[email protected]'s dream about Brian Littrell, myself and JC Chasez.

Brian, myself, Kev, AJ, Nick and Howie were recording some new music at our house. We were recording to put the new music on our next album. We recorded for an hour. We changed the name to Backstreet Buds(not boys b/c I'm a girl). Then, AJ and Nick went home because they were tired. Howie, Brian and I were watching TV while Kevin was cooking dinner. Brian and I were on the couch cuddling and Howie sat on the floor. The doorbell rang. Howie said I'll get it. Howie asked who is it? The person outside the door said JC Chasez. Howie looked at Kevin and let him in. Brian had his arm around me as JC came over and sat next to me on the couch. JC put his arm around me. Brian kissed me and I smiled. Then, JC kissed me. I asked what did you want, JC? JC said I want you for a girlfriend, Ajah. Kevin said Brian asked her first and that's why she lives with us. JC and Brian started to fist fight and kick each other. I whispered in Brian's ear before he got up, be careful. Brian said I'll try, honey. JC punched Brian in his face. I asked while trying not to cry, are you ok, Bri? Brian said I think so. Brian punched JC in his face. JC's face was all red and bleeding. JC looked at me for sympathy but I couldn't say anything. I wasn't going to get in the middle of this. JC kicked Brian and missed. JC kicked me in my left leg really hard by accident. I screamed. Brian said to Kevin, her leg doesn't look good at all. It's torn open and bleeding. Brian was angry. Brian said look what you did to my girl! Brian kicked JC in his face. I thought that JC would have cried but he didn't. I said to Brian, duck! JC tripped Brian and said Howie, Kevin's calling. So, Howie put me down on the chair and ran to Kevin's room. JC kicked Brian in his chest so hard that he couldn't breathe. I said to JC, Brian has a hole in his heart and do you know how much pressure you just put on his heart? JC said no, I don't care! I said Brian, speak to me! Brian couldn't say anything. I said JC, have a heart! JC asked me, why? I said I don't want to attend my boyfriend's funeral, that's why. Then, I started to cry as I kept pleading with JC to stop. JC said no! I cried as I hoped Brian was still alive. I hopped over to where Brian was and I tried to stop JC. I could see that JC was in a fit of rage. JC said no, you don't. JC knocked me down next to Brian. I put my hand on Brian's hand to see if I could feel Brian's pulse. I felt Brian's pulse. I was so relieved. I asked are you ok, Bri baby? Brian winced in pain as he said yes. I kissed Brian's right hand as I said relax, honey. JC kicked me so hard that I couldn't breathe. Brian winced in pain again as he said speak to me, Ajah darlin. I couldn't say anything. I looked at Brian and he kissed my left hand. JC said I'm going in for the kill. JC jumped on Brian's left leg so hard it snapped in two. I choked out, Brian honey, are you ok? Brian couldn't say anything. All he could do was cry. Then, JC jumped on my already injured left leg and snapped it in two. JC said maybe you'll live and maybe you won't. Brian and I called with the last of our breath, Howie and Kevin. Kevin started to cry when he saw us. Howie was upset too but he consoled Kevin. Howie called the ambulance. They were at our house in five minutes. They put us into the truck and drove away. Kevin was in the ambulance with us. We passed out on the way to the hospital. Hours later, I heard Brian wake up and felt him hold my hand until I woke up. I woke up about five minutes later. Brian said Ajah, I love you. I said Brian, I love you too. I asked Brian, what happened? Brian said JC Chasez beat us up. Kevin, AJ, Howie and Nick saw that we were awake, so they came over and hugged us and kissed us. I asked Kevin, why? Kevin answered he wanted you for girlfriend. He couldn't have you so he took out his anger on the both of you. I started crying and so did Brian. Kevin and Howie went over to console Brian. AJ and Nick came over to console me. We stopped crying after a few minutes. AJ said you two gave us a scare. We said we're sorry. The doctor came in and said visiting hours are over. These two need to relax and go to sleep soon. Kevin asked the doctor, can we stay overnight? The doctor answered Kevin, only two of you because these two need quiet. Kevin said myself and AJ. AJ said to Nick and Howie, we'll call you in the morning. Howie and Nick went home. Brian and I woke up to Kevin and AJ holding our hands. AJ and Kevin fed us breakfast. Howie and Nick came in as AJ and Kevin were feeding us breakfast. Howie and Nick asked Brian and I, how are you two feeling? Brian and I said in pain. Howie asked AJ, why are you feeding them breakfast? AJ responded they can barely move their arms. They can't feed themselves so we're feeding them. Kevin asked Brian, did you have enough? Brian said yeah. AJ asked me, did you have enough? I said yeah. AJ said to Kevin, I think there is something wrong with their left arms. Kevin asked AJ, why do you say that? AJ responded when I feel Ajah's left arm, I can feel the bone popping out and tears are coming down her face. AJ said Kevin, try it and see if Brian reacts and cries. Brian looked at me and saw me crying. Kevin felt the same thing on Brian as AJ did on me and Brian started crying. Kevin called for the doctor. The doctor came in. Kevin said we have a problem. Two doctors went and brought back two gurneys. They gave us anesthesia. Then, the doctors put us on the gurneys. Brian and I were holding hands even though we were in a lot of pain. The doctor said you guys can spend a few minutes with them before they go under the anesthesia. AJ, Kevin, Nick and Howie said that everything will be fine and that we'll pull through the surgery. Then, we were taken into separate operating rooms. We woke up confused and yelling where's Kevin and AJ? Kevin and AJ ran to the recovery room. Kevin said Brian and Ajah, we're here. Brian and I calmed down as soon as we felt them hold our hands. Two doctors came in and brought us to our room. They put us in the beds. The doctor said to Kevin, call if there's any problems. Brian and I heard Kevin, Nick, Howie and AJ praying around our beds. Brian and I woke up really confused and not knowing what was going on. AJ and Nick were laying their heads on my lap. Kevin and Howie were laying their heads on Brian's lap. Brian said Ajah? I said yeah, Brian? Brian said I love you. I said I love you too, Brian. Kevin and Howie kissed Brian on his cheek. AJ and Nick kissed me on my cheek. Then, they switched. Brian and I asked what happened? AJ said you two sprained your left arms really bad. Brian and I were still confused. AJ said to Kevin, Brian and Ajah are still very groggy from the anesthesia. Kevin said yeah, they are. Nick and Howie fell asleep in the empty room next door. Kevin and AJ started to stroke our hands. That calmed us down a lot. About an hour later, I asked what happened to our left legs, Brian? Brian said to me, JC Chasez beat us up. I asked why, Kevin as I started to cry. Brian looked at me and said don't cry, Ajah honey. Then, Brian started to cry. Kevin was trying to hold back tears as he said to me, he wanted you for a girlfriend and he couldn't have you. So, he took his anger out on you two. The doctor came in and asked how are we feeling? AJ said they're in pain. Brian and I shook our heads. The doctor came back with medicine for our IV's. The doctor said you two should feel better soon. Then, lunch came in. Kevin and AJ had to feed us b/c we couldn't. A half an hour later, Howie and Nick came in. Brian and I had just finished lunch and we were talking with Kevin and AJ. Howie and Nick kissed Brian and I on the cheek. The doctor came in and said that we could go home at the end of the week. Howie asked the doctor, can we push them around in wheelchairs? The doctor said yeah, I'll go get two wheelchairs. Howie asked us, do you two feel strong enough? We said we think so. The doctor came back with two wheelchairs and left. Kevin and Nick put me in a wheelchair ever so gently. AJ and Howie did the same for Brian. Howie pushed Brian and AJ pushed his IV. Kevin pushed me and Nick pushed my IV. Brian and I held hands while we were getting pushed around in the wheelchairs. Kevin and Howie wheeled us outside. Kevin and Howie put Brian and I next to each other. Kevin saw the look in our eyes that Brian and I needed to be together. Brian leaned over and kissed me on the lips. I said I needed that, Brian honey. So, I leaned over and kissed Brian on the lips. Brian didn't say anything at first. All he did was gaze into my eyes. Brian said to me, I love you and I'm glad that your mine. I gazed into Brian's eyes. Then, said I love you too and I'm glad that I'm yours and not JC's. Brian held my left hand and I held his hand. Then, Brian and I sat there and fell asleep. We were only outside for a half an hour. Kevin and Howie saw that we were asleep so they brought us back to our room. Brian and I woke up about 15 minutes later. We asked Kevin, what happened? Kevin said you two fell asleep and your skin was cold. So, we brought you two in and put you two in bed. The nurse came in with dinner. The doctor came in and said we could go home tomorrow. The doctor told Kevin, I need to take an X-Ray of their arms. The doctor and AJ put us in our wheelchairs. The doctor called a nurse to push Brian. Brian and I cried out for Kevin. Kevin asked the doctor, if he could come with us. The doctor said yeah, no problem. Brian and I held hands as we were being pushed. The doctor did my X-Ray first. I cried out for Brian. Kevin wheeled Brian over to hold my hand. Then, the doctor did Brian next. I said I'm here, Brian and I held his right hand. The doctor said to Kevin, their arms are all healed and I'd like to take off their casts. Kevin wheeled us to a room with a cast remover machine in it. Kevin wheeled Brian over to the machine. Then, the doctor put Brian's left arm in the machine. Brian started to cry. I said to Brian, don't cry. I held Brian's right hand to calm him down. I looked at Brian's face and it was all red. I said Brian honey, I love you. Brian stopped crying. The doctor took Brian's arm out of the machine and put it in a sling. I said it's ok, Brian honey as I hugged him. Then, the doctor put my left arm in the machine. I looked at Brian and started to cry. Brian put my head on his shoulder. Brian wiped my tears and kissed me. Brian held my right hand very gently so he wouldn't hurt himself to calm me down. Brian looked at my face and it was all red also. Brian said Ajah honey, I love you. I stopped crying. The doctor took my arm out of the machine and put it in a sling. The doctor told Kevin, make sure they keep their arms in the sling for at least 24 hours. Brian said it's ok, Ajah honey as he hugged me. Kevin looked at our faces and saw that they were all red from crying. Kevin's eyes started to water. We had gotten back to our room and Kevin put me back in bed and he put my leg back up. Then, Kevin put Brian back in bed and put his leg back up. I looked at Brian and asked, what's wrong with Kevin? Brian responded I think us being so sick has finally gotten to him. Brian and I asked Kevin, are you ok? Kevin wiped his tears and said yes. The doctor came in and said visiting hours are over. AJ, Nick and Howie went home. The doctor escorted Kevin to the room next door to sleep. The doctor came back to turn off the lights and shut the door. Brian and I watched tv together for an hour. Then, Brian turned off the tv and we talked for a little while. After a half an hour, we got sleepy. Brian said I love you, Ajah darlin. I said I love you too, Brian honey. Brian blew me a kiss. I blew Brian a kiss back. Then, we fell asleep. Brian and I woke up to Kevin praying for us. Kevin asked us, how are you two feeling? We said we're sore and ready to go home. The nurse came in with our breakfast. Kevin fed me my breakfast. Then, Howie came in and fed Brian his breakfast. The doctor came in with two wheelchairs and said that we could go home. The doctor said I'll be right back. Kevin put me in the wheelchair with my leg elevated. Howie did the same for Brian. Brian and I asked Kevin with tears coming down our faces, what if JC comes back? Kevin kissed us on the forehead and said I'll make sure he doesn't. Then, the doctor came back with two sets of crutches. Kevin and Howie wheeled us out to the van. Kevin and Howie pushed down the backseat and wheeled us in. Howie buckled the seatbelts over us. The doctor gave Howie the crutches and he put them behind us. Kevin drove away. Brian said to me, I'm glad were going home. I said to Brian, me too. The whole way home, Brian and I gazed into each others eyes. Kevin opened the backdoor and unbuckled Brian's seatbelt. Kevin wheeled Brian to the trunk door. Howie and Kevin put Brian's wheelchair on the ground. I looked out the window and thought to myself, Brian looks really sad without me. I saw Brian start to cry. I said I'm coming, Brian baby. Brian smiled at me. Then, Kevin and Howie did the same for me. I wiped Brian's tears and kissed him. Brian kissed me because I made him stop crying. Kev and Howie pushed us into the house. Kev wheeled us into Brian's room. Kevin laid me into bed ever so gently. Kev called for Howie. Howie came and asked do you need help with Brian? Kevin said yeah. Kevin and Howie laid Brian into bed ever so gently. Kev said myself and Howie will come get you two when dinner is ready. Brian and I watched TV together. Then, we heard the doorbell ring. Howie said I'll get it. Howie asked who is it? The person behind the door said JC Chasez. Howie let him in. JC said I've come to see Brian and Ajah. The officer waited at the door. Howie led him to Brian's room. JC asked can I come in? Howie said just go in. JC came in and started towards Brian. Brian and I threw the comforter over our heads and started shaking. JC said Brian and Ajah? We said just don't hurt us. JC said I won't. JC said I'm really sorry and I didn't know how bad I hurt you two. I got a month in jail and a week of community service, JC told us. JC signed our casts and said I hope you two get better soon. JC continued by saying, I'll come back and see how you two are doing. Then, the officer put handcuffs on JC. JC started to cry. I said wait! The officer said I have to bring this convict back to jail. That made JC start to cry hysterically. I asked the officer to take the handcuffs off of JC. He took them off. I said come here, JC honey. I hugged JC and kissed him on his cheek. Brian asked why are you being so nice to him? I said he's crying hysterically Brian, have a heart. I said JC honey, don't cry. I wiped JC's tears but he kept crying. I put his head on my shoulder and said let it out, JC baby. I started to stroke JC's back to calm him down. JC stopped crying after about 45 minutes. I asked are you ok, JC honey? JC said yeah, I think so. The officer came in to take JC away. JC said as he held on to me for dear life as he said let me stay the night. JC buried his head in my shoulders. I asked please, what if he breaks down in his cell and has nobody to comfort him? I looked at JC and he had tears coming down his face. I can't let him leave in this condition. Then, the officer left. I wiped JC's tears and kissed him. JC was so sad he couldn't even smile back. Kevin said dinner's ready. JC helped Brian out of bed and put him in his wheelchair. JC sat on the bed and cried in my arms. I said it's ok, JC honey. I wiped his tears once again and hugged him. Howie pushed Brian out to the dinner table. JC helped me out of bed and put me in the wheelchair ever so gently. JC pushed me out to the dinner table. JC wheeled me next to Brian. I said sit next to me, JC. Kevin looked at JC and then me. Kevin said why? I said he's got tears running down his face, not now. Brian, myself, JC, Howie and Kevin were in the living room talking. Brian looked at and said he was sorry for being mean to me about JC earlier. Then, Brian leaned over and kissed me. So, I leaned over and kissed Brian. JC was holding me for dear life because he thought everyone would be mean to him. I looked at JC's face and saw it was all red with tears coming down. I said JC honey, don't cry. I wiped JC's tears and kissed him. JC stopped crying. I whispered to JC, I'll