and he went to the kitchen to get the aspirin. Kevin came back and handed Brian two aspirin. I said take them baby, they'll make the room stop spinning. Brian took them and held my hand as we cuddled. Brian fell asleep after he took the aspirin. Then, Nick rang the doorbell and came in. He walked over to us and began poking Brian. I whispered do you mind? Nick said No, I don't. I said he's trying to sleep! Nick said Aww.. how cute.. I said Nick, don't even start with me. Kevin walked over and pulled him into his room and began yelling at him. I smiled at AJ and JC.. They smiled back at me. I looked at Brian while he slept. He looked so innocent and peaceful as he sleeps. Brian was smiling in his sleep. I knew he was dreaming about us. Brian woke up an hour later. I kissed Brian tenderly on the lips. Brian smiled and began dropping noticeable hints about wanting children. Brian held me close to him and kissed me. I smiled. AJ whispered to JC, "I think that Brian wants Ajah to have his children". JC whispered back, "yeah he does.. I wonder if she thinks that's what he's trying to make her pregnant" AJ whispered to JC again, "I think that she has no clue at all" JC just smiled at me and so did AJ. I looked at Brian and kissed his cheek. Brian said baby, let's go to our room. I said sounds good to me. Brian and I walked to our room and he threw me on our bed. I asked A little frisky tonight, aren't we? Brian said Yes.. as he began to undress me. I said sweetie, you look like you want something from me. Brian said Yeah, I do. I asked what is it that you want? Brian said Well I want children. I said Yeah. Brian said I want to be a father and I know that you'd make a great mother. I blushed. Brian said Could we try and make kids tonight? I said Yeah, sure. Brian smiled and began kissing me passionately. I said Mmm, you taste good.. Brian just smiled and began fucking me. I moaned in pleasure. Brian kept fucking me until he knew that I was pregnant. I just laid in bed next to Brian and cuddled with him.. I said Bri sweetie, you're going to make a great father. Brian smiled and said I know that you'll make a great mother, sweets. I blushed and hugged Brian as Kevin came in. Kevin said You guys alright in here? Brian said We're fine, Kevin. Kevin said Alright and left. I was beginning to get sleepy and I yawned. Brian asked you tired, sweets? I said yeah, a little.. Bri kissed my stomach and then he kissed me on the lips passionately. I smiled and fell asleep in Brian's arms.. The next day, Brian and I slept in all day and didn't wake up until around 4 p.m. Brian said Hey, sweets. I smiled and felt like I was going to throw up. I got up and ran to the bathroom. I was throwing up for 15 minutes straight. Brian came in and asked you alright, sweetie? I stood up and Brian walked me over to the couch. I said I have morning sickness. Brian cuddled with me and rubbed my stomach to make it feel better. I smiled and said I think I'm pregnant. Brian held me closer to him and said sweets, just relax. I laid in Brian's arms and relaxed. I was so tired from my morning sickness and I yawned. Brian asked you tired, baby? I said yeah, I need to go back to sleep. Brian stroked my forehead and kissed me a few times on my lips. I smiled as Brian lulled me off to sleep. AJ and Kevin came in while Brian and I were cuddling. Kevin said how cute. Brian said Ajah's sleeping and she has morning sickness. AJ said She's pregnant? Brian said I think so. Kev said Aww... That's why she's so tired.. Brian said Yeah.. She threw up for 15 minutes straight before we were cuddling. AJ said That's not good. Is she ok? Brian kissed my hand and said she'll be alright. I smiled in my sleep. I slept for 2 hours. Brian kissed me on my lips tenderly to wake me up. I opened my eyes and said I love you, sweetie. Brian smiled and said I love you more, sweets. I just smiled. I said I'm going to the store and I'll be back soon. Brian said Alright, baby. I put on a pair of my white nike sneakers and kissed Brian on his lips. Brian kissed me back on my lips. Two hours later, I came back home. I walked in the house to see Brian still laying on the couch. Brian asked Well? I said I'm pregnant. Brian got up and hugged me tightly. I smiled and kissed Brian's cheek. Brian yelled for AJ and Kevin while holding my hand. Kevin and AJ stuck their heads out of their bedroom doors and said yeah, Brian? Brian said my wife's pregnant. I smiled and said Yeah.. AJ and Kev said congratulations, you two. Brian said Baby, you want to go to sleep? I said Yeah.. I'm so tired. Brian picked me up and walked to our room. I smiled as Brian put me down on our bed. Brian took every bit of his clothes off except for his boxers. I changed into a silk nightgown and laid in bed next to Brian. Brian held me close to him and kissed me a few times until I fell asleep. Brian cuddled with me and said I love you, sweetie. I smiled and said in my sleep, I love you too. Brian smiled and fell asleep. Nine months later.. Brian kissed me to wake me up. I smiled and said hey, sweetie. Brian rubbed my stomach and kissed my cheek. I smiled and said our babies have been kicking me all night. Brian hugged me and said calm down, babies. I smiled again as AJ came in. AJ said you guys ready for breakfast? Brian said yeah, I just have to help my wife out of bed. AJ said Alright. Brian got out of bed and took my hand to help me up. I got up and said thank you, baby. Brian held my hand as we walked out to the kitchen together. Kevin saw me holding Brian's hand tightly and asked how are you feeling, Ajah? I said In pain and wanting to have these babies as soon as possible. Brian sat me down next to him and smiled. I asked what's for breakfast, Kev as I winced in pain. Brian asked you ok, baby? I said yeah, our babies just kicked me really hard. Brian rubbed my stomach and kissed me on the cheek. I smiled as Kev came out with cereal, french toast, maple syrup, eggs and bacon. Kev said Let's eat. I said I'm starving. Kev handed me the plate with the french toast and bacon on it. I put 3 slices of bacon and 2 pieces of french toast on my plate. Then, I gave Brian the plate. Brian was having the same thing that I was having. I had some eggs and covered my french toast in syrup. I finished my breakfast and Brian was just finishing his breakfast. Brian looked at me and said sweetie, how about we go out today? I