| Poetry |
| To A Friend She used to be so young so innocent and free; But the world is a cruel place so now she'll never see- Never see her life through the eyes of a young girl. She'll never know how it would have been if we didn't live in a corrupted world. For she fell in love too soon- & I know she wanted more for life as she sheds silent tears. She has to grow up much faster than anyone should. But maybe in this cunfusion there will be some good. She's still just a girl- She's only fifteen; but is forced to be a woman and dosent get to be a teen. I know right no shes scared I would be too; this is gonna be difficult- but i know she'll make it through. Whether or not she decides to keep this baby of hers I'm gonna support her decision because she's like my sister. I'll always be here Whenever she needs to cry; whether she's happy or sad, and when she dosent want to try. We live in a cruel place- that's why everyone needs friends & no matter what I'll be that until the very end. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Untitled #43 What do you want; What is it you need? You don't want to cry so instead you slowly bleed. Is everything okay; Is everything alright? Why are we falling apart, when we used to be so tight? You used to tell me everything, We used to be best friends. Now you're falling apart Please tell me; When will this end? I'm sick of seeing you hurt, I don't like to see you cry; But there's nothing I can do If you're gonna let our friendship die. It's hard for me to go on If that means leaving you behind Whatever held us together before has oh-so-slowly died. I can't stay around & watch you destroy yourself; You could pick yourself up and get out, But instead continue to live in this hell. I wish you'd let me help, help you get back on your feet; So i can watch you stand proud & prove you can't be beat. But youwont let me close enough to lend a helping hand. You started moving much too fast now you're stuck in quick sand. You made your point; I'm no longer wanted here. & I'll leave but you wont see me shed a single tear. I'll wait til I'm away & cry myself to sleep as I replay memories of us that I'll always keep. But no matter what happens I want you to know; I'll always be here for you. So if you ever need me- You know exactly what to do. |
| Untitled Take me Break me Cut me down. Mold me Shape me Make me your own. Burn me Kill me I'm not what you want. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Untitled You only see the blood Never the hurt or pain; You don't see the little girl Just a fucked up teen with nothing to gain. I know you don't understand But that dosent make me wrong. I just need to make better choices- One's that'll make me strong. You think I'm out of control & am too dumb to do anything right; You think I could never love & that all I want to do is fight. Well this time You're wrong about me I'm gonna live this life & become all i can be. Maybe I'm not perfect But I think that's just fine. So why don't you live your life & let me live mine. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ People let you down whether you admit it or not; I'm sure you've done it yourself You didn't mean to, you just couldn't stop. Everyone seems to expect Something different from me But all you're gonna get Is everything you see. So if I let you down I'd really like to know, Was it really me Or cuzz I didn't put on a show? Sorry if I didn't act like you wanted me to But I'm not gonna change, Not even for you.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm standing on the edge but I'm afraid to fall I know if you wont catch me then I'm bound to crawl. I don't know what to do I'm not sure how you feel But I know the feeling I have Is sonething very real. I'm standing on the edge But should I turn back? I'm so scared of going on When I don't know what to expect. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Giving Up I'm giving up on everything- even life itself. I'm giving up on loving you, Cuz I'm not so sure you love me too. I'm giving up on my friends- They only make life worse. I'm giving up on trying- I know I'll only end up crying. I'm giving up on all my dreams- Cuz I know they're impossible as they seem. I'm giving up on people, Because there's nothing they can see. So I'm giving up on everything, Because life's just not worth living; And even though I'm giving up on you- I hope you wont give up on me too. . . . |
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