| The Emotional Body We then began feeling small emotions: happiness, contentment, sadness, grief, bewilderment, hatred, anger and rage. Fear reared its many heads as we denied more and more of our own feelings, as they became more unpleasant and difficult to deal with. Our own divinity was forgotten and Love changed in our new found disempowerment - it became conditional. It was a way of trying to reclaim some of the power we had lost, but it became 'power over' and had nothing of Love in its energy. We felt confusion and dissolution at the entrapment of our physical bodies. We felt desire, and obsessive want and need of physical merging with each other - it was the only way, we felt, that we could create Divine energy of unity once more! We wanted every aspect of the Source to be One in us! (...And somehow forgot that it was already.) This was the beginnings of lust! Amongst this we struggled and resisted each other. In the atmosphere of fear we could no longer allow ourselves to lovingly be One anymore. Not only had we created death as part of the Atlantean experience, but in this environment, birth as well. The difference between males and females became more marked. Males had developed larger penises and the ability to create seed. Female penises grew smaller and they developed uteri and ova. The developing emotional body energy gave rise to maternal feelings, as trust was being denied, to ensure the survival of the small human babies amid this background of distrust. The denial of trust, also meant that mothers became dependent upon the father of their children, and exclusive relationships were sought for the first time. Both parents had their own motives for this. The mothers felt vulnerable... suddenly left with a 'helpless' baby to rear; and the father, through fear, felt his part in the conception and creation of their child would be denied without some special bonding. The concept of monogamy had begun. Patriarchy began to insist upon male supremacy, and so established a culture that denied woman's wider role. The polarity between female and male widened. As this split was happening, our consciousness of the inner opposite gender lessened. The separation widened in the outer, and internal, realms. Twin-flames were separating further, and with less consciousness of the identity of their divine compliments. All of this was the result of a wonderful experiment and the effects were not judged by Spirit. It merely was/is. If we have any memory of Atlantis, this turmoil is the legacy we feel. In fact this state of turmoil is still shown to us externally because the separation was not healed then and so we still carry these painful memories in the cells of our physical body until we acknowledge this and so release them. Those who don't remember anything of that time, and especially those who actively work to ridicule the ones who do, are still hiding in the state of severe denial that existed then/now. This is why these external parallel realities are akin. In our cellular memory Atlantis is a place of Love and Spirit. It was that. It was also a place of great violence. The feelings we have in memory are complex because this movement away from unity into disharmony happened over many millennia and often we were shielded from the truth by others in power who feared chaos more than they loved God. The Master that we know as Osiris incarnated within this culture. His main task was to anchor the emotional body upon the planet; and at the same time remind us of our inherent divinity which had been forgotten by most, if not all, of us. In memory and reflection of our own divinity, we also created a class of men and woman of perceived purity to remind us about God. As we lost our Knowingness of the One Truth, we needed another fragment (energy created from our denied divinity, our perceived worthlessness) to take the role of priest - a middleman or woman, before God. It didn't matter if they believed, as long as we were reassured. As this group was established, they avidly preached dogma about separation from the Source, as it was self-serving for them to continue the externalisation of God. Osiris was teaching the opposite, which was not popular among the priests. They tried many ways to quieten his words and actions. He was very gifted with the use of crystals and, as with many others, they tried to confiscate his crystals to stop the flow of energy from these tools of purity. (This explains why only some could access the power of crystals; for few saw their divinty reflectd by them. Crystals are but manifestations of our own energy. They can amplify, activate, generate or transform energy just as our own physical bodies can.) Osiris left Atlantis when, in a state of reactive fear, the hierarchy was trying to create structures to control all forms of consciousness. There were many who were crucified at the very end, for knowing of, and reflecting, God within; but Osiris didn't choose this for himself - he wasn't one of them. (But, I might add, fragments of his energy did stay to experience this form of physical death. We were all part of this energy of denial. We are in existence now in physicality to hear this denial and acknowledge the fear of separation; and so heal now/then.) Both Osiris and his twin-flame, Isis, had experienced much of the experimentation of early Atlantis. Their combined energy had split many years earlier, but it still merged on many levels because their conscious awareness of each other as the same energy was undeniable. Their own polygamous household had broken down in denial when Isis became the first female energy to experience pregnancy. They had worked with many other fragments in trying to reunite the energy into the purity of Oneness, but despite their Knowledge of their inner God-ness, as with so many others after them, it did not occur as it was not yet time. The conviction that both had in their hearts for a limitless Love of God and a devotion to the Source could not be stemmed by the bitterness and hierarchical claims of the priests. Atlantis had now become a theatre of 'power-over', rather than the ideal of 'power-with'. They left before the collapse, with a dream burning strongly within, and they knew it was to be actualised because they could not ignore the God-energy they Knew themselves to be. They had to allow this energy to flow through and express itself. Their own Knowing of At-one-ment with the Source was never doubted. Their combined I Am Presence would not be quietened. The concept of a community of individual beings devoted to their own empowerment and sovereignty was their shared vision. Together they created a community based on Love and Trust in Khym or, what is now known as, Egypt. By reuniting various aspects of the energy, Osiris and Isis continued the Atlantis experience, using the physical body to bridge the gap of separation we had created in order to learn about our unity. Their goal was to continue to raise the energy of humanity, to close the perceived gap between God and man, and to recognise once more who we truly were. |