I cant believe how much has come of a one night stand between 2 friends .He lost his grandma,and alcohol seem to be the only way to push out his sadness and heartache..For me it was partying every night to avoid seeing Nick and Julie together.She is my best friend and he chose her .She never wanted to hurt me and he never knew and never will know of my past feelings for him..

I met AJ McLean when his sister Julianne(Julie)entered my 2nd grade class and the rest is history..

I remember that night barely

*Flashback*

I slipped into my black leather pants and my hot pink top that read"Hot Kitty" . my door opened and their he stood drink already in hand"You coming girlie"

"Yes,you want me to drive?"I asked taking his keys

"Nope Julie is coming and she wont drink with me so she`ll drive and well party" I shook my head handing him the keys

"Great,that means Carter will be joining us?"I frowned to my self

We arrived about 12:00 that night at what seem like the tenth club I had drunk so much I could barely walk and he was fine even though he had drunk twice as much.."Baby girl you okay?"Julie asked

"Yep I`m feeling good"I turnt to A.J."Alex I want a Sex on the beach"he smiled and floated through the crowd return within minutes with my drink..

*End of Flashback*

That was last thing I remember until I woke up in his arms naked. He was sweet about it telling me .He had no regrets and I was still his best friend.But I quit partying after that night

Well about 2 months later I began feeling crazy sick and Julie took me took my doctor whom told me the wildest news I has ever heard

"Analise your 8 weeks pregnant the baby was concesived on June 10th"

Julie new about what happened and nearly pasted out.I stood up and walked out,Alex was just getting his life together and only has 3 weeks left of rehab .

So as you see I have the hardest task of all I walked into the hospital where Alex was staying and he stood and hugged me"Ana,you look great"

"Thanks, I went to the doctor and found out what was wrong"I spoke

"It is the flu like I said huh?"He laughed

"Nope Alex,I`m pregnant "All his color drained from his face"Its yours"

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