
I
have beautiful gardens everywhere around my home. I live in an oblong
log
house that is very
well built. I inherited it from my grandmother who was
also
a midwife and greenwitch (herbalist). My practice, as a midwife,
keeps
me very well supplied
with whatever I need to buy, in fact, I have been
known
to work for free if the person couldn't pay me. My patients are well
satisfied
with my service, they and their children are healthier for it.
My
religion is Pagan,
my church is the forest.
When
I first saw my soul mate, his back was to me and he was stealing my
flowers.
"What are you doing?" I asked. "Oh, are these your
flowers? I
thought
they were just growing here for the village." He said, turning
around
and blushing
profusly with a few of my favorite flowers in his hand. "Yes
they
are mine and you're stealing some of my favorites. I did plant them
here
for the village to enjoy, but only to view and not to take without my
permission.
If everyone picks them, they will not be here very long for
people
to enjoy. Besides did you ask permission of the flowers? I think
not,
or you wouldn't
be ripping them up like that." I spoke, the anger rising in my
voice
then, seeing the apologetic little boy look on his face, falling away into
humor.
There was something about this man, I couldn't keep my anger with
him.
I had a difficult time not laughing. I wanted to throw my arms around
him
and give him a very large hug.
We
fell into conversation like a pair of old friends. It seems he had
been
invited
to tea with a matchmaker, who, it so happens was a friend of mine,
and
she had told him he was to meet a very beautiful and talented young
single
woman who was looking for a husband as he was looking for a wife.
She
was a friend of mine all right, in fact I had been invited to tea with
her
that same
afternoon, at the very time David had been told to be at her
home.
Although she had failed to give me the same information she had given
David,
the town blacksmith's new apprentice. David really wasn't apprentice
age,
he had just moved here and would be working in partnership with our old
blacksmith
and then taking over the business when Jon passed on. All
Suzanne
had told me was that she would like some of my advice over a
friendly
tea. Suzanne was my best friend and confidant, but she obviously
had
taken my life into her hands over my protestations of being fully content
with
the single life. We had this conversation many times before.
David and
I were on
our way to this tea when we met. It's a good thing we were both
planning
to arrive early.
I
wasn't going to share this with David, however as our conversation went
onward,
an equally devious plan formed in my mind and I shared the entire
thing
with him. We were to pretend to never have met. I would pick
a
bouquet for him to
give to me at tea. Then I would ask him where he'd
gotten
such beautiful flowers, when he told me, I would fly into a rage and
we'd
get into an argument right there and then. Totally upsetting Suzanne's
plans.
Of course we'd tell her, eventually. I chose some special flowers
for
David's bouquet
and we separated, hoping no one had seen us. Some of those
flowers
only grew in my garden, and everyone in town knew it. I hoped
Suzanne
would notice them and worry about my reaction, I now planned to be
late.
I
arrived about 5 minutes after David, to give our plan more credence.
I
tried to look surprised to see David there, however when our eyes fell
upon
each other's faces for a second time that day, we both blushed. It
was
so obvious
we had fallen in love, I burst out laughing immediately and our
plan
fell. We never let on to Suzanne how we were going to decieve her.
David
and I married the following Spring, with Suzanne as my Matron of
Honor.
We had one child 9 months later. Very happy we were until one day
following
David's return from a large city a good distance from us. He had
gone
back to his birth place to see his sister and buy some new metal and
supplies
for his growing business. He returned two weeks later.
I
expected David back this evening and I had a wonderful surprise for him.
He
enjoyed my lamb stew so much I made it often and it was simmering now
over
the fire. I had visited my best friend Suzanne for tea and told her
of
my surprise for David.
Cornsilk, the nick name I had given our daughter
Bridgid,
was playing at a neighbors home and I would collect her soon for
supper.
Her hair was white blond and her eyes cornflower blue, just like
mine
when Iwas her age.
I
was going to be very subtle about how I told David. I was choosing
flowers
to do the telling. I had his favorites, Cornsilk's favorites,
baby's
breath and now
I was looking for my favorite. I had known before he left,
however
I wanted to wait until the first trimester was over before I told
him.
I was somewhat surprised he hadn't caught on that I was again carrying
our
child, a boy this time.
Unknown
to me, David had returned while I was at Suzanne's, he had seen
Cornsilk
playing and had brought her home with him. I had one of those flat
flower
baskets a patient had given me. I was holding it on my left arm.
Somewhat
puzzled that I couldn't find my flowers in the main flower garden,
which
looked as if someone had torn at it, I wandered behind my house to
look
in my kitchen garden. Something caught my attention and I looked
up
toward my back door.
Lo and behold, there was David, home at last. I saw
him
in profile through the open door. He was looking out of the front
window,
perhaps for
me.

What happens
is
not for the young
or squemish. You may
go to the page following to read
the end of my story.
Suffice it to say the next page is
about my death. To skip
it go hereto
the end of the story.