Poetry
Can See The Pain
I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall
                         
  ~~~Nikki~~~
Back to Poems
Freeing The Princess
Dedicated to my Dad, Eric Raison. I wish you were here.

Don't little Princess.
Don't hide in your mind.
The Shadows will find you.
They're not far behind.
There is no safety in darkness.
It will swallow you whole.
Depression will claim you.
It envelopes your soul.
Come little Princess. Come sit on my knee.
You know your safe and sound with me.
You have too much to handle.
There is too much to bear.
Take comfort in knowing, I'm with you. I care.
Give me your fears. Relax in my light.
Surrender your sorrows. I will continue this fight.
Now, little Princess, I am setting you free.
There is a whole wide world to see.
Though Demons await you, I will
stand in their way. You have God on your side.
Just keep faith and pray.

                            ~~~Haley Ann Raison~~~
You Forgot to Love Me
For Jim. You have truly re-broken my heart.

It's beyond my comprehension
why you do the things you do.
I trusted you whole heartedly
I gave my love to you.
My heart is hurting desperately.
Another love is gone.
You begged and told me you loved me.
But the hurt just couldn't go on.
I forgave you more then I should have
It was over a long time before
I so badly just wanted to be with you
But I couldn't take it anymore
You don't even know what you've done to me
I feel like I'm dying inside.
Honestly, you have made me hate myself.
You have killed my self esteem and pride.
I don't know what I did to deserve this.
Why were my feelings never important to you.
It's beyond my comprehension
why you do the things you do


                   ~~~Haley Ann Raison~~~
Hosted by www.Geocities.ws

1