| December 3, 2001 Things have been looking up for. There are like two more weeks left tell my x-mas break. So I am happy. The only bad thing that has happin as of late is that I have been sick as a dog since last Thursday. Lucky I am going to the doctor, fun, not really. Well on the guy front I have been talkin to a real sweet guy, over the e-mail, for about a week. So I think for now at least on the guy front things are starting to turn around. Witch is good. Cause I need some one to love me. lol Don't we all. Well lets see last Thurs. I went to go see Cirque Du Soleil, and I must say it was very good. If any of you ever get a chance to go see them I highly recomind it. It is very good, and fun too watch. I am even thinking of seeeing another of there shows when they come back to dallas. Well not much elses is new, still lookin for a job. I am preatty much not having any luck in that deepartment. But at least I am trying, and not sitting on my ass. But its hard when the economy went to hell and a hand basck at the wrong time. But oh well what can I do. Well guys I am gone for now. untell I write again laters. |
| January 1, 2002 Another year has finaly come and gone. And in just 19 days I will be another year older, its very scary. Well this last year was okay. Its was like most its had its ups and down's. I have gained some new firends and lost some friends. But that is normal I supose. I left let another college and I am curently going to an awsome art school that I love and is teaching me lots of stuff that I did not know before. I say all in all this last year was good. Now for this year well I have a few goals this year. I want to become a little more out going and to make some more friends. That is one. Another is that I want to move out of this house by the end of this year. Another goal is that I would like to find me a guy that will like me and maybe eventualy love me. But with that well maybe it will happin and maybe it won't. LOL But heres hopen. All is good, still talking to the same guy for awhile. We seem to have lots of things in comen. So all is good with that. One of my best friends is getting marryed some time in the future. So I am happy for her. I wish her and Walter all the luck in the world. I hope all that read my page have a wonedrful and joyous year. Be safe and live life to the fullest, in all that you do and want in your life. And tell I write again talk to yall later. And one more thing seeing that I had my bean last night I am feeling that this year will be just another okay to good year. But we will see... |
| January 9, 2002 Yes folks its that time of the week. I figured I had better write in this thing now, before I get lazzie, and not wan't to write. The week has been Preatty good, had the start of the new school semster. So far it has been preatty good. I have only had one class but so far so good. The hole job looking is not going to well. But at least I am out every day looking for something at this point I will take anything. I have like no money, and I am finding myself beiging or asking my mom and dad to help out with what ever they can. I am just glade that I have a good family that is welling to help me. I don't think I tell them enough just how much I love them especaily my mom and dad. Well on the hole guy front not much happin there. Witch is fine with me, not quite wanting one right now. Not really wanting or caring to have my heart riped out and kicked to the creb. I have been in a bad mood with guys as of late. Lets see what else is new. I get to see mybest friend and her new hamster tomarrow. I think she said that they might go out to like red river I think it is what called. Don't really know I think it is a counrty club. So i am going to get out and have some fun. So we will see. Tell I write again... |
| February 1, 2002 Well my Birthday came and went with not much to tell. All in all it was preatty boring. Just had dinner with the fam. and my grandma. I am now just another year older, don't know if I am any wiser but I am older. On the job front still looking. It is really starting to frustrate me todeath. I litterlay have no money theses days, witch is something I am not to used to. And not to say that I have had so much money that I did not know what to do with, but I was well off. This hole job and no money thing is staring to wear on the old sole. I just hope things start to trun around soon. I think they well. Lets see on the guy front not much to tell. Not to many guys are knoking on my door theses days. Its making me a little depresed, but not really. I had been talking to one guy on the net for a bit. but have not talked to him in at least a week. So I think that means one of two things. One he has just not been on much witch is cool. Or he is doing the hole avoiding thing. But I think it is just the first thing. Well school is going good. I am really enjoying it. I have even given thought to maybe going to a film school. To maybe explore that avenew of things, but I do not know yet. Just more or less exploring everything right now, since I have not found a clear path of what exctaly I want to do in this busnises I have been trying to think of a way to get more people to join my little club. so far I have come up with nothing. I would just be happy if more than two people posted on it. I have been even thinking of seeing some of my drawing on Ebay to get some quick cash, or just selling some of my junk that I have laying around. But that is still up in the air. I don't think I could part with any of my drawings anyways. Well tell I write again laters all.... |
| February 18, 2002 Well not much is happining in the life of me. Just same old same old. Just alot of school work, and looking for a job. The whole job looking thing is starting to piss me off I can't even seem to get hired at a stuped McDonalds. NOw that is just plan sad. Lets see I have major project due for my final project in my Videography classic, I have to shoot a music video style a min and half in lenght. So I am doing that this weekend. I got one of my friends to be my talent. There is not much happing in the old personal life. Valentines came and went with out much happing. I got some candy and some money from my mom. Witch was very nice of her. Still no guys in the life yet. But I have been talking to a new bew. Who seems like a sweet heart. So I am excited in that aspect of things. My mom is having a B-day this week. she will be I want to say 51 or 52. I can't rember it gets hard to rember how old my parents are much less to rember how old I am. LOL Other new well not much as I have same old same old. I have been trying to get out and do stuff, But I find that that takes money. I have even been trying to get what left of my friends to at least go out and hang but that never happins ither. Well oh well I will just have to do things by myself. Oh I have finally finshed my model of Voyger when i get the pic's devoped I will put them up on here. I have nothing else to write about it has been a slow couple of weeks for me. Tell I write again laters... |
| March 4, 2002 Well lets see I have waited two weeks too write any of my feelings on this matter. I am just not getting the male species. I don't, I have letterly given up trying. Please if any of my male friends out there that read this give me some insite. I could use it at this point. Well I will give a story of my dating expernce to date. To make a long story not so long. I went out on a date about two weeks ago after I had been talking to this guy for about a week before that. Well it had been awhile since last time I had wanted to put my heart on the line about a month or two. Well serpase to say I said ok, and on friday afternoon we went to a dinner late lunch then we went to a movie. I was preatty much a nervouse reck the whole date but I got through it. I was my cheerfuly funny person like always. I was even dressed some what up( not a dress or anything but I looked preatty good). Well at the end of the date we said the normal good bye's. I had a really good time, and I thought he did to. Well monday came into view and the evening roled around and it came time for our nightly chattings, and he doesnt show up. Well I was like thats odd, but did not think nothing of it. Then Tues. came and went, and still no word. So on Wed. I decided I would just write a little email and say Hello, and what not. I got no response from that so on Thurs. i thought well maybe I will try calling him so I called and got the machine, so I left a message and my number. I heard nothing back from him. Then on Sat. or Sun. I forget witch I wrote another email, just basicly asking him if he was even intreased in even talking with me anymore. I basicly got no responce back. This is not the first time that this scenro has happin to me. This preatty much why I don't get guys. I think I am going through a dateing slump, cause preatty much the last three guy's that I have been out on a date with has done this too me.. I am jjust wondering if it's me do I have some sort of Bo thing going on. Oh well engough of my sob story with men. In other good news. I have a job. Woohoo, finaly after months and months ofjob hunting. I finaly have a job. I am working at the Imax. It should be a fun job. Well tell i write again laters. |