| March 17, 2002 Off to a grand start at my new job. I am enjoying it some what. Its preatty much a boring ass job. But it is easy as hell, so I am not going to complain to much about it. I just look at it as easy money. Oh and for thoughs that care I work at the Imax at the scince place at fair park. Well on the whole dating secene not much happining. Still in my pissed off mode towrd somethings. But I am getting better. I had thought that this guy that I went out with about a week or two ago would turn out to be a nice change of pass and he seemed like the type that would not just well just qute talking to me. But it apears that I was wrong yet again. And its not like I have not tryed to well keep talking to him, I have almost turned into a stalker for lake of a better word. I call him almost everyother day, and talk with his mechine. I think it has come to the point were I am just going to give up and just let it go. But that little part in my brain says no call one more time you might get some one on the line. LOL I have had such the crap with this whole dating thing the last couple of dates or so. I am thinking that this is just some bad luck, but I dont know. And of coure none of my friend have this problem, just me. I mean my friends tell me that they have 3 or 4 guys chaseing after them. They always seem to want to come to me and ask me what would I do. i just tell them hell if I know I cant even get one guy to chase after me or even show intrest in me after a first date. what kinda advice can I give you over this. Its slightly funny when they ask me these things. Its engough to make me cry at times. Oh well, heres hoping that things turn around soon. Tell I write again laters. |
| May 23, 2002 Well after a long time of no writing, I have finaly had some time to write. Well not much is happining, a lot of school, witch I only have 4 weeks left, then I get 3 weeks off. The job is going well, its preatty boring, okay pay, and not much responsablty, witch is fine with me. Lets see I have not writen in like a month or two and I have nothing to say, isn't that just a trip. Lets see I can always talk about guys, or lack there of. I have come up with three songs that preatty much describe my love life or lack there of. They are all Reba McEntire songs, so listin to them and you will see how bad it is. The first is Read My Mind, the second, is I won't stand in Line, and the thrid is I wish That I could tell you. As you can see after listin to these song, you will see how bad it is. lol Well I thought I would through something out that I got from my friends unkle john page, at www.unklejohn.com, thought I would give hime some free press. lol Well on with it gilbert okay he had propsed the question if you could star in your own movie what famouse person would play you. I though who better to play me than alson Hanagon, from no other than buffy the vampire slayer. I guess guys I should go. |
| Octobert 19, 2002 Well Guys its been a long time no write for me. Preatty much not much is happening in my life. Except that I have preatty much given up up on finding domeone for right now. I can't seem to meet any one, no matter what I do or say, or wish pray, or what I have you. I had ctually thought that I might have found the begings of a good guy, been then of course this has been my MO as of late. I am just getting tired of how you say working my ass off, and let me say in my defence I have done just about it all to cathc a guy, from calling him, tel I am blue in the face, to just waiting around and waiting for him to call me. I am all out of shit to try. I just plan give up. Well actualy now since I am writing on here I would like to give my congates to a preatty cool guy in Unkle John, he got marryed just recently, so I thought I would give him a congrates to him. LOL so congrates Unkle John. Well all you guys that come to my page. I am signing out entel next time. |