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January 31 2000
I wear entirely too much black. I don't know how I managed to get so many pieces of black clothing in my wardrobe, but I have. Most of the time I pair it with some color, usually in the red or blue family, but damn! You'd think I was constantly in mourning. And to think, when I was a pre-teen, I would never wear black. I hated it with a passion. I disliked its funereal associations. I think that says more about my state of mind at that time of my life than how I'm feeling these days. (I hadn't dealt with the premature passing of my sister yet, so any reminders of death were avoided as much as possible.) It's time to inject more color into my wardrobe. I'm not much of a pastel girl, but I love jewel tones. Time to go shopping!
You may have noticed that I don't like to bitch and moan about my job too much. At least not here. If that's what others want to do, that's fine. A number of people do so in a very entertaining manner. It's just not my style. However...
I've got to get the hell out. Everyday I walk into that soul-numbing building, it's all I can do not to run screaming right back out. I've never really liked the actual work, but I closely worked with some great people. That made it bearable. Only one of those folks is still in my department. Between re-organizations and lay-offs, everyone else is far, far away. Luckily the person that's still around is the one I work the closest with, and we support each other against the bullshit we have to deal with. The rest of the department isn't too bad, I suppose. But our manager is just someone I'm not very fond of. Time to take advantage of the revolving doors that were just installed in the building. Heh, perfect timing, considering that folks have been leaving the department in droves. Just last week we had three people leave, including the top chief honcho. This guy has been with the Division for many, many years. His last day was today. He's off to be the President of a tv-type company that's been around for a number of years. To show how valued my co-worker and I are, we were not on the invite list for Honcho's good-bye party on Friday, despite the blanket invitation to everyone from Honcho at the meeting in which he announced his resignation. This is just the latest in several such slights. I guess that's what we get for not kissing ass.
And now what you've all been waiting for:
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Nothing like a big-ass scary roller-coaster ride with big brother to bring out adorable manliness in a guy. |
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(from Kelli Fox )
You may find yourself in a playful mood today! It's okay to take a gamble every now and then but try not to make a habit of it. It will be a case of easy come easy go! Conversation may come easy to you today, and you may surprise yourself with your philosophical ramblings. Remember though, that conversation goes both ways, so be sure to listen as well as speak and try not to be too attached to your own point of view. Differences of opinion are, after all, what make life interesting.
JOURNALS I READ (in no particular order)
John Scalzi's Whatever Column
The Daily Bleat
Man About Murfreesboro
chuck'stake
Stitches in Time
The Diary Thing
The Book of Rob
Evaporation
The Mighty Kymm's Hedgehog Tales
squishy
Atropine:saper vedere
Bad Hair Days
plaintive wail
Naked Eye Journal
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WHAT I'M READING
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WHAT'S IN MY CD PLAYER
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they'll tell you i'm the biggest mother...hen i love them all and all of them love me because the system works the system called reciprocity
got a little motto
there's a lot of favors
they say that life
don't you know that this hand
if you want my gravy
when they pass that basket
the folks atop the ladder
let's all stroke together
so what's the one conclusion John Kander and Fred Ebb - When You're Good To Mama - CHICAGO
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Can I Go Back to Francaise's Strand?
Well, ok.