I am not numbed
I choose to feel my pain
I do not run hide from my rage
I do not run from stress
I do not block out the melancholy
I revel in my bliss and smile when content
I am insecure around new people but
I do not hide who I am
I am proud of the person I am now and who
I am becoming
I choose to let people know me
The real me, with no chemicals added
Ever
Why?
I do not want to ever be mean to those I care about
I do not want to hurt those who care about me
I have a responsibility to show the world how wonderful
I can be
I don�t want my senses dulled or �heightened�
I just want to live
All of life
Drug-free
Why would I want to live any other way?