Conversation with myself

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I said I'm sorry

for all times that I made you cry

but I don't know how to say I love you

How I wish that I could say I love you

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I can never find the words to portray

all the colors of emotions flowing through my hand

Caught inside a cloud with my eyes full of rain

There are centures of my ancestry I don't understand

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You have tried to make me strong

with advice to carry on

Teaching me all of my wrong

Givin' me what I need, I've waited so long

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But there're times I need to sit and be

out here on my own

thingin' 'bout the seeds that I have sown

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Out here by the mountains and ocean

I focus on soul meditation

My heart and mind's reconcilation

I need to have these conversation with myself

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I get so afraid of my thoughts sometimes

The reflections bounce against the mirrors of my mind

Please don't run away as I travel inside

These are moments of sheer silence that I need to try and find

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How to give what you've given me

How to live in harmony

To believe in all things free

This is what you've shared with me,

to just let and be

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But the anger stays so strong,

I long to be on my own

I need time to confront my heart and soul