Quizzes..
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Neutral: Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.
What color do you see the world in?
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That's just so true.. I'm neutral in whatever I do. Most of the time at least..
I most likely screwed up the Physics test. Crap. If my grade goes down, I'm gonna cry. Seriously.
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'Words, words words. Once I had a gift..'
It's a sad day for many people in two different ends of the world. No more about that, then...
I've been thinking about my sci-fi-this-far novel. I'm not quite sure if I should make it complicated and write it in three different layers. One would be this existing reality, the other one a fantasy and the third a science fictional world. I have so many ideas about what to write in all those layers, but I'm afraid I'm not able to get them all together in the end. I've only written three chapters and have to rewrite the second one, but I still want to know what to do with it.. *sigh*
Test in physic tomorrow.. O_o I've understood absolutely nothing about anything we've studied in past few months. I'll just have to read it through a couple huonder times and to rememberize every single word.. *le sigh* I'm just glad there isn't too much to be read. Gravitation is something I understand somehow.. But that's for some completely different reason that the study book. ^^
Re-did the look of this damn journal. I'll re-do it again later, since I'm sure it starts bothering me after a while.. The guy is drawn by me, by the way.. ^^
My yearly depression starts to fade.. ^^ Yay for that.
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Philosophical thinking in spring sun
Why must people hate? Hate leads us to absolutely nowhere. People can despise each other, or dislike each other, but to hate. It's a totally different consept. Hate is really strong word. Everyone knows what it is, and they most definitely know when they hate something. Anyhow, the word is often used in wrong places. I admit being guilty for it too. People say that they hate the whiny person over there. Maybe they do, but if they don't, why must they use a word like that? Can't they just say that 'That person over there pisses me off with their whining'?
Don't ask me where this sudden hate for the word hate came from.. I usually don't like things I do myself. Using the word hate in wrong place is one of them.
Love is another word that people use for nothing. They say they love someone, when they feel strongly for them. Then again, who can say what love is? Is there a way to describe the meaning of 'love'?
Sometimes people see another people in a completely wrong way. Let's take me as an example. According to this 'how well do you know your friend'-thingy/test (and a friend who filled the other part of it), I am a positive, life loving and strong. I couldn't help but to smile. Those three are all something I used to be. They still pop up sometimes, but not quite as often as they used to. I don't love the world the way I used to. (in this case, love is the correct word)
Or maybe I have a wrong image of myself.
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Shaky..
I got a letter today.
From a book-publisher.
One of my poems will be published in a collection along with other poems others have written. I'm feeling kind of shaky now.
I mean, I think it's great that I get published. It has always been my dream to get something I've written down to printed book, especially this young.
I guess I'll really realize the whole thing in the middle of the night and start dancing for joy or something. ^^
I'll now go to play with my new computer.. ^^V
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Tired... ZZzzZzz
We had a party at our house today, and I had to dress pretty and act lovely daughter who is more than willing to serve drinks/coffee/pastries/etc.. to the guests. I don't usually dress pretty. Baggy jeans and a top is something I wear most of the time, so it took me quite an effort to get something lovely on me. I chose the kimono I bought from London.. ^^ It's really bitchy trying to put that thing on.. Really. Talk about getting it off.. Well, anyways, I'm now back in my baggies and tired as hell. I wanna go to bed but I still have my Mathematic and English homework to be done.. >_<*
Oh, yeah.. I thought I would've woken up at 4.50 AM to watch the first Formula 1 Grand Prix of the year, but me being me I didn't (that was because I thought the yucky Schumacher would win anyway) and of cours the Slimo didn't win, he didn't even reach the podium. *evil laughter* McLaren did really well, and I'm not sure if I should cry because of not watching the race.. T-T
Yeah.. Me is off..
Who~ are you~..? *sings*
I got a dead guy's skull shoved to my face today. Twice. *glares at Twinkie* There was a skull going round in our class (I've always wondered whose it is..) and Twinkie poked my shoulder and when I turned around she stuffed that thing to my face. Twice, as I mentioned before. She said I'm stupid.. *glare* Very funny...
It is not spring anymore. Two weeks ago I almost hoped that the cursed winter would be over and the dear sun would dare to show her face again and melt the snow, but no. It's way below zero outside, and I'm freezing. Once again.. T-T
I can't raise my German grade. Crap. I screwed up my test and the chances to get the grade up at the same time. I hate myself..
No I don't.. ^^
I should do something to the layout on this Journal.. It's generally boring at the moment..
Yeah..