said it sounds nice. Brian smiled and helped me up from the table. I hugged Brian and held his hand tightly. Brian and I walked to our room. Brian said sweetie, let me get help you get dressed. I said alright, honey. I picked out a red Abercrombie t-shirt and a pair of tan Abercrombie & Fitch cargo pants. I put on my Abercrombie & Fitch t-shirt. Brian put my cargo pants on me. I smiled as Brian asked what pair of shoes do you want? I said my white nikes. Brian took a pair of socks out from our sock drawer and put them on my feet. I wiggled my toes around while Brian was holding my feet. Brian smiled. I said honey, where are we going to go out? Brian said you'll see. I laughed in excitement. Brian put my sneakers on my feet and helped me stand up. I smiled. Brian and I walked out into the kitchen holding hands. AJ said Aww.. how cute.. They are so cute together. I blushed and Brian smiled. Brian grabbed his keys, wallet and we left. Brian said you'll love where we are going. I said I can't wait.. Brian smiled and blindfolded me as we pulled in. Brian came over and helped me out of the car. Brian led me into the the building. He took the blindfold off of me and said surprise! I looked around and it was a charming old fashioned restaurant. The room's lighting was dimmed and I saw a table with two candles on it. Brian walked me to the table and sat me down. I looked all around the restaurant and saw baby pictures of the both of us on the walls. I blushed and said Bri sweetie, you didn't have to. Brian said I wanted to, baby. I smiled as a waiter came out with a big bowl of pasta and two glasses of sparkling non-alcoholic champagne. Brian smiled and said a toast to our babies. I lifted my glass to Brian's and we toasted. I drank a few sips of the champagne and began to eat the pasta. Brian was eating the pasta and smiled. I smiled back at Brian as I felt a swift kick from our babies. I continued to eat my pasta until I felt my water break. Then, I knew I was going into labor. Brian saw me frowning and in such pain. I smiled a little and said Bri sweetie, I'm going into labor. Brian's eyes widened and said we have to get to a hospital fast! Brian helped me up and we ran to the car. I got into our jeep and Brian drove as fast as he could to the hospital. Brian rushed me into the lobby and yelled I need help! A doctor came running and said what's the problem, sir? Brian shouted my wife's in labor! The doctor ran back with a wheelchair and sat me in it. Brian followed the doctor to a maternity room. Brian put a hospital gown over me and held my hand. I'm wincing in such agony and squeezing Brian's hand really tightly. Brian said My hand. Let go.. I felt a contraction and held Brian's hand tightly until the contraction was over. I loosened my grip on Brian's hand. Brian asked can you give my wife some drugs to make her pain ease up? The doctor said sure as he went to look for the epidural. The doctor came back with the epidural and ran it through my hand.. I sighed in a little bit of relief. Brian kissed my hand. I smiled. The doctor said It's time to push.. I gripped Brian's hand tightly and pushed.. The doctor said 1,2,3 breathe. I loosened my grip on Brian's hand. Brian kissed my forehead. I smiled and said I just want to have these babies.. Brian said I know you do, sweetie. Brian hugged me. I smiled as it was time to push again. I pushed really hard and cried.. I said Just get these fucking kids out of me!! Brian rubbed my stomach and kissed it. I smiled. The doctor said A couple more big pushes and you'll have your babies. I squeezed Brian's hand really tightly as I pushed as hard as I could. Brian yelled my hand.. Oww.. my hand.. Please let go.. I just squeezed Brian's hand tighter as I kept pushing. Brian screamed in agony as I stopped pushing. Brian said My hand.. Please let go.. I let go of Brian's hand. I asked Are you alright, baby? Brian shook his hand and said I'll be alright.. I said I'm sorry, baby.. Brian kissed me and went off to look for a doctor. I laid my head back down on the pillow and thought of Brian. I thought of how much he pain he was in. I cried silently. My contractions had stopped so I was happy. Brian found a doctor and said could you take a look at my hand? Dr. Carvey said sure. Dr. Carvey led Brian into the X-Ray room. Brian sat down and outstretched his hand. Dr. Carvey took the X-Ray and said Sir, I'm afraid your hand is broken. Brian frowned and said My wife.. She'll be upset without me there to help her through labor. Dr. Carvey said This won't be long.. Brian sighed and said Alright. I was crying in pain.. My contractions had started up again. I was crying while saying Brian, where are you? I was crying very loudly and saying Brian, I need you.. Brian came running in with his hand all bandaged. I said Brian sweetie, I need you. Brian came over to me and kissed my stomach. I smiled and asked did I do that? Brian said It's ok, baby. I asked can I kiss your broken hand? Brian said I'd like that a lot. Brian gave me his broken right hand and I kissed it tenderly. Brian smiled. I began feeling contractions again. The doctor said Give me a big push. I pushed as hard as I could and cried. Brian kissed my cheek and smiled. I said I love you, Bri-Bri Thomas. Brian blushed and said I love you more, Ajah Vitoria. I blushed. The doctor said Two more big pushes and your babies will be out. Brian gave me his left hand to hold. He said Please don't break this hand too. I said I won't, sweetie. I gripped Brian's hand gently as I pushed very hard. The doctor said ok, breathe. I stopped and kissed Brian's left hand. Brian smiled. The doctor said I can see their heads. I held Brian's left hand gently as I pushed my hardest. We heard our babies crying. I hugged Brian tightly. The doctor said congratulations on your fraternal twins. The doctor gave Brian the girl. The doctor gave me the boy. I smiled. I said he looks an awful lot like you, Bri honey. Brian said yeah, he does. I said Why don't you name him after you? Brian smiled and said I think I will. I smiled. Brian said His name is Brian Thomas Littrell Jr. I kissed Brian's broken right hand. Brian smiled and asked what are you going to name the girl? I said How about Josephine Ajah Littrell? Brian said I like it. I said Through all the pain I had in having our babies, It was worth it. Brian kissed my forehead and smiled. Kevin came