make sure they're nice to you, honey. JC still held me for dear life. I said so, what are we talking about? Kevin said JC. I covered JC's ears and yelled at Kevin, wrong topic! I kept yelling at Kevin by saying he's had a bad day and I just got him to stop crying! So, act your age, Kev! JC asked what was that about? I said nothing, JC baby. I looked at Kevin and mouthed don't even think about it! Kevin asked JC, how are you feeling? JC totally freaked out. JC held me even tighter. I said it's ok JC, he's only asking you how your feeling. JC said really sad but other than that I'm ok. I looked at Brian and he was really concerned about JC. I kissed Brian and said you're so nice honey. I whispered to Brian, that's really nice, your concerned about JC, honey. I heard JC yell, ouch, that stings. I asked what's wrong JC as I looked into his eyes that were full of tears. JC showed me his right arm. I looked at his arm and it was bleeding severely. I asked JC, who did this to you? All JC could do was cry. JC pointed at Kevin. I yelled at Kevin, why did you do that to JC? Kevin said I was mad at him for what he did to you and Brian. I said that was no reason to hurt JC like you did. I asked Howie, can I take my arm out of my sling? Howie said if your arm feels strong enough. I asked JC, are you going to pass out? JC said no, not yet. So, I pushed myself to the bathroom with JC following behind me crying. I said JC honey, I'm going to wash your arm with disinfectant. JC yelled ouch, that sings! I said I'm sorry, honey. I dried off JC's arm and it kept bleeding. I wrapped a clean towel around JC's arm to absorb the blood. I said to Howie, we have to bring JC to the hospital. Brian asked me, can I come with you? I said sure, Bri baby. Brian took his arm out of the sling. Howie went and started the jeep. Brian and I got on our crutches and went to the jeep. JC followed behind us. Howie opened the back door and helped me, JC and Brian into the backseat. Howie put our crutches in the front seat. Howie said to Kevin, you stay here and think about what you did to JC. Brian had his arm around me and said don't cry, Ajah honey. I said to Brian, I'll try not to darlin. I had to keep JC conscious on the way to the hospital. I had JC put his head on my shoulder so he would relax. Brian said I love you, Ajah darlin. I said I love you too, Bri baby. JC said I love you, Ajah baby. I said I love you too, JC darlin. We got to the hospital ten minutes later. Howie helped Brian out of the car and gave him his crutches. Howie did the same for me. Howie held JC's left arm in case he went unconscious. We went in through the emergency entrance. We had to bring JC to a room. Howie had to help JC put on a hospital gown. Then, Howie laid JC in bed. I said JC darlin, you'll be ok, I promise. Then, JC went unconscious. I shouted JC, speak to me. JC just laid there not breathing. I said Howie, go get a doctor now. I laid my head on JC's legs and started crying. I asked Brian, what if JC dies? I don't know how I could go on. Brian put my head on his shoulder. Brian said JC will be just fine. Brian kissed me and I stopped crying. Howie ran in the room with a doctor. I said to the doctor while tears were running down my face, save him please! The doctor said I'll do my best. Brian wiped my tears and held me in his arms. Howie saw that Brian and I were uncomfortable, so he went out in the hall and brought in two wheelchairs. Howie put Brian in a wheelchair. I cried out, Brian! Howie put me in the other wheelchair and wheeled me over next to Brian. Howie kissed me and said everything will be fine. Brian held me in his arms ever so tightly. Then, Brian and I fell asleep. Two hours later, Brian and I woke up in the empty bed with our legs elevated. I looked over and saw JC still under the anesthesia on a breathing machine. I saw a cast on his right arm. I looked at Brian and started to cry. Brian whispered in my ear, the doctor saved JC, you should be happy. Brian kissed me and told me to cheer up. I looked over at JC and watched his eyes open. I kissed Brian because I was so happy. Howie helped me out of bed and put in the wheelchair. Howie wheeled me over to JC's bed. I said hi, JC honey! JC said Ajah? I said yes honey, it's me. JC couldn't say anything because the oxygen was making him sleepy. I asked Howie, could you take the breathing mask off of JC? Howie said sure. I asked do you feel better now, JC honey? JC said yes and thank you, Howie. Howie said your welcome, JC. JC asked me, what happened? I said Kevin broke your arm because he was mad at you for what you did to myself and Brian. Then, I heard AJ come in. AJ said to JC, I'm really sorry for what Kevin did to you. AJ came over and kissed us on our foreheads. I kept crying and Brian held me in his arms to calm me down. JC said Ajah darlin, don't cry. JC blew me a kiss. I blew JC a kiss back. Brian wiped my tears and kissed me. I asked JC, are you having trouble breathing? JC said I'm a little short-winded. I said JC honey, relax and don't cry. JC shook his head as Howie put the breathing machine mask back on JC's face. The doctor said visiting hours are over. I said to the doctor, we're family. I asked AJ, what happened to Kevin? AJ said I reported him to the police but I don't know if they coming to get him tonight though. Then, AJ and Howie went to sleep in the empty room next door. Bri looked at me and saw that I was really sad. Brian held me and said JC will be ok. I looked over at JC and he smiled at me. I smiled back at JC. Then, JC, Brian and I fell asleep. JC, Brian and I woke up to breakfast. Brian and I ate our breakfast. AJ came in to feed JC his breakfast. An officer entered the room to take JC away. I said Kevin Richardson broke JC's arm for no reason at all. The officer said I'm sorry, JC and I'll go arrest Kevin. An hour later, we got a call from Kevin. Kevin said let me talk with Ajah. Howie gave me the phone. Kevin yelled at me by saying, why did you report me? I was crying when I said to Kevin, it was the only right thing to do and now JC is having trouble breathing because of you! I gave the phone to Brian and said how dare you! Why would you yell at her like that? Kevin said she made me angry! Brian said she cried all last night worrying about JC and now you made her cry again! Brian shouted at Kevin, I hope you enjoy your time in jail as he slammed the phone down. I looked at Brian and he held me. Then, he wiped my tears. The doctor came in and said I'm going to put JC's arm in a sling and then you guys can go home. AJ helped JC out of bed and helped him get dressed. Howie helped us out of bed and gave us our crutches. AJ helped JC into his wheelchair and pushed him to the jeep. Brian and I followed behind. Howie was yelling hey, wait up. Howie helped AJ wheel JC into the back of the jeep. Then, Howie and AJ helped us into the backseat. AJ sat in the passenger seat. Howie drove home. I held JC's left hand and said I love you, Joshua. JC smiled. AJ helped Howie in getting JC out of the jeep. AJ helped Brian out of the jeep. Howie did the same for me. As soon as we got in the house, the phone rang. I said I'll get it. Brian and JC said be careful, Ajah darlin. I said I will Brian and JC. I picked up the phone and said hi, who's calling? The person said Justin Timberlake. I said Hi, J-Curly. Justin said hi, Ajah. Justin asked me in a worried voice, how is JC? I said he's ok. Justin said thank god, I thought Kevin almost killed JC. I said no, he only caused JC a broken arm's worth the pain. Justin asked how are you feeling, Ajah sweetie? I said I'm in a lot of pain but I'm ok, Justin honey. Justin said I'm going to come over and visit for a few minutes, then I'm coming home because I'm really tired. Justin continued by saying Joey and Chris are already sleeping. I said you guys must have had a rough day. Justin said yeah, we did a lot and I was worrying about JC all day. I said now you know that JC's here with us and he's ok, Justin baby. Justin said I'll be over in a few minutes. I told Howie that Justin was coming over to visit for a few minutes. Howie said as soon as he leaves you guys are going to bed. AJ put me in my wheelchair ever so gently. Howie did the same for Brian. AJ and Howie saw that we were in pain so they gave us painkillers that would last through the night. Justin came and greeted AJ and Howie. The, he came over and kissed Brian, myself and JC on our foreheads. Justin sat on the couch and asked AJ, how have they been doing? AJ said they've been in pain but ok. Justin asked Howie, what happened to Kevin? Howie responded he has to spend a few days in jail and was given 100 hours of community service. Howie continued by saying we have to keep special watch on JC, Ajah and Brian to make sure he doesn't hurt them. Justin signed our casts and wrote a little love note on mine. Then, Justin left. Howie and AJ wheeled JC and I to Kevin's room. I cried out, Brian honey! AJ ran to get Brian. AJ wheeled Brian to Kev's room and laid him in Kev's bed. Then, AJ laid me next to Brian. Howie laid JC next to me and said call us if you need us. Howie and AJ kissed us on our foreheads and shut the door. Brian said Ajah honey, I'm glad that your mine. I said me too, Brian honey. JC said I'm glad you love me, Ajah darlin even though Brian is your boyfriend. I kissed JC and said me too, JC baby. Brian held my left hand and kissed it. I kissed Brian's left hand and then, I said I love you, Brian and JC. They both kissed me and we fell asleep. I woke up to AJ and Howie sleeping on chairs and on the floor. I kissed JC and Brian. They both woke up and kissed me. I said to Brian and JC, I love you two. The doctor called and said to AJ that JC, Ajah and Brian could get our casts off in two weeks. AJ asked are you guys hungry? We said yeah, we are. Howie said you guys slept real late, it's lunch time. AJ went out to the kitchen to make us soup and sandwiches. I said my arm is weak, how about yours, Bri honey? Brian said mine is weak too, Ajah honey. We asked Howie, if we could put our arms in our slings. Howie said sure, you two. Howie went into our room to get our slings. Howie came back and put our arms back in our slings. AJ came back with our lunch. Howie had to feed JC because he couldn't. AJ had to feed Brian and I because our arms were weak. When we finished being fed lunch, AJ took us outside for some fresh air. Then, AJ said to Howie, I must be seeing things because that looks like Kevin. Howie said you're right that does look like Kevin. Brian, myself and JC said oh no, he's come back to hurt us. JC, myself and Brian started to cry and we held each other. I held JC very gently so I wouldn't hurt him. Kevin said hi AJ. AJ was watching over us and said what do you want Kevin? Kevin said I've done all my community service hours and I'm home. Kevin started towards Brian and we called for help. We yelled Howie! Howie stood in front of JC, myself and Brian. Kevin asked Howie, what's the big deal? Howie responded the policeman said keep extra special guard over Brian, Ajah and JC when Kevin is around. Kevin said I just want to see how Brian, Ajah and JC are feeling. Brian, myself and JC held hands as Kevin came over to us. Kevin kissed Brian on his forehead. Brian looked at me and started to cry. I said Brian honey, don't cry he won't hurt you. I wiped Brian's tears and kissed him on his cheek. Kevin asked how are you feeling, Brian? Brian looked at me and I held Brian's left hand. Brian said I'm ok. Kevin said that's good, Brian. Kevin kissed me on my forehead. I looked at Brian and started to cry. Brian and JC said don't cry, Ajah honey. I put my left hand on JC's right leg. Brian and I held hands even though we were in pain. Kevin cried as he asked me, how are you feeling, Ajah honey? I looked at Brian and JC then answered Kevin by saying I'm ok but a little weak. JC looked at me and started to cry as Kevin was talking to AJ. I held JC's right hand so very gently as I kissed him. Then, I wiped his tears. JC choked out trying to hold back tears, what if Kevin tries to hurt me again? I said I'll make sure he doesn't, JC honey. Kevin came back and JC started to shake. I held JC's right hand very gently to calm him down. JC said I love you, Ajah honey. I said I love you too, JC darlin. Kevin asked JC, how are you feeling? JC said I'm in pain but I'm ok. I said JC honey, calm down. Kevin said to JC, I am really sorry and I didn't know how bad I hurt you. JC started to cry again. I said JC baby, don't cry again. JC put his head on my shoulder and kept crying. I was trying to get JC to relax. I started stroking JC's head and he calmed down a little. I said it's ok JC baby, don't cry. I wiped JC's tears once again. I started to stroke JC's right hand so gently to calm him down. I said JC honey, it's ok. It was getting dark quickly so AJ wheeled me in. Howie wheeled JC in and Kevin wheeled Brian in. AJ and Kevin lifted Brian and I out of our wheelchairs and put us in AJ's bed with our legs elevated. Howie lifted JC out of his wheelchair and put him in AJ's bed. Howie slept on the couch and AJ slept on the air mattress on the floor of the living room. I cried out JC honey, I love you. JC said I love you too, Ajah babe. Brian held me in his arms and we talked for an hour. Bri noticed that I was dozing off in his arms. I looked at Brian and saw he was really tired also. Brian said I love you, Ajah darlin. I said I love you too, Brian honey. Brian and I fell asleep cuddling. Two weeks later, the doctor called during breakfast. Howie said I'll get it. Howie said who is this? The person said it's the doctor. The doctor said I would like to take Brian, Ajah and JC's casts off. As soon as we finished breakfast, AJ helped Brian get dressed. Then, AJ helped me get dressed. Howie helped JC get dressed. AJ put Brian and I in our wheelchairs. Howie put JC in his wheelchair. We still weren't sure if we could trust Kevin or not. JC and I asked AJ, do you think we can trust Kevin? AJ said yeah, you can but I'll keep watch over him. Howie said we'll have to take the van because there is not enough room for three wheelchairs. Howie, AJ and Kevin wheeled us out to the van. AJ and Howie lifted up JC's wheelchair and wheeled him in the van. Then, AJ and Kevin did the same thing for myself and Brian. AJ, Kevin and Howie got into the van and drove away. We reached the hospital in ten minutes. AJ, Kevin and Howie wheeled us into the hospital and we went to the tenth floor. AJ, Kevin and Howie wheeled us into a room with the cast remover. The doctor said I'll do JC first. Kev wheeled JC over to the machine. The doctor put JC's arm in the machine. JC looked at me and started to cry. I held JC's left hand and told him not to cry. I wiped JC's tears. Then, I put JC's head on my shoulder. I said it's ok, honey. JC had tears coming down his face. I said JC honey, it's almost over. The doctor took JC's arm out of the machine and put it back in the sling. I said come here JC honey. JC was able to wheel himself over using his left arm. I wiped JC's tears once more. Then, I kissed JC and said are you ok now, JC honey? JC looked at me and said I think so. I asked are you sure honey because you look like your going to cry again. JC said yeah, I feel weak but I'm ok. The doctor did Brian next. Bri looked worried but I told him that he would be fine. The doctor laid Brian in the machine. Brian looked at me with tears coming down his face. I asked AJ, could you wheel me over to Brian? AJ said sure, Ajah honey. AJ wheeled wheeled me over to Brian. I held Brian's right hand to calm him down. Brian looked at me as he cried and said I'm really scared, Ajah honey. I wiped Brian's tears and put his head on my shoulder. I said it's ok Brian baby, don't cry. I started to stroke Brian's right hand to have him relax. I kissed Brian on his lips and said I love you. Brian stopped crying. The doctor took Brian's leg out of the machine. The doctor told Kevin make sure Brian and Ajah use their crutches. The doctor did me next. The doctor laid me in the machine. I started to cry. I cried out Brian and JC! JC started to stroke my left hand with his right very gently so he wouldn't hurt himself and so I would relax. Brian put my head on his shoulder. Brian said don't cry, Ajah honey. Brian kissed me on the lips and wiped my tears. I stopped crying. AJ put me