THE SANDS OF TIME JUST PASS ON BY AND AS I GET OLDER I WONDER WHY WAS HAPPINESS EVER WITHIN MY GRASP OR WAS THIS TORMENT SUPPOSED TO LAST LOVE AND HAPPINESS IS ALL I SEEK BUT IT HAS BEEN SO LONG MY HEART IS WEAK SO NO MORE I TRY TO NUTURE MY DREAM RESIGNED TO MY FATE OF BOREDOM IT SEEMS BLINDLY MARCHING ON TILL THE END OF DAYS MY EYES SHIELDED FROM ANY LOVING GAZE FOR IF I DID FIND THE LOVE I NEED TOO SCARED TO EMBRACE IT A FOOL INDEED REJECTION IS SOMETHING I COULD NOT COPE SO I LIVE A LIE WITH NO HOPE MANY TIMES I WISH IT WOULD JUST END THE EMPTINESS I FEEL WILL NEVER MEND WHEN I TRIED TO END IT I DID NOT SUCEED I JUST COULD NOT GET THESE DAMN WRISTS TO BLEED....