| September 9, 2001 Had a preatty good weekend this week. I didn't really do much though. On Saturday I went to my dads to hang out.(yes I know I need to get a life and stop hanging out with me dad. LOL) MOstly went over there to see if he wanted to go see a movie. Since the last time that I talked to him he made the off handed comment that he had not seen a movie all summer long. So we ended up seeing Tomb Raider. Witch i got to say I loved it even better the second time around. Since the first time I saw it all I did was analize it to death. Dam this school I am going to. LOL well preatty much had a good time on Saturday. I even got to chat a little before my dad had to get ready for his date.(for thoughs that don't know my parents are divorced) But anyways I got to laughen at my dad he is all like I just need to a girlfriend. And i of course come back and say well at this point i will just seatle for a guy to take me out on a second date. Then I got to laughen even more when I , start to think dang its preatty bad when you 53 year old dad has more dates than you. Then my dad comes back and says what are you to high maintes. And I am like hell I don't know I would not think that I am. The only thing that i really ask is that the guy just ask like a gentman. And all I really need as far as dating is conserned is that I get to go to a movie and maybe a dinner, and then i am just happy gail if i get that. BUt anyways when i got home that evening I thought gee weez its preatty sad that my 50 plus year old dad has had more dates than me. Then i was a little sad after that thought. LOL Then I got to thinking why can't I find me just one guy that is a nice guy. That will love me that I can hang out with and call friend and confedont. Well that has not happin yet. Still searching.... At this point I will just seatle for one good guy friend that doesn't mind hanging around with a little short red head that is funny and some times a blast to hang out with. BUt I can't ever seem to find that....(Well i weill write more on my love life later or lack there of LOL) Then I came to sunady I preatty much sat on my little ass the whole day. Hve not done that in such a long time that I have forgoten what it fealt like. WEll all in all I had a fearly good wekkend just 5 more days tell next weekend woohooo laters all. Oh one more thing before I go smell you laters LOL. |
| September 15, 2001 I don't seem to now what is wronge with me these days. Its like I'm happy one day then the next I'm just like "blaa" and in a funck. I have just about come to my ropes end on trying to figure it out. eee what can you do. not much. Well the week went preaty good. Hvaen't watched much television since like tuesday. I have just been TVed out since then. THe hole thing has been making me well just depressed. I my slef am not going to comment on this whole terroist thing. But enough on that stuff and on to the next. Well not much has happiend this week went on an intereiw for chice staffing witch is a Temp. aggencie. It was preaty much an intreasting 4hrs or so. Well I showed up at 2pm on Thursday and filled out I swear was like three tones of paper work, then I had to take a couple of tests one of them being a typing test to see how many word pr min. that you can type. Witched I sucked at I got like a 26 words per. min. BUt I must say in my defence they gave me that part of the test at the end. I hadn't eatin all day I was tired and cold. What do offices not belive in heat? I nearly froze to death on top of starving to death. But I rocked on the other parts of the tests for Word, Access, Power Point and Excel. So i was happy. I just hope I get a job soon be fore I go crazy. Well enough on that. Well the only other thing I have to say about my life these days is that I am still on the prowle for some one that will Love little oh me. LOL And I am still on my contuneuing trek for friends. The friend that I thought I had I think don't want to be my friend anymore. I have just about come to the conclusion that this person doesn't want to be my friend BUt I don't know it could be that this person is just super busy or that this person is just tellin me that this person don't like me. I write emails and emails but I get no ressponse from this person. And it could be that I am reading to much into this and just being a paranoded chick. I don't know because this person dosn't say anything to me. You tell me what would you be thinking. OR have I just compleatly lost my mind.Well I will let you guys go. I well write soon. |
| October 11, 2001 Well a couple of months tell the new year. Things have gotin better some what for me. At least I can throw my self into school. Witch is going to be a good semster for me. I am looking forward to lots of fun. I can'y wait tell we get to do more editing. We did our first edit this week. It was fun, and I can't wait tell we do more. Editing is one of the things that I wanted to learn, along with special effects and some directing. But of corse I want to learn all that has to do with video production. As far as guys have been, they are preatty much few and far between lol. Its okay, I dont mind being single, but that would be a lie, I think I am holding back for the perfect guy for me, and I have yet to find one. I just need to find one that can put up with my stuberness. lol Well not to much is happinin in my life. So I guess I will get back to the homework. Tell I write again, I hope you all are well. |
| October 18, 2001 This hole jornal enry is going to be preatty much a male bashing entry. So I am sorry guys who ever should happin to read this I just need to get some shit off and out of my head. A side note there will be tones of corse words in this so don't think bad on me. At this point I feel that guys are nothing but two faced mother fucking liers. I think I have preatty much come to the conclution that thier is no such thing as a quto a good man or nice guy. I really at this point think I am cursed with the one date rule. I mean my god guys what is yall's fucking deal. What do I have B.O. I mean yall preatty much have to pull my hair out just to get one date out of me. When i finaly cave in after you tell me that you are such the nice'st sweetest guy in the whole world. So i go okay why not lets give it a try. Then we go out on one date and wam bam. Some how you change after that one date. Soon youdont want to talk to me on the net or even throgh e-mail. About half of you say after that one date hey lets be friends witch I can except. But then its like you think that, that will buy some time before you can get read of me. I mean what the fuck half the god dam time you guys say lets be friends and I am like ok thats cool. Then after i try to be friends with you and just hang out you don't even want to do that. Its like you think that you guys are afraid to hurt my feelings. Well guys I have some news for you I am a lot stronger than you think I am. I mean if you just say hey Amy you are realy cool and sweet but I just don't want to be your girl friend or firend. Yes I will be mad and maybe even cry but I will get over it and move on, and not be left wondering okay, whats the fuck going on. I mean good dam I am not a fucking mind reader if you don't tell me what the hell is going on. I tend to not know, I am the type of girl where you half to speal shit out for me. Just like I will speel shit out for you. You will be conserded a man and an upstanding dude if you just don't lie and be two faced to me. that is all I ask. At this point in my life I think I am just going to swear off of dateing and trying to get in a relation ship for now, since I seem to be having so much trouble just finding a guy to be honest and at least want to go on more than one date with me. Well tell I am in a better mood I think I have ranted engough to night, tell I right again laters AAUGGHH I feell so much better since I have gottin that out of my system |
| October 29, 2001 Well its monday I had my first mid term. I did preaty good. I have an 85 in that class witch is computer Applictions. My weekend was fun. I had a really good weekend. It was my cousins B-day. They turned 21, so we had dinner at Dave n' Busters. Then everyone that was 21 and over wnet to a club called LAzzers. It was preatty fun I am not a big club person, but I enjoyed myself. My cousins and there friends kept trying to get me to dance, and they kept askin if I was having a good time. I kept tellin them that I was having a good time I just don't like to dance. It is very intresating to me to go to clubs you meet and see just the most interisting thing. It is fun for me to just to sit back and obsurve all the people. BUt all in all I had a fun time on Sat. Then on Sunday I went to my dads house and ate ribs with my sister and Jason. It was preatty fun. I ate tell I was stuffed. All in all the weekend was good. Some much needed fun for me that I have not had in a long time. Well tell I right again have a good one. |