back in my wheelchair. AJ and Kevin wheeled Brian and I to the van. Howie and JC followed behind us. AJ and Kevin lifted Brian and I into the van. AJ buckled the seatbelts over our wheelchairs. Howie helped JC into the van. We got home in ten minutes. Kevin unbuckled our seatbelts with Howie's help, they lifted Brian and I out of the van. AJ helped JC out of the van. Kev and Howie wheeled us into the house. AJ held JC's left hand in case he fell. Once we were all in the house, Kev went to get our crutches. AJ and Howie picked up Brian from his wheelchair and sat him on the couch. Then, AJ put his leg on a pillow on the table in front of the couch. AJ and Howie picked up from my wheelchair and sat on the couch next to Brian. Then, AJ put my leg on a pillow next to Brian's leg on the table. Kevin came back with our crutches. Kevin laid them against the wall and sat down. AJ helped JC onto the couch. AJ asked myself, Brian and JC, How do you three feel? We answered real sore and very weak. Then, we heard a knock on the door. Kev said I'll get it. Kev asked who is it? The people behind the door said Joey Fatone and Chris Kirkpatrick. Kev let them in and they sat on the floor. I said hi, Joey and Chris! Joey and Chris came up and gave me a kiss. Joey said we wanted to visit to see how Brian, Ajah and JC were doing. Joey asked AJ, how are Brian, Ajah and JC feeling? AJ responded I don't know, why don't you ask them yourself. Joey asked Brian, myself and JC, how are you three feeling? We said really sore and extremely weak. Brian, myself and JC asked AJ, can we have something to control the pain? AJ said yeah, I'll go get something for your pain. Joey, Chris and Howie looked at Brian, myself and JC and we started crying because we were in so much pain. AJ came back with the painkillers and he heard us crying. Brian had his arm around me and I had an arm around Brian and the other around JC. Joey, Chris and Howie were trying to console us but it wasn't working. AJ ran out and asked Joey, what happened? Joey said they just started crying. Joey asked Brian, why are you guys crying? Brian said while he was trying to hold back tears, we're in so much pain. AJ gave Brian a hug and said here is something to control your pain. Then, AJ wiped Brian's tears. JC wiped my tears and kissed me. AJ gave me what he gave Brian to control the pain and he kissed me. I wiped JC's tears and kissed him. AJ gave JC two painkillers and said these should help calm the pain. AJ hugged JC. Kevin said dinner's ready. AJ held JC's left hand in case he fell. Brian and I made it over to the dinner table on our crutches. Brian and I sat next to each other with our left legs elevated on heating pads. I said sit next to me, JC honey. Joey helped JC sit down. Kevin got a heating pad and put it in JC's sling to relax the pain. JC looked at me with tears coming down his face. I asked what's wrong, JC darlin? JC said as he was trying to hold back tears, can we speak in private, Ajah darlin? I said sure, JC darlin. AJ helped me up from the dinner table and gave me my crutches. I said JC baby, do you need anyone to help you walk in case you fall? JC said I don't think so. JC and I reached myself and Brian's room and JC helped put me on the bed. JC elevated my leg on a pillow. I asked what's wrong, JC honey? All JC could do was cry. JC put his head on my shoulder. I said it's ok honey, let it out. After a few minutes, I wiped JC's tears. I asked JC, do you feel better honey? JC said yeah. I asked you just needed a shoulder to cry on, didn't you, JC honey? JC answered yeah. I asked are you sure you're ok, JC honey? JC sniffled and said yes. I said I'm here if you need me, honey. JC helped me out of bed and gave me my crutches. I wiped JC's tears once again, then I kissed him on his lips. JC smiled and kissed me. JC and I went back to the table to finish dinner. JC helped sit me down. JC tried to put my leg back on the heating pad but he fell on his right arm. JC started to cry. I said it's ok, Josh baby. I kissed JC and wiped his tears. Kevin asked why was JC crying? I said it's private, Kev. Brian whispered in my ear, is JC ok? I whispered back to Brian, he is but I hope he doesn't cry again. Brian whispered back to me, is JC having a bad day? I whispered back to Brian, he just real sensitive today, that's all. JC looked at me with a real somber look on his face. I asked what's wrong, JC baby? JC responded I'm just really sad. I asked why, JC honey? JC answered I'm just well I don't know. Then, JC started to cry again. JC put his left arm around me and kept crying. I started to stroke JC's back to calm him down. I said don't cry, JC honey. JC looked up at me with tears running down his face. I kissed JC and said don't cry, honey. I wiped JC's tears and held him in my arms. Brian kissed me. I smiled at Brian. Joey tapped JC on his shoulder and nearly scared him half to death. I held JC in my arms even tighter. JC yelled keep him away from me, Ajah honey. I said I will, JC darlin. JC said I'm really scared of him. Joey got up and came over to me. JC said stay away and Ajah darlin, help me. I said go away Joey, you're scaring him. JC asked is he gone, Ajah baby. I said yes, JC's gone as Joey left. I held JC tight in my arms. JC shouted who's he? I answered that's your friend Chris. Chris said JC, I'm your friend. JC was scared but said hi in a scared voice. Brian said JC, it's ok we'll help you. JC smiled at Brian. I said there's that smile I know, JC honey. Kevin came out with dessert. I said JC, look it's your favorite mint chocolate chip ice cream. I asked JC, do you want to taste some? JC answered yeah. I gave JC a spoonful and he ate it up. I asked JC, do you want more honey? JC said only a little bit more because I'm kind of full. I gave JC three more spoonfuls. JC said I'm full. I said ok, JC honey. JC asked can we go cuddle in bed? I said sure, JC honey. Chris helped me up and gave me my crutches. Chris followed us to our room. Chris helped JC in bed. Then, Chris lifted me up into bed ever so gently. I asked Chris, what about Brian? Brian said I'll come in about a half an hour. Chris turned off the lights and left. JC turned on the tv with his left hand and we cuddled while watching JC's favorite tv show. AJ came in with Brian a half an hour later and saw that JC and I were getting sleepy. AJ helped Brian into bed. AJ asked why don't you three go to sleep? JC said that's a good idea. I asked are you ok, JC honey? JC answered I don't know. Brian looked at me with a rather depressed look on his face and said remember me? I looked at Brian and started to cry. JC looked at me and said don't cry, Ajah honey. JC kissed me and went to sleep. Brian held me in his arms and said I'm sorry. Brian said Ajah honey? I sobbed yeah, Brian baby. Brian said I'm sorry for making you cry. I couldn't do anything but cry while Bri was holding me. AJ came in and I screamed. Brian said Ajah honey, it's only AJ. I buried my head in Brian's shoulders and started shaking. Brian said can you leave AJ, you're scaring her. Brian said Ajah honey, he's gone. Brian wiped my tears and kissed me. Then, Brian held me tighter. I sniffled and said thank you, Bri honey for cuddling with me. Brian kissed me on the lips and said I'll always be here for here for you, Ajah honey. I said I love you, Brian honey. Brian said I love you too, Ajah honey. Then, we fell asleep cuddling. We woke up early the next morning. JC asked will Joey hurt me, Ajah darlin. I responded no, he won't JC darlin. JC said I'm really afraid of him, Ajah darlin. I said I know you are JC darlin. Then, I held JC in my arms. But, I held him very gently so I wouldn't hurt his right arm. Brian asked what about me? I held Brian with my right arm and JC in my left arm so gently. JC said I'm hungry as soon as AJ came in with breakfast. Bri held me in his arms and said it's ok Ajah honey, he won't hurt you. AJ came over to give me a kiss and I shouted Brian help me, I'm scared! Brian said it's ok Ajah baby, AJ didn't hurt JC. AJ came over to give me a kiss while Brian held me so very tightly in his arms. AJ backed away and said I didn't hurt you, Ajah baby. Brian said give her a break AJ, she was scared and JC did the exact same thing with Joey last night. AJ went out to the kitchen and called the doctor. Kevin and Howie stayed in our room with us. AJ came in and said we have to bring Brian, Ajah and JC to the hospital for another X-Ray before we can teach them to use their broken limbs again. Kevin, Howie and AJ helped us get dressed. AJ asked Brian are you three in any pain? Brian held me for dear life because he saw that I was still a little scared of AJ. Brian answered yeah. AJ asked how much? Brian responded kind of in the middle. AJ said I'll be right back with the painkillers. Then, Howie heard the doorbell ring. Howie said I'll get it. Howie asked who is it? The people behind the door said Justin and Joey. Howie let them in and showed them to our room. Justin knocked on the door and Brian said who is it? Joey said it's me and Justin. Brian said come in. Justin and Joey saw the three of us cuddling. Justin said that's so sweet. Joey was about to make a smart remark when Justin mouthed to Joey, don't even dare. Justin came over and kissed Brian, myself and JC on our foreheads. Joey came over to kiss Brian and I on our foreheads. As Joey went over to JC, he cried out, Ajah honey, get him away from me! I held JC's hand very gently and said Joey won't hurt you, JC honey. JC looked at me with tears coming down his face. I said come here, JC honey. I said don't cry, JC sweetie. Then, I wiped JC's tears and said I'll hold you while Joey comes over, JC honey. JC started to shake as Joey came over. I said JC honey, he won't hurt you. Joey kissed JC on his forehead. I asked are you ok, JC darlin? JC answered yeah, I think so. Howie came in and said we have to bring them to the hospital now. Justin and Joey said they loved us and left. AJ and Howie gave us our crutches. Kev went out to start the jeep. AJ helped JC out of bed. AJ and Howie helped us into the backseat. Howie put our crutches behind us in the trunk behind the backseat. We reached the hospital. The doctor took Brian, myself and JC to separate X-Ray rooms. Brian cried out Ajah! I cried out Brian and JC! JC cried out Ajah! AJ reunited us so we would calm down. The doctor told AJ that he could teach Brian and I how to walk again and JC to use his right arm again. We left the hospital and fell asleep in the car. As soon as we got home, AJ and Howie helped Brian and I into bed. Howie helped JC into bed. Then, we fell asleep for about an hour. AJ woke us up and said I'm going to teach you, Brian and Ajah how to walk again. Kev came in and said I'll help you AJ. I asked who's going to teach JC how to use his right arm again, Kevin? Kevin said Howie will. I said ok. AJ, Kevin and Howie took us out to the living room. Kev sat us down on the couch. Howie helped JC stand up and brought him to the dinner table. Howie showed JC how to write. Howie said JC, you try. JC had no luck. All JC could do was scribble. AJ showed us how to walk by walking past us. AJ and Kev asked how about you two try? AJ and Kev helped us up from the couch. AJ held Brian's hand. Kevin held my hand. Brian took three steps and fell. I also took three steps and fell. Brian looked at me with a sad look on his face. I said Brian honey, it's ok. AJ and Kev helped us up from the floor and said let's try again. Brian and I took four more steps and fell. Brian and I shouted, ouch! Brian and I started to cry. Brian held me in his arms. AJ looked at us and saw blood. AJ said Kev, they must have landed on something sharp because both Brian and Ajah are bleeding. Kevin and AJ rolled us over to see why we were bleeding. Kevin said in an upset tone, it's the knives Howie dropped at dinner and he said he would pick them up that's why their bleeding. Kevin yelled Howie! Howie asked what Kevin? Kevin said the knives that you dropped at dinner and didn't pick up are what Brian and Ajah fell on and now they're bleeding because of you. Howie said sorry, Kevin. Kevin said it's alright. Howie asked are they hurt bad? AJ said yeah, their left legs are bleeding. I looked at Howie and he felt terrible. Kevin was really mad at Howie. AJ picked up Brian and Kevin put down a clean towel on the floor. AJ put Brian on the towel. AJ ran back to pick me up and he held me up ever so gently. Kevin said to Brian, this might sting a little. Kevin cleaned Brian's left leg with disinfectant. Brian yelled ouch, that really stings! Brian looked at me and started to cry. I said Bri honey, don't cry. Bri tried to smile at me but couldn't. Kev wrapped Brian's left leg in gauze. Kev picked up Brian and put him down on the couch. AJ put me down on the blood soaked towel. Kevin said this might sting a little Ajah, honey. Kevin cleaned my left leg with disinfectant. I yelled ouch, that really stings! I cried out Brian! AJ ran out to get Brian. AJ laid Brian on the floor next to me. Brian wiped my tears and said don't cry, Ajah darlin. Brian held my hand to calm me down. Kevin wrapped my left leg in gauze. AJ picked up Brian and Kevin picked me up. They brought us over to the couch and sat us down on the couch ever so gently. JC asked Howie, are Brian and Ajah ok? Howie said their stable for now. Howie said I'll write your name and you try. JC was really upset and threw the pen. Then, JC started to cry. Howie put JC's arm back in the sling with the heating pad in it. Howie helped JC over to the couch. Howie sat JC down next to me. JC had tears running down his face and asked are you two ok? We said we're ok for now. Brian held my hand and I held JC's right hand very gently. We fell asleep. We woke up in our room. AJ and Kevin had dinner ready for us. AJ and Kevin started to feed Brian and I our dinner. Justin knocked on the door and AJ said come in. AJ asked Justin, will you feed JC his dinner? Justin said sure. Justin started to feed JC his dinner. After we had finished being fed dinner, Justin asked Kevin, what happened to Brian and Ajah? AJ answered they fell on the knives that Howie forgot to pick up which he dropped during dinner. Justin said I got real scared when I saw Brian and Ajah's left legs. I said we are ok for now, Justin honey. Justin smiled and kissed me. Then, Justin asked me, how's JC? JC said I'm very weak but I'm ok. I kissed JC on his cheek. JC smiled and kissed me. Justin said you guys look tired, why don't you three take a nap? Brian asked Justin, do we have to? Justin said no, just relax. You three have had a lot of excitement today and you three need to relax. Brian, myself and JC laid down to cuddle as Justin tucked us in. Justin said Brian and Ajah are injured and JC, you are really weak. I said when Brian and I get married, Justin and the other *NSYNCers are invited to our wedding. JC asked what about me? I responded JC, you will be my guest of honor. JC blushed. I kissed JC and said that's how much I love you. Justin had to watch us while Kev, Howie and AJ went to the store. Justin asked Brian and I, how are you two feeling? We answered in major amounts of pain. Justin asked do you want something to control your pain? We said that would be nice. Justin went to the bathroom to get the painkillers. JC looked at me and put my head on his shoulder. Brian put his head on my lap. Justin came in and said how cute. Justin went out to get his camera. Justin came in and said smile. Justin took the picture. Then, Brian and I sat up and Justin gave us two painkillers. Justin said Brian and JC hold Ajah in your arms so I can take another picture. Justin said smile and took the picture. Brian and I cuddled. Justin asked us, are you two ok? JC answered I think the painkillers knocked the wind out of them. Justin shouted Brian and Ajah, speak to me. JC started to cry while he shouted Brian and Ajah, say something. JC said to Justin, I think they're unconscious. JC said try mouth-to mouth resuscitation. Justin tried for ten minutes and got no response. Justin called 911. The ambulance came and put us in the truck as Justin helped JC walk to his car. Justin drove to the hospital and waited in the waiting room with JC. JC asked Justin while he was crying, do you think they're ok? Justin answered JC, yes, they'll be just fine, JC. A nurse came out and asked, is Justin