I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
THE BEST OF THE BEST!!!! This song was (I will say it again) written with my blood soul and flesh. Word for word of this song was lived by me. This is the song I mostly go to for help. This is the song the most cried on by me. This song is a most definat part of my life, and te song still meens alot to me. The way it's sung and the words and everything, I can just feel it. Everytime I feel as if I am talking to myself. I can't even explain how much this song is worth to me, so just listen to it for yourself, ~Danielle