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GRAAAHHH!!!
I loathe my computer with burning passion. At least at the moment. I typed the 7th chapter of Write It Down last night with the computer I have upstairs in my own room and now as I've tried to put the text file to a floppy disk (okay, I use floppy disks.. It's the only way to get the files from my computer to this one, where the Internet is). The damn thing keeps telling me that it can't find the disk or that the disk isn't formatted. I have used the same god damn disk for dozens of times to move my files from the computer A to this computer B and NOW the thing decides that it doesn't want to co-operate. I hate it. Really. And no, I am not one of the people who know nothing of computers; I do know quite a deal, but nothing I've tried has worked. *steams*

Twinkie'll leave to Europe tomorrow. She promised that if she gets to go to a manga-shop in Germany she'll get me Weiss Kreuz manga number 1 as a B-day present. ^^ She also promised that she'll bring me a WK CD, if I give her the money. They are pretty damn expensive, yes, and I found a place where, for example 'Die Bleibende Erinnerung' is only 9.90 (in that particular shop where Twinkie might go to, its 32.95..) but... I don't know. *sigh*

Excuse me, I have to go and kill my computer.

[Edit]
Computer is co-operating again. Yay!

Heh, I forced my bro to do the Which Weiss Guy Are You? test:

Who's Your Inner Florist/Assassin? @ Wei� Versa
I knew it. I really did. Another option would have been Yoji, but he's not slutty enough. ^^ My brother, that is.
How cruel is a sister who makes her brother take tests like that, I wonder..?

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Back..
I'm back. Yay. Home sweet home..

Had to do the test just to make sure..

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Hot...
I think it's the 27th... Not quite on track of time...

For a change, it isn't unbaerably hot, but quite decent. Very different from yesterday, when we went to Rome and almost boiled to death. The city was very beautiful, but boiling to death isn't too nice.

We have an unbelievably handsome waiter in our hotel. Slim, dark spiky hair, brown eyes, nice ass.. I didn't write that last part... *cough*

I'm updating this from a pub's computer. Damn terrible keyboard...

Will be leaving the day after tomorrow. Kind of shame. I have had one of the best inspirations in a long time, here. Written 28 pages of fiction..

Damn, the token's running out. Gotta go!

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Ciao!
Italy is nice, very nice indeed. I haven't been here in the south before, so it's nice to see something new.
The hotel is luxurious, with marble floors and huge golden (I doubt it, but anyhow) mirrors. Glad we spent some more money and came here.
Anyhow, I can't write much now, since my folks wanna see the bus timetables and I have to give them the access to Internet. *sigh*

'No food, no icecream to be consumed on the couch', that, exactly is what it says in the window of the bus we went Downtown last night. It was amusing. Very muchly so.
Okays, I'm gonna go now, let's see if I write more on some later date! ^^
Ciao, bella!

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Tired... *yawn*
I had to wake up sometime around 10 to feed the neighbour's cat. I just threw a jacket over my pajamas and dragged my being to the house next door. The cat was glad to have food, though. ^^

Spent Midsummer at my grandmother's summer home. I had fun. ^^ Twinkie came along and I'm pretty sure she caught traumas, and will never want to see me again. My dear brother was sort of agonized-looking when I 'sang' various songs to him and Twinkie. A while after my aunt told me to shut up. I kind of understand.. I can't sing.. ^^V

I have a headache. Again. Darn...

And I'm thirsty. And I should gather my stuff for the Italy trip. Seems that we might spend a day in Rome. Yay!

*yawn* I'll take a nap...

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B-b-b-bored..
I am bored. I have absolutely no idea how to make the day go by fast. Sure, I slept well past noon and had some very odd dreams about our relatives and their terrible secrets. o.O

Now I am staring into our oven. I made some little pretty cup-cakes for myself because I needed something to do. Had to go and flip the baking plate. Our stupid oven is as old as the sky itself and is only working well on the other end. I love old things that don't work. ^^

I wanna have Saiyuki OAVs. With subs that I would understand. Korean isn't one of my strongest languages.. ><*

' Wrote chapter 6 for Write it Down last night. I got it finished somewhere around midninght and noticed that actually planning what to write is very useful. ^^;; I am not a person who plans anything. Even with the attempt of a novel that I wrote about a year ago, I made no plans whatsoever. Silly me..

I didn't manage to burn them!!! Weee!! *dances a little*
*cough*
Ahem.. I am known to be one of the worst cooks in history, so it's a miracle I didn't spoil them somehow. ^^ Actually.. That recipe I made the cakes with is the only one I remember by heart and can fulfill perfectly.. ^^*

I am off to eat my little yum-yums. ^^V

Test Results

You think of yourself as being natural, eternal, beautiful, and creative.

Others think of you as being wicked, quiet, clever, and playful.

Your relationships can be described as cold, clear, unique, and easily changed.

When stressed, you feel lonely.

