TIME MACHINE NATIVE
Part 4...
Before
I can take another step
In
my mind or my path
A
familiar hand slaps the back of my head
This
fadang isn’t going to collect itself
Help
me fan work Leave that silly thing alone
My
auntie Tita instantaneously drafting me to help her with her tatiyas
She
notices the paddle in my hand
While
I rub the whack from the back of my head
Thankfully it is a lecture now that blindsides me
Hah!
Manespipiha
ha' hao Chinamorro?
Nanalao
Boi, ginnen I sinesedi-hu
Hafa hiningok-hu hafa tinaitai-hu lini’e-hu
Ginnen todu I tiningo’-hu
Bei sangani hao ni’ este
Anggen hinassosso-mu na sina un go’te pat dudok ni’
kannai-mu siha
Pat na’fanmunton pat rikohi gi un papet pat un lepblo
I kottura-ta
Esta umupus hao I ineppe
Esta abak hao gi I chi-mu
Minaloffan sa' lachi hafa un aliligao
Hinassosso-mu na I kottura-ta taiguenao na latte pat ayu
na sakman
Lao gi minagahet ti guailayi na un fa’sahnge hafa
Chamorro
Gi I inespiha-mu ti un ripapara na esta mumatmatmos hao
gi I kottura-mu
Ti guailayi na un buetta hao chago’ sa’ esta gaige
ha’ guinni
Todu I manoriya-mu nai an Chamorro hao I kottura-mu
I sakman I galaide’ I latte buente I mas amko’ lao
mismo nai I mas annok
Hassuyi nai na pinat mannao’ao I kettura-mu
Gof taiguihi I tasi enao
Pues basta humahasso ya uma’atan kalang taotao lagu’
hao
Este I tasin kottura-ta
Fannangu Chamorro! Fannangu!
So pues cha-mu mumaleffa na ti u matai I kottura-ta
Esta ki todus hit manmatai fine’nina
Pat osino manmatai I hinasso-ta
Gigon ta hongge na taya’ mas Chamorro, pat esta
manmatai I Chamorro siha
Ti guailayi na mapuno’ hit ta’lo I taotao lagu’
Sa’ Hita para ta
pinino’ hit.
An taya’ ni’ manhongge, siempre taya’ humongge
lokkue’
Lao nen, mungga chathinasso-mu
Sa’ ti bei na’fatigao hao esta ki na nina’funhayan
I che’cho-ta pa’go
Pues sigi ha’
Akidi un ko’ko I fadang manmatto ha’ ta’lo I Chapones!
I
turn away from the time machine
To
help my auntie
Without
even realizing
That
I’m still carrying the paddle
I
drop it Returning it to lean against the latte once again
I
walk away hoping some other soul will find it
Some
other soul will find confusion find emotion find peace
At
least find something meaningful in this relic
Which
some say marks the time/date/place of our deaths
But
I say marks the delicate birth of our journey
Back
in time
Forward
to the future
Swimming
through the present
Wherever/
Whenever
As long as the journey is ours