I AM CRYING ON THE INSIDE, SMILING ON THE OUT
QUIET AND SO GENTLE BUT YET I WANT TO SHOUT
FROM DAY TO DAY I TRY TO HIDE AWAY
REALLY NEVER KNOW JUST HOW TO SAY
PLEASE HELP ME I AM DROWNING IN MY DESPAIR

SO PLEASE STAY AWAY DO NOT COME TO CLOSE
THOSE WHO LOVED ME I HURT THE MOST
THEY SHOWED ME LOVE FROM WITHIN THEIR HEART
MY TORTURED MIND JUST TORE IT APART
JUST TREAT ME LIKE THE MONSTER THAT I AM

NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO PLEASE
ALL THAT HAPPENS IS MY HEART DOES BLEED
IT IS TIME I CLOSED THESE SADDENED EYES
AND LAY TO REST MY FORSAKEN LIES
SO LOCK ME UP AND THROW AWAY THE KEY....