There are actions I shouldn�t have made,
There are words I shouldn�t have spoken
And they were great loves I�ve let fade.
I look out my dirty window,
And see a world fresh and clean.
I feel as if I�m as low as can go�
I�ve forgotten what my ideals mean.
Pieced back together with glue and tape,
I wake up crying and my body trembles.
My heart is now a blank slate,
A hole is what my soul resembles.
Where nothing seems to last,
I rest my aching head.
Remembering horrors of a forgotten past,
And wishing I were gone and dead.
The grip on my heart is so tight,
I feel I will collapse in sorrow.
Though this day is warm and bright,
I�ll always wait for tomorrow.
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