Timberlake and JC Chasez in here? Justin helped JC up and held JC's left hand as they followed the nurse. The nurse said they're in here. Justin and JC ran into the room. JC and Justin saw us hooked up to breathing machines and both of them started to cry. Justin sat in the chair next to Brian's bed and held his hand. JC sat in the chair next to my bed and held my hand with his left hand. Brian and I could hear Justin and JC crying and we felt them holding our hands. Justin and JC watched my eyes open. JC said Ajah honey, I love you as he hugged me. All I could do was smile at JC. Justin watched Brian's eyes open. Justin hugged Brian and said I'm so glad you're ok, Brian. Then, Justin kissed Brian on his forehead. Brian smiled at Justin as he pointed over at me. I smiled at Brian. Brian smiled back at me. JC said Ajah honey, I'm so glad you're ok as he wiped his tears. Justin came over and kissed me. Justin and JC sat back down as Justin heard a knock on the door. Justin said come in. It was AJ, Kevin, Nick and Howie. All four of them were in a panic. Kevin and Nick were crying. AJ asked Justin, are they awake yet? Justin said yeah, they just can't talk yet. AJ, Kevin, Nick and Howie kissed us on our foreheads and said how relieved they were to know that we were ok. Brian and I smiled at AJ, Kevin, Howie and Nick. Kevin and JC held my hands. AJ sat next to JC and started to stroke my face. Howie and Nick were holding Brian's hands. Justin sat next to Nick and started to stroke Brian's face. The doctor came in and asked all of you guys are close friends or family right? Kevin answered yeah. The doctor said only three of you can stay in here. JC asked the doctor, who is it up to? The doctor said it's up to Brian and Ajah. The doctor asked us, what three people would you two like to sleep in here with you? Brian pointed at JC. I pointed at AJ. We both pointed at Kevin. Nick, Howie and Justin kissed us on our foreheads and said they loved us as they went to the empty room next door to sleep. The doctor went to get two roll-up beds and a cot. We started to cry. JC and Kevin saw us crying and said don't cry, Brian and Ajah. Kevin wiped our tears. JC and Kevin kissed and hugged us. JC and Kevin held our hands. AJ came out of the bathroom and kissed us. AJ said good night to JC and Kevin. Then, he fell asleep. Kev held Brian's hand to calm him down. JC held my right hand very gently to calm me down and so he wouldn't hurt himself. They held our hands for a half an hour. JC and Kevin kept saying to us, relax because everything will be ok. JC asked Kevin, will you turn off the light? Kev responded yeah, I will. JC said to Kevin, they look sleepy. Why don't we sing them to sleep, Kevin? Kev said good idea, JC. Kevin and JC sung us a lullaby they made up. JC and Kevin kissed us and we fell asleep. We woke up the next morning to JC, Kev and AJ praying for us . I looked over at Brian and smiled. Brian looked over at me and smiled. AJ and JC with Kevin's help, stood over us and said good morning. They kissed us on our foreheads. Kevin said good morning Brian and Ajah as he kissed us on our foreheads. We smiled at Kevin. Nick, Howie and Justin came in and asked Kevin, how are they feeling? Kevin responded they're stable. We smiled at Nick, Howie and Justin. The doctor asked Kevin, have Brian and Ajah been breathing throughout the night? Kevin answered yes, they have. The doctor said I'm going to take off Brian and Ajah's breathing masks. The doctor took off our breathing masks. JC asked will they be able to talk? The doctor answered JC, give them a while. Kevin asked us, how do you two feel? We used up all of our energy whispering, we're ok. Kev said just relax, ok? Kev saw us start to cry. AJ asked us what's wrong? We whispered will we get better soon? AJ and Kevin wiped our tears and said yes, you two will. I looked at JC and saw him crying hysterically. I whispered come here, JC darlin. I put JC's head on my shoulder and whispered don't cry, JC darlin. JC said I'll try not to but I'm so sad because you and Brian are so sick. I hugged JC and wiped his tears once more. As I smiled at JC, he was still crying. I held JC in my arms to calm him down. JC calmed down within ten minutes. JC kissed me and said thank you. I whispered your welcome, JC honey. I looked over at Brian and he was crying. I whispered what's wrong, Bri honey? Brian whispered I miss us not being in each others arms. I whispered me too, Brian. Justin said you two look tired. Why don't you two take a nap? AJ and Kevin sung us to sleep. We felt Kevin, Howie, JC and AJ holding our hands while we slept. Then, we felt Justin and Nick stroking our faces. We woke up an hour later. I looked at Brian and smiled. Brian looked over at me and smiled. I looked over at JC and smiled. JC kissed me on my forehead. AJ looked at me and smiled. Then, AJ kissed me on my forehead. I smiled at AJ. Nick looked at me with tears coming down his face. Nick kissed me on my forehead. I look at Nick and started to cry. JC said don't cry, Ajah honey. JC kissed me. AJ went over to console Nick. JC wiped my tears as he kissed me again. Kevin, Brian, Howie and Justin looked over at JC and I as they looked rather concerned. JC said it's ok you guys, I have it under control. I smiled at Brian as he smiled back at me. JC asked are you ok, Ajah darlin? I shook my head yes. JC and I were snuggling as the doctor came in. The doctor said they can go home as long as they are steadily breathing on their own. AJ took off my breathing mask. I whispered thank you, AJ honey. AJ kissed me on my cheek and said your welcome Ajah honey. Kevin took off Brian's breathing mask. Brian whispered I miss you being in my arms, Ajah darlin. I whispered I miss that too, Brian baby. Kevin asked us, do you two feel strong enough to go home? We whispered to Kevin, we think so. JC asked us, are you having any trouble breathing on your own. We whispered no. I started to cry. Brian whispered what's wrong, Ajah honey? I whispered I really miss being in your arms, Bri-Bri. Bri whispered don't cry because on the way home we'll cuddle. I whispered do you mean it, Bri honey? Brian whispered yes and I can't wait until then, Ajah baby. I blushed as I smiled at Brian. JC said it was almost noon and I'm tired. JC asked us why don't you two take a nap? You two look real tired. Brian and I yawned as we whispered good idea. JC saw that we were dozing off. I whispered where's Justin and the guys, JC honey. JC yawned as he said they're down in the cafe getting something to eat. I whispered JC, will you sing us to sleep? JC said sure, Ajah baby. I whispered after you sing us to sleep, will you promise me that you'll take a nap? JC said ok, Ajah honey. Then, he kissed Brian on his forehead. JC kissed me on my cheek. JC said I love you, Ajah babe. I whispered I love you too, JC baby. I looked over at Brian and whispered I love you, Bri darlin. Brian looked at me and whispered I love you too, Ajah darlin. Brian blew me a kiss. I blew Brian a kiss back. Then, we both fell asleep and JC fell asleep in the chair next to my bed. We heard Kevin, AJ, Howie, Nick and Justin come in. Kev said be quiet you guys because Brian, Ajah and JC fell asleep. We woke up an hour later. I looked at Brian and he looked at me. AJ took off our breathing masks. Howie looked at us and asked what's wrong? We whispered our throats hurt. Kevin went to get the doctor and asked for two heating pads. The doctor came in with Kevin. The doctor came over and put the heating pads on our throats. The doctor left. Justin, Howie and Nick said to Kevin, Brian and Ajah look miserable. Nick asked Howie, where's AJ? Howie said he's next door taking a nap. JC asked what's wrong, Ajah honey? I whispered I'm really sad and want to go home. JC kissed me and said when your and Brian's throats are better. JC continued by saying and when your voices come back, the doctor said you two can go home. JC saw that we were having trouble breathing on our own. JC limped over to my bed and put my breathing mask back on my face. Kevin went over to Brian's bed and put Brian's breathing mask back on his face. The doctor came in to check on us. Kevin told the doctor that Brian and Ajah were having trouble breathing on their own so, myself and JC put their breathing masks back on their faces. The doctor said that was a good idea. JC said to Kevin, the oxygen is making Brian and Ajah sleepy. Kevin looked at us and all he saw was we were gazing into each others eyes. Kevin came up and looked at us. He saw that we were getting sleepy because of the oxygen. Kevin asked us, why don't you two take a nap? Kevin begged us by saying please you guys, the oxygen is making you two sleepy. We said ok, we give in. Justin, Howie and Nick kissed us and said sweet dreams. JC leaned over and kissed me. JC said I'll be here for you two. Kevin came over to tuck us in. He kissed us and said he loved us. JC said to Kevin, they look so innocent when they're sleeping. Kevin said to JC, yeah, they do. We heard Howie fumbling around for his camera. Howie took the picture of us while we were sleeping. Kevin and AJ held my hands. We heard them saying how cute we looked while we slept. Nick and Justin held Brian's hands. We slept for about an hour. I woke up and JC kissed me. Then, I smiled. JC asked did you have a nice nap, Ajah baby? I shook my head. JC said that's good. I started to cry. JC and Kevin wiped my tears and said don't cry, Ajah baby. I hugged JC and Kevin. Brian woke up and looked worried. Justin said It's ok Brian, everything is just fine. Brian smiled at me and I smiled at Brian. JC looked at us and cried. Justin consoled JC and wiped his tears. Justin said it's ok, JC. JC sobbed will Brian and Ajah get better soon? Justin wiped JC's tears and said yes, they will JC. JC got up with Justin's help and sat next to my bed. JC held my left hand. I smiled at JC. JC kissed me and asked if he could have a private moment alone with us. Justin, Howie, Nick and Kevin said sure, JC as they left. JC limped over to the chair and tried to sit but fell. JC fell on the floor hard. Brian looked at me and said comfort him. I said come here, JC baby. JC got up and tried to run to me. I said if you try to run, you'll hurt yourself JC baby. I held JC in my arms and said don't cry honey. JC looked at me with tears coming down his face. I hugged JC and asked where does it hurt, honey. JC said my left arm and knee. I asked let me see, JC honey? JC showed me his left arm. His arm was bleeding. JC started to cry. I yelled to Kevin, will you come here? Kev came running. I asked will you get the first aid kit out of the bathroom, Kev honey? Kev said sure, Ajah honey. Kev ran to the bathroom and came out with the first aid kit. Kev gave me the first aid kit and left. I opened the first aid kit and found the disinfectant. I put some disinfectant on a cotton ball and said this might sting a little, JC baby. JC cried out that hurts a lot! I said it's all over JC baby as I wiped his tears. I wrapped JC's left arm in gauze. I kissed JC and held his hand as he stood up. JC put up his left leg and asked how is it, Ajah honey? I said it looks like it's infected, JC honey. JC's eyes started to water. I said hold my hand while I clean your knee, JC honey. I put some disinfectant on another cotton ball. I said JC honey, hold my hand because this will sting. JC said I will, Ajah honey. I started to clean JC's left knee as he sobbed stop, that stings while he held my hand. I said it's all over, JC honey as I kissed him. I wrapped JC's left leg in gauze. I helped JC put his left leg down. I asked do you feel better, honey? JC answered yeah I do, Ajah baby. I said that's good, Josh baby. JC smiled and said I'm very relieved that you two survived as he cried. JC continued by saying I don't know what I would have done without you two. I thank god that you two are here with me. JC tried to get up but he fell back down in the chair. I gave JC my right hand and he kissed it. Brian gave JC his left hand and JC kissed Brian's left hand. We heard Kevin come running into the room. Kev said oh my god, what happened to JC? I said JC limped over to the chair he's sitting down in now and tried to sit but he fell. Kevin asked did he cry? I said sure he cried, Kevin. I told him to come to me and said don't cry as I wiped his tears. I cleaned his left arm and knee with disinfectant. Then, I wrapped them in gauze. I said Kevin, tell the other guys what happened to JC and tell them not to get scared. Kevin asked why, Ajah? I responded tell them not to get scared because JC's resting comfortably now, Kevin. Kevin said alright, Ajah. Kev went out and told the guys what happened to JC. JC and Bri looked at me and asked what's wrong, Ajah honey? I didn't say anything. Brian saw me gasping for air. Brian said she's having trouble breathing. JC was able to stand up on his right leg and put my breathing mask back on my face. Brian blew me a kiss and I caught it. JC blew me a kiss. I smiled at Brian. Kev and the other guys came in and kissed all three of us. Kev took off my breathing mask. Justin looked real concerned as he asked JC, are you feeling ok? JC looked at me and cried. I said don't cry, JC babe. I said come here, honey. Justin pushed JC's chair with him sitting in it over to my bed. Justin had JC stand on his right leg as he put a pillow on JC's chair. Justin helped JC sit down very gently and I held JC in my arms. JC said I'm hurting, Ajah babe. I said I know you are, JC babe. I wiped JC's tears and kissed him. JC smiled. JC said I'm really lonely, Ajah babe. I said I'll hold you, Josh baby. JC cried out, please! I held JC in my arms as the doctor came in. The doctor came in to check on Brian and I. The doctor checked my breathing and said you can go home by Friday. The doctor checked on Brian's breathing. Brian was breathing in and out. Then, he choked. I cried out, Bri honey! Bri couldn't even look. I cried out Brian baby, speak to me! JC said don't cry and consoled me. I sobbed will Brian be ok, JC? JC wiped my tears and kissed me as he said Brian will be alright, Ajah honey. Brian looked at me and smiled. I asked are you ok, Bri darlin? Bri answered yeah I'm ok, Ajah darlin. Bri blew me a kiss. I blew Bri back a kiss. The doctor said that Brian can go home on Friday also. Kevin asked are you two hungry? We answered no. AJ asked you two look really sleepy, why don't you two go to sleep? We yawned as we asked will you guys sing us to sleep? AJ said sure, we will. JC was already in his bed. I knew he was as tired as myself and Brian were. AJ, Kev, Justin, Howie and JC sung us a lullaby they made up. AJ, Kev, Justin and Howie kissed us and went to the empty room next door so we could have quiet while we slept. JC said he loved us and blew me a kiss. I said I love you too, JC honey and I blew JC back a kiss. Then, JC went to sleep. Brian said that he loves me and I said I love you more, Brian. We fell asleep gazing into each others eyes. We woke up the next morning to Kev and Justin packing our stuff. Kev and Justin came over to our beds and kissed us on our foreheads. JC smiled at me and kissed my left hand. I asked how are you feeling, Josh baby? JC said I'm feeling really sore but I'm ok. Brian smiled at me and I smiled back at him. JC asked us, are you two having trouble breathing still? We shook our heads meaning only a little bit. JC frowned as he held my left hand. JC started to cry. I smiled at JC and tried not cry. Justin consoled JC and Kevin consoled me. Justin and Kevin wiped our tears and told us not to cry. The doctor came in and said we could go home today. Kev helped JC get dressed. Justin helped me get dressed. AJ helped Brian get dressed. Kev, Justin and AJ put us in our wheelchairs very gently. Howie and Nick took our stuff to the van. Kevin and Howie lifted Brian into the van. AJ and Howie lifted me into the van. Justin and Nick lifted JC into the van. Kevin drove home. Howie wheeled Brian into the house. Justin wheeled JC into the house. Kevin wheeled me into the house. AJ and Nick brought our stuff into our room. Kevin, Justin and Howie

wheeled us into the living room. AJ and Nick sat down on the couch. JC, Brian and I were cuddling. AJ said how cute. Nick asked AJ, what's cute? AJ replied Brian, Ajah and JC are cuddling. Nick, Justin, Kevin and Howie said how sweet.