running in to see us holding our babies. Kevin said Brian, you're a father! Brian smiled and said Ajah's a mother. I smiled and shook my head. Kevin smiled and kissed my forehead. I smiled as Kevin asked What happened to Brian's hand? Brian said Ajah broke it when she was in labor. Kevin said That sucks. I frowned. Brian said It's alright, sweets. I smiled and kissed Brian's cheek. Kevin asked What are your children's names? I said This little guy is Brian Thomas Jr. Brian smiled. Kevin said He does look like you, Brian. Brian blushed. I laughed. Brian said This little girl is Josephine Ajah. I blushed as Brian said She looks like Ajah. I blushed again. Kevin smiled and asked Brian, what about BSB? Brian said I.. well.. I umm.. and he looked at me. I said We're going to put BSB on hold for a while. Kevin said But... I said Kevin, we have to take care of our children now. Kevin said Yeah, I know. Brian looked at me and frowned. I said It's alright, sweetness. I said Look what you gone and done! Brian looked at me and tears were coming down his face. I said Kev, will you put Baby Brian in his cradle? Kev took Baby Brian from me and put him in his cradle. Brian gave Josephine to Kevin and Kevin put Josephine in her cradle. Brian still had tears coming down his face. I wanted to beat Kevin's ass for making Brian cry. I said Brian honey, come to me. Brian came to me and I held him in my arms. I said All you care about is us being in BSB and don't give a damn that we have kids now. Kevin said I didn't say that. Brian sobbed, Yes you did. I said Calm down, my angel Bri-Bri Thomas. Brian held onto me for dear life. I said You scared your own cousin. I hope your happy, Kevin. Kevin said I.. I didn't mean to. I said Well he's holding onto me for dear life.. Can't you tell that he's scared? Kevin said Yeah.. I'm really sorry. I said I don't think a normal apology will do it this time, Kevin.. Brian hit his broken hand on the side of my bed and cried. I said What's wrong, baby? Brian said I hit my broken hand on the side of your bed and my hand hurts now.. I said Aww... Let me see your hand.. Brian gave me his broken right hand and I rubbed his hand. Then, I kissed his hand a few times. I asked All better? Brian smiled and said Thank you, baby. Brian kissed me on the lips passionately. I said Mmm, baby.. Kevin just rolled his eyes. I gave Kevin a dirty look. Kevin knew that I was mad at him already. I said Kevin, If you're smart, you won't dig yourself into a deeper grave. Kevin just rolled his eyes again and didn't say a word. I said Good boy, Kevin.. Kevin just smiled nervously. Brian was still holding onto me for dear life. I asked Do you even care that you scared your younger cousin? Kevin said I.. I.. I.. well.. I said Time's up. I said to Brian, Looks like Kevin doesn't care that he scared you, baby. Brian cried and buried his head in my shoulders. I said Kevin, you're a jerk. You know that? Kevin said I am not.. I said You are too.. Look at your younger cousin.. What is he doing right now? Kevin said He's crying and his head is buried in your shoulders. I said That's exactly my point. Kevin was confused but angry. I said If you really loved him as your younger cousin, he wouldn't be crying and have his head buried in my shoulders right now. I said So, I guess everything that Brian ever trusted you with is a lie. Kevin said I.. I.. well.. I said Enough with your cop-out answers. I .. I.. well.. Give me a break. Kevin said Let me explain. I said No, what Brian is doing explains it all. Brian sobbed, Don't ever come near me, my wife or our children. If you do, I'll kill your sorry ass. Kevin said I can take you, Brian. I know your weak spot!! I said Kevin, If I was well enough to get out of this bed. I'd take your sorry ass right now!! Kevin said Ooh, I'm scared now!! I said Don't forget, I took ten years of Tae Kwon Do.. I'm a 7th degree black belt. Brian sobbed, I wouldn't fuck with her, if I was you. Kevin said Shut up, Brian. Brian sobbed, I've seen her in action and she can kill. I said If you want a demonstration, stay here.. You'll see my power.. Kevin said I think I will. Brian sobbed, You'll regret it. Kevin said No, I won't. She can't kill people. I said I can't, aye? Kevin said Nope, I never seen you harm a fly. Brian sobbed, You'll be sorry. Kevin said What are you thick-headed? Brian sobbed No, I'm not.. I kissed Brian's cheek. Brian smiled. I hugged Brian and played with his hair. Brian blushed and he stopped crying. I said I knew that would get you to stop crying, my baby B-Rok. Kevin coughed and I said Hope you cough up a lung. Brian smiled as he was still holding onto me for dear life. I said Baby, don't worry. If he gets out of hand, we'll deal with him. Brian frenched me. I said Damn, baby. Brian blushed again. Kevin said I thought you were nice but in the end, you're just another bitch. Kevin said I have your children. If you want them to live, you won't touch me. I looked at Brian and said Baby, he's gonna hurt our children. Brian kissed my cheek and said I'll make sure he doesn't. Brian stepped back from Kevin and watched him like a hawk. Kevin said Brian Jr. is so cute as he touched his little nose. I smiled and said Yes, he is. Brian whispered, He's just doing this to make sure that we won't touch him. I whispered back, Kevin is just trying to gain our trust, then he'll hurt our babies. My eyes watered as Kevin picked up Josephine. Brian said Please don't hurt our babies, Kevin. I sobbed, Please.. You'll know how it feels when you get married and your wife has kids. And someone puts the lives of your children in danger. Kevin said I can't wait until then so I'll see how badly it hurts you. I held my arms out for Brian and Brian held me as I cried. Brian said My wife is in hysterics now because of you. Kevin said Aww.. I'm sorry. Not!! I said Kevin, you're going to rot in hell if you hurt our babies! Kevin said Who's going to make me? I said You'll find out as I began to cry again. Kevin said Now for Brian Jr.. Kevin put his hands around Brian's neck and began to choke him. I screamed No, please stop!!! Kevin saw the tears coming down my face and heard anger in my voice. Kevin laid Brian Jr. back in his cradle. Brian said Ajah honey, our son is in his cradle. I looked and hugged Brian tightly. Brian smiled and kissed my cheek. I smiled and wouldn't let go of Brian. Kevin said Aww, how