Something More

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I know you like to have fun with me
I think that is something that everyone can see
But I like you so much
I always have... I always felt something more for you
Being friends is great and something I hope will never change
But it has changed... we have grown to more
More to me, but what about to you?
To me it sure seems that you have closed off your heart
Can't you open it a little
Just a little crack and maybe I can work my way in
I want the chance to be something to you
Not just someone who was fun
I want you to care about me
Never will I expect love, because I know I am not ready for that
And I won't be for so long,
But I like you so much
I always have... I always felt something more for you
Corny but true your smile brightens me inside and out
I think that you care some and I know you value my friendship
Or at least I am hoping that much is truee
But when we kiss what do you feel
Is it pure lust or is there care or maybe a spark?
A fragment of passion that makes it more special that just a kiss?
I wanted to be your girlfriend, but I will never be that to you
I have accepted that... but I want to be your something...
Baby, I would be anything to you...
Before I can think of being your nothing
I just want to be somebody's someone special...
I want to be YOUR somebody special and if I can't be that to you okay I guess,
But I like you so much
I always have... I always felt something more for you
I feel as thought I can tell you so much and I feel as though you care
But there are just some days that you make me wonder
I know you don't want to feel suffocated but I am not trying to hold you too tight
Why around some people do you act so different?
I don't understand... I know I am not that pretty and all...
But you liked me enough to come this far with me didn't you?
Was I not what you expected?
Did you think I would be better some way?
Tell me how and I will find the way to be that person
I don't want to change myself for you
But I like you so much
I always have... I always felt something more for you
I was so happy when I got my chance with you
And I will always be grateful for the time you gave me
Lord knows you have so many other options...
But you liked me and I hope you still do
And I hope you and I can make this work for a while
Because you are such a wonderful person
And I can't believe how lucky I was to get this much time
Thank you for everything and I hope that you and I will always have a strong friendship
Because I cannot imagine not having all the fun and laughs we have
I would be okay with being your friend right now and that being it
But I like you so much
I always have... I always felt something more for you.
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This poem is original and copyright of Samantha Nowatzke.
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