AJ said be quiet, Brian, Ajah and JC just fell asleep. We heard Kevin go to get his camera. Kevin said smile as he took the picture. We woke up when we heard Kevin drop his camera. AJ asked do you three want to go to bed? We said yeah, we're really tired. Kevin, Justin and AJ wheeled us to our bedroom. Kevin and AJ laid us in bed very gently. They shut the door as they left. Brian kissed me and said he loves me. I looked over at JC and he was already sleeping. I kissed him and said I love you, JC honey. JC woke up and kissed me. Then, JC said I love you, Ajah honey. I hugged JC as he went back to sleep. Brian and I cuddled for an hour. I started to doze off in Brian's arms. Brian kissed me and we fell asleep. I heard Brian wake up. Brian whispered good morning, darlin. I woke up and kissed Bri. I said good morning, Bri baby. I whispered good morning, JC darlin. JC woke up and kissed me. I hugged JC. JC and Bri asked me, did you have any bad dreams? I said no, because you two were holding me. Bri and JC blushed. AJ and Kevin came in with our breakfast. Brian and I fed each other breakfast. AJ fed JC his breakfast. AJ said I'm going to teach you two how to walk again with Kevin's help. Kevin said JC? JC said yeah, Kevin? Kevin said Howie is going to teach you to use your right arm again. Howie came in and helped JC out of bed. Not before JC could kiss me though. Kevin and AJ put Brian in his wheelchair. Brian cried out for me. AJ put me in my wheelchair and wheeled me over to Brian. I said I'm here, honey. Bri held my left hand as we were getting wheeled out of our bedroom. Howie held JC's hand as they sat down at the dining room table. Kev helped Brian get up. AJ helped me get up and Brian held my hand.. AJ showed us how to walk as he walked past us. AJ saw that Brian and I were sad, so he slipped and fell while trying to sit on the chair. Bri smiled at me and I smiled at Bri. AJ asked us why don't you two try? We said ok. AJ came over and held my hand as we took our first step. Brian whispered in my left ear, I love you Ajah darlin. I whispered in Brian's right ear, I love you more Bri darlin. Kev asked us, we are going to try a few more steps ok? We said ok. We took three more steps. AJ asked do you two want to try and walk without us? I looked at Bri and he looked at me. Bri said yeah. Brian and I held hands as we walked. We walked to the front door. Kev said now try without holding hands. We raced to the couch. I said I beat you to the couch, Bri-Bri. Bri said you did but I'll beat you to the couch next time, Ajah darlin. I smiled at Bri and kissed him. Bri blushed as he kissed me. I was about to ask Howie how JC was doing when I heard him say, you did a good job, JC. Howie brought JC over to the couch with his arm back in his sling. I kissed JC and asked how do you feel, honey? JC kissed me and said I'm feeling a little weak, Ajah darlin. Brian noticed that JC and I were dozing off. Brian said to AJ, Kevin and Howie, be quiet.

1. AJ asked why, Brian? Brian said JC and Ajah just fell asleep. Bri started to stroke my hand. I put my left arm around JC. JC and I woke up a half an hour later. I said Bri darlin, I love you. Bri said me too, Ajah darlin. I hugged JC gently. JC kissed me. AJ and Kevin asked us, are you three hungry? We said yeah. AJ, Kev and Howie came over with our dinner. Kevin fed JC his dinner. Brian and I fed each other dinner. Howie asked why don't we go outside? We said ok. AJ, Kev and Howie cleaned us up and put our shoes on us. I whispered to Brian, do you want to walk outside? Brian whispered back to me, yeah. We walked outside and sat on the grass. Bri, myself and JC wrestled. JC rolled over on his right arm and said ouch! I said what's wrong, honey? JC said I rolled over on my right arm and it's bleeding. I said come on honey, let's get your arm cleaned up. JC was crying as we went into the house. I said JC honey, don't cry. Then, I kissed JC. JC stopped crying and smiled. We got to the bathroom and I took out the first-aid kit. I took out the disinfectant and put some on a cotton ball. I said honey, this might sting. JC said ok, honey. I began to clean JC's right arm with disinfectant. JC cried out, that stings! I said we're all done, honey. I wiped JC's tears and kissed him. I wrapped JC's right arm in gauze and put his arm back in his sling. I held JC's left hand as we walked back outside. Brian asked Is JC ok? I said yeah, he's ok now. Brian smiled. Kevin asked us, do you three want to go inside? We said yeah. Brian said I'll race you, Ajah darlin. I looked at JC and saw that he was really sad. I said not now, Bri honey. Brian held my right hand. I held JC's left hand as we walked inside. We sat down on the couch. I asked are you feeling ok, JC honey? JC started to cry. I said Bri baby, I'll be right back. Bri said ok, Ajah darlin. JC and I walked to our room and I shut the door. JC and I sat on the bed. I put JC's head on my shoulder and said let it out, honey. JC cried for a good ten minutes. JC looked up at me with his face all red. I wiped JC's tears and asked do you feel better, honey? JC sniffled and said yeah. I asked you just needed a shoulder to cry on, didn't you? JC said yeah. I asked do you want to go out with the guys now, honey? JC said yeah. I held JC's left hand as we walked out. Brian and Kevin chimed in, how cute! I said aww, Bri. JC blushed. I kissed JC. JC smiled. JC asked could you hold my left hand while I sit down, honey? I said sure, Joshua. JC said thanks, honey as he blushed. I kissed JC and said you're welcome, darlin. I sat in between JC and Brian. JC and Brian smiled at me. I held JC's left hand and I put my left arm around Brian. JC smiled at me. I smiled at JC. JC was ok because I was holding his left hand. Brian looked at me with a very sad look on his face. I asked what's wrong, my baby Brian Thomas? Brian said you have been paying more attention to JC than you have me. I said Brian, JC hurt himself and I couldn't just ignore his injury. Then, Brian started to cry. I said come here, darlin. Brian cried for about ten minutes. I kept telling Brian how much I love him to try and calm him down. Brian stopped crying when I kissed him on the lips. I asked Bri, do you feel better now, honey? Bri smiled and kissed me. Brian put his arms around me and held me for dear life. I said I won't leave you, darlin. Bri smiled and kissed me on the lips. I looked at Brian and said don't let go, Bri darlin. Bri said I won't let go, Ajah darlin. I smiled at Bri. Bri said I really and truly love you, Ajah darlin. I blushed as Bri kissed me. I said I feel the same way, my angel Bri-Bri. Bri hugged me as he started to doze off. I said everybody be quiet, Brian's sleeping. JC smiled at me. I smiled at JC as I yawned. JC asked why don't you go to sleep, honey? I yawned again as I said good idea, JC. I kissed Brian as I dozed off. JC said sweet dreams, Brian and Ajah. We woke up in our bed. I woke up and said where's Bri? I was very worried. Brian came back and laid in bed. I began to cry as I asked where were you, Bri? Brian said I only went to the bathroom. I sobbed I had a dream just like this except you were in the bathroom and you were severely hurt. Brian wiped my tears and said I'm not hurt, honey. I hugged Brian for dear life. Brian knew I was very scared so he held me in his arms. I was crying in Brian's arms. Brian began to stroke my back to calm me down. I smiled and kissed Brian. Brian whispered I love you, my baby girl. I blushed as I whispered I love you too, my baby boy. Brian smiled and hugged me. JC said how cute! I smiled at JC as my eyes watered. Brian said don't cry, darlin. Brian wiped my tears as he kissed me. I hugged Bri. Howie came in with AJ and asked JC, what's wrong with them? JC said please don't ask because you'll upset them. Howie went over to JC and whispered what happened? JC whispered to Howie, Ajah had a dream that Brian was in the bathroom and he was severely hurt. Howie asked JC, Is that what upset her? JC said yeah. Brian was holding me and asked do you feel better now, honey? I said yeah, honey. Brian hugged me. AJ said how cute. I kissed Bri. Brian asked me, do you want to go out in the living room? I said yeah, honey. Brian and I held hands as we went out to the living room. We sat on the couch as JC, Howie and AJ came out. Brian's eyes started to water. I said don't cry, baby. I wiped Brian's tears as I kissed him. Bri smiled. I asked feel better now, baby? Bri said yeah, honey. I said that's good. Brian, myself, JC, Howie and AJ talked for an hour while Brian and I cuddled. Kevin was taking a nap. I looked at Bri and began to cry. Brian asked what's wrong, baby? I said I'm just lonely and my heart is crying out for you, Brian honey. Brian said let's go to our room so I can help you, darlin. Brian picked me up and walked to our room. I laughed as Bri kept telling jokes. Brian sat down on the chair with me in his lap. Bri asked feel better now, honey? I asked can we just cuddle for a while, darlin? Bri said of course, we can.. I hugged Bri and said I love you with all my heart. Brian smiled. Brian whispered in my ear, Will you marry me? I was totally shocked and speechless. I said yeah I will, Brian Thomas. Brian got up and put me on the bed as he went to get something. I was wondering what he was going to get. Brian came back with a small red box in his left hand. Brian knelt down and opened the box. Brian put the engagement ring on my ring finger. Before I got the chance to say anything, Brian kissed me on the lips. I looked at the ring Brian gave me and said Brian, you shouldn't have. Brian said when I first saw you at our concert in our first show in Albany, I knew that you had to be mine. I blushed. Brian hugged me. I kissed Brian. Brian began to sing to me from our hit song, The One. Brian sang to me, you need me, I need you, we can share our dreams coming true, just take my hand, baby please. I took Brian's hand as we walked out to the living room. JC said nice ring, Ajah. I said thanks as I smiled at Brian. Kevin asked who gave you that nice ring? I said Brian did. Kev asked did he propose, Ajah? I said yes, he did. AJ asked you really have it bad for her don't you, BRok? Brian answered yes I really do, AJ. Brian asked do you guys want to go out and celebrate with us? Kev said yeah. Then, Brian and I went to our room to get changed. I said Brian? as I got undressed. Brian said yeah, babe? I said I want you to pick your favorite outfit of mine. Brian said ok, babe. Brian picked out his favorite outfit of mine. Brian picked out a blue tanktop, a red skirt and black sandals. I went over to Brian and kissed him. To our surprise, AJ stuck his head in and took a picture of us undressed. I got dressed and asked how do I look, honey? Brian said you look beautiful, darlin! I blushed as I kissed Brian. Brian was in his boxers and said honey, I want you to pick out your favorite outfit of mine. I said I have to take a picture of you first. Brian blushed. I grabbed the camera off the dresser. I said smile, babe. Brian smiled as I took the picture. I picked out for Brian to wear, a red tanktop, blue dress pants and black sandals. Brian got dressed and asked how do I look, honey? I said you look handsome, honey! Brian asked which cologne of mine do you like best, darlin? I said Safari by Ralph Lauren, honey. Brian said thanks, babe as he splashed some of his Safari cologne on. I asked which perfume of mine do you like best, honey? Brian said Tommy Girl by Tommy Hilfiger, baby. I said ok, honey as I put on some of my Tommy Girl perfume on. JC came in and said you look gorgeous in that blue tanktop, red skirt and black sandals. I said thank you, JC. Brian said to JC, you look nice yourself. JC said thank you, Brian. I said you look really attractive, JC. JC blushed. Brian and I walked out into the living room holding hands. JC followed behind us. Kev said to us, you two look fabulous. We said thanks, Kevin. AJ pointed out, they match too. Howie said yeah, she's wearing a blue tanktop, red skirt and black sandals. Kevin said he's wearing a red tanktop, blue dress pants and black sandals. Nick said how romantic! I smiled as I cuddled up to Brian. Brian asked who are we waiting for as he held me in his arms. Kev said we're waiting for AJ. Brian asked why? Kev said he had to tell his mom, Denise where he was going. Brian said whatever. AJ came in five minutes later and said sorry, I'm late. Howie said why? AJ said my mom was on my case because she was mad at her father. Kev said are we ready? We all said yeah. All of us walked outside. Brian, myself and JC got in Brian's jeep. AJ, Kevin, Howie and Nick got in Howie's car and drove off. Brian pulled up to a really fancy restaurant. I smiled as I kissed Brian's left hand. Brian leaned over and kissed me on the lips. Bri opened the door for me. Bri shut the door as I got out. I said I love you, my southern gentleman Brian Thomas. Brian smiled as he took my hand. As soon as we walked into the restaurant, we heard Lance, Joey, Chris and Justin serenading us on our engagement. I looked at Bri and he said I don't know. I said me either. I was really uncomfortable with Lance, Chris, Justin and Joey trying to romance me so I hugged Brian. Brian said you guys scaring her because you're crowding her. Brian hugged me and said you feel better now, Mrs. Littrell? I laughed as I said yeah I do, Mr. Littrell. I said Mr. Littrell? Brian said yes, Mrs. Littrell? I asked could you hold me in your arms, Mr. Littrell? Brian said yes I will, Mrs. Littrell. The waiter came and said how cute! The waiter asked Kevin, are you ready to order? Kevin said yes, we're ready. We would like pasta and two pitchers of water. I asked does everybody think this is cute, Kev? Kev said yes, they do. I got closer to Brian as I asked him to hold my hand. JC kissed me as a congratulations present. I said oh, JC. JC said I made you blush didn't I? I said that you did, JC. I said to Bri, look there is a group of fans at the window. Joey said I'll go let them in. Joey got up and started walking towards the door. I said Chris and Kevin, do something! Chris and Kevin got in front of the door. Joey said why did you do that? Kevin said you don't know what those fans can do to us. Chris said we'll let them in after dinner. Our dinner came out as Joey, Chris and Kevin sat back down at the table. I said I'm glad you didn't let those fans in, Joey. Joey said why, Ajah? I said I bet you there are some fans of Brian's that hate him being engaged. Joey said yeah, so? I said they would probably try to hurt us so that they could get to Brian. Joey said I'm still confused! Brian said the fans will do anything to my fiancee to get to me and have me for themselves. Joey said ok, Brian. We finished eating dinner and Chris let the fans in. Brian saw the fans heading straight for us. We were trapped. Kevin said whatever you do, don't hurt Brian and his fiancee. Kevin brought us to another table in the back of the restaurant. I said Brian, do you think they'll hurt us? Brian said I hope not, Ajah honey. I asked are you ready to go meet the fans, honey? Brian said I'm ready. I said ok. Brian and I held hands as we walked back to the crowd of fans. Nick, Justin, Kevin, Chris, AJ, JC, Joey and Lance were taking pictures with the fans and signing autographs. I asked are you sure you're ready for this, honey? Brian said As long as they don't hurt us, I'm ready. I said but what if they hurt us, baby? Brian said Kevin will help us if they do. I said I hope your right, Bri baby. Brian kissed me. A fan took a picture of us kissing. I got lost in the crowd of fans that liked me. I yelled Brian honey! Brian came running in through the crowd to save me. The fans were grabbing Brian as he was trying to save me. I watched Brian fall to the floor. I shouted Bri darlin! Brian couldn't say anything. I couldn't do anything because I was trapped in the crowd of fans. I began to cry. AJ saw that I was upset but the fans wouldn't let AJ in to save me either. I looked down at Brian and he was crying because the fans were hurting him. I said baby, you can survive. Brian smiled. I saw this one fan trying to rape Brian. I said somebody, help! Chris asked why, Ajah? I said one of the fans is raping Brian. Brian was very unhappy. He was crying as the girl was raping him. I said honey, I called Chris over to help. Brian kept on crying. I said baby, don't cry. Brian tried to stop but he couldn't. I cried even harder. I said Chris, anybody help me! Kevin saw that I was upset and asked what's wrong? I said one of the fans is raping my fiancee. Kevin ran over and pushed his way through the fans. Kevin got me out of the crowd and stood me over with Chris and the guys. Kevin ran back over to try to stop the girl from continuing to rape Brian. Kevin had to pull the girl off of Brian. Brian pulled up his pants and came over to me. I asked honey, are you ok? Brian said no, I'm not. I took Brian to a table in the back of the restaurant. We sat down and I put Brian's head on my shoulder. Brian