| have you ever felt invisible? like you weren't really there, no one could see you, insignificant? Invisible. I have. Sometimes i feel like the world is turning, and i'm just standing still as people continue to move around me. if i could just stay in one spot, long enough, i would no longer exist and no one would be able to see me ever again. sometimes i wish i was invisible. most of the time i just wish i wasn't shadowed by my friends on certain occasions. am i that transparent? and its not like you can ever say anything, because what would you say? you would just sound jealous, or egotistical. I've often wondered, on these invisible days, what would happen if i started making a commotion in the middle of a crowd. if i screamed at the top of my lungs, and waved my arms in the air, and jumped up and down, would i still be invisible? maybe it would help if i was an attention grabber, but i've always been content to stay in the wings. except every now and then, i want to feel like i matter. like i exist. is that too much to ask? |
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