so many words so the same
and so many women
have comprehended these things in self-mutilation
permanent affection
and have not written them
universal reactions --
forever emotions
nevertheless...
the word is unimportant
the THING is
biting grinding teeth snapping grease snarling in manholes
significant hideous ogre of soot
red eyes -- red complex
only you can see the evil of it
once it owns you
consumer of sympathy productivity
personality
grey monstrous invisible / insatiable
the act is erosion
usurps your features
clouds your pupils
shadows your brow
the symptom is
crying alone at my own conviction
I think my condition is puzzling sorrow
have you ever felt your
white heart brake? look at me.
temporary endless
the key is
unattainable imperfection
to be or to have
the righteous imperfection
accentuality into actuality
turn to God
... O, but they feel too imperfect to go about it and
I cannot get it out
what is the status quo for these things these days?
ah, it doesn't matter. this is me.
watch your skin
it's behind you now
sewage and suffering
hot breath
crumbling your intuitions
dull waterlog
sad state
all is WAIT in a stale eggshell parlor
I'll face it!!!
the word is frustration.