cried for a good 15 minutes. I said you feel better now, Bri baby? Brian sniffled and said I feel so violated. I said I know you do, honey. I said do you want to go to see the doctor, honey? Brian said yes, please. I said I'll get JC and we'll go ok? Brian said ok, babe. I kissed Brian. Brian smiled. I went to go get JC and Brian said don't leave me alone here! I grabbed Brian's right hand and went to get JC. I said JC, could you bring us to the hospital? JC said sure, Ajah. I asked honey, do you want Kevin to come with us? Brian said please, honey. I said ok, darlin. I asked Kevin, will you come with us? Kevin said sure, Ajah. We were about to walk out to Brian's jeep when a bunch of girls grabbed onto Brian. Brian struggled to get free. Kevin said Brian has been raped and we are going to the doctor so leave him alone! The fans all ran back to Joey, Chris, Lance, Justin, AJ, Nick and Howie. Kevin got in the car and started up the engine. JC got in the back seat first. I got in the back seat next. Then, Brian sat next to me. Kevin drove away. Brian said I feel so extremely violated, honey. I said I know, honey. Brian had tears running down his face. I said aww, honey. Brian said I'm so sad and I can't help but cry. I wiped Brian's tears and hugged him. We arrived at the hospital. Brian held my hand as we got out of the car. We entered the hospital. Brian, myself and JC at down in the lobby. JC said to Brian, you'll be ok. Brian smiled. I kissed Brian. Kevin came back with a few papers to fill out to sign Brian in. Brian said honey, I hope I don't have an STD. I said I hope you don't either as I kissed Brian. Kevin finished filling out the papers and handed them to the receptionist at the desk. Kevin came back and said we have to bring Brian to an empty room and put a hospital gown on him. We went on the elevator and pressed the number 10. We arrived on the tenth floor. We got off the elevator and I noticed that Brian was very shaky. I said Bri babe, calm down as I took his hand. Brian smiled and kissed me. We got to room 1071. I said honey, let me put the hospital gown on you. I asked JC and Kevin, if they could leave while I get Brian changed. JC and Kevin said sure, Ajah. Brian undressed himself. I said honey, this is not your fault. Brian said I know but this is not fair. I said I know, honey. Brian began to cry. I said honey, don't cry. Brian cried on my shoulder for a few minutes. I wiped Brian's tears and hugged him. Brian smiled. I put the hospital gown on Brian and tied it shut in the back. I said there now I can lay you in bed. Brian sat on the bed. I lifted Brian's legs onto the bed and tucked him in. I said JC and Kevin, you can come back in. JC and Kevin saw Brian laying in bed looking miserable. I said honey, cheer up. Brian said I'll try, honey. I said that's my brave fiancee. Brian smiled. I said there's that Brian smile I know. Brian blushed. I said it's ok, babe. Brian smiled again. I said honey, you need to relax. Brian said ok, darlin. Brian laid back down. I began to sing Brian a lullaby so he would calm down. Brian said thanks, honey. I said your welcome, honey. The doctor came in and said I'd like to take Brian to an exam room to check him. I said ok. Brian said I'll miss you, honey. I said me too, darlin. I kissed Brian as the doctor wheeled Brian out of his room. I began to cry. JC and Kevin asked what's wrong, Ajah? I said I'm just really sad that this happened to Brian. JC and Kevin wiped my tears and kissed me. I tried to smile but I couldn't. JC and Kevin said I know you are hurting deeply inside. I said I truly am. JC held me in his arms. I smiled. JC said I see you smiling, Ajah. I said you got me, JC. JC said why don't you take a nap? I said I'm too sad to take a nap. JC said ok, Ajah. I said to JC and Kevin, thanks for comforting me. JC and Kevin said your welcome, Ajah. I was very worried about Brian. I fell asleep in JC's arms. I woke up in the empty bed next to Brian's. I saw Brian laying in bed sleeping peacefully. I got out of bed and kissed Brian on the lips. Brian woke up and said Hi, darlin. I said Hi, babe. Brian smiled. I asked how you feel, honey? Brian said I'm hurting but I'm ok. I asked where are you hurting, honey? Brian said everywhere hurts. I said oh my poor baby Brian. I hugged Brian. Brian kissed me. I smiled. The doctor came in with the results of Brian's testing. The doctor said Brian's just fine. I said thank you, god. The doctor said but Brian's body is in a bad condition. I asked the doctor, what do you mean? The doctor said Brian's body is in pain because of what that girl did to him. I asked does he have to stay overnight? The doctor said I'd like to keep him overnight so he can relax. I said ok. The doctor went to get two roll-up beds for JC and Kevin. I said honey, I really missed you. Brian smiled and said me too, honey. I blushed. The doctor came back with two roll-up beds for JC and Kevin. The doctor said Brian should go to sleep soon. I said ok. I said baby, are you ok? Brian said I'm ok, why? I said you look like you are in such agony. Brian said I am but I can handle it. I asked are you sure, honey? Brian said I'm sure. I said just tell me if you want me to call the doctor for some aspirin. Brian said ok, honey. I said honey, are you in any pain? Brian said yeah, a lot of pain. I said let me call the doctor. I called the doctor and told him that Brian was in a lot of pain. The doctor said I'll bring an IV for Brian. I said honey, the doctor's coming. The doctor came in with the IV for Brian. I immediately ran over to JC and sat in his lap. JC said this is a nice surprise. I said well I needed someone to comfort me. JC said I'll comfort you, honey. I hugged JC. JC hugged me back. I said don't look, Josh. JC said let's look at each other. I said ok, honey. Brian shouted ouch, that hurt! The doctor said the IV should take care of Brian's pain. I said I think we can look now, JC babe. JC and I looked over at Brian. Brian was crying. I said honey, don't cry. Brian smiled. I thought that Brian was upset seeing me with JC cuddling. I asked Brian, are you mad at me? Brian said no, honey. I said that just hurt to get your IV in didn't it? Brian said yeah. I said ok, baby. Brian asked why are you sitting with JC and not me? I said I needed someone to comfort me because we are both terrified of needles. JC said yeah, Brian. Brian said oh ok. JC said you should go over and be with Brian. I said thanks for comforting me, JC. JC said anytime, Ajah. I went over and sat in the chair next to Brian's bed. Brian smiled. I said I'm here for you, honey. I hugged Brian. Brian hugged me back. I watched Brian yawn. I said honey, you look tired. Brian yawned again and said I'm not tired, honey. I said then why are you yawning, darlin? Brian said well I'm not that tired. I said Brian honey, you're tired. Brian said I'm not tired, honey. I said you are too, honey. Brian and I continued our are not, are too argument for ten minutes straight. JC was tired and so was Kevin. Kevin was fed up and said Brian, just go to sleep! I watched Kevin fall back asleep. I said Brian honey, you're tired and you know it. Brian said I am not as he yawned again. I was getting tired of arguing with Brian. I said honey, will you at least lay back down and relax? Brian said I'll do that but I'm not going to sleep. I said ok, honey. I tucked Brian in and sat next to him. I said honey, I love you. Brian said I love you too, darlin. I smiled. Brian said honey, could you sing me to sleep? I said you know I will, honey. I sang Brian a lullaby I made up just for him. Brian's eyes began to close. I kissed Brian. Brian hugged me. I hugged Brian back. Brian kissed me. Then, Brian fell asleep. I got into bed and fell asleep. I woke up the next morning to JC wide awake. I asked what's wrong, JC? JC said nothing, I just couldn't sleep. I said ok, JC. The doctor came in to check on Brian. I said he's still sleeping. The doctor said ok, I'll come back later. I said JC, do you want to go and get breakfast? JC said yeah, I'm hungry. I said me too. I brushed my hair and said let's go. JC and I were walking down the hall holding hands. I said honey? JC said yeah, baby? I said I love you like your my brother. JC said aww, honey. JC said I love you like your my sister. I blushed. I said aww, JC. JC said I made you blush. I said that you did, JC honey. JC and I arrived at the cafe. We held hands as we got in line. JC asked what do you want to eat, honey? I said I don't know, honey. JC said I'll pick out something for us, honey. I said ok, darlin. JC smiled. JC picked out two muffins and 2 cups of coffee. I said good choice, honey. JC asked does that look like Brian's brother, Ajah? I said no, it just looks like somebody that looks like Brian's brother. JC said ok, honey as he kissed me. I smiled. JC paid for our breakfast and we sat down at a table. I said honey? JC said yeah, honey? I asked are you ok? JC said I'm fine, honey. I said ok, honey. I began to eat my muffin as JC kissed my hand. I smiled. JC began to eat his muffin and gaze into my eyes. I gazed into JC's eyes while taking a sip of my coffee. JC's hand reached out for my hand. I reached out for JC's hand. JC and I were holding hands. I said honey, are we falling in love? JC said yes. I stopped and thought hard. Nothing came to me as JC came over and sat next to me. JC and I began to make out. Then, I thought of Brian laying in bed in so much pain. I pushed JC away. JC said what's wrong, honey? I said I have to stay true to Brian. JC said ok, Ajah. JC said do you want to keep making out? I said yeah, it can't hurt. JC and I kept making out until AJ caught us. I said AJ, what are you doing here? AJ said I came to see how you were feeling. JC said AJ, it's not what it looks like. AJ said how come I caught you two making out? I said AJ, I didn't think of anything until I saw an image of Brian laying in bed in lots of pain. JC said that's when she pushed me away. AJ said I won't say anything because Ajah said she had to stay true to Brian. I said yeah. AJ was upset at both of us. I said we were in a fit of passion, AJ. AJ said Are you sure of that? JC and I said in unison, we're sure. AJ said if Brian finds out, he'll be furious. I said I know he will, please don't tell AJ. AJ said I won't tell Ajah. I said thank you, AJ. JC and I held hands as we walked to the elevator. AJ said you two are holding hands. JC said so? AJ said you two are friends not boyfriend and girlfriend. I said friends hold each other's hands. AJ said ok, Ajah whatever you say. JC kissed me. I said aww, JC. AJ said there you go again. I said AJ, please. AJ said ok, I won't say anything. I hugged JC. JC smiled. We arrived at the tenth floor. We began to walk to Brian's room. I heard Brian crying. I ran ahead of JC and AJ. I ran in and kissed Brian. I said honey, why are you crying? Brian said I really missed you. I said I missed you too, Brian. I wiped Brian's tears and kissed him. Brian smiled. I asked are you in any pain, honey? Brian said no, honey. I said that's great. Brian said where were you? I said I went down to the cafe to have breakfast with JC. Brian was a little suspicious. I said that's it, honey. Brian smiled because he knew I was being truthful. I couldn't tell Brian the truth. It would crush him. I made a vow to myself to never tell Brian what really happened. Brian said honey? I said yeah, babe? Brian said I can't wait until we get married. I said me either. JC began to cry. I said I'll be right back, honey. Brian said ok, honey. I smiled. I took JC's hand and brought him out to the lobby. I asked what' s wrong, JC? JC said I really love you and wish you were mine. I said I know honey, but Brian asked me first. JC said but... as I cut him off. I said I'm truly in love with Brian. JC pouted. I said honey? JC said It's, it's as he began to cry hysterically. I said honey, don't cry. JC smiled. I wiped JC's tears. I said do you feel better now? JC said yeah. I said we'll always be best friends. JC smiled. We went back to Brian's room. Brian asked Is JC ok? I said he's fine Brian. Brian smiled. The doctor came in with Brian's breakfast. I said honey, are you hungry? Brian said yeah, I am. I said eat up, honey. Brian said I will. I smiled. The doctor came back in while Brian was eating breakfast. The doctor asked can I talk to you? I said sure. I went out in the hall with the doctor. The doctor said wait a day or two for Brian to get back to his normal strength. I said ok. The doctor said you might have to feed him. I said ok. The doctor said when Brian is done with breakfast he can go home. I said ok. I went back in Brian's room. I said honey? Brian said yeah, darlin? I said the doctor told me that you could go home after your done with breakfast. Brian said will you come here? I said sure, honey. Brian kissed me. I smiled. I asked are you done with breakfast, honey? Brian said no. I asked do you feel weak, Bri? Bri said yeah, I do. I said do you want me to finish feeding you breakfast? Bri said if you don't mind. I said it's no problem, honey. I began to feed Brian the rest of his breakfast. I said open up, honey. Brian opened his mouth and began to chew up his cereal. JC said Ajah, you're so sweet. I said aww, JC. Brian said can I have a drink, honey? I said sure, babe. I picked up Brian's cup and held it up to his mouth. Brian missed his mouth and got orange juice on himself. I said oh, honey. Brian said I tried. I said yeah. I'm going to get a washcloth so I can clean you up. I went to the bathroom to get a washcloth. I wet the washcloth and rang it out. I said I'm coming, honey. I went over to Brian and moved his eating tray over. I turned down Brian's blanket. Then, I lifted up Brian's hospital gown. I washed Brian's legs. Brian said thank you, honey. I said anytime, babe. Brian smiled. I tucked Brian's hospital gown under his legs. I put Brian's blanket back over him. I said we're almost done with breakfast, honey. Brian said ok, honey. I fed Brian two more spoonfuls of cereal. I said honey, do you want to try and take another drink? Brian said yeah, I do. I said ok, darlin. I picked up Brian's cup and held it up to his mouth. Brian took a sip of his orange juice. I said you feel better? Brian said yeah, honey. I fed Brian his banana. Brian said I'm full, honey. I said ok, babe. I pushed Brian's eating tray over. I washed Brian's face and hands. Brian said I'm ready to go home, honey. I said I know, babe. Brian was becoming very fidgety. I said honey, relax. Brian kissed me. I kissed Brian. Brian smiled. The doctor came back in and asked to speak to me. I went out in the hall with the doctor again. The doctor said Brian is still healing inside so if he complains of any pain, give him one of these painkillers. I said ok. The doctor said these pills are strong so only give him a maximum of two or else he'll get sick to his stomach. I said got it. The doctor said Brian might get the chills for a day or so make sure he's dressed warmly. I said ok. I went back in Brian's room and gave Kevin the painkillers for Brian. I asked will you hold these, Kev? Kev said sure, Ajah. I said I'm going to get Brian dressed so could you guys leave? JC said sure as they left. I said honey, let's get you out of bed. Brian sat up and I took his hand to help him up. I said honey, I'm going to take off your hospital gown. I untied Brian's hospital gown and kissed him. Brian smiled. I got out a pair of Brian's boxers and a pair of his adidas pants. I said honey, sit down so I can put your boxers on you. Brian sat down. I put Brian's legs inside his boxers. I held Brian's hand as he stood up. I pulled Brian's boxers over his butt. I said honey, I'm going to put your adidas pants on you. Brian sat down. I put Brian's legs in his adidas pants. I held Brian's hand as he got up again. I pulled Brian's adidas pants over his butt. I said honey, are you cold? Brian said I'm cold, honey. I took out one of Brian's long-sleeve shirts. I said honey put your arms up. I pulled Brian's shirt over his head. I said honey, here's a brush. Brian brushed his hair. I asked we ready to go, honey? Brian said no because I'm still hooked up to this IV. I said ok, honey. I called the nurse and asked if she could unhook Brian from his IV. The nurse came in and rolled up Brian's sleeve. I said honey, don't look. Brian asked the nurse, will this hurt? The nurse said only for a second. I held Brian's hand as the nurse unhooked Brian from his IV. Brian clenched his teeth. The nurse said all done. Then, She put a Band-Aid with medicine on it Brian's arm. Brian said my arm feels weak. I said that will go away soon, honey. I rolled down Brian's sleeve. I asked honey, are you feeling in any pain? Brian said yeah, honey. I said let me get you a cup of water. I said to Kevin, you guys can come back in now. Kevin, JC and AJ came back in. AJ said Brian looks really tired. I said no, he's just in pain. AJ said ok, Ajah. I got Brian a cup of water. I asked Kevin, can I have Brian's painkillers? Kevin said sure as he gave them