Take this test here.
Rather interesting.


hmmm your heart is made of water. water has a
tendancy to flow in all sorts of directions,
and so does your hearts affections. you can be
frustrating to your partner and find commitment
hard. you may often dump your partner out of
whim. decide what you want, and don't back out
next time. burning hearts isn't something
people will like you for

what is your heart made of?
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Ahem.. *whistles*

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^^
I am a slave in my own home.. Had to clean up five garden chairs and a table with a rag that caused my fingers to freeze. Shouldn't complain once it's summer, but it is a friggin' cold summer! Oh, well...

I posted my Spanish Guitar based fic to ff.net (NaMde it 'Momentarily Dreaming', by the way). One review this far... *pout* Is everyone on summer vacation, since they don't read fanfiction? Probably yes. I'm just a little stupid person who has no life and who stays home during summer. Or maybe not. I did walk around the city today with Twinkie, went to library, found nothing to read, bought friggin' delicious ice-cream and then sat on a dock by a little pretty lake. Then it started raining. Darn, the weathers hate me..

Luckily, it's the hottest summer in Italy in twenty years. My uncle, who is there with his wife told us this. And you can only guess twice who is going there in five days. Correct! Me! ^^

It's been two years since I've been to Italy. ^^
Speaking of which, today it has been exactly a year since that neighbour of mine and I saw the most (or one of them) beautiful real-life man ever born, on our way to Amsterdam. *is nostalgic and longing for a while* He spoke with a French accent. *sigh* Crap.. I should've fainted on him and begged for CPR. ^^* Yeah..

We have a garden-party thingy going on. That's why I had to clean those damn chairs and tables and get my fingers frozen. Nah, doesn't matter. It's always nice to meet friends even though they would happen to be over fourty. ^^

By the way. While in library today, I saw the book my poem is in. It has apparently been published already and I have known nothing about it. Anyway, I tortured Twinkie by reading that poem out loud. She gave me an odd look. I can only wonder why.. ^^
[Poor attempt of a translation of the poem]
Beautiful moments in life
the black siluettes of the trees
are outlined against the horizon
I feel it; I am new
There is only this moment
and the rest of my life

Yay me! ^^ Though I must admit the poem does sound better in Finnish.. I didn't just admit being a Finn..

By the way.. I did a test about a month ago. (Found the HTML from my files while cleaning the computer) Here it is:
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

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*yawn*
I stayed up too late last night.. I just had to finish the book I was reading.. *yawn*

I managed to write a sad excuse of the chapter 5 for Write It Down. It's something, anyhow...

I'm the Anti-Omi!
I'm the mysterious stranger that always comes out on top (whatever that might mean to you!).
When I'm not posing next to tombstones and gothic mansions, I can be found practicing my evil smile in the bathroom mirror.

No doubt about that.

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Babble
Lapland was as nice as ever. I think the fresh air makes me crack, because me and that friend of mine took a 10 mile hike in the woods and fjelds and played tennis for couple hours. I still feel like I should go hiking... Odd.

I got into the senior high I wanted to! Wee! The minimum grade average they asked for was 7.0 and mine was 8.3 so there never was a doubt that I wouldn't get to go there, but I'm happy anyway. ^^

Wrote the fourth chapter for Write It Down last thursday, I think. Now I sould write the fifth and my brain is not co-operating with me.. I have absolutely no idea what I should write. Honestly. All I know is, that it'll be from Aya's POV.

Saw WKG ep. 10 with subs last night. Poor, poor Yoji-kun.. *sniffles*
I had fun though, when our dearest German man whore (I still love his Gl�hen looks. Red leather pants, yellow shirt and that damn hat are just way too amusing) and Mr. Brat (as Twinkie succesfully tends to pronounce it) were standing in the rooftop and SchuSchu was pretty much ready to kill everyone in sight and babbled non-stop. Suddenly he shut his mouth and asked Brad "What is it?" or something. I don't know what was so amusing about Brad saying "I've told you not to look into my mind" but I laughed so hard I almost fell down from my chair. Yes. I have bad issues.

I like Saiyuki. Very much.

I am about to enter the house of Doom sometime today. We will go visit my aunt and her daughter who turns 11 today. Their house is mouldy and old and they have stuff in their fridge that most likely is alive. I'm happy we don't have to visit them again until next Summer... *shudder*

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...
Will be leaving to Lapland tomorrow. I think I should write chapter 4 to 'Write It Down' before that... *sigh* I have nos inspiration!! *cough* I did write that damned Spanish Guitar fic, though, but I think it still needs work. Mostly beacause it's pretty damn cheesy... *shudder* When did I start writing fluff?

cold.. or are you?
Find out what bishonen you are.
I always end up being some of Koyasu's charas..

I'm just watching a bad dream I'd never wake up from.
Find out what anime bad boy you are.
Or then again, maybe not. Never seen Cowboy Bebop, though, only bought and read a manga. I liked it. ^^

Nuts-O Angel
Find out what anime villan you are.
I shall.. just... remain very silent.. Yes.

