Somehow so beautiful.
Somehow so sad.
I'm wishing for the chance
that we never had.
Everything I've ever wanted.
Everything I've never had.
Nothing ever works for me.
How can one life be so bad?
Something has to turn around.
Something different needs to be.
How can I go on living,
knowing what you mean to me?
Cirtain of these feelings.
Cirtain of my fears.
How long can I hide this?
The pain leaves me in tears.
Somehow so beautiful.
Somehow so sad.
I'm still waiting for the time
when I won't feel so bad.