to me. I opened the container and took one out. I said here you go, honey. I held the cup of water up to Brian's mouth. Brian took a sip of water. I said you should feel better soon, honey. Brian smiled. I put Brian's painkillers in my bag and said let's go, you guys. I took Brian's hand as we left. JC, AJ and Kevin followed behind us. We reached the elevator and Brian said honey? I said yeah, Bri darlin? Brian said I hope there is no fans outside waiting for us. I said me either, honey. Brian kissed me. JC said we'll make sure to keep the fans away from you two. I said thank you, JC. We arrived at the lobby and we walked out to the car. As soon as we got into the car, I saw the person that raped Brian. She said Brian? I said you've hurt him enough, leave him alone. She was mad at me. I said Brian's hurt and he doesn't want to talk. Brian said yeah. Kevin started up the car and drove away. We reached our house ten minutes later. Brian said I'm glad were home. I said me too as I hugged Brian. Brian kissed me. Kevin parked the car. AJ, JC and Kevin got out. Kevin opened the door for me. I got out and took Brian's hand as he got out. AJ, JC and Kevin walked into the house ahead of us. Brian and I walked into the house holding hands. Brian hugged me as soon as we got into the living room. I asked what was that for, Bri? Brian said just because I love you. I said oh, honey. Brian smiled. I kissed Brian. Brian said can we go and cuddle? I said yeah, we can. Brian smiled. Brian and I walked to our room holding hands. Kevin said look at those two. AJ and JC said yeah, Kev. Kevin said they are so in love. AJ and JC said yes, they are. Brian sat down on the bed. I said honey? Brian said yeah, honey? I said I love you. Brian smiled as he grabbed my hand and I sat down on the bed next to him. Brian and I cuddled as we were hugging each other. Kevin came in and took a picture of us cuddling. Brian said baby, I love you. I said I love you too, babe. Brian smiled again. I kissed Brian. Brian asked you want to watch tv with me? I said yeah, I do. Brian and I laid on our bed and cuddled. We were watching a Kentucky Wildcats game. Brian and I were saying come on Kentucky. Kevin asked us, are you guys watching a Kentucky Wildcats game? We said yeah, we are. Kevin said what channel? Brian said channel 24. Kevin said thanks, Brian. Brian said anytime, Kevin. We watched until the game was over. Kentucky was playing Maryland. I heard JC yelling, come on Maryland! Brian asked where is JC from? I said Bowie, Maryland. Brian said he is? I said yeah, he is. Brian said so that's why he's rooting for Maryland. I said yeah, he loves Maryland's college basketball team. Brian said oh ok. I said why were you wondering where JC was from? Brian said I was just curious and how did you know? I said JC and I are best friends. Brian said yeah, so? I said we know a lot more about each other than the fans know about us. Brian said ok, honey. Brian said You and I are boyfriend and girlfriend and we're engaged. I said yeah? Brian said I love you more than I'll ever love the fans. I kissed Brian and asked why? Brian said you are my fiancee and I'll always love you more than the fans. I said there is a lot about us that our fans don't know. Brian said Yeah and I'd like to keep it that way. I said yeah, me too. Brian kissed me as Kevin came in. Kevin said how cute! We kept on kissing. We were so passionately in love. I couldn't be happier with anybody else except for Brian. I though that to myself. Brian looked into my eyes and asked what are you thinking? I said I was thinking about how I couldn't be happier with anyone but you. Brian blushed. I looked into Brian's intense blue eyes and asked what are you thinking? Brian said I'm thinking of how much I love that I finally found my soulmate. I said aww, Bri as I blushed. Brian kissed me. I hugged Brian. Brian asked me, who won? I said I don't know. Brian asked Kevin, could you come here? Kev said sure, Brian. I asked Kevin, who won? Kevin said Kentucky did. Brian and I kissed each other because we were so happy. Kevin said you two are deeply in love aren't you? Brian spoke for the both of us when he said yes, we are. Brian hugged me as he saw JC coming in. I said Brian, I love you and only you. Brian said would you ever leave me for him? I said I would never do that. Brian kissed me as JC came in. JC said Ajah? I said yeah, JC? JC said do you two want to go out for dinner? I said I don't know how Brian is feeling. I said maybe, let me see if Brian's strong enough to go out to dinner. JC said ok, my best girl friend. I said you are my best boy friend. JC blushed. I asked Brian, do you feel strong enough to go out and eat with Kevin and the guys? Brian said I think so. I said honey, if you become weak in the restaurant, I'll feed you. Brian said but won't everybody look at me? I said If they know who you are they won't. Brian said ok, honey. I said JC, we'll go out to dinner with you guys. JC said ok, my best girl friend. Brian said honey, we have to get up and get ready to go out. Brian said ok, honey. I said honey, are you in any pain? Brian said no, I'm not. I said good. Brian asked why, honey? I said I was just wondering. Brian said ok, my beautiful fiancee. I said oh, Brian. Brian asked are you sure people won't stare at me, if you have to feed me in the restaurant? I said I'll make sure they don't, honey. Brian said ok, my sexy fiancee. I said honey, you're making me blush. Brian said I'm sorry, honey. I said no need to be sorry. Brian asked me, why? I said you didn't do anything, honey. Brian said ok, my baby girl. I said aww, my baby boy. Brian blushed. I said honey, your hair is messed up. Brian said I'll go brush my hair. I said good plan. Brian took my hand as we walked to the bathroom together. I hugged Brian as he shut the door. Brian kissed me and we began to make out on the bathroom floor. I said oh baby, give it to me. Brian was kissing me all over but especially on my neck. I said oh baby as I stroked Brian's hand. Kevin asked are you two alright in there? We said yeah, we'll be out in a few minutes. Brian kept kissing me. I kept kissing Brian on his lips. Five minutes later, Kevin tried to open the door. I said Brian honey, we should stop because Kevin is trying to come in. Kevin asked us again, are you guys ok in there? We said we're fine, Kevin! Brian brushed his hair. I began to brush my hair. Brian began to kiss me on my neck. I said oh sweetie! Brian and I began to make out again. We were making out and Kevin came in. Kevin asked why are you two making out? Brian spoke for the both of us when he said we missed each other so we were making out. Kevin said ok, you lovebirds. We walked out of the bathroom when Kevin said you two have hickeys. Brian said well we gave each other them. Kevin said you two must really love each other. I said yeah, we do. We got into the car. Kevin drove away. Brian and I began to make out in the car on the way to the restaurant. Brian and I were kissing each other on the neck. Brian said you must be great in bed. I said Italians are great in bed. Brian said I can't wait. I said me either. JC said oh my lord. I said what, JC? JC said you two are talking about having sex. Brian said yeah, so? JC said well, this isn't the time or place for it. I said that's ridiculous. Brian hugged me as he said I agree. I asked JC, are you jealous? JC said no, but I'm just concerned for my best girl friend. I said aww, JC. JC blushed. I said oh, honey. Brian said Ajah? I said yeah, babe? Brian said why did you call him honey? I said I have always called him honey, Bri. Bri said ok, babe. We arrived at the restaurant. It was a family diner type place. Everybody had gotten out except for us. I said Bri babe? Bri said yeah, babe? I said Kev and the guys are waiting for us. Bri said ok, honey. Brian got out of the car. Brian took my hand as I got out. Brian and I walked in holding hands. All of us walked in and Kev asked for a table to sit five people. The waitress said follow me. We followed the waitress to our table. JC sat down closest to the inside. Then, I sat next to JC. Brian sat down next to me. Kevin, AJ sat across from us. Kevin asked what do you guys want to eat? JC said pasta sounds good. I said yeah. Brian shook his head in agreement. The waitress came back and said are you ready to order? AJ said yes, we are. AJ said we each like a pasta meal and a pitcher of water. AJ said Brian, will you two stop making out? Brian and I asked do we have to? AJ said yes, we are in public you know? Brian and I said oh man! Brian held me in his arms. Kevin said you two don't care where you are as long as you two can make out? Brian spoke for the both of us when he said yes. I said Brian, we should stop. Brian asked why? I said the paparazzi could catch us making out and take tons of pictures. Brian said yeah, your right. Brian kissed me and said I love you, baby. I said I love you too, darlin. The waitress came back over to our table with our dinner. I said looks good, doesn't it Bri? Brian said yes it does, Ajah honey. We all began to eat dinner as AJ asked can I have the cheese, Ajah? I said yeah as I handed AJ the cheese. Brian was eating his pasta very fast. I said honey, if you don't slow down you'll get a stomachache. Brian said ok, honey. I finished my pasta as I noticed that Brian was getting weak. I said honey, are you ok? Brian said I'm fine, honey. I watched Brian try and feed himself. He wasn't having much luck. I said honey, do you want me to feed you? Brian said if it isn't any trouble, darlin. I said It's no trouble at all, honey. Brian smiled. I wiped up Brian's pant legs and began to feed him. I said open up, honey. Brian opened up and took a bite of his pasta. Brian looked around and everyone was staring at him. I said honey, they don't know what has happened to you. Brian said yeah. I said there's nothing to look at. Everyone turned back to their tables. Brian said honey, I love you. I said I love you too, darlin. I fed Brian three more bites of his pasta. I asked do you think you can take a drink by yourself, darlin? Brian said I can try. I watched Brian pick up his glass and take two sips. Brian put the cup down and said I'm full. I said ok, babe. I wiped Brian's hands and face. Then, I kissed him. Brian smiled. Brian saw that I was very tired. Brian said to Kevin, Let's go. AJ knew that I was getting tired. I yawned as Kevin paid the bill. Brian took my hand as we left. Kevin and AJ got in Kevin's car and left. Brian asked JC, if he could drive. JC said sure, Brian. JC got into the jeep. Brian got into the jeep and shut the door. Brian saw that I could barely keep my eyes open. Brian held me in his arms and kissed me. I yawned as I said I love you, Brian. Brian said I love you too, Ajah. Then, I fell asleep in Brian's arms. I felt Brian carrying me. Brian laid me on our bed and I woke up. I said thanks, Bri. Bri said sure, baby. Brian and I got into our pajamas and laid in bed. JC was already sleeping. We cuddled and fell asleep. We woke up the next morning and kissed each other. Brian asked how do you feel, baby? I said I'm feeling really happy, babe. Brian said me too, baby. We went out to the kitchen for breakfast and talked with the guys. JC said you two look rested. We said yeah, we got a good night's sleep. Brian asked when do you want to get married, Ajah honey? I said how about tomorrow, Bri darlin? Brian said ok, baby. Brian got on the phone and invited the people we wanted to come to our wedding. JC, myself and Kevin were writing out the invitations. We were done in about an hour. We all took a bike ride around the neighborhood until we ran into a bunch of fans that loved us. The girls asked Brian, you have a girlfriend? Brian said yeah, we've been together since the summer of 1998 and we're getting married tomorrow. Brian kissed me. The girls were crowding around JC and I saw that he was uncomfortable. I parked my bike and cut my way through the crowd of girls. I said come here, JC babe. JC came to me and said I'm uncomfortable with all these girls crowding me. I said I know you are, JC babe. JC hugged me. I kissed JC. We all signed autographs and continued on our bike ride. We went home because we were tired. We had lunch and all of us took a nap. Brian, myself and JC went to our room. We got into bed and fell asleep. We woke up an hour later. Then, we went out to get tuxedo's and my wedding dress. Brian came with me to get my wedding dress. I picked out this long, flowing white dress with sequins on it. I asked how do I look, honey? Brian said you look beautiful, honey. Brian hugged me and said I love you, honey. I blushed as I hugged Brian. We bought my dress as we went to the men's store to get Brian's tuxedo. All the other guys had picked out their tuxedos and were waiting for us at the front of the store. Brian tried on this black tuxedo with a black dress shirt under the tuxedo's coat. Brian asked how do I look, darlin? I said you look very handsome. Brian blushed. I hugged Brian and said I love you, Brian honey. Brian smiled as he kissed me. I said oh Brian. Brian said I made you blush, didn't I? I said that you did, honey. Brian got changed as I waited for him out in the dressing room hallway. We paid for Brian's tuxedo and met up with the rest of the guys. We came back two hours later. We hung up the tuxedo's and my wedding dress in our closets. Brian answered the messages of the guests. I was watching tv with the guys as I cried out, Brian! Brian asked what's wrong, honey? I said I'm lonely without you. Brian said I'm done. I said come over and cuddle with me, baby. Brian came over and cuddled with me. We dozed off cuddling. We woke up an hour later. Kevin said well if it isn't the sleepy Littrell's. We said very funny, Kevin. It was time for dinner. We were eating dinner as we heard the doorbell ring. It was Justin. We all said Hi, Justin! Justin said I came to talk with Ajah. Justin and I went to myself and Brian's room. Justin said I need some advice. I asked what kind of advice, Justin? Justin said love advice. I asked what did you need love advice about, Justin? Justin said about a girl. I asked who? Justin said your best friend Caterina. I said yeah, what about her? Justin said I want to ask her out but I don't know how. I said just be honest, Justin. I called Caterina collect. Caterina said hello? I said Caterina, it's Ajah. She said hi. I said Justin is here and has to ask you something. I gave Justin the phone. Justin asked Caterina, will you go out with me? I heard her scream yes into Justin's ear. Justin said I want you to move in with me. Caterina again screamed of course, I will. Justin hung up the phone. I asked are your ears ringing Justin? Justin said yes. I asked how bad are they ringing, Justin? Justin said very badly. I laid Justin down on myself and Brian's bed. I tucked Justin in. Justin smiled. I called the doctor and told him the problem. I asked the doctor, what can I do? The doctor said make sure he stays in a quiet room and put a heating pad on his forehead. I went to the bathroom to get a heating pad. Justin asked where are you going, Ajah honey? I said I'm going to heat up this heating pad for you. Justin said hurry back. I said I will, Justin baby. Justin smiled. I talked to the guys while I was waiting for the heating pad to heat up. JC asked me, what's wrong with Justin? I said Caterina screamed in Justin's ears twice and now they are ringing badly. JC said I hope he feels better soon, Ajah. I said me too, JC. I took the heating pad out of the microwave and went back to our room. I said I'm here, Justin. Justin smiled. I put the heating pad on Justin's forehead. Then, I laid in bed with Justin and cuddled with him. A half an hour later, I asked are your ears still ringing? Justin said no, honey. I said that's good. Justin grabbed my hand as we ran out to tell everybody. Justin said I got great news. Brian asked what is it? Justin I just asked out Ajah's best friend Caterina and she said yes. Brian said that's great, Justin. We said we want to go to bed as Justin left. It was only five p.m. The phone rang and JC answered the phone. JC asked who is this? The person said Caterina. JC handed me the phone. I said hi, Caterina. Caterina said what's up? I said we were sleeping until you called. Caterina asked what time is the wedding tomorrow? I said 5 p.m. at the Orange County Church. I asked how does it feel to live with Justin? Caterina said it feels great. Brian noticed that I was dozing off. Brian said to Caterina, Ajah's falling asleep and we'll see you tomorrow. Brian and I cuddled and fell asleep. Brian and JC woke up and kissed me. I kissed Brian and JC. We got up and went out to the kitchen for breakfast. We ate breakfast with AJ, Kevin, Howie and Nick. Once we had finished breakfast, all of us were watching tv together. Brian and I were cuddling as we watched tv. We woke up at lunch time. We had lunch at about 3:30 p.m. Kevin said well if it isn't the sleepy Littrell's. Brian said very funny, Kev. Then, we