cute. Brian said Shut up, Kevin. You child-abusing bastard. Kevin said Now, I'm insulted. I sobbed, I hate you, Kevin Scott Richardson. Kevin laughed evilly as I was crying. Kevin said Now it's time for Josephine. Kevin began to shake her very gently. I sobbed, Bri baby, do something! Brian kissed my hand and wiped my tears. I smiled. Brian walked over to Kevin and Kevin tripped Brian. Brian landed on his broken right hand and cried in agony. I said You asshole! You hurt my husband! Kevin laughed as he helped Brian up and pushed him back over to me. Brian was crying and I rubbed Brian's broken hand tenderly. Brian frowned and said It really hurts, Ajah honey. I said Let me see, Brian sweetie. Brian gave me his broken right hand. I massaged Brian's broken hand for about ten minutes. Brian said It still hurts, baby. I frowned and said Maybe this will help. I kissed Brian's broken hand tenderly five times. Brian smiled and said Thank you, baby. I said Anytime, Bri-Bri Thomas. Brian blushed. I kissed Brian on his cheek and smiled. Kevin began choking Josephine. That's when I lost it. I said Alright, that's it. No more nice Mrs. Littrell anymore! I went to get up but I fell back on the bed. I tried to get up again but I fell back. Brian said Sweetie, just relax. You can't even get up without falling. I said No, Brian. I can't relax.. Kevin broke my last nerve in half!! Brian said Please, baby.. I said Brian sweetie, I can't.. Brian said At least, let me help you up. I said Alright, baby. Brian walked over to the door, shut and locked it. Then, he drew the shades down. Brian came over to me and helped me up from bed. I walked over to Kevin and said I'm just another bitch? Kevin said Yeah, what are you gonna do about it? I said This is what I'm going to do about it. I did a double stomach punch on Kevin.. Kevin said Didn't hurt. I said This will. Kevin said Mmhmm, sure. Brian said I'm not defending or helping you. Brian's eyes began to water as he said You hate me remember? Kevin said That I do. I said Brian baby, don't cry.. He'll be singing a different tune when I'm done. Brian smiled and said I hope you have fun dying. I smiled evilly and flying side kicked Kevin in his head. Kevin fell back onto the floor and smacked his head on the hard cement floor. Kevin said I'm bleeding. I laughed. Kevin said I need a doctor. I said I don't think so. Brian blocked the door with chairs and the dresser. I laughed as I side kicked Kevin's chest like 5 times. Kevin cried out in agony. I said Aww.. Kevin's crying. Maybe I should stop. Kevin cried and said Please? I looked at Kevin and said Not yet.. Kevin cried in agony.. Brian laughed and said You decided to stay Kevin. Kevin said I'm so sorry.. I said Apologies don't work now, Kevin. Kevin cried. I said If you hadn't made Brian cry like that and had him bury his head in my shoulders. An apology would have worked but It's too late now. Brian said Remember that you said she was just another bitch? Kevin cried as he said Yeah.. I said That's what snapped my last nerve. The only thing Kevin could do was cry. I said Too bad.. It was nice knowing you too. Kevin cried out, Don't kill me! I said It's a little late for pleading now. Kevin cried harder. I said Aww, poor baby. I kissed Kevin's cheek and stood him up. Kevin smiled through his pain. I ran to the wall and flying side kicked Kevin to the bathroom door. Kevin screamed in agony. I said I'm done. Brian said Let's watch him suffer. I said Alright, baby as I frenched Brian. Brian said Mmm, you taste good. I blushed. Kevin was laying on the floor with his head caught in the bathroom door. Kevin cried out, Please help me. I said I won't save him, Brian.. I'll let him die in peace. I opened up the bathroom door and wedged Kevin's head free. I laid Kevin down on a clean blue blanket on the floor. I laid next to Kevin. Brian laughed. I said Kevin, I hope you enjoy the afterlife. Kevin frowned and cried. I kissed Kevin on his lips. Kevin smiled. I said I can at least be nice to you until you die. Kevin smiled again and cried. Brian said You know what, Kevin? I was stroking Kevin's bloody face and he said What, Brian? Brian said Even though, you hate me and I hate you. I still love you. I said Not to mention that I carried out your death sentence. Kevin said I love you too, Brian. Then, Kevin rolled over and hugged me. I smiled as Kevin's breathing was slowing and becoming very quiet. I hugged Kevin back and said I don't hate you, Kevin. Kevin smiled. I said I'm just mad at you for calling me, "just another bitch". Kevin frowned as his breathing was slowing. I said Kevin, I love you and I frenched Kevin. Kevin said You're a good kisser. I blushed. Kevin began to gasp for air. I began to feel guilty for killing Kevin. Kevin took his last breath and died hugging me. I cried and said What have I done? Brian checked Kevin's wrists for a pulse. Brian said He has an extremely weak pulse. I smiled and hugged Kevin tightly. Kevin didn't respond or say anything. All I saw was that Kevin was still breathing. Brian checked to see if Kevin was still conscious. Brian said He's unconscious. I said I'm not feeling so good myself. Brian frowned and said Let me help you into bed. I said Alright, just let me kiss Kevin and hug him. Brian said Ok, baby. I whispered in Kevin's ear, Kevin, It's Ajah and I love you. Kevin smiled a little. I frenched Kevin and hugged him tightly. Kevin smiled happily. I said Baby, I really am not feeling good at all. Brian picked me up and laid me into bed. Then, Brian tucked me in. I smiled and frenched Brian. Brian smiled. Kevin laid on the blanket with no response. Brian went to the bathroom and brought out the disinfectant. Brian also had a wet washrag, gauze and some cotton balls. Brian knelt down to where Kevin was laying and began to clean his chest with disinfectant. Kevin winced. Brian said It's alright, Kevin. You'll be ok. Kevin smiled but still was unconscious. Brian cleaned Kevin's chest with the wet washrag. Kevin had no response. I said Kevin, come on. Don't give up. Kevin smiled a little. I smiled and blew Brian a kiss. Brian blew me a kiss back. I blushed and said I caught your kiss. Brian laughed a little and wrapped Kevin's chest in gauze. I saw Kevin stop breathing. I said Come on, Kevin.. Please don't give in. There's no future in it. Brian laughed and said That's from Curly of the Three