Belinda Michael, Student Instructor
Belinda
Michael is a senior English major/Women's and Gender Studies minor at
the College of
New Jersey. One of her passions at the College is Saathiya,
an Indian dance team, which
she performs with both on and off campus. She participated
in "Woman is the Word" during the
Fall 2004 semester.
INTERVIEW
Q: What were your
greatest worries or hesitations when you signed
up to do
this
project? What ultimately pushed you to take on the challenge?
A: Dr. Tarter actually scared me one day
when she said "come to my office
when you get a
chance." I thought it was because of a paper I had written
that needed major work. When I
finally went up to visit her, she waited
for a while (making me really anxious) and told me that
she would really
like for me to do this project in the Fall semester. I was really
honored
to be
thought of and excited to have this opportunity. I had served as
a
typist for the women in Dr.
Tarter's spring semester "Woman is the Word"
course, so I knew exactly what I would be getting
myself into. As most
people, I had preconceptions of what prison would be like, not having
ever
seen one. I thought the women would be jealous that we, the
student
teachers, still had our
lives ahead of us and they were stuck in prison
for the majority of theirs. I thought we'd get
looks because of the
clothes we wore, the way we talked and the authority we held at our age.
Q:
How
did you see yourself changing throughout the duration of the
course?
How did
the prisoners change? How did their transformation affect
you?
A: On the way
to our first meeting I admit that I was scared to face these
'hard criminals' as I
had imagined them. I lagged behind Dr. Tarter to
delay the face off, but as soon as I was
introduced to these women their
humanity was revealed and since that time I have gotten close
to many of
the women and view them as friends.
Q:
Have
you seen Lorna Johnson's documentary "Freedom Road"? What were
your
reactions to it?
A: I saw Lorna's
documentary during Dr. Tarter's lecture in Haddonfield. It was a
pleasure to be
able to show other people what we see every
thursday because it is so hard to explain the
fences and barbed wire and
the way the prison looks and feels. Lorna is able to capture many
emotions in her depiction of Edna Mahan Correctional Faciility
because
there were points in the
documentary that stirred emotions that are
usually effected in the prison itself. It is amazing to
hear these women
tell their stories and know that they probably feel so honored and
appreciated
to be heard.
Q:
What career are you aspiring towards and will your experience with
"Woman is the
Word" affect your approach to it in any way?
A:
As I complete my final year at TCNJ, I hope to
continue with a masters
degree in English and
teach literature at an undergraduate level. My
experience with "Woman is the Word" will
definitely enhance my abilities
as a professor because I have learned to work individually with
the women
and find that it is a very nurturing experience. Having to make lesson
plans and lead
discussion in "Woman is the Word" will also serve as field
experience for my future profession.
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