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Everyone
(3:29)

I'm sick of the excuses that you want me to believe
I've been understanding, givin everything you need
Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you
I'm done with you

Would there be a difference if I followed what you say?
Taken from my mind and I can't seem to get away
Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you
I'm done with you

Everyone is the same
Quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why
I can't seem to escape, all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle

Sorry
I'm angry
I've fallen from EVERYTHING
Why am I so angry inside my head
Life's all the same
It's gunna change
I'm not ashamed to live my life

Everyone is the same
Quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why
I can't seem to escape all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle

Why am I so angry inside my head
Life's all the same
It's gonna change
I'm not ashamed

Blow It Away
(3:03)

Everyday I think about what you did
Livin' life ain't much with all the shit
Cause I'm going insane with all of it
You keep driving me crazy
Always crazy
You're gonna drive me crazy
You're gonna wake up one day dead inside
Cause your alone, not in my life

I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?

All my life has always been like this
Taking shit and I can't deal with this selfish bitch that's always full of it
You keep driving me crazy
Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy
You're gonna wake up one day dead inside
Cause your alone, not in my life

I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
And I blow it away

You want me to be like you
You want me to be like you

NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
And I blow it away
I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
And I blow it away

Giving In
(4:35)

Will you
Walk me
To the edge again
Shaking
Lonely
And I am drinking again
Woke up
Tonight
And no one's here with me
I'm giving into you

Take me under
I'm giving into you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving into you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving into you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving into you

Caught up
In life
Losing all my friends
Family
Has tried
To handle my addictions
Tragic
It seems
To be alone again
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving into you
I'm dieing tonight
I'm giving into you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving into you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving into you

::Crumble::

I look forward
To dying tonight
Drink til I'm myself
Life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in NO!

Take me under
::I'm killing all the pain::
I'm dieing tonight
::I'm sick of all that pain::
Watch me crumble
::I'm killing all the pain::
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving into you
Take me under
I'm giving into you
I'm dieing tonight
I'm giving into you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving into you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving into you
Take me under
I'm giving into you
I'm dieing tonight
I'm giving into you

Freaking Out
(3:36)

I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me
Cause I wasn't wanted
I was so different from the rest of them all
Fucked up on the drugs
From all the speed
And I never got no sleep
Cause I kept on trippin over what they said
And everything that my mom said made me mad
And everything that my dad said made me sad

Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out
I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round
I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

You keep shootin' those glances
Relating to the rawness
Of a fuckin' lost kid
Trying so hard to become
Just like me
Talk like me
Walk like me
You keep trippin on everything I wear
Everytime I swear
Even when it comes to my hair
It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dumb fool in your life

Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out
I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round
I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm trippin out
I'm trippin out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Why are you tripping on me?

I was so much an outcast
Find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
No ever liked me
I can't find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right

Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out
I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round
I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm trippin out, I'm trippin out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm crying out
I'm crying out
I'm crying out
Freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

The Way You Like It
(3:43)

::I'll get inside you::
::I'll get inside you::

Don't live with shame
Cause feelings change
And fame remains
The reason why
You're gunna wanna take me home tonight
It's all the same
Up in this game
The people change
And money claims
Everyone from everything
I can't believe
That you would think that shit of me
I was amazed at the torment you put me through
If you could see right through the greed
And all your needs
You'd realize you're just about as bad as me

Sometimes I only remember
The days when I was young
Nowadays no one remembers
When they were young and stupid
::The Way You Like It::
Come on baby help me
Someone to confide in
::I'll get inside you::
Now you're begging me to stay

My life has changed
But fuck the fame
I'll stay the same
You can't complain when you can pay the bills and do your thing
Appreciate
Don't playa hate
Congratulate
I miss the pain and all the torment that you put me through
So what's to fear
When everything is crystal clear
You realize that you should do the things you wanna do
Don't give into
What people say
Don't be ashamed
To serpate the feelings on your mind you can't sedate

Close Friends
(3:24)

Today you told me that I'd hate you forever
I can't believe what's really going on
Somehow I knew that you felt guilty for something
But tell me why you'd do this to me
Today you told me that I'd hate you forever
I can't believe that you WRECKED MY LIFE

I was betrayed
How can you say
That you feel sorry inside
It's devastating
Losing close friends
I've gone away
You make me stay
But I can't deal with the lies
I've gone insane
Losing close friends

Today I made the worst mistake
I put my trust into someone I don't know
And now I know because you've done everything possible to me
Made me so upset
And now I know just who to trust
Because you're laying in bed
You're thinking bout all that FUCKED UP SHIT

I was betrayed
How can you say
That you feel sorry inside
It's devastating
Losing close friends
I've gone away
You make me stay
But I can't deal with the lies
I've gone insane
Losing close friends

I'm so weak
The closeness of your skin
The smell of this place
Makes me go insane

I was betrayed
How can you say
That you feel sorry inside
It's devastating
Losing close friends
I've gone away
You make me stay
But I can't deal with the lies
I've gone insane
Losing close friends
Losing close friends
Losing close friends
Losing close friends
Losing close friends
Losing close friends
Losing close friends
Losing close friends
Losing close friends

Do What You Want To Do
(3:00)

::Where will we go?::
::Where will we go?::

Sign away
All of my decisions
Choke me when I breathe
Too many opinions
I gave away me freedom to please you
Let them talk
So they feel important
They don't mean a thing
This is my own dream
Why do you have to put this on ME?