Stooges.. I said Yeah, actually the quote is " Moe, Larry!! Help! I don't wanna be dead. There's no future in it." Brian laughed and so did I. Brian cleaned Kevin's head with the disinfectant on some cotton balls. Kevin winced again. Brian wrapped the part of Kevin's head that was bleeding in gauze. Brian lifted Kevin up and laid him in the empty bed across from mine. Then, Brian tucked him in. Brian walked over to me and asked How are you feeling, baby? I said I'm feeling kind of sick to my stomach. Brian asked Do you feel like your going to throw-up? I said I feel like I'm going to vomit. Brian ran to the bathroom and grabbed a bucket. Brian helped me sit up and leaned me over the bucket. I smiled. Brian began to rub my back. Then, I vomited. Brian kept rubbing my back and said Let it all out, honey. I kept vomiting until I began to vomit blood. Brian said Baby, it's alright as I kept vomiting blood. I kept vomiting blood for about 15 minutes. Brian wiped my mouth and laid me back down. I began to cough up blood. Brian said Baby, you ok? I said between coughs, I don't think so. Brian frowned and unblocked the door. Then, he ran out to get a doctor. When Brian came back with the doctor, I was still coughing up blood. Brian said My wife is coughing up blood. Please help her. The doctor asked me, are you alright? I kept coughing up blood and shook my head, no. Brian said Please help her!! Brian was in a panic. The doctor laid me on a gurney and said Sir, I think you should wait here. Brian yelled No, I want to see what's wrong with my wife! The doctor said It'll be less traumatic, if you wait here. Brian kissed my forehead as I kept coughing up blood. I put my hand on my heart and sent it to Brian. Brian smiled as I was wheeled out of my room. The doctor wheeled me into the X-Ray room. I just kept coughing up blood until I felt dizzy. The doctor took an X-Ray of my chest. I stopped coughing up blood and asked Well what's wrong with me? The doctor said Your chest is just all cluttered. I asked What do you mean all cluttered? The doctor said Well a few of your ribs have moved and that's why you have been coughing up blood. I cried and asked Am I going to live to be with my husband? The doctor said Yes, you will. I smiled. The doctor said I'm going to give you anesthesia and am going to allow your husband in to be with you until you go under. I smiled as the doctor pricked me with a needle. I cried out, I need my husband. The doctor ran to get Brian and said Your wife needs you. Brian ran to the room where you're held before surgery. I cried out, Brian! Brian ran to me and held my hand. I said I need you, baby. Brian hugged me and said I'm here, honey. I smiled as Brian kissed my neck. Brian said Baby, you'll be just fine. I said If I don't make it, take care of our babies. Brian hugged me tightly and said You'll make it. I promise. I hugged Brian back as I got a little woozy. Brian said Dream of us, sweets. I said I will, honey. Brian said I love you, Ajah baby. I smiled and said I love you too, Brian baby. Then, I went under the anesthesia holding Brian's hand. Brian kissed my hand. I smiled. Brian hugged me and kissed my neck again. I blushed. The doctor said Sir, you'll have to wait in your wife's room. Brian said Be gentle with her, please. The doctor said I'll be as gentle as I can be, sir. The doctor wheeled me into the operating room and began operating on my chest. I was dreaming of Brian and I all the while I was under the anesthesia. Two hours later, I felt myself being brought to my room. The doctor laid me in bed and said Sir, I saved your wife. Brian said Thank you! The doctor said Your welcome. I felt Brian hold my hand. I smiled. I heard Kevin wake up and he asked What's going on? Brian asked Kevin while holding my hand, How do you feel? Kevin said Really sore and weak. Brian said Just relax, Kevin. Kevin said I'll try as he looked over at me. Brian cried as he kissed my hand. I felt so awful to hear Brian crying. Kevin asked What happened to Ajah? Brian wiped his tears and said A few of
her ribs moved and that's why she was coughing up blood. Kevin said I'm really sorry, Brian. Brian began to cry again. Brian said Ajah, it's your husband and I love you. I smiled. Kevin said Please wake up. Brian needs you. I began to stir. Brian said Wake up, baby as he held my right hand tightly with his left hand. Kevin said Don't give in. I continued to stir. Brian said in anger, Why can't you just wake up? I frowned and thought, I'm trying my hardest, Brian. Brian laid his head on the railing of my bed in defeat and cried hysterically. I hated to hear Brian crying so hard. I thought, I can wake up. I opened my eyes and saw Kevin smiling at me. I smiled back at Kevin and saw Brian in deep prayer for me to wake up. Brian was holding my right hand tightly in his left hand. I moved my fingers to let Brian know I was awake. Brian said Ajah baby! I smiled. Brian hugged me tightly and said I love you. I put my hand on my heart to show Brian that I love him. Brian smiled and said Say something, baby. I tried to say Brian? But nothing came out. Brian held my right hand with his left hand and cried. Brian rubbed my throat for ten minutes hoping that it would make me be able to speak again. I used all of my energy saying, Brian, I love you. Brian hugged me tightly and wouldn't let go. I smiled. Brian said I missed you and prayed for you to make it. I tried to say, I miss you too. But again, nothing came out. Brian laid me back down and kissed me. I looked down at my lower chest and saw there was a cast on it. I began to cry as I sat up. Brian stroked my back very gently and said This isn't your fault, baby. I looked up at Brian with my face all red from tears and mouthed, It isn't? Brian said No, it isn't. Brian laid me back down and began to massage my throat. I smiled as Brian was massaging my throat. Brian smiled and said I love you, baby. I put my hand on my heart to show Brian that I love him too. Brian smiled again as he kept massaging my throat. Brian massaged my throat for at least an hour. I yawned and mouthed, I'm sleepy. Brian french kissed me and said Take a nap, baby. I yawned again and held my arms out for a hug. Brian hugged me gently and said Dream of us, baby. I smiled as I grabbed Brian's left hand. Brian smiled and said Go to sleep, sweets. I looked at Brian and lulled myself off to sleep. I