As she looked around the empty room, slow
flashes of memories from her past hit her. Some caused her to smile, others
just brought tears of hate to her eyes.
All that was left in the room was one box, the
last of his things. She never really knew she should've called or just left
them in the front of his family's house. It was too much for her to bear, too
much for her now weak heart.
She sat on the floor, looking at one picture,
his green eyes filled with hope and dreams that now seemed pointless to want
to be a part of. She was no longer in his life, to her he had died that night.
And no matter how much she tried to forgive him for everything he did to her,
she found that the anger just fed her thirst to survive, to have a purpose in
life. To prove him wrong.
Today, she could hear the bells from the near
by church. A choice had to be made today. After spending many days locked in
the house, thinking of what to do and how to react. She had managed to go numb
in short a period of time, it was like herself was gone but his spirit still
lingered in the room. Haunting her. "You're not real." Her mind reminded her
every time she would see him walking in the room. Pain was real, time was not
going to be able to erase all of the pain. "How dare you!" Words that echoed
all over the empty house as she smashed another glass fixture against the
wall. Running her hands through her now long dark hair, wanting to scream, to
cry and finally to cease existing. She knew it wouldn't be long before
closure. And suddenly, it stopped. She opened the door to the room and walked
around the empty house. Glass on the floor, from all the pictured she smashed
in anger, it felt like her broken heart at the bottom of her feet. She felt no
pain. Her bags were packed, she would leave and never look back. Insanity had
taken over her life and she would not walk in that church. She wouldn't look
at his family or his friends. She wouldn't give anyone the satisfaction, they
were worthless to her, always were. She was a trophy to him and she would not
be anymore. She opened the front door, slipped on her shades and jumped in his
jaguar. Drove into the sunset...to oblivion and beyond.