Haven been hanging out in neopets. I must really be bored..

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=^.^=
Cat problems in the neighbourhood. A man, lives quite far from us, had called that neighbour of mine, anonymously, mind you, and began threatening her with police unless she puts her cat under control, for the cat, as he put it, is always walking around the house and destroying their lilies (which, sadly, don't bloom this time of the year..). I spent a couple hours comforting that friend of mine. If 'comforting' is the right word. I suck at it. Seriously. Give me a person who is worse at comforting people than me and I'll give you a cookie. Really. My comforting is always the 'There, there, don't cry, it'll be all right' and no one is ever going to believe that. *sigh*
I have to go back there after I've stopped typing this. I only came home to eat and to breathe. Seeing people cry makes me uncomfortable and it's no help if I have try and comfort them. All I can give is the aforementioned 'There, there..' and a hug. Oh, well..

[Later]
Cat problem a good as solved. At least my dear friend has calmed down. ^^

I am happy. Very. Very. Very. Happy!!!!!!!! I found a video via WinMX. A Weiss Kreuz video. Beautiful Alone video. A Concert video. With the droolworthy seiyuus. *does an ultimate dance of utter joy* What could be better to have, in a day like this, than a video full of real-life bishies? ^^ Bad thing is that none of them are actually singing. It doesn't need 15 years of forced experience (daddy has a studio and I've worked there a little bit too much..) to know that the song is play-back. Or the seiyuu are just damn good singers. There is no flaws or differences when compared to the song i.ex. in the anime. ^^ I don't care! I get to watch the four over and over again. Maybe I'll put the video on DVD and watch it for the whole summer. ^^ I'll have to show it to Twinkie once she comes back from wherever she is. *bounces a little*

You're Ibara no Namida!

You're L'arc~en~Ciel's most poetic song ever. Even Japanese people don't understand you completely. You're a song about being trapped in a "twisted" love, and being unable to do anything about it. You're incredibly painful, but strangely beautiful and haunting. And your lyrics, in the original Japanese, are breathtaking.

What Little-Known L'arc~en~Ciel Song are You?

Did the test only to see what L'Arc~en~Ciel song I should download. It's about time for me to check that band out..

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Summer.. ^^
First day of summer holiday and it's raining. Yay. ^^ I don't remember a first day of Summer holiday when it would not have been raining..

I am bored. Boredom usually strikes me as the holidays begin.. Oh, well, my neighbour is supposed to come here today and play Sims with me. ^^ We are both addicted to that game on daily basis. I am veryu glad that it is holiday, because he aforementioned neighbour is year older than me and therefore goes to a different school and has tons of homework to do (and she does them everyday, nice little school-girl that she is ^^) and I got loads of homework to do, and Japanese to study and Art School to attend (well, in there she is on the same class tham me, but anyhow) and so we don't see too often. When summer comes we get to spend more time together. Yesterday we went to their summer lodge and there she and I took a little hike in the woods. It was a beautiful scenery there. Old trees and silence, with nothing but the faint song of the birdies. ^^ Beautiful.
We walked around for two hours and talked about how we both miss British Columbia and Vancouver where we were last summer. I wanna go back there.. T-T

Anyways. I should write the fourth chapter for my 'Write It Down' but guess twice if I have any clue about how I should continue.. Actually I do, I have two options, but I don't know If I should write from Yoji's or Aya's POV. Once I manage to decide that I can start writing.
Speaking of which, I had a brilliant idea for a fic a little while ago. I'm letting the idea get better inside my head for a while now and then I'll type it. Once again, I'm afraid, it'll be pure, tacky romance thing. I have no idea what's gotten into me. I don't write sap. Not often at least. Or maybe I'm just in denial..


You're dark yaoi. You like lots of angsty emotional
turmoil and you're probably into NCS fics. In
real life, you might be depressed, or maybe
you're just poetic?

What kind of yaoi are you?
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In all honesty, if there is something I hate it must be the NCS fics. When I'm in a good or at least neutral mood. We shall not say a word about my depressed days.. >_<*

Too Many Metaphors or Too Flowery: you do enjoy
scripting out interesting and elaborate
expressions. Flowery portrayal and
metaphorically enhanced descriptors are your
forte. It may be disconcerting to just a
diminutive amount for those who read your
written tales; however, it matters not. You
cherish the many fine expressions of the
written word.

What kind of bad slash writer are you?
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Eh.. Me? ^^;;;

You're Yoji's eyes. You stay the same color - deep
emerald green - in both the anime and the
manga. Deep and gentle, your eyes can be very
persuasive, and they often say things you'd
never say with your lips.

Which Weiss Guy's Eyes are You?
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Hmm...

You're ice! You can be very cold and distant and you are NOT a people person. You're pretty mean but you can be nice...to a select few.

What element are you?
Yeah.. Maybe sometimes..
I'd better be off now..

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