Everyone stood in the lobby of the airport waiting for the flight to be called Leighanne,Kristen, and I stood facing the huge window talking about the new puppy Kevin just got Kristin.Brian ,Kevin and Nick stood with Mark head of Backstreet security each man took turns tell Mark to watch their wifes until Nick turn he just smiled and said" my daughter is my heart and Tanner is my soul,so you Mark are protecting the heart and soul of Nick Carter so my life is in your hands"and with that he walked away..
Flight 561 Tampa to New York City is now boarding
Brian and Kevin each said their goodbyes and stepped back waiting for Nick
Nick looked down at his sleeping daughter and whisper"Taking care of mommy"he glanced up at me amd smiled"have a great time Tannie,call me when you land"with a tiny kiss to my forehead and placed tiny kiss on Gracie face and walked away.
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*Britlyn*
"Alena are you sure its gonna happen the night of her party?"Britlyn asked
"Darlin there is nothing that can be done ,its gonna happen "Alena touched her shoulder
"Why does it happen to her?"Britlyn shook her head
"She is protecting Nick"Alena started"remember one thing its her destiny"
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*Tanner*
"So Leighanne have you found out yet?"I asked
"Yep,6 weeks "she gushed"I haven`t told Brian yet"
"Umm I guess Kevy and I should get busy before he`s the last Backstreet daddy"Kristen smiled
Grace shifted a little in her carseat as we continued to gossip and giggle but my heart sank every time they said the word wife..I felt utter jealous I was almost twenty four and single as hell my heart just could be with anyone but Nick,my baby sister Julie swears he is my soulmate claiming everyone knew this but me and poor Nicky..I had to admit Nick did have my heart.I just kept that to myself because he didnt return the feelings
My thoughts were cut short by Mark clear his troat"ladies we will be landing so, the limo will take you to the hotel where you wifeys can call the husbands
There was that damn word againWife it bother me so bad I almost hated hearing it so much almost as much as Mrs.Littrell and Mrs.Richardson I know as soon as we get to the hotel I `ll hear Mrs Litrell your room is such aand such.. ahh I wanna scream so it so bad"I WANNA BE MRS NICKOLAS CARTER"I smiled dont get me wrong I love my girls but I so damn jealous of them
Thrity minutes later we arrived at our sauve hotel and Grace fianlly woke up
I waited for them to get their room keys before I walked to the front desk"Resvervation for Tanner Jacobs"
"Sorry maam but their is no Jacobs"the young lady frowned
"Try Grace Carter"I frowned
"No maam the only Carter I have is Tanner Carter,her room is jointed with a Leighanne Littrell"The lady smiled
"That me"I gushed
I was about to walk away when she stopped me "here is a package from Mr Carter"
I tooked it and headed up stairs I was so happy.
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*Nick*
I laid on the couch most of the night I just missed them to much I spent most of the damn day looking for the perfect gift and found by the grace of God.. I relized tonight what Britlyn meant she was only here to "Show me the light of love"Tanner has be gone 6 hours and I feel like I can barely breathe with out I love her so much it hurt but how do I tell her?
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Britlyn smiled at how she had helped Tanner with the Carter resvervation she even sent a song to uncloud Nick`s mind
Nick glanced down at the table at the paper Tanner left there last night
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
I`m sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Can you please tell me
So I can finally see
At the bottom of the paper was scribbledfor Nickolas I may not be Britlyn but I can love you so much if you just let me..I love you Nicky.*Written by:Tanner Jacobs 3/23/02*
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Lyrics by:Michelle Branch