| Self Esteem |
I wrote her off for the tenth time today And practice all the things I would say But she came over I lost my nerve I took her back and made her dessert Now I know I'm being used But that's okay man cause I like the abuse I know she's playing with me Tthat's okay cause I got no self esteem We make plans to go out at night I wait till two then I turn out the lights All this rejection's got me so low If she keeps it up I just might tell her so When she's saying that she wants only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she's saying that I'm like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can spend Well I guess I should stick up for myself But I really think it's better this way The more you suffer The more it shows you really care Right? Now I relate this little bit That happens more then I'd like to admit Late at night she knocks on my door She's drunk again and looking to score Now I know I should say but It's kinda hard when she's ready to go I may be dumd but I'm not a dweeb I'm just a sucker with no self esteem |