slept for about an hour. Brian kissed my hand to wake me up. I smiled and mouthed, I missed you, baby. Brian said I missed you too, sweets and he hugged me gently. I smiled and began to cry. Brian asked What's wrong, baby? I frowned and pointed at my throat. Brian asked What, baby? Tell me. I mouthed, I want to talk.. But I can't. Brian said Baby, don't cry. I'll get a doctor and have him check on your throat. I mouthed, Alright, baby. I looked at Kevin as Brian left to find a doctor. I mouthed, I'm sorry, Kevin. Kevin said It's alright, Ajah as he winced in pain. I mouthed, If you don't touch your chest, it won't hurt as much. Kevin frowned. I mouthed, Cheer up, Kevin. At least, you can talk. Kevin said Aww, don't worry. Brian is going to take good care of you. I smiled because I knew Kevin was right. Brian ran into our room with Dr. Carrey. Dr. Carrey asked What happened to him? Brian said I .. Well he kind of and looked at Kevin. Kevin said I was rocking back on the chair and I fell over. Then, I hit my head and landed on my chest on the floor. I hit my head and chest hard too. Dr. Carrey asked Are you alright? Kevin said My younger cousin Brian is taking good care of me. Dr. Carrey said Alright. Brian was in a panic and asked Can you look at my wife's throat? Dr. Carrey asked What's wrong with her throat? I mouthed, I can't talk. Brian said After she came back from having her chest operated on, she hasn't been able to talk. Dr. Carrey walked over to me shined a flashlight down my throat. Brian was holding my right hand gently with his left hand and asked Well? Dr. Carrey said Her vocal cords look swollen. Brian frowned and asked What can you do? Don't operate on her again. I smiled. Dr. Carrey said Let me get a closer look. Dr. Carrey shined the flashlight down my throat again but down further. Brian kissed my hand. I wanted to smile but couldn't because Dr. Carrey was looking down my throat with a flashlight. Brian could see it in my eyes that I was happy. Brian smiled. Dr. Carrey said Your wife's vocal cords are very swollen. Brian begged Please, don't operate on her. I need her to be with me! Dr. Carrey said Well let me take an X-Ray of her throat and I'll see what develops. I mouthed, Can my husband come with me? Dr. Carrey smiled and said Sure. Brian hugged me and said Everything will be ok, baby. I promise. I wrapped my arms around Brian and sighed. Brian said This will all be over soon and we can go home with our new family. I smiled and kissed Brian's cheek. Brian kissed me back and smiled. Dr. Carrey came back in our room with a gurney. Brian and Dr. Carrey laid me onto the gurney very gently and wheeled me out of our room. Brian kept assuring me that Everything would be fine. I saw our babies being wheeled into the nursery and smiled. Brian said That's better. I knew I'd see that smile of yours. I blushed and mouthed, I saw our babies being wheeled into the nursery. Brian smiled as we got to the X-Ray room. Then, Brian kissed me on the lips passionately. I smiled brightly and kissed Brian back passionately. Brian blushed. All I could do was smile. I put my hand on my heart to tell Brian that I love him. Dr. Carrey wheeled me into the X-Ray room as Brian said I love you too, baby. I smiled. Dr. Carrey said This won't hurt. I mouthed, I hope it doesn't. Dr. Carrey took a few X-Rays of my throat. I looked out at Brian to see him smiling at me. Brian smiling at me gave me renewed strength to fight whatever was wrong with me. I smiled brightly back at Brian. Brian blew me a kiss. I blushed. The doctor said All done. I smiled and longed for Brian. Brian ran to me and hugged me tightly. I mouthed, Don't let go, baby. Brian said I wasn't planning on it, sweets. I smiled as Brian had his arms wrapped around me. Dr. Carrey said I'll be right back. Brian said Alright. I mouthed, Take your time. Dr. Carrey smiled and said I will. Then, Dr. Carrey left to go develop the X-Rays of my throat. Brian said Ajah honey, whatever happens to you. I'll still love you. Even if you aren't able to talk anymore. I smiled and thought, "Brian really loves me. Even if I can't talk." I mouthed, Hug me tighter. I need your loving arms around me for protection. Brian hugged me tighter and said I love you with all my heart. I blushed. Brian and I were hugging for about ten minutes. Dr. Carrey came in and said I have some good news and some bad news. Brian asked What's the good news? Dr. Carrey said The good news is your wife will be able to talk again. Brian smiled and kissed my cheek. Dr. Carrey said The bad part is her tonsils are what isn't making your wife able to talk. Brian frowned and a tear ran down his cheek. I wiped the tear coming down Brian's cheek and kissed him. Brian frowned still. The doctor said If you ever want to hear your wife speak again, I'll have to take out her tonsils. Brian cried and hugged me. I began to cry. Brian said You can't operate on my wife! I need her with me! Dr. Carrey said It's your choice, sir. If you never want to hear your wife speak ever again, then I won't operate. Brian smiled and then frowned. I was crying and holding onto Brian for dear life. Brian said I love my wife's voice and every feature of my wife. Dr. Carrey said Then, I'll have to operate. I cried hysterically and wouldn't let Dr. Carrey take me into surgery. Brian said She doesn't want you to operate. Dr. Carrey said It's up to you, sir. Brian said She needs me. That's what she needs. Dr. Carrey said I'll give you two some time alone and I'll be back in a little while. Brian said Ok, thanks. Dr. Carrey said No problem as he left. Brian saw me crying and hugged me tightly. I looked up at Brian and mouthed, I don't want to go into surgery. I'll miss you too much. Brian said I know, baby. I miss you when you're in surgery too. I cried and hugged Brian. Brian wiped my tears and asked Don't you ever want to talk to me again? I mouthed, Yes, but I have such nightmares as the doctors wheel me into surgery. Brian said You're afraid that they'll hurt you instead of helping you? I used all of my energy saying, Yes, Bri baby. Brian smiled and said I love hearing your beautiful voice when you talk to me. I blushed and mouthed, I love you, Brian Thomas Littrell. Brian smiled and said I love you more, Ajah Vitoria Littrell. I smiled and mouthed, I want to be able to talk to you again. Brian smiled and kissed me on the