**December 23rd**

With shaking hands Madison dialed a docotor`s office number knowing she couldnt have a leak to the press until she knew for sure it was Aaron`s. She silently prayed that everything would be okay .Madison barely remembered making the apointment,she remembered Nick calling her name her stomach cramping up then everything going black.

Aaron paced back and forth in the hospital waiting room .2 hours ago they had rushed Madison and not one nurse or doctor had come to them with news about Madison or the unborn child

"Uh this is fucking driving me nuts,bot one person will tell me anything about my wife"Aaron nearly screamed

People turnt to look as Lori wraped"Aaron she is gonna be fine"

Minutes turnt to hours and hours into a half of day.Nick dosed off in the chair and Lori held Aaron`s hand as a a young male doctor entered the waiting room

"Madison Carter?"

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Angel sat silently in the living room of a man who was told to be hateful and very pushy yet last night never once touch her as they shared his bed.It was different he held her so loving .But what amazed her the most is ow perfect their bodies fit together.

But yet she felt horrible for putting him in that mess with Caleb now Caleb would try to get to both of them maybe even hurting Brian..

"Hot cocoa for you"Brian handed her a cup

"Brian,your to sweet"she took the cup

"yeah,tell that to Madison and Leighanne"

They laughed together"I will next time I see them"

Brian took his place beside her on the floor ans she rested her head on his shoulder just taking in the comfort of each other

I wish I could define

All the thoughts that cross my mind

they seem too big for me to choose

Oh Yeah

Its like I got the signals crossed

With messages I can't decode

Half asleep, never wide awake

In a complete overload

I got so much information here

And nothing I can really grasp

I should know the truth

But I'm too afraid so I have to ask

Brian seemed almost werid out that he understood Nick song so well sitting here wrapped in a blanket with Angel..

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Lori held Nick`s hand as Nick watched his brother break down as the doctor told him the news of his wife and unborn child

Help me (help me)

Figure out the difference

Between right and wrong

Weak and strong

Day and night

Where I belong

Help me (help me)

Make the right decisions

Know which way to turn

Lessons to learn

And just what my purpose must be

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Aaron`s knees buckled "You found what?"

"Mrs Carter was in the early stage of a miscariage but we were able to stop the blood loss and determine the date the baby was "

"Wait so both of them are all right"Aaron asked

"Yes Mr Carter Madison is fine.She is in room 327"The doctor walked away

Aaron nearly ran to the elevator and made his way into the room his brother andsister in law in tow

With a soft knock he entered the room to find her staring out the window crying

"Aaron,I love you"she choked out

You love me Ooh I am no angel

Just an ordinary man

"yeah I know ,I love you too"Aaron sat down on her bed"how are you feeling"

"Tired,sore worried"Madison laid her head on his shoulder

"Dont worry I`m gonna take care of you,well both of you"Aaron pulled her close

"The baby is Brian`s"Madi tense as she said it afraid Aaron would let go and walk out of her life but insted he just whispered

"No this baby is ours"

Help me figure out the difference

Between right and wrong

Weak and strong

Day and night where I belong

"I love you Aaron but you dont have to do this"Madi snuggled

All this information

I'm just rackin' my brain

Paying attention

But I m still lost

And at all cost

I gotta know

"This is a lot to take in but one thing is for sure I want to be with you at all cost so you have to Help Me "

"Help you Help me"Madi smiled

*Lyrics by Nick Carter* 1

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