Sometimes it's hard to breathe
And sometimes I just can't see

See an end to the pain I feel
How can all this pain be real?

I used to be happy- I swear I was
But now I feel only sadness and darkness because

Because why? - I guess I don't know
And I wish there was some way to show

To show the people who used to care
To somehow just make them aware

Can't they see how much they mean to me
They just don't care obviously

Why were they there one minute but then gone so fast
Gosh - they are all I think of about my past.

But some things are never meant to be
Of this I have learned to see

Love doesn't get you too far ya know
And people aren't always there when you've hit your low

Promises are often broken and tears will fall
And no one in this world will be there to call

Things can always get worse and often they will
But you just have to take things day by day til

Til things get better- if they ever do
And know there are other people somewhere as sad as you

Yes somedays like today I want to die
And yes all I ever do is cry.

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