The sun has turned grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
Never give up if you still wanna try
Never wipe your tears if you still wanna cry
Never settle for the answer if you still wanna know
Never say you don't like him if you can't let him go
Just another girl?
Why?
Why is that i am not strong
That i cannot bear the pain that is burried within me
That you may laugh and put me under stereotypes of being frail and
Just another girl
Just another girl that, under assumption, cannot hold her own
But no, one day i will make you wrong
I will overcome all these barriers that trap me so
I can be strong.
And when comes down to the true battles, i can be strong and i will
Be the one who can finally hold on and find the clarity i seek
While you wonder,
Wonder was she really
Just another girl?
Hated by most,
Loved by some.
It's a hard choice,
But no one,
Has heard my voice.
I've been crying,
For help all night.
And nothing is gonna be all right,
I wish I could tell my boyfriend
Of all the fun we?ve had,
But I just have to end it
My life is that bad.
The knife in my hand is shaking
I can't stop the tears that come
But most of the people I know hate me,
And I'm only loved by some,
Those who hate me,
I can't handle.
And those who love me,
It's just not enough.
My life is too tough,
I have to end it now.
Goodbye to those who love me,
You all know who you are.
It's just too bad,
For those who hate me.
Look what you're doing.
I tried to pretend it was ok,
That it didn't hurt,
But it hurt more than anything.
And that's why when you find me
I'll be dead
Maybe you do care,
But you didn't show it at all.
So here i go now,
The knife doesn't hurt,
Half as bad as as your words.
The blood in my body is hot,
But the blood on my wrists is cold,
As it runs down my hands,
Down my fingers,
On the floor.
My head is light.
I fall
I'm dead
Thanks a lot.
This is what words can do
Ally
ode to valentine's day
hearts and roses and kisses galore....
what the hell is all that shit for
people get mushy and start acting queer
it's definitely the most annoying day of the year
this day needs to get the hell over with and pass
before i shove a dozen roses up cupid's ass
i'll spend the day so drunk i can't speak
and wear all black for the rest of the week
guys act all sweet but soon it will fade
for all they are doing is trying to get laid
the arrow cupid shot at me must not have hit
because i think love is a bunch of shit
so there's my story.....what can say
love bite my ass.....FUCK VALENTINE'S DAY!!
Changes
"Friends forever," you promised.
"Together till the end."
We did everything with each other.
You were my best friend.
When I was sad, you were by my side.
When I was scared, you felt my fear.
You were my best support-
If I needed you, you were there.
You were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say:
You made everything seem better.
As long as we had each other,
Everything would be okay.
But somewhere along the line,
We slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.
Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune.
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.
Suddenly we were miles apart,
Two different people, with nothing the same.
It was as if we hadn't been friends;
Although we knew deep in our hearts
Neither one of us was to blame.
You had made new friends
And luckily, so had I
But that didn't change the hurt-
The loss of our friendship made me cry.
As we grow older, things must change
But they don't always have to end.
Even though it is different, now,
You will always be my friend.
Phyllis Lin
