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Finding the Beauty Within Ch. 4
By: Amanda
“I know,”
Grace sighed, catching the slight twitch of her roommate’s
lips. She was dressed for Justin’s party tonight; it wasn’t
pretty.
Mindy
frowned. “I didn’t say anything,” she said, standing up from
the sofa to have a better look, “Is that
new?”
It was
Grace’s turn to frown now. “No, I wore it when I was a
bridesmaid in my sister’s wedding.” She tugged at the sides,
hoping to stretch the material, “It’s a little snug.
“Hasn’t
Linda been married for three years?”
Mindy
studied the hideous dress. Lavender wasn’t really Grace’s
color, but at least it didn’t make her look incredibly pale.
That was pretty much the only good thing she could find about
it. Everything about the style of the dress from the clingy
fabric and spaghetti straps said that this was a dress for
women who wanted to show off their bodies. It looked awkward
on Grace’s plump figure. As if that wasn’t bad enough, every
curve, most of them unflattering, was accented because the
dress was a size too small.
“It looks
like something Linda would pick out,” Mindy laughed, hoping to
lighten the mood.
Grace’s
lips curved into a small smile, “Yeah.”
Ever the
persistent friend, Mindy tried again to cheer Grace up. “You
just have to dance with P. Diddy tonight. I hear he gives out
diamonds; get some for me. A girl can never have too
many.”
Still
tugging at the fabric, Grace absently responded, “He’s not
going to be there.” Her voice had a far away tone; her mind
was working on a way to get out of going.
“You’re
going,” Mindy stated firmly. After six months of living
together, she knew exactly how Grace’s mind worked, “We’ll
just get you a new dress.”
Grace
stopped fidgeting with her dress and shook her head. “Can’t. I
don’t have any money. I told you about what happened yesterday
with that saleslady.”
“I know,”
she replied, with a nod, “but I thought you said you still had
some money. I’m sure we can find you something chea-“ She
stopped at Grace’s blush. “What?”
Like a
guilty child, Grace couldn’t look her in the eye, “I went to
look for a dress this morning, but then I saw something. I
just had to get it; I couldn’t show up without a
present.”
Throwing
her hands up, Mindy let out a low groan. “You spent your money
on him.”
“I had to
get Justin something. It’s his
birthday.”
“Oh yeah,”
she retorted sarcastically, “the poor guy doesn’t have enough
stuff. What did you get?”
Grace bit
her lower lip nervously, “I can’t tell you. It’s…well, it’s
private.”
It took
all of Mindy’s strength not to roll her eyes. “I don’t know
what you see in him. He’s just some pretty boy with a
semi-decent voice.”
Mindy
loved expressing her apathy towards Justin; she always found
time to tell Grace just how crazy she was for loving a second
rate pop star with big teeth.
“I could
set you up with a very nice guy if you’d just forget about
Justin.”
“Justin is
a very nice guy,” Grace huffed, they’d had this argument far
too many times in her opinion, “You don’t know
him.”
With a
shrug, Mindy stubbornly answered, “I know his type. I’ve dated
quite a few Justin Timberlake’s, and trust me, no matter how
hot they are, they’re not worth it.”
Hoping to
change the subject, and put a blush on Mindy’s cheeks, Grace
laughingly pointed out, “So you think he’s
hot?”
The blush
was quick, “He’s okay. ”
“Uh huh,”
Grace mocked, “you know you think he’s sexy. Come on, admit
it. It’ll be good for you.”
“Shut up,”
Mindy snapped, but the smile on her face took the impact out
of her words, “So, what are we supposed to do about your
dress, Cinderella? You know, I have some money; I wouldn’t
mind-“
“No.”
Mindy’s
shoulder’s slumped. Her voice took on the semi-whining tone
she used when talking to her father on the phone. “Oh, come
on. I have all this money and nothing to spend it on. Pretty
please, let me buy you something. I promise you can pay me
back. How about that?”
Despite
her strong principles on borrowing money, Grace was actually
considering accepting Mindy’s offer. It wasn’t like Mindy was
suffering in the money department; in fact, her situation was
just the opposite. Mindy was the daughter of an obscenely
wealthy television producer, who, hoping to teach his daughter
the value of a dollar, had kicked Mindy out of the mansion and
forced her to get a job. When two months later, Mindy was a
full fledged working girl, he’d rewarded his daughter with an
apartment; he paid the rent, utilities and anything else she
needed.
Grace
didn’t understand how Mindy was supposed to learn how to be on
her own if her father still paid for everything, but since she
was renting the extra bedroom, which was as big as her
mother’s house, for an unbelievably low price, she wasn’t
going to complain. And she wasn’t going to mooch off Mindy
anymore than she had to. Not even for Justin. “No, I can’t
spend your money. This dress will just have to do,” she saw
Mindy prepare to argue, so she repeated her
refusal
“Fine,”
Mindy sighed, “you’re too stubborn for your own good. Must be
that Irish blood.”
“Scottish,” Grace corrected,
running a hand through her hair. She was wearing it down to
cover up the zipper in the back that didn’t quite zip all the
way. It had been so long since she hadn’t put her hair in an
unflattering bun that she’d forgotten just how long it was.
“What time is Jared picking you up?”
“Jared and
I broke up last week. Scott’s picking me up tonight at
8.”
Mindy had
so many boyfriends; by the time Grace learned their name,
Mindy had already broken up with him and dating another guy.
They were always gorgeous men, the kind you expect to see on
the WB, but that was expected. Handsome men loved girls like
Mindy, whom, as far as looks went, was the stereotypical
California girl. Blonde, tan and skinny.
The two of
them made quite a pair when they went out on the
town.
“I should
probably get going. I don’t want to be late,” Grace said,
grabbing her favorite brown sweater.
Mindy’s
eyes were practically bulging out of her head. “Gracie, please
tell me you’re not going to wear that. It doesn’t match at
all.”
“I don’t
want to,” Grace stated solemnly, “but the dress is
sleeveless.” Mindy gave her a confused look, so she
reluctantly explained, “Flabby arms. Stretch
marks.”
Grace
hated the pity she saw in Mindy’s eyes. “Oh, okay. I
understand. Well, I’ll see you later, and don’t be a
wallflower. Have fun tonight.”
“I’ll
try,” Grace replied with a sigh, “but I doubt
it.”