In this world of circumstance
Children never fear forever
And this moment that enchants
Someday we may both remember
The moment lives in my mind forever. I had always loved him, but never thought that he returned those feelings. He sure shocked me when I found out. I sure didn’t find out the most normal of ways. This was Matt, of course.
Then
Maybe then
If we are still alive
Then
Maybe then
This moment will survive
It all started during this match I had with Dean Malenko. You see, he had been hitting on me for the longest time. Looking back, knowing that Matt shared my feelings should have been obvious. I don’t know how I didn’t see it. After my match, he kissed me. Sure, I was shocked, but I loved it. And then I didn’t kiss back. I don’t know what came over me. He left the ring in shame, thinking I didn’t feel the same way. I took it upon myself to run after him. Then I planted one on him. This time, he was the one shocked.
There is time in every word
There are words in every reason
And these notes that are unheard
One day they may find their season
He tried to explain things to me afterwards. I simply told him that this needed no explanation. I told him I needed no reason to run after him. I only did it because I loved him. Something like what we did out there was unheard of in wrestling. Never before had something like this happened on Raw. I suppose you could count Test and Stephanie, but that wasn't real. what we did was real, yet seemed so unreal.
Then
Maybe then
If we are still alive
Then
Maybe then
This moment will survive
I really wanted that moment to last forever. Will it survive the test of time? I hope so. Matt’s the single greatest thing that’s ever happened to me. I love him with all my heart. I always have, and I’m comforted in the fact that he feels the same way.
Then
Maybe then
If we are still alive
Then
Maybe then
This moment will survive
I don’t know what I’d do without Matt. He’s my reason for living. I think that we both know that our love is so strong that it could survive the test of time. That one single moment will stand out in my mind for the rest of my life. And if for that reason, our love will survive.