This twisting, turning hatred that torments and confuses;
Telling me I�m pathetic, completely fucking useless.
Sickness aches my severed heart with undeniable pain.
Searching for the light in this, but swearing her name in vain.

Hours I used to spend thinking of that deceitful face�
Looking for a reason to it, but not finding a trace.
That silky hair, smooth lips�why�d we ever part?
Not a tear or a sigh left in my battered heart.

Sharing something sacred God gave us not as a toy�
Found myself aching for it like a gitty little boy.
Cracked, broken�like an egg far from it�s nest,
Can�t eat, sleep�not an hours worth of rest.

I�m nothing without the girl I love so much�
Without her kiss & without her touch.
Words can not describe the love I felt for her,
But looking back to picture it, I find a sketchy blur.