may 17, 2003
- entry one

-today really was an ok day, though it has been one 
of the most BORING saturdays of my life. no body is 
online, i cant call anybody because nobody is at home. 
im tired, i still feel sort of bad 
(thought it's better than yesterday).
there is this girl, ******, ill call her jazmine. 
well i like her and i dont kno if it is my lack of food 
or lack of sleep but i think me liking her is partially 
a factor in me feeling bad. jazmine is mad cool but 
at the same time she act's weird. i think ive fallen for 
her again, but i dont kno. there are certian times where 
it's like we go out, or really like each other, but then i 
think back to the last time it was like that, and i cant 
help wonder if she is just leading me on.
so today has been a good day so far, i just have 
alot of thinking to do...