lips passionately. I smiled and kissed Brian on the lips passionately. I mouthed, Only on one condition. Brian asked What is that, baby? I mouthed, If you'll wheel me into surgery and kiss me as I go under the anesthesia. Brian said Alright, baby. Dr. Carrey came back in and asked What's the verdict? Brian said You can operate on her under one condition. Dr. Carrey asked What is that, sir? Brian said My wife wants me to wheel her into surgery and kiss her as she goes under the anesthesia. Dr. Carrey said That's no problem. Brian smiled and said I can wheel you into surgery and kiss you as you go under the anesthesia, sweets. I smiled brightly. Dr. Carrey said Alright, let's bring her to the ER. Brian hugged me and said You'll be alright, sweets. I smiled. Brian wheeled me to the ER. I was almost under the anesthesia as Brian french kissed me. I smiled and put my hand on my heart to tell Brian that I love him. Brian kissed my hand and then my cheek. I looked up at Brian and went under the anesthesia. Brian said Be extremely careful with my wife. Dr. Carrey said I will. Then, Brian went to my room and waited for me to come out of surgery. Dr. Carrey began to operate on my throat. I felt really happy as I dreamt of Brian, myself and our new family in our home leading the perfect life. I heard Dr. Carrey said Eww... Take her tonsils quick. I thought, Very funny, Dr. Carrey. Then, Dr. Carrey wheeled me back to my room. Dr. Carrey laid me back into my bed and Brian tucked me in. Dr. Carrey said I saved her. Brian smiled brightly. Dr. Carrey left. Brian held my right hand with his left and said Ajah honey, I love you. I smiled. Brian said Baby, I know you can hear me. I smiled again. Brian said Please wake up, baby. I need to hear you. I began to stir. Brian kissed my right hand. I smiled as I continued to stir. Brian said Come on, sweets. I know you can wake up. I blushed and opened my eyes. Brian hugged me tightly and said I love you. My voice was very rasp and I said I love you too, Bri honey. Brian frenched me and said It feels so great to hear your beautiful voice again. I blushed. Brian hugged me tightly again. Kevin looked over and saw I was awake. I smiled. Kevin asked How are you feeling? I said with my voice very rasp, My throat hurts but I'm alright. Kevin said You'll be alright. I smiled and looked at Brian for another hug. Brian hugged me. I kissed Brian. Brian smiled and asked Do you want some ice cream to relax your throat pain? I smiled and shook my head, yes. Brian said Alright. Brian hit the call button and asked the nurse, Can you bring in some ice cream for my wife? The nurse said Sure. I'll be right in. Brian said Your ice cream's coming, sweets. I smiled and said with my voice very rasp, I love you, Bri-Bri Thomas. Brian blushed and said I love you more, Ajah Vitoria. I blushed and hugged Brian. Brian said Honey, just relax. I said in a rasp tone, Can we just stay like this? Brian said Anything for my wife. I smiled as I hugged Brian tightly. Kevin said How cute! I gave Kevin a dirty look. Kevin said Sorry. Brian said It's alright as the nurse came in with my ice cream. The nurse put the ice cream on my eating tray and left. Brian let go of me and I pouted. Brian said Baby, your ice cream's here. I smiled as I laid back on my pillow. Brian asked Do you want me to feed you your ice cream, sweets? I said in a rasp tone, No thanks, baby. Brian smiled as he pushed my eating tray over me. I began to eat my ice cream as I said in a rasp tone, Mmm, it's chocolate. Brian smiled and kissed my cheek. I frowned and said with my voice very rasp, Aww, geez. Ice cream headache. Brian rubbed my forehead a few times. I held my spoon out with some ice cream on it and put it in Brian's mouth. Brian said Mmm.. It tastes good But not as good as you. I blushed. Brian asked Your throat feeling better, sweets? I said Yes, baby. Brian smiled as the phone rang. Brian said I'll get it. I smiled and said Alright, babe. Brian picked up the phone and said Hello, this is Brian Littrell here. The person on the other end said May I please speak with Ajah? Brian asked Who's this? The person said I'm her sister. Brian said What is your name if you're her "sister"? The person said Susanna. Brian said Hold on, please. Brian asked Do you have a sister, sweets? I said What's her name, honey? Brian said Susanna. I said My gosh!! I haven't talked to her in so long!! Brian gave me the phone. I said Hi, my big sis! Susanna asked How you feeling, my lil sis? I said Well I have a cast on my lower chest, my tonsils were just removed and I have two kids. Susanna said Wow, you've had a rough day. I said That's just the tip of the iceberg. Susanna said Tell me about your day, sis. I said Well, I had two fraternal twins when Brian first brought me here. And I broke Brian's right hand while I was in labor. Susanna said Is he alright? I said He's ok, now. I been taking care of him and making sure he doesn't hurt and try to use his broken hand. Susanna said That's good. I smiled and said Yeah. Susanna asked What are their names? I said Brian named the boy, Brian Thomas Littrell Jr. Susanna said Aww.. He must look like Brian.. I said He's a spitting image of Brian. Susanna said You two must be proud. I said We are very proud. Susanna asked What'd you name the girl? I said Josephine Ajah Littrell. Susanna said I knew you were going to do that. I said Brian says She looks just like me. Susanna said She must for you to name her after yourself. I said Well if Brian named our son after himself, I was definitely going to name the girl after myself. Susanna said Congrats on your babies, lil sis. I said Thanks, big sis. Susanna said Anytime, sis. I said Then, Kevin came and at first he was nice. Until he scared Brian. Susanna said That's not good. I said Brian began to cry and he buried his head in my shoulders. Susanna said Aww.. Is Brian alright? I said He's ok, now. Aren't you, baby? Brian smiled and said Yeah, I'm alright. Susanna said That's good. I said Then, Kevin was a big jerk and didn't care that he scared his younger cousin. Kevin said Let me explain. I said No, What Brian is doing explains it all. Susanna said Keep going, sis. I said That's when I brought how I took ten years of Tae Kwon Do and Am a 7th degree black belt. Brian told Kevin, Not to fuck with me because he knows that I can kill. Susanna said Yes, you can kill. I smiled