had to get ready for our wedding. All of us were ready to go by 4:30 p.m. Brian said Ajah honey, you look beautiful. I said thanks, Brian honey. I said to Brian, you look handsome. Brian said aww, thanks baby. I said anytime, honey. We talked on the way to the church. We arrived at the church and Brian asked me, are you ready? I said to Brian, I'm as ready as you are. Nick, Howie, Kevin, Chris, Lance and Brian walked in. Followed by Justin and Caterina. JC and I were in the back room waiting together until it was time to walk down the aisle. JC said to me, I wish you were mine. I said I know you do honey but I can't just run away with you, JC. JC said I know you can't, honey. I said Even if we did that would crush poor Brian's heart. JC said I know how much Brian means to you. I said Brian means everything to me. JC said that's what saddens me, honey. I said I know it does, honey. JC's eyes began to water. I said don't cry, honey. JC began to cry. Then, I heard the priest say here comes the bride. I said oh great. JC was crying as I said to Brian's older brother, could you tell them that we have a problem? Brian's older brother Harold said what do I tell them, Ajah? I said tell them there is a problem but it's being handled with. Harold said ok, Ajah. I said Harold, you are a prince in shining armor. Harold blushed. Harold went out and told everyone the situation. I said JC honey, come here. I put JC's head on my shoulder and he cried for about ten minutes. JC looked up at me with his face all red. I wiped JC's tears and brought him over to the sink. I put some cold water on JC's face and asked do you feel better now? JC smiled as he said thanks, honey. I said anytime, JC baby. Harold asked are you two ready? We said yeah, we are. The priest said here comes the bride as the wedding music began to play. JC and I walked down the aisle. Everyone was taking pictures of us. JC and I reached the top of the aisle. Everyone was there. Including Brian's family and my family. All except for my mom. The priest asked JC, are you ready to give Ajah's hand away to Brian in marriage? JC said yes with a tear coming down his face. JC gave my hand to Brian. JC stood with the other groomsmen who were also crying. All of the bridesmaids were crying. I could see it in Caterina's eyes that she wanted her Justin. Caterina was crying as hard as Justin was. The priest asked Brian, do you take this woman as your wife? Brian looked into my eyes as he said I do. Brian held my hand as the priest asked me, do you take this man to be your husband? I looked into Brian's intense blue eyes as I said I do. The priest said to Brian, you may now kiss the bride. We kissed as everybody celebrated. Caterina came over with Justin and asked how does it feel, Ajah Littrell? I said It feels great, Caterina Timberlake. She smiled. Justin that's right, Mrs. Littrell. I blushed as I said to Brian, hold me. Brian and I were in each others arms. JC and AJ came over with their cameras as they told all of us to smile. Justin held Caterina and Brian held me. JC and AJ took their pictures. Brian's parents came over and took pictures of us. At our reception, Brian introduced me to his older brother, Harold the third. I said it's nice to finally meet you, Harold. Brian has told me so much about you. Harold asked what kind of stuff? I said about how nice you are. Harold punched my husband Brian in the arm and said ok. Brian asked what was that for, Harold? Harold said I'm just keeping you in line, Brian. Brian looked at me and I said I'll deal with him. I said Harold, why did you punch my husband in the arm? Harold said ooh Brian, you got your girl fighting your battles for you. Brian said no, she's only protecting me. I said yeah, Harold. Harold asked what are you going to do about it? I said I'm Brian's girl but I have a name! Brian said she has a point. I said there was no need to punch my husband in the arm! If your his brother or not! Harold didn't even look bothered by what I had said. I said Harold, I never want to catch you punching my husband again! Brian asked may I please have an apology, Harold? Harold said I'm sorry, Brian and Ajah. We said it's ok, Harold. I said come here, honey. Brian came over to me. I said honey, your arm looks a little swollen. Brian said my arm does hurt. I rolled up Brian's sleeve and his arm was really swollen. I said aww, Bri honey. Brian said my arm hurts a lot. I kissed Brian as I went to get a heating pad for Brian's arm. I grabbed Caterina as I went into the church offices. Caterina asked why did you take me away from my Justin? I said I need someone to help me find a heating pad for Brian. Caterina was concerned as she asked what happened to Brian? I said Brian's older brother, Harold punched him in the arm and now his arm is really swollen. I found a heating pad in the nurse's office part of the church. I went over to the microwaves and put the heating pad in to heat it up. Caterina asked what did you do to Harold? I said I yelled at him and told him that I better not catch him punching Brian anymore. The microwave stopped and the heating pad was heated. I said come on, he's probably in lots of pain. Caterina and I ran back to Brian. I sat Brian down and said here honey, put this up against your arm. Brian said this feels good, will this make my arm unswollen? I said yes honey, it will. I sat with Brian as my dad came walking by. I said honey? Brian said yeah, honey? I said this is my dad. Brian said it's nice to meet you. I said to Brian, I want you to meet somebody special. Brian asked who? I said look the other way while I find him. I found my little brother. I said come here, you! I held my little brother as I said you can look now. Brian asked who's he? I said he's my little brother. Brian said hi. Little Vito said hi. I kissed him as I sent him off to play. I said don't you think he's cute, Brian baby? Brian said he's adorable. Brian introduced me to his grandparents as they were walking by. I introduced Brian to my grandparents as they walked by. I whispered to my dad, told you so. I asked Brian, how does your arm feel? Brian said let me look. I said at least, it stopped swelling. Brian said yeah, there's that. I said you have me to nurse you back to health. Brian smiled. I kissed Brian. I said to Brian, let's go over and eat. Brian said good idea, babe. I blushed. AJ had to get everyone's attention by yelling, make way for Mr.and Mrs. Brian Littrell. We smiled as we sat down. Justin, Caterina, Joey, AJ, Chris, Lance, Kevin, Nick, Howie and JC sat with us at our table. I asked is your arm strong enough to feed yourself, honey? Brian said yeah, honey. Brian and I were feeding each other dinner. Brian said they are playing our song, do you want to slow dance with me? I said you know I will, honey. Brian and I were slow dancing while our families were filming us. I said Bri? Bri said yeah? I said I love you. Brian smiled and kissed me. I said aww, honey as I blushed. Brian said we are the only couple on the floor. I said so? Brian said I think this was supposed to be like this. I said honey, only you and me. Brian smiled as I kissed him. Brian and I kept slow dancing. I said baby, you are so sweet. Brian smiled and said I know I am. I smiled. Brian and I slow danced for a half an hour. I said honey, I'm tired. Brian asked do you want to go home, honey? I said yes, I do honey. Brian said ok, honey. We said thank you to everybody for showing up. I said honey, let me check your arm. Brian rolled up his sleeve. I said honey, your arm is terribly red. Brian frowned as we got into our car. I said honey, let me drive ok? Brian said ok, because my arm hurts. I said let's go, my injured husband. Brian said I can't wait to go home. I said me either, honey. I began to drive home as Brian said my arm really hurts. I said honey, we'll be home soon. Brian smiled. JC was with us but I think he fell asleep. I looked back at JC while we were at a red light and he was sleeping so peacefully. I said I love you, Josh babe. JC said in his sleep, I love you more, Ajah honey. I smiled as I kept driving home. Brian looked at me and I saw that his arm was swelling again. I said baby, be brave for me. Brian said I'll try, honey. I smiled. We finally got home. Brian got out of the car. I got out of the car and opened up the back door. I gently shook JC to wake him up. I said honey, we're home. JC woke up and said I'm so sleepy. I said I know you are, honey. JC smiled and kissed me. I said aww, Josh. JC said I made you blush again. I said yes you did, JC. Brian said hold my hand, my wife. I smiled as I held Brian's hand. I opened the door to our house as I said we're home. JC said good as he ran for our bedroom. JC got undressed as he laid himself into bed. I said I'll tuck you in, JC. JC smiled as I tucked him in. JC said love you, honey. I said love you too as I kissed him. JC kissed me and fell asleep. I said now let's go take care of your arm, honey. Brian said yeah, because it really hurts. We went to the bathroom and Brian took off his shirt. I said wow, you are very sexy. Brian said I'm flattered, honey. I blushed as Brian kissed me. I looked at Brian's right arm and said I'm going to feel how bad your arm hurts you, honey. Brian said ok, just don't hurt me. I said I won't, honey. Brian said if I yell, that means it hurts a lot. I said try not to yell very loud because you'll wake up, JC. Brian said I'll try not to, honey. I smiled as I began to feel Brian's right arm. I saw Brian grit his teeth. I said baby, does it hurt that badly? Brian said yes, honey. I said I'm sorry, honey. I said honey, I'm going to clean your arm with disinfectant. Brian said ok, honey. I said this might sting a little as I put some disinfectant on a cotton ball. I cleaned Brian's right arm with disinfectant. Brian gritted his teeth. I said I'm done, honey. Brian said it really stings, honey. I said I know, let me wrap your arm in gauze. Brian said ok, honey. I wrapped Brian's right arm in gauze. I said we're all done. Brian smiled and kissed me. I said honey, let's go cuddle in bed. Brian said ok as he happily skipped along. I said I love you, honey. Brian said I love you too, honey. I smiled. Brian kissed me. I kissed Brian back. Brian and I laid in bed and cuddled. Brian hugged me and I hugged Brian. Brian smiled. I blushed. Brian said honey? I said yeah, babe? Brian blushed as he said I'm really glad you are my wife. I blushed again as I said I'm really glad you are my husband. Brian said oh, honey. Brian said my arm hurts. I said just don't move your arm and you'll be ok. Brian smiled. I kissed Brian. Brian kissed me back. Then, we fell asleep. I woke up the next morning to JC watching television. I said hi, honey as I kissed him. JC kissed me and said hi, hon. I smiled. JC and I cuddled while we watched tv. JC and I began to make out. I said JC, stop it! JC began to kiss me all over my body even though I was resisting him. I said well, I really shouldn't since I'm married. JC said Brian's sleeping like a baby. I said JC, I shouldn't. JC said come on as began to undress me. I said JC, no! I saw Brian moving around in his sleep. I said I'm here, honey as I kissed Brian on his cheek. Brian smiled as he kept sleeping. I said JC, please stop. JC kissed me and said you...! JC said what? I said Brian would have woken up and saw you having sex with me against my will. JC said sorry. JC and I began to talk like we were watching tv. JC was attempting to ride me like a horse. I was about to scream when JC said be quiet. I bit my hand to keep myself from screaming. I said JC, stop it! JC whispered in my ear, I'm great in bed, aren't I? I whispered shut up, JC! I said you shouldn't be doing this to me. JC said yeah, you're right. I pushed JC away. JC knew that I was feeling angry. I laid in bed and put my arms around Brian. Brian woke up in my arms. I said hi, Bri darlin. Brian smiled and kissed me. I kissed Brian and said I love you. Brian said I love you, too. I smiled. Brian hugged me. I asked how does your arm feel, babe? Brian said it feels ok, baby. I smiled. I hugged Brian. Brian asked what was that for? I said I just wanted to hug you. Brian kissed me. I said I want to check on your arm, honey. Brian said ok as he got out of bed. Brian and I held hands as we walked to the bathroom. I said sit down, honey. Brian sat down as I began to unwrap the gauze. I said it looks fine. I said I love you, babe. Brian smiled and kissed me. I blushed. Brian said what was all that talk while I was asleep for, honey? I said JC and I were watching this romantic comedy and that was the tv. Brian said yeah, but I... as I cut him off. I said I was mimicking the lady on the movie. Then, JC was laughing and mimicking the guy on the movie. Brian said oh ok, honey. I felt so horrible lying to my husband. I said honey, I have to talk to JC at the park. Brian said but, honey. I said we'll be back in ten minutes. Brian said ok, I'll be waiting. I kissed Brian as I went in our room. I grabbed JC by his ear. JC yelled ouch, let me go. I said come on, you. Brian said to me, are you mad at him? I said yes, I am. I started up myself and Brian's jeep and drove off. I said JC, we have to talk. JC said yes, we do. I said I lied to my husband because of you! JC said are you... as I cut him off. I said don't try being cute with me, Joshua Scott! JC asked are you mad? I said I'm furious! JC said I shouldn't have... I said No, you shouldn't have forced me to have sex with you. That is what I lied to Brian about. JC said what did you tell him? I told "him" we were watching watching a romantic comedy and were imitating two characters. And, I'd appreciate it if you didn't call my husband, him! JC said I'm so sorry. I said you better be as I smacked JC across the face. I pulled into the park as I stopped the jeep. JC was mad at me now. I said JC honey, are you ok? JC looked at me and said I'm fine! I said listen, you don't need to get an attitude! JC said well, you did first! I said I had a damn good reason to get an attitude! You don't! JC was about to kiss me when I pushed him away. I said I want you to apologize to me right now! JC said I am so sorry, my best friend! I asked do you mean it? JC said I mean every word. I said let me see your face. JC showed me his face. I saw a red handprint. I said I'm sorry for smacking you so hard. JC said don't be, it was my fault. I said JC... as he cut me off. JC said I deserved it because I hurt you. I said well... I don't know. JC said I deserved it. I said yeah, you did. JC said well... I asked what do you think Brian will say when he sees? JC said Brian will probably ask you what happened. I will say I was real mad at him and I smacked him across the face. I said I'm still mad at you, JC. JC said you should be. I said JC, you have to tell Brian what you did to me. JC said ok, my best friend. I smiled and kissed JC. JC smiled. I started up the jeep and drove home. I asked are you ok, Josh? JC said my face is sore, but I'm ok. I said I shouldn't have hit you that hard. JC said but you did because you were really mad at me. I said yeah, but now I feel guilty as my eyes watered. JC said don't cry, honey. I began to cry as I parked the jeep. JC said honey, please. I said well, I feel so guilty now. JC said come on, I'll console you. I smiled as I kept crying. JC held me in his arms as I continued crying. JC hugged me and said I'm really sorry. I sobbed I know you are, JC. JC wiped my tears and kissed me. I smiled as I hugged JC. JC said you feel better now? I said yeah, I do. JC smiled as we walked in. Brian asked what happened? I said I was mad at JC and I smacked him across the face. Brian said ok, honey. JC said Brian, I have to tell you something. Brian said yeah? JC said I had sex with Ajah against her will. Brian said what? I said JC forced me to have sex but I was resisting him. Brian said JC, that is my wife! JC said I know and I'm sorry, Brian. Brian said ok, JC. JC tried to make a sexual advance on me. So, I ran over to Brian and sat in his lap. Brian said JC, I think you are going to have to move out. I said yeah, JC. JC said ok, but we are still friends right? Brian and I said yes, we are. JC began to pack his stuff. I said honey, what do you want for breakfast? Brian said scrambled eggs and bacon. I said that sounds good as I got out the eggs and bacon. I began to crack the eggs as Brian said I'll make breakfast for us. I said Bri, you are so sweet. Brian said that's what my last girlfriend said before she cheated on me. I said babe, don't cry.

2. Brian had tears running down his face. I wiped Brian's tears and said I'm your wife now. Brian smiled. I said was Samantha interested in getting married to you? Brian still had tears running down his face when he said she told me we'd see forever because That's What She Said. I said honey, don't cry. Brian couldn't do anything but cry. I said Brian, your heartbreak is over. Brian smiled again. I said I'll never hurt you like that. Brian sobbed do you promise? I said I promise.

   ~To be continued~