::Where will we go?::
I'm a mess
::Where will we go?::
I'm a mess
::Where will we go?::

Do what you wanna do
When the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want

Life's a game
So don't complain
You can't obtain
Figure Out
How to maintain
It's a shame
Make a change
So life will never ever bind me down
Found out
Just what it's really all about
Never doubt
I wish I could get out
Why do you have to put this on ME?

::Where will we go?::
I'm a mess
::Where will we go?::
I'm a mess
::Where will we go?::

Do what you wanna do
When the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want
Do what you wanna do
When the fuck you wanna do it
Try hard to live your life
Live life the way that you want

::Where will we go?::
I'm a mess
::Where will we go?::
I'm a mess
:Where will we go?::
I'm a mess
::Where will we go?::
I'm a mess
::Where will we go?::

Skin
(3:24)

Days will come that make no sense
My present situation makes me think too much
Too much
And it all revolves around you
This life that I'm living is nothing without you

I'd shed my skin for you
::I'd shed my skin for you::
What would you want me to do?
::What would you want me to do?::
I will always love you
But I can't live like this

This problem here is my fault
It's not that I don't care
But I'm so lost

I'd shed my skin for you
::I'd shed my skin for you::
What would you want me to do?
::What would you want me to do?::
I will always love you
But I can't live like this

Choke off the feelings inside
Who are you lieing to?
Will I survive?
I like what you put me through
Cause I feel almost alive

I'd shed my skin for you
::I'd shed my skin for you::
What would you want me to do?
::What would you want me to do?::
I will always love you
But I can't live like this

Pain Inside
(3:29)

Realize that I've lost control
Impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside

Take apart my life inside
Why would I let them make up my mind?
And be misled
Go ahead make up your mind
I have had enough of who they want
Leave me alone

There's pain inside
I can't understand
There's hate in life
That will not go away

Go ahead make up your mind
I've had enough of who they want
Leave me alone
Realize that I've lost control
Impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside

There's pain inside
I can't understand
There's hate in life
That will not go away
There's pain inside
I cannot live with it
It feels like no one
Really understands

It's always killing me
The problems I face daily
It's always things that
I have always taken in vain

There's pain inside
I can't understand
There's hate in life
That will not go away
There's pain inside
I cannot live with it
It feels like no one
Really understands

It's always killing me
The problems I face daily

Speculum
(3:32)

There's so many people dieing
You complain about
Your situation
What about me?
Half the world
Doesn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand
::How it feels::

I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me

The guilt has lasted
You still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know?
Don't you trust in me?
The table's cold
It's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can't understand
::How it feels::

I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
::How it feels::
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday

Drowning
(3:26)

I give into
The stress in life
I can't escape
The pressure seems to get me down
It's like a needle in my spine
It stings inside
Poisons me with time
I can't deal with your lies

I wish I could watch you drown and die
And take my time
Life has been a problem
Can't you see?
I don't fit in

People have said
::They have said::
I'm not OK
::I'm not OK::
I lost my mind
Numb me till I won't feel pain again
It's like a needle in my spine
It stings inside
Poisons me with time
I can't deal with your lies

I wish I could watch you drown and die
And take my time
Life has been a problem
Can't you see?
I don't fit in

::Life is gone::
::I have no one::
::Life is gone::
::I am alone::

Life is gone
I have no one
Life is gone
I am alone
Life is gone
I have no one

Fuck all this shit that you hold in your mind
Let it all go and in time you will find
Nothing is real and it dies in all lies
Suffocate feelings you hide with lies

I wish I could watch you drown and die
And take my time
Life has been a problem
Can't you see?
I don't fit in
I wish I could watch you drown and die
And take my time
Life has been a problem
Can't you see?
I don't fit in

Trust
(3:26)

::Let me breathe::
::Let me breathe::

I can't even
Think right now
Some things got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly
But so surely
I don't know why
Love you so much
I can't feel
Because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you?
Is it me?
Is it us?
Or is it trust?
Or is it trust?

Push you into
What I want
Because I am so god damn selfish
Left you hanging
Stopped relating
I don't know why
Love you so much
I can't feel
Because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you?
Is it me?
Is it us?
Or is it trust?

I'm so alone
Empty and lost
It's easier
To let you go
Time will erode
The shame and the fault
It's easier
To let you go

::Is it you?::
::Is it me?::
It's easier
To let you go

Let me breathe!

I can't feel
Because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you?
Is it me?
Is it us?
Or is it trust?
Or is it trust?

I'm so alone
Empty and lost
It's easier
To let you go
Time will erode
The shame and the fault
It's easier
To let you go

I'm so alone
Empty and lost
It's easier
To let you go

::Breathe::
Let me breathe
::Breathe::
::Breathe::
::Breathe::
::Breathe::

Shattered
(3:08)

Do you wake up and wonder where you're really going?
Reach the age in your life
You wanted to achieve you goals
Nooooooo
Confusion
It lingers
Making me feel sick to my stomach
Because who knows what will happen next

I've shattered into pieces in this world
I've shattered into pieces in this world
::this world, your world, my world::

Confusion
It lingers
A fear of loathing that I regret
Because who knows what will happen next

I've shattered into pieces in this world
::this world, your world, my world::
I've shattered into pieces in this world
::this world, your world, my world::

What do you want to do?
Do you have plans for the future?
I wonder, does anything matter?
It's not all the same old
Fate and it's all wrong
Hold onto your goals or you'll have nothing

::you have::
Nothing
WHHHYYYYYY
Have I shattered into pieces in this world?
I've shattered into pieces in this world
::this world, your world, my world::
I've shattered into pieces in this world
::this world, your world, my world::
I've shattered into pieces in this world
::this world, your world, my world::

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