and then Kevin began to choke our son. Brian went over to Kevin but he tripped him. That's when Brian hit his broken hand on the side of my bed. Susanna said Aww.. Brian came to me and I massaged his broken right hand for ten minutes. Then kissed his hand passionately about five times. Susanna asked Did his hand feel better after that? I said Yes, it did. Susanna said You have always taken good care of Brian. I blushed and said Yeah, I know. You always tell me and so does Brian. Susanna said I knew you two were meant to be. I smiled and said Then, I begged Kevin not to hurt our babies. Kevin said Sorry, but I am. I cried as he picked up our daughter and began shaking her. Brian helped me out of bed and I almost killed him. Susanna said Damn, girl!! You don't take shit from nobody. I said That's right, sis! Especially not a child abusing bastard. Susanna asked Where's Kevin now? I said He's laying in the bed across from me all bandaged up. Susanna said Aww.. I said I felt guilty after almost killing him. I kissed Kevin and hugged him. Susanna said How cute. I said Kevin took his last breath and died hugging me. Susanna asked That freaked you out didn't it? I said Yeah, it kind of did. Brian saved him. Then, I began vomiting and coughing up blood. Brian freaked out and ran to get a doctor. The doctor said A few of my ribs moved and he operated on me. Then, I woke up and wasn't able to talk. Brian massaged my throat hoping to make me be able to talk again. Susanna said My god, sis! What did Brian do? I said The doctor came back in and brought me to the ER to remove my tonsils. I just woke up a little while ago. Susanna said You've had a hard day, sis. I said Yeah, I have. Brian yelled in the background, She just finished eating chocolate ice cream to relax her throat pain. I laughed and asked You heard him, right, sis? Susanna laughed and said I heard him loud and clear. I smiled and said So, what have you been up to with Noah and Justin? Susanna said You know I'm just friends with Justin. I said Yeah, I know. Susanna said I married Noah. I said When, sis? Susanna said What's today's date? I said Brian, what's today's date, sexy? Brian blushed and said July 24th. I said July 24th. Susanna said We got married April 24th. I said Aww.. That must have been the best day for you, sis. Susanna said It was.. I smiled and asked Was Justin happy about it? Susanna said Of course, he was. I said Guess where JC is now? Susanna asked Where is he, sis? I said He lives with us, Kevin, AJ, and Howie. Susanna said I knew that You loved him enough, sis. I said But I'm having all the guys move out so It'll just be Myself, Brian and our children. Susanna said Even JC? I said Even JC. I love him a lot. But I want to live with just my husband and our children. Susanna said You'll keep in contact with him, right? I said You know it, sis. Susanna said Why did I even ask? I said I don't know. I yawned and said I'm tired, sis. Susanna said Alright, sis. I'll call you another time. I said Ok, sis. Love you. Susanna said Love you too, sis. We hung up and Brian sang me to sleep. A month later.. Kevin, Myself and Brian were all healed. I woke up and said Hi, babe. Brian blushed and said Hey, sweets. I said I can't wait to go home. Brian said Guess who'll be there, sweets? I asked Who will be there, baby? Brian said Nobody. I smiled and said You knew that I just wanted to live with only you and our children, didn't you? Brian said Yeah, Let's get you dressed and we'll go. I said Alright, baby. Brian asked What do you want to wear, sweets? I blushed and said My tan capri Abercrombie pants, a black halter top and my white sandals. Brian said Alright, sweets. I sat up and Brian untied my hospital gown. Brian put clean underwear on me. I smiled and hugged Brian. I put my bra on. Brian put my halter top on me. I said I'm a little tired, baby. Brian said Let's just watch tv for a few minutes, sweets. I said Alright, baby. I laid myself in Brian's arms and we watched about ten minutes of TRL. Carson said Here's the Backstreet Boys' new video, The One. Without Brian and his wife Ajah. Some of the crowd cheered for BSB. But most pouted because we weren't in the group anymore. I frowned and cried in Brian's arms. Brian said Don't cry, baby. We have a better life ahead of us. I hugged Brian tightly. Brian wiped my tears and kissed me. I smiled. Brian put my Abercrombie capri pants on me and helped me stand up. I said Wow, I'm not used to this as I gripped Brian's right hand tightly. Brian said It's ok, sweets. I smiled as I put my feet into my sandals. Brian said I already put your clothes and things into our jeep. I smiled and said I love you as I kissed Brian's right hand that I was holding. Brian smiled and kissed my cheek. I said We have to get our children. Brian said Let's go get our children, sweets. I smiled as Brian helped me walk out of the room and to the nursery. Brian put our babies in their carriages and wheeled them to our jeep. I put our son into his car seat and shut the back door behind the passenger seat. Brian helped me into our jeep and shut the door. Brian put our daughter into her car seat and shut the other back door. Brian got into the drivers seat and drove away to our house. We brought our children and my clothes into our house. I brought our children to their room and sat down on our couch next to Brian. Brian pulled me close to him and kissed my forehead. I smiled as Brian said Baby, you want to just relax? I said Yes, I do.. Brian smiled and turned on the tv. Brian turned on ESPN. I said I knew that was coming. Brian smiled and said Look, a Kentucky vs. Florida bball game. I smiled and said Let's watch. Brian and I watched the entire game and fell asleep in each other's arms. Brian and I weren't bothered by the paparazzi very often. We went out to shopping with our children.. And did typical family outings. Brian and I let my big sister Susanna and her husband Noah Bastian move in with us. Brian, Myself, My big sister Susanna, her husband Noah Bastian lived together and raised Myself and Brian's children together. Noah and Susanna had two kids of their own. They named them, Noah Jr. and Alaina. The Littrells which includes, Brian, Myself, Brian Jr. and Josephine and The Bastians includes, Noah, Susanna, Noah Jr. and